I think that's like a really kind of circling back to even where we began. With talking about the darkness documentary, and a lot of it really high lighting you calling back chris mark into your being. Ye, i mean, that was, that was something that i was not expecting to come through in the darkness. And in the power of the darkness is that there's no escape. There is just no escape. Like we can escape in an infinite number of ways. We can escape by simply averting our gaze. But what aren't we doing where we're escaping? We're escaping a process that's happening in our mind because we're uncomfortable with our mind. So the things
One of my best podcasts of all time, this emotional conversation that’s been 16 years in the making, is with my wife Vylana Marcus and former fiance / best friend Caitlyn Howe. We sit down with a bottle of whiskey and let it all out. We each take turns sharing our darkest hours and deepest shadows, with a lot of tears and a lot of laughs. We discuss my devastating 6 days in a darkness retreat, my ongoing relationship with self-love, the impetus of my name change from Chris to Aubrey Marcus, and the erotic aspect of harming oneself, to name a few themes. But perhaps most powerfully, Vylana and Caitlyn share their own shocking and emotional challenges in their relationship to the masculine.