I Could Never...
Chill Polyamory
I Could Never... is a show about non-monogamy and the many ways it can look. Genevieve King from @chillpolyamory and her partner Ishik get true stories and gossip from people all over the world about their unique love lives. It's the podcast that reminds us: just because you’ve never done something before, doesn’t mean you can’t do it.
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Nov 6, 2025 • 49min
Part-Time Girlfriend, Full-Time Freak
Dance floor unicorn, Kenna Bethany, lets loose about sleeping with couples, sapphic lust and being the only queer person in a foursome.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Kenna on IG - @kenna_bethany
Kenna on TikTok - @kenna_bethany
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Oct 30, 2025 • 48min
In Sickness And In Health
Super ADHD and crushing it, polyamorous therapist Dr. Manijeh Badiee shares about surviving breast cancer and proposing to her ladyfriend (in front of her spouse).
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Dr. Badiee on IG - @doctorbadiee
Dr. Badiee on TikTok - @doctorbadiee
Dr. Badiee on YouTube - @doctorbadiee
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Oct 23, 2025 • 49min
Jellyamorous
Join Loren Loubser, a ballroom performer and intimacy coordinator from Cape Town, as she dives into fascinating discussions about the queer scene in South Africa. She shares her journey from a 14-year monogamous relationship to embracing polyamory, revealing insights on jealousy and the importance of transparency in relationships. Loren also touches on the dynamics of navigating exes in close-knit communities and the healing process after betrayal. Tune in for an enlightening take on community care and the complexities of love and friendship.
Oct 16, 2025 • 54min
Let's Call It What It Is
Comedian Lily Kerrigan dives into her journey through polyamory, sharing insights on the complexities of non-monogamous relationships. She discusses her transition from a traditional relationship to a thriving nine-year partnership with Matt, revealing how casual dating evolved into something deeper. Lily tackles the intricacies of managing emotions, labeling relationships, and the significance of open communication. With practical advice on navigating jealousy and metamour dynamics, she offers a fresh perspective on love, connection, and emotional transparency.
Oct 9, 2025 • 51min
It's Not Out of the Question
In this engaging discussion, Genevieve and Ishik tackle the complexities of dating monogamous individuals and the risks involved. They explore emotional check-ins in long-distance relationships and the value of using contracts for clear communication. The duo delves into navigating disclosures, revealing guiding principles for sharing sensitive information. They also emphasize the importance of self-reflection when faced with partner pressures and provide insights on rebuilding trust after breaches, making for a thought-provoking conversation on connection and boundaries.
Oct 2, 2025 • 52min
I'm Glad You Asked!
Dive into a lively discussion on navigating friendships in non-monogamy, including how to handle a cheating friend's judgment. The hosts tackle living with a partner's partner, offering practical tips and emotional support. They also explore the complexities of wanting closure from an ex while juggling boundaries. Book recommendations underscore the importance of understanding ethical non-monogamy, and the value of open communication in relationships is highlighted throughout.
Sep 25, 2025 • 45min
Riding the Rainbow Together
Deepak Kashyap tries not to sound “OMG Ghey” while connecting the dots on polytheism & polyamory, feeling left out of group sex and why friends can’t bring 15 partners to his wedding.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Deepak on IG - @mrpsychologist
Deepak on YouTube - @kaisehomedia
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Sep 18, 2025 • 45min
Village with a Capital "V"
Lovergirl femme, Tay, talks about having a baby in a triad, garden party vibes and why they moved out of their partner's home (twice).
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Tay on TikTok - @polyamgirliepop
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Sep 11, 2025 • 47min
More Like Bye-erarchy!
Polyamorous since 18, Marla Schreiber, @polyamarla, is sick of talking about hierarchy, but loves bedtime rituals with both of their partners.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Marla on IG - @polyamarla
Marla on TikTok - @polyamarla
Marla on YouTube - @polyamarla
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Sep 4, 2025 • 52min
Pleasing Every Constituent
Besides being a socialist, abolitionist, polyamorous & queer city councilor, Willie Burnley Jr. says he's "pretty normie". Together, we get into being polyam & single, running for mayor and getting c*ck-blocked by his nosy monogamous friend.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Willie Burnley Jr. on IG - @willieforsomerville
Support Willie for Mayor - willieforsomerville.com
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik


