There's so much of our life where we're just taught not to be able to feel our feelings. We get in this place where we start to imagine that everybody else is different than and everybody else doesn't have the same emotional boiling sea. And maybe we make ourselves numb because we don't think those things are safe. If we could really just see each other,. just all see each other, it helps you to see other people totaly. It helps you to witness somebody else in their anger and be like, i get it. I've no idea what it's like to walk in your shoes, but i resonate with that feeling, and i cans oin your humanity. That is
One of my best podcasts of all time, this emotional conversation that’s been 16 years in the making, is with my wife Vylana Marcus and former fiance / best friend Caitlyn Howe. We sit down with a bottle of whiskey and let it all out. We each take turns sharing our darkest hours and deepest shadows, with a lot of tears and a lot of laughs. We discuss my devastating 6 days in a darkness retreat, my ongoing relationship with self-love, the impetus of my name change from Chris to Aubrey Marcus, and the erotic aspect of harming oneself, to name a few themes. But perhaps most powerfully, Vylana and Caitlyn share their own shocking and emotional challenges in their relationship to the masculine.