Riin: It's one of the most powerful films that i've ever been a part of, and i really encourage you guys to give it a look. Anl be on my web side. Everywhere you look, you're going to see an opportunity to watch awake in the darkness. And make sure to let vila na and katelanno if something they said really resignated with you. Love you guys, and i'll see you, actually, in two days. New podcast coming out with ben stuart, right on the heels of this one,.
One of my best podcasts of all time, this emotional conversation that’s been 16 years in the making, is with my wife Vylana Marcus and former fiance / best friend Caitlyn Howe. We sit down with a bottle of whiskey and let it all out. We each take turns sharing our darkest hours and deepest shadows, with a lot of tears and a lot of laughs. We discuss my devastating 6 days in a darkness retreat, my ongoing relationship with self-love, the impetus of my name change from Chris to Aubrey Marcus, and the erotic aspect of harming oneself, to name a few themes. But perhaps most powerfully, Vylana and Caitlyn share their own shocking and emotional challenges in their relationship to the masculine.