I've Been Adapted to Being Am

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For me, i've been highly identified with being am. Was enslaved by freedom. Freedom was my coping mechanism for the fire of vulnerability that it is to commit myself to something or some one. Am against whichis, which is crazy to me. It's crazy to me because the calan that i know is the most fiercely loving person. Yes, like you too. You two love so hard. You love so impossibly hard, and you're so kindred in this deep love. I don't claim to understand it, but it doesn't, i cannot compute it.

One of my best podcasts of all time, this emotional conversation that’s been 16 years in the making, is with my wife Vylana Marcus and former fiance / best friend Caitlyn Howe. We sit down with a bottle of whiskey and let it all out. We each take turns sharing our darkest hours and deepest shadows, with a lot of tears and a lot of laughs. We discuss my devastating 6 days in a darkness retreat, my ongoing relationship with self-love, the impetus of my name change from Chris to Aubrey Marcus, and the erotic aspect of harming oneself, to name a few themes. But perhaps most powerfully, Vylana and Caitlyn share their own shocking and emotional challenges in their relationship to the masculine.

Connect with Vylana Marcus

Instagram | https://bit.ly/2PrQs0Z

Spotify | https://spoti.fi/33qaS2q

Connect with Caitlyn Howe

Instagram | https://bit.ly/3qIlkOw

Twitter | https://twitter.com/CaitlynHowe

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Connect with Aubrey:

Website | https://www.aubreymarcus.com/