
Deconstructing Yourself
Dedicated to liberation in all its forms, Deconstructing Yourself is passionate about fearlessly investigating, attempting, and questioning all things to do with awakening, meditation, mindfulness, brain hacking, consciousness, neurofeedback, and more.Your host Michael W. Taft interviews some of the most interesting thinkers, authors, and teachers around, as well as other offerings. In this hard-hitting, radical, and fun podcast we look at secular post-, non-, un- Buddhism, Vajrayana, nondual Hindu Tantra, philosophy, the neuroscience of the sense of self, neurofeedback and the consciousness hacking movement, aspects of artificial intelligence, entheogens, and much more.If you’re looking for fresh directions, free from dogma and conformism, think of the Deconstructing Yourself podcast as the radical cafe where you can hear from the most interesting luminaries either from the outside edges of dharma, or a fresh take from more traditional teachers. If you’re interested in more, check out the Deconstructing Yourself website at https://deconstructingyourself.com.
Latest episodes

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May 1, 2024 • 42min
Jhanas, Technology, and Tradition with Stephen Zerfas
Entrepreneur and meditator Stephen Zerfas discusses using technology to enhance learning of Jhanas, his background in meditation and jhana practice, and scaling jhanas globally. They delve into his journey, training with jhana teachers, and the fusion of technology and tradition in meditation practice.

Mar 6, 2024 • 52min
Embodying the 21 Taras with Chandra Easton.
The podcast dives into the 21 manifestations of Tara in Tibetan Buddhism, with a focus on 'Demolition Tara.' Host discusses Chandra Easton's new book, her deep connection to Tara, and the significance of embodying empowered qualities in real-life figures like Oprah Winfrey.

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Feb 6, 2024 • 1h 1min
Can You Learn Meditation from an AI? - with Shinzen Young
American mindfulness teacher and neuroscience research consultant, Shinzen Young, discusses his dream of computer-based meditation instruction and the creation of an AI-based expert system. They explore the intersection of math, science, meditation, and AI and the potential benefits for society. The chapter explores the concept of network science and its consequences. The role of AI in guiding meditation and spiritual growth is discussed, along with the potential benefits of AI as educational assistants and companions in meditation practice.

Jan 22, 2024 • 50min
A Conversation with Jeffrey Kripal
Author and professor Jeffrey Kripal discusses his fascination with extreme religious states, the value of embracing the unknown, the misalignment of religion with modern values, Kerry Mullis' profound worldview shift after an alien abduction experience, the broader aspects of the UFO phenomenon, the power of optimism and hope, and ways to support the podcast and access free resources.

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Dec 31, 2023 • 1h 10min
Transgression with Erik Davis
Author and journalist Erik Davis talks with host Michael Taft about the power of partaking in the forbidden, psychedelics becoming normalized, Tantric and Christian modes of transgression, power relationships and the guru, hedonism, rule-breaking, desire for safe spiritual practice environments, the role of risk in spiritual development, the medium of blotter paper and its connection to LSD, the concept of transgression in Hindu society, adapting meditation traditions to the modern West, complexities of contemporary spirituality, symbolic organizing of chaos and anomalies, the power of taboos in society, and exploring tantric spirituality.

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Dec 2, 2023 • 1h 1min
A Conversation with Sam Harris
Author, philosopher, and neuroscientist Sam Harris discusses aspects of meditation, the fusion of vipassana and nondual practice, insights into selflessness through mindfulness and concentration, personal experiences with MDMA and psilocybin, the role of psychedelics in spiritual introspection, concerns about misuse of psychedelics, and more.

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Nov 4, 2023 • 1h 7min
The Power of the Imaginal with Stephen Aizenstat
Boss Jungian of Planet Earth, Stephen Aizenstat, talks about authentic creativity and purpose in the imaginal. He discusses the perils and promise of AI and the power of imagination in finding fulfillment. The podcast also explores the decline of curiosity and intimate relationships, the evolution of dream tending, and the role of imagination in business and education.

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Oct 30, 2023 • 47min
Nondual Love with A. H. Almaas
A.H. Almaas, founder of the Diamond Approach to Self-Realization, speaks about Nondual Love, the five dimensions of our fundamental nature, the differences between individual love and nondual love, the importance of being human, and knowing yourself as a 'boundless ocean of nectar'.

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Sep 29, 2023 • 54min
Tantra and Embodied Awakening with Christopher Wallis.
Tantra scholar and teacher Christopher Wallis discusses enlightenment and its translation from Sanskrit, the spectrum of awakening, the misconception of non-dual awakening hindering engagement in the real world, and the importance of mental purification and tantric practices for understanding reality.

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Aug 23, 2023 • 49min
Reverse Meditation with Andrew Holecek
Meditation teacher Andrew Holecek discusses reverse meditation, using difficult experiences as meditation focus, and how it leads to recognizing the perfection of the moment. He shares personal stories of working through physical pain and emotional distress. The chapter explores becoming one with pain, preparatory practices, and the importance of expanding meditation practice in today's world.