

1760: Growing Up Mormon With Lori Vallow Daybell - Cousin Megan Conner
May 2, 2023
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Introduction
00:00 • 2min
The Trial of Lori Vallow
01:34 • 2min
Mormonism and Lori's Trial
03:14 • 2min
Lori's Journey Through the Family System
04:51 • 2min
The Deconstruction of Laurie and Chad
06:25 • 2min
The Cox Family's Loss of JJ and Tylie
07:58 • 4min
How a Mormon Mom Ends Up Killing Her Ex-Husband
11:50 • 2min
Cliff Conner's Mormon Upbringing
13:23 • 1min
Noni Was a Good Woman and Loving
14:52 • 2min
Cliff and Janice's Divorce
16:39 • 1min
Cliff and Janice
18:01 • 2min
The Family Culture of Noni and Janice
19:48 • 2min
Chad's Family Culture Growing Up
21:43 • 2min
Mormonism and the Mission Field
23:23 • 2min
The Difficulty of Growing Up in a Normal Mormon Family
24:57 • 1min
The Importance of Emotional Neglect
26:22 • 2min
The Importance of Loyalty
28:09 • 2min
The Importance of Introspection
29:44 • 2min
The Cox's and Lori
31:21 • 2min
J.A.T.E.S.
32:53 • 2min
The Closeness of My Family to My Parents
34:46 • 2min
Barry and Janice's Bikinis and Rainbow
36:45 • 2min
The Relationship Between My Parents and Their Sexual Relationship
38:32 • 2min
The Cox Family's Inappropriate Interactions With Alex and Laurie
40:16 • 2min
Barry's Sexual Abusiveness
41:55 • 2min
The Uncomfortable Relationship Between Summer and Lori
43:49 • 2min
Barry's Relationship With the Church
45:21 • 2min
The 95th Percentile of Humanity
47:03 • 2min
The Importance of Spending Time With Janice
48:43 • 2min
The Importance of Being a Temple Worker
50:24 • 2min
The Church Mormon Church's Acceptance of Abuse
52:11 • 3min
The Shame of the Church
54:53 • 2min
The Stakes Are So High That We Have to Keep Secrets
56:27 • 2min
The Dark Side of Lori's Personality
58:17 • 2min
Lori and Summer's Personality
59:56 • 2min
The Importance of Jokes
01:01:32 • 1min
The Family Rumors About Alex's Traumatic Brain Injury
01:03:00 • 2min
The Cox Family's Culture of Fat Shaming
01:04:36 • 2min
The Importance of Being a Temple Worker
01:06:09 • 2min
The Dilemma of the Barry and Janice Cox Family
01:07:45 • 2min
The Truth Teller in Family Systems
01:09:18 • 2min
The Power of Humor
01:10:54 • 2min
The Trauma of a Car Accident
01:12:47 • 2min
Lori's Lack of Empathy and Compassion for Others
01:14:25 • 2min
The Legend of Lea Hona
01:16:09 • 2min
The Legend of Lea Hona
01:17:41 • 2min
The Legend of Lea Hona
01:19:45 • 2min
The Importance of Trusting Young Women's Leaders
01:21:22 • 2min
The Big Lies
01:22:58 • 2min
The Importance of Confidence in the Family
01:25:00 • 2min
The Importance of Drinking Partying
01:26:34 • 2min
The Dissociative State of My Life
01:28:26 • 2min
How to Survive as a Mormon Teen
01:29:59 • 2min
The Unpreparedness of a 17 Year Old
01:31:29 • 2min
The Power of Procreation
01:33:10 • 2min
How Lori's Family Moved to Austin to Be Away From Her Parents
01:34:44 • 2min
The Spurring of 1993
01:36:16 • 2min
The Unromantic Date
01:37:50 • 2min
The Importance of Being a Good Influencer
01:39:47 • 2min
Lori's Misbehavior
01:41:21 • 2min
The Importance of Talking to Lori After a Conflict
01:42:57 • 2min
The Importance of Being Bisexual
01:44:35 • 2min
The Importance of Being Active in the Church
01:46:13 • 2min
The Mormon Path to Marriage
01:47:55 • 2min
How I Made a Plan to Not Tell My Parents That I Was Pregnant
01:49:31 • 2min
The Miracle of Forgiveness
01:51:11 • 2min
The Book of Mormon
01:52:48 • 2min
The Importance of Miracle Forgiveness
01:54:23 • 2min
The Brave Choice to Keep Your Child
01:55:56 • 2min
How I Met My Husband While Pregnant
01:57:32 • 2min
The Bridesmaid's Dress
01:59:08 • 2min
Lori's Wedding
02:00:43 • 2min
How I Become Active in the LDS Church During the 22 Years I Was in Texas
02:02:28 • 2min
The Importance of Missionary Disciplines
02:04:00 • 2min
The Importance of Repentance
02:05:39 • 2min
The Importance of Free Agency
02:07:45 • 2min
How to Live Up to Your Upbringing as a Parent
02:09:33 • 2min
The Importance of Being a Release Society Teacher
02:11:23 • 2min
