

1790: Currently-Serving Mormon Bishop Loses Faith in Mormonism: Zane and Tina Beard
Jul 24, 2023
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Introduction
00:00 • 2min
Zayn and Tina's Mormon Stories
01:46 • 6min
The Status of My Mormon Faith
07:21 • 3min
The Importance of Telling Your Story
10:10 • 2min
Tina's Mormon Background
11:44 • 4min
The Importance of Going Through the Temple
16:08 • 4min
Tina's Temple Experience
20:12 • 4min
How to Deal With a Trauma at the Temple
24:18 • 2min
The Temple and My Relationship With Them
26:42 • 2min
Zane's Mission Experience
28:34 • 3min
Zane's Story: A Mormon Candidate
31:31 • 5min
The Importance of Secrecy
36:42 • 4min
The Importance of Faith in Mormonism
41:10 • 4min
The Importance of Belief in Mormonism
45:02 • 5min
The Importance of Having Your Own Testimony
49:45 • 5min
The Wrong Place to Take It on a Date
55:14 • 2min
The Importance of Marriage in the Orthodox Church
56:47 • 2min
Zane's Parents Were Ambivalent When They Got Married
59:00 • 2min
The Unwritten Contract Between a Mormon Couple and the Temple
01:01:10 • 3min
Tina's Journey Through Mormonism
01:04:08 • 4min
How to Survive as a Mormon Mom
01:07:41 • 3min
The Importance of Relationships
01:10:45 • 5min
Zane's Testimony Didn't Progress at All
01:15:37 • 3min
The Power of the Priesthood
01:18:31 • 4min
The Unfairness of Mormonism
01:22:13 • 5min
The Unspoken Narrative
01:27:03 • 2min
The Disconnection of the Father
01:29:19 • 5min
The Beauty of Partnering
01:34:23 • 3min
The Role of Gender in Mormonism
01:37:41 • 6min
The Importance of Being a Mormon Bishop
01:43:24 • 6min
The Importance of Faith in the Church
01:49:01 • 2min
The Importance of Living a Happy, Fulfilled Life
01:50:47 • 3min
The Importance of Not Being Happy
01:53:28 • 3min
The Extension of a Bishop's Calling
01:56:02 • 5min
The Importance of Training as a Mormon Bishop
02:00:47 • 3min
The Role of the Bishop in Mormonism
02:03:36 • 3min
How to Help a Youth or Adult Come Out as LGBTQ
02:06:10 • 5min
The Importance of Faith in the Church
02:10:54 • 3min
The Importance of Mental Space in a Bishop's Life
02:13:52 • 4min
Zayn's Disappointment With the Church
02:17:47 • 2min
How to Be a Bishop's Wife Material
02:19:38 • 6min
What Led to Tina's Faith Crisis?
02:25:32 • 3min
The Fundamentalist Mormons and the FLDS Church
02:28:53 • 4min
Scientology: A Connection to Psychology
02:33:02 • 3min
Tina and Zane's Journey to Freedom
02:35:33 • 4min
The Importance of Faith in a Marriage With a Bishop
02:39:09 • 2min
The Fear of Disobedience
02:40:41 • 2min
How to Overcome Fear of the Constructive Narrative
02:42:49 • 3min
The Truth About the Church
02:45:42 • 2min
Tina's Journey Down the Rabbit Hole
02:47:14 • 1min
The Importance of Faith
02:48:38 • 5min
Tina's Fear of Leaving the Mormon Church
02:53:19 • 3min
The Importance of Fostering a Culture of Rejection
02:56:14 • 3min
Tina's Decision to Fake the Church
02:59:26 • 2min
The Importance of Faith in the Church
03:01:13 • 3min
The Catalyst Theory of Mormonism
03:04:31 • 3min
The Catalyst Theory
03:07:43 • 3min
How to Be a Good Bishop
03:10:46 • 5min
The Dilemme of Losing Faith as a Bishop
03:15:42 • 5min
The Importance of Honesty in the Church
03:20:41 • 5min
Zane's Faith Crisis
03:25:46 • 2min
The Catastrophe of a Mormon Bishop
03:27:53 • 5min
The Church's Position on LGBT Issues
03:33:00 • 2min
The Dilemma of Coming Out and Being Vocal
03:34:57 • 5min
The Importance of Literacy in the Tenants of Culture and Healthy Religions
03:39:29 • 4min
The Church Should Be Worried About Its Future
03:43:31 • 4min
The Church in Trouble
03:47:48 • 3min
How Mormonism Is Hurting Women
03:51:09 • 2min
The Church Hurts Women
03:53:32 • 3min
Healing From Gender Roles
03:56:34 • 4min
The Importance of Faith in the Church
04:01:02 • 4min
Do I Want to Stay in Church?
04:04:58 • 3min
Zane the Pope of Mormonism Abdicates His Throne
04:07:54 • 2min
The Importance of Honesty and Integrity
04:09:27 • 2min