I Could Never...
Chill Polyamory
I Could Never... is a show about non-monogamy and the many ways it can look. Genevieve King from @chillpolyamory and her partner Ishik get true stories and gossip from people all over the world about their unique love lives. It's the podcast that reminds us: just because you’ve never done something before, doesn’t mean you can’t do it.
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Aug 28, 2025 • 53min
Double Date
Reece Foster, aka SaulForged, is a very special guest for Genevieve & Ishik - an episode full of surprises to kick off Season 3!
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Reece Foster on IG - @saulforged
Reece Foster on Etsy - Etsy - SaulForged
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
May 22, 2025 • 59min
Ask And You Shall Receive
In a lively Q&A, the hosts tackle listener queries about the quirks of non-monogamous dating. They reflect on the challenges of discussing relationship dynamics with unsupportive friends and emphasize the need for clear communication. The significance of finding a supportive therapist for non-monogamous relationships is explored, alongside the emotional intricacies of navigating past traumas. They also discuss the balance between independence and intimacy, offering insights on navigating personal desires within the context of polyamory.
May 15, 2025 • 42min
For The Love of Oshun
Bringing high drama, Darkwah lays bare their monogamous failures, Ghanaian pride, and how the tits be titting.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Darkwah on LinkedIn - @hausofdarkwah
Darkwah on IG - @hausofdarkwah
Darkwah on TikTok - @hausofdarkwah
Darkwah on Spotify - @Darkwah
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
May 8, 2025 • 53min
The Storm Before The Calm
Libby Sinback, host of Making Polyamory Work, on watching partners fall for each other, her triad breaking into a V and what happened when her kid's teacher found out about it all.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Libby on IG - @thatpolyammom
Libby's Podcast - Making Polyamory Work
Libby's Website - libbysinback.com
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
May 1, 2025 • 55min
Why We Didn’t Pull The Plug
Deepa Paul, a queer femme author from Amsterdam, shares her candid experiences with non-monogamy and infidelity in open marriages. She discusses overcoming cultural shame and the journey of rebuilding trust after betrayal. The conversation takes a humorous turn as Deepa recounts a chaotic dating mishap that landed her in the emergency room. Through personal stories, she emphasizes the importance of communication and adaptability in relationships, while also touching on the profound support found during her breast cancer diagnosis.
Apr 24, 2025 • 48min
The Novel Tale of a Former Future Housewife
Author of The Anxious Person's Guide to Non-Monogamy, Lola Phoenix, discusses love under lockdown, living solo in Sweden and why she views sex like a car.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Lola Phoenix's Website - nonmonogamyhelp.com
Lola on IG - @nonmonogamyhelp
Lola on Twitter - @nonmonogamyhelp
Lola on TikTok - @nonmonohelp
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Apr 17, 2025 • 49min
And Baby Makes Five
Hannah and her quad are part of an even larger polycule buying land and building a family together in Argentina.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Hannah on IG - @eutimian
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Apr 10, 2025 • 46min
Question Everything, Assume Nothing
Genevieve and Ishik answer listener-submitted questions about age gaps, holidays in a triad and dating your best friend.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory Too on YouTube - @chillpolyamorytoo
Peer Support Calls - chillpolyamory.com
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Apr 3, 2025 • 54min
Dating The Old Fashioned Way
The Collectress, Ashtin Berry, gets into romance with friends, who should pay for dinner and how men react to her swearing off marriage.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Ashtin Berry on IG - @thecollectress
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Announcement: Lane 1992 by Beatopia Beats
Mar 27, 2025 • 45min
An Anchor in Troubled Waters
Puerto Rican actor, drag king & storyteller Vico Ortiz describes their red flags, moving in with a partner, and how they made Our Flag Means Death so polyamorous.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Vico Ortiz on IG - @puertoricaninja
Vico Ortiz on Blue Sky - @vico-ortiz
Vico Ortiz on Patreon - Vico's Patreon
Vico's Podcast on Substack - Today in Gay
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik


