i obviously have a very beautiful relationship with the christ's energyand i think that's a powerful way to do it. You can find this not only in the divine, but you can find it in people. We are all divine expressions of the one, and so to have that expressed in in form is also, like all men, a one o theeram really hefull practice. And we've been helping create containers where people can share this,. which we all have a troubled relationship with to some degree because of what we've learned from our own understanding of society and our own parents on to our gods.
One of my best podcasts of all time, this emotional conversation that’s been 16 years in the making, is with my wife Vylana Marcus and former fiance / best friend Caitlyn Howe. We sit down with a bottle of whiskey and let it all out. We each take turns sharing our darkest hours and deepest shadows, with a lot of tears and a lot of laughs. We discuss my devastating 6 days in a darkness retreat, my ongoing relationship with self-love, the impetus of my name change from Chris to Aubrey Marcus, and the erotic aspect of harming oneself, to name a few themes. But perhaps most powerfully, Vylana and Caitlyn share their own shocking and emotional challenges in their relationship to the masculine.