i don't even have a resolution to it. The maybe one of the hacks is to love your preference. It has to be like thomas moore, am phenomenal, somewhat mystic writer,. He characterizes the soul through sentimentality. So thereis actually he kind of personifies the soul as the part of you, the spirit. But the soul is human almost. It loves, it loves. And it guides you almost with this intelligencelike iawaska. Loving soul is like, we love this now. We're going to hold on this. You know, there's an intelligence to it. No, i haven't tried that yet. Not beautiful. I think the key
One of my best podcasts of all time, this emotional conversation that’s been 16 years in the making, is with my wife Vylana Marcus and former fiance / best friend Caitlyn Howe. We sit down with a bottle of whiskey and let it all out. We each take turns sharing our darkest hours and deepest shadows, with a lot of tears and a lot of laughs. We discuss my devastating 6 days in a darkness retreat, my ongoing relationship with self-love, the impetus of my name change from Chris to Aubrey Marcus, and the erotic aspect of harming oneself, to name a few themes. But perhaps most powerfully, Vylana and Caitlyn share their own shocking and emotional challenges in their relationship to the masculine.