The Disappointment of a Non-Member Family
02:12:56 • 2min
The Untraditional Ceiling of the Church
02:15:16 • 2min
The Importance of Faith in Life
02:17:18 • 2min
The Importance of Living the Gospel
02:18:51 • 1min
Laurie's Other Marriages and Where I Was in All of That
02:20:17 • 2min
The Relationship Between Laurie and Colby
02:22:29 • 2min
Lori's Divorce With Jo
02:24:05 • 2min
The Ugly Divorce of Stacy
02:25:46 • 2min
The Divorce of Stacy Coap
02:27:28 • 1min
The Death of Stacey
02:28:57 • 2min
The Trouble With Alex and Stacey
02:31:19 • 2min
The Importance of a Big Shot
02:33:16 • 1min
Stacy's Diabetic Coma
02:34:44 • 2min
The Story of Stacey's Hospice Care
02:36:57 • 1min
The Importance of Mercy Healing
02:38:23 • 2min
The Unfeeling Unemotional Response to a Depressed Family
02:39:59 • 2min
The Death of Stacey
02:41:52 • 2min
The Death of Stacey Jo Ryan
02:43:25 • 2min
The Dark Side of Stacey's Death
02:45:07 • 2min
Joe Ryan and Stacy's Divorce
02:46:46 • 2min
The Relationship Between Alex and Lori
02:48:22 • 2min
The Suspects of Joe Ryan's Death
02:50:28 • 3min
The Death of Tylie Cushing
02:53:26 • 2min
The Wheel of Fortune
02:54:56 • 2min
The Importance of Chat in a Prepper's Life
02:56:35 • 2min
The Divorce of Lori and Adam
02:58:11 • 3min
The Narcissist's Journey From Sanitonia to Austin
03:00:50 • 2min
The True Story of the Shooting of Charles
03:02:31 • 2min
The Importance of Knowing Your Parents
03:04:13 • 2min
The Normality of Summer's Marriage Relationships
03:05:45 • 2min
The Relationship Between Summer and Adam Adam
03:07:15 • 2min
The Importance of Reaching Out to Summer Woodcock
03:08:52 • 2min
The Woodcocks' Connection to Charles's Death
03:10:24 • 2min
Chad's Teachings and the Dark and Light System
03:11:57 • 2min
Malani Boudreau Palaski
03:13:32 • 2min
The Role of Malani in the Brandon Butro Trial
03:15:04 • 2min
The Dark Side and the Smog Group
03:17:20 • 2min
The Patriarchal Blessing of Alex
03:18:56 • 2min
The Blessing
03:20:48 • 2min
The Family Rumor About Lori's Secret Life
03:22:35 • 2min
How Much Time Had You Spent With Tiley and Jj?
03:24:14 • 2min
The Exhumation of Tami's Body
03:25:59 • 2min
The Timeline of Alex and Zulama's Marriage
03:27:42 • 2min
The Death of Alex and Zulama
03:29:28 • 2min
The Death of Zulama
03:31:16 • 2min
The Last Rights of Alexander
03:33:22 • 2min
The Importance of Empathy in a Family Funeral
03:35:01 • 2min
The Iris and the Importance of Freedom
03:36:43 • 1min
The Role of Mormonism in the Shook Out of the Mormon Church
03:38:00 • 2min
The Silence From Salt Lake City About the Killings of Chad and Lori
03:40:09 • 2min
The Origin Story of the Church
03:41:52 • 2min
The Dangers of the Shannon Caldwell Monte Stuff
03:43:37 • 2min
How to Get Around the Fact That Joseph Smith Is a Sexual Predator
03:45:23 • 2min
Chad and Lori: A Comparison
03:47:22 • 2min
How I Lost My Faith in My Divorce Process
03:48:52 • 2min
Trauma-Based Therapy: How to Deal With Childhood Trauma
03:50:35 • 2min
The Implications of Divorce
03:52:12 • 2min
The Importance of Faith in the Church
03:54:05 • 2min
The Pandemic and How It Affects My Life
03:55:54 • 2min
The Importance of Sexuality in the Church
03:58:01 • 2min
Mormonism and the Church
03:59:37 • 2min
How to Tell if an Investment Is Good or Not
04:01:23 • 2min
The Secret Morni Mormon Meetings of 1922
04:03:03 • 2min
The Mormon System and the Death of a Spouse
04:04:41 • 2min
The Doctrine Determines the Culture
04:06:25 • 2min
The Long Trail of Body
04:08:00 • 2min
The Mormon Church's Complicity in the Deaths That Ended Up Occurring
04:09:33 • 2min
The Church's Complicity in the Church of the Firstborn
04:11:11 • 2min
The Church's Response to Revelation
04:12:57 • 2min
The Tentacles of Disappointment
04:14:52 • 2min
The Church Can't Condemn the Teachings of the First Born
04:16:26 • 2min
Chad Debo and the Church
04:18:05 • 2min
The Importance of Truth in the Mormon Church
04:19:36 • 2min
The Dark Secrets of Lori's Trial
04:21:29 • 2min
Mormon Stories Podcast: Lauren Matthias and Her Podcast Real Hidden True Crime
04:23:07 • 2min