#26: Amanda Catarzi – Sex Trafficking, Cults & Childhood Abuse

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Introduction

00:00 • 2min

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What Are Some of the Bigger Misconceptions That You've Seen?

02:17 • 1min

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The Ringling Brothers in the Circus

03:47 • 3min

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I've Broken All of My Uncle's Nose for Touching Me Inappropriately

06:23 • 2min

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Is Tradition Something That Matters to You?

08:38 • 4min

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Why Do You Stay?

13:02 • 2min

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Is Your Husband Really Into Florida?

15:01 • 2min

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Ohio Is for Lover

16:39 • 5min

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My Earliest Memories Rage

21:35 • 2min

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The Cults, You Know?

23:29 • 2min

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How Old Are These Guys?

25:55 • 2min

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What Is Your Worldview?

27:30 • 3min

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Homeschooling and Mental Health

30:23 • 2min

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Is It Dangerous or Internal?

32:50 • 2min

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The First Time I Was Sexually Abused

34:54 • 2min

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The Dude Told Your Dad. Oh, No, My Dad Had No Idea

36:39 • 4min

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Do You Like Peanut Butter or Not?

40:29 • 2min

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Is Your Family a Victim of Sexual Abuse?

42:13 • 2min

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How Did You Feel When You Come Back From California?

44:06 • 2min

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What Was It Like Going Through a Toxic Cycle?

45:58 • 3min

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The Fucking Supernatural Place

49:22 • 1min

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What Happened to You in Sorry, What Is It?

50:48 • 2min

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I'm Dealing With PTSD and It's Hard but You're Not Like It Still Does Its Job?

53:09 • 3min

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What Was Your First Job?

56:36 • 2min

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I Was the Only Girl and I Was Like, Oh Yