Mormonism and the Church

i started trying to figure out is there a way for me to do Mormonism or not and ultimately came to the conclusion that probably probably there isn't you know so i remember my my daughter got married in 2018 and i had had my temple recommend interview in 2016. So it was like almost the last day that my recommend was valid and i went to her wedding her ceiling in the temple and i remember walking out the door and thinking i will probably never set foot in the temple again.