Aubrey Marcus Podcast

Loving Through The Darkness with Vylana Marcus & Caitlyn Howe #335

Nov 17, 2021

02:04:48

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The Reclamation of the One Who Has Rejected You, Betrayed You

04:24

The Greatest Trick of the Devil

03:55

Love Your Preference

03:50

Introduction

4min

Onit Black Friday Sale - What's on It?

2min

I'm Cool With Taking on the Title of Best Man

4min

I'm Alre Now. O, Where to Go, Bitch?

2min

I Was Not Just Curatingmaaba, Still Holding the Space

2min

Is There Something Erotic About Harming Yourself?

3min

The Reclamation of the One Who Has Rejected You, Betrayed You

4min

I Love Life the Most

5min

Having a Higher Vibrational Energy of Orgasm

4min

10.

I Don't Trust Life, You Don'T Trust Love

2min

11.

I Wanted It So Bad

4min

12.

Isas Ie. Sg, Is a Pure Being.

4min

13.

The Resentment in My Body Was Like, I Don't Know What to Do With It

2min

14.

The Exile of the Me Who Had So Much Resentment

3min

15.

I Don't Trust Love Is Separation From God

5min

16.

The Most Extraordinary Healing I've Ever Had

5min

17.

The Power of God and the Power of the Spirit

3min

18.

Is There Judgment in Your Life?

4min

19.

I've Been Envying for a Long Time Now

2min

20.

I've Been Adapted to Being Am

2min

21.

The Sailor of My Body Loves the Sea

2min

22.

I Love You Deeply, Baby.

2min

23.

What's My Truth?

3min

24.

I've Done Combo Anado, and a Beautiful One, Yes Am. And It's a Toxin

2min

25.

I Can't Leave a Sailor, Because the Sailor Always Leaves

2min

26.

Is It Affecting Your Soul?

4min

27.

Is There a Mother Focker?

2min

28.

Getting a Clearer Prayer

4min

29.

The Darkness - Is There Any Escape?

2min

30.

What Happens When There's No Way Out?

3min

31.

I Love You So Much, and You'll Never Know

5min

32.

I Love You So Much, Kate

2min

33.

The Greatest Trick of the Devil

4min

34.

Love Your Preference

4min

35.

Love Your Preference as a Wit

4min

36.

The Reactive Anger Is Not Victim

2min

37.

I've Been Around, You Know, Some Tantrums, and These Things Are There Their Essential Qualities

2min

38.

Doing the Work Bobabla

4min

39.

Can We All Hold on to That Together?

2min

40.

Awake in the Darkness - A New Podcast With Ben Staart

2min

One of my best podcasts of all time, this emotional conversation that’s been 16 years in the making, is with my wife Vylana Marcus and former fiance / best friend Caitlyn Howe. We sit down with a bottle of whiskey and let it all out. We each take turns sharing our darkest hours and deepest shadows, with a lot of tears and a lot of laughs. We discuss my devastating 6 days in a darkness retreat, my ongoing relationship with self-love, the impetus of my name change from Chris to Aubrey Marcus, and the erotic aspect of harming oneself, to name a few themes. But perhaps most powerfully, Vylana and Caitlyn share their own shocking and emotional challenges in their relationship to the masculine.

Connect with Vylana Marcus

Instagram | https://bit.ly/2PrQs0Z

Spotify | https://spoti.fi/33qaS2q

Connect with Caitlyn Howe

Instagram | https://bit.ly/3qIlkOw

Twitter | https://twitter.com/CaitlynHowe

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Connect with Aubrey:

Website | https://www.aubreymarcus.com/