There's a reason why tontra is something that's, you know, and sex its talked about so prevalently right now. It feels like there's this alchemical fire of actually transmuting energy within the body of stuff that might be out of order or misalligned. And i think there's also an element of your sexual energy and pleasure, even laughter,. Like these higher vibrational states of being, like your moment of orgasm. Going into that place where i'm in my own authority, in the surrender, and having that high vibrational energy of orgasm - i feel like its transmuting things in my body of what i've experienced in my past. There's going to
One of my best podcasts of all time, this emotional conversation that’s been 16 years in the making, is with my wife Vylana Marcus and former fiance / best friend Caitlyn Howe. We sit down with a bottle of whiskey and let it all out. We each take turns sharing our darkest hours and deepest shadows, with a lot of tears and a lot of laughs. We discuss my devastating 6 days in a darkness retreat, my ongoing relationship with self-love, the impetus of my name change from Chris to Aubrey Marcus, and the erotic aspect of harming oneself, to name a few themes. But perhaps most powerfully, Vylana and Caitlyn share their own shocking and emotional challenges in their relationship to the masculine.