I Could Never...
Chill Polyamory
I Could Never... is a show about non-monogamy and the many ways it can look. Genevieve King from @chillpolyamory and her partner Ishik get true stories and gossip from people all over the world about their unique love lives. It's the podcast that reminds us: just because you’ve never done something before, doesn’t mean you can’t do it.
Episodes
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Apr 3, 2025 • 54min
Dating The Old Fashioned Way
The Collectress, Ashtin Berry, gets into romance with friends, who should pay for dinner and how men react to her swearing off marriage.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Ashtin Berry on IG - @thecollectress
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Announcement: Lane 1992 by Beatopia Beats
Mar 27, 2025 • 45min
An Anchor in Troubled Waters
Puerto Rican actor, drag king & storyteller Vico Ortiz describes their red flags, moving in with a partner, and how they made Our Flag Means Death so polyamorous.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Vico Ortiz on IG - @puertoricaninja
Vico Ortiz on Blue Sky - @vico-ortiz
Vico Ortiz on Patreon - Vico's Patreon
Vico's Podcast on Substack - Today in Gay
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Mar 20, 2025 • 46min
Monogamy, Table For Three
Monogamish Lex reveals what it's like dating a married man, and how his wife became one of her best friends.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Mar 13, 2025 • 50min
With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility
Award-winning polyamorous author, Kevin Patterson, talks monogamous pearl-clutchers, jam packed calendars and not turning partners into heroes or villains.
Support the launch of Kevin's newest book: indiegogo.com/for-hire-the-price-of-fame
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Kevin Patterson on IG - @polyrolemodels
Kevin Patterson on Tumblr - @polyrolemodels
Kevin Patterson's Website - kevinapatterson.com
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: A Hero is Born by Holizna
Mar 6, 2025 • 46min
My Not So Guilty Pleasure
Dr. Han Ren is a hot, polyamorous mom who shares about collectivist cultures and what she gets up to when her partner's on a date.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Dr. Han Ren on IG - @dr.han.ren
Dr. Han Ren on TikTok - @drhanren
Dr. Han Ren's Website - drhanren.com
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Feb 27, 2025 • 48min
Um Actually, Polyamorous People Are Hot
Dropout's Ify Nwadiwe and Emily Louise talk D&D, cheating exes, and how scary it is when your partner falls in love with someone else.
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"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Ify Nwadiwe on IG - @ifynwadiwe
Ify Nwadiwe on BlueSky - @ifycomedy.com
Emily Louise on IG - @ohmyemilylouise
Emily Louise on OnlyFans- notthatprincesspeach
Our Relationship Pod w/ Ify & Emmy - Apple Podcasts
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Lane 1992 by Beatopia Beats
Oct 17, 2024 • 49min
Bonus Episode: You Ask, We Deliver
Genevieve and Ishik answer listener-submitted questions about if solo polyamory just means having commitment issues, bringing metamours into your home, and how to support a partner through a breakup.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory Too on YouTube - @chillpolyamorytoo
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Sep 26, 2024 • 50min
Not Just "White People Sh*t"
Michelle Hy explores her Chinese and Taiwanese heritage, getting outed to her dad and what it was like going to her partners' wedding.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Michelle Hy on IG - @polyamorouswhileasian
Michelle Hy's Website - polyamorouswhileasian.com
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Hood Rat by John Bartmann
Sep 19, 2024 • 46min
In Too Deep
The Boyslut, Zachary Zane, dishes on diving into the deep end with non-monogamy, how he's scaled back romance responsibly and why he loves the label of bisexual slut.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Zachary Zane on IG - @zacharyzane_
Zachary Zane's Website - zacharyzane.com
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Lope and Shimmer by Podington Bear
Sep 12, 2024 • 47min
We're Gonna Need a Bigger Bed
Intimacy coordinator Rufai Ajala talks about living with a partner and her husband, queerplatonic love and how they handled 9 relationships at once.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Rufai Ajala on IG - @rufaiajala
Intimacy with Roo on IG - @intimacywithroo
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Happy Trip by Yona Marie


