i'm currently moving through my own death fartall that i did not see coming am. We die these parts of ourselves through feeling. And the reason that they die is because we aren't separate from them any more, exactly. So there ceases to be other ye we're feeling to bring it home. I mean, it was the most extraordinary healing i've ever had. Was really special but iis magnificent.
One of my best podcasts of all time, this emotional conversation that’s been 16 years in the making, is with my wife Vylana Marcus and former fiance / best friend Caitlyn Howe. We sit down with a bottle of whiskey and let it all out. We each take turns sharing our darkest hours and deepest shadows, with a lot of tears and a lot of laughs. We discuss my devastating 6 days in a darkness retreat, my ongoing relationship with self-love, the impetus of my name change from Chris to Aubrey Marcus, and the erotic aspect of harming oneself, to name a few themes. But perhaps most powerfully, Vylana and Caitlyn share their own shocking and emotional challenges in their relationship to the masculine.