Aubrey's had a challenging experience on combo anado, and a beautiful one. When i went into combo on the first day, i did hope to open the space. I've sat with ialaska now, im 14 times, and it's been five years at least since i'v perged on it. So my body, my sailor body, has gotten so wind whipped and hardy that she's like, we know what this is. We're not throwing up. We'renot letting go. That was the armor i'm still loving. And when i went into the ceremony and had my receive hape am, the first thing that came into my mind was,
One of my best podcasts of all time, this emotional conversation that’s been 16 years in the making, is with my wife Vylana Marcus and former fiance / best friend Caitlyn Howe. We sit down with a bottle of whiskey and let it all out. We each take turns sharing our darkest hours and deepest shadows, with a lot of tears and a lot of laughs. We discuss my devastating 6 days in a darkness retreat, my ongoing relationship with self-love, the impetus of my name change from Chris to Aubrey Marcus, and the erotic aspect of harming oneself, to name a few themes. But perhaps most powerfully, Vylana and Caitlyn share their own shocking and emotional challenges in their relationship to the masculine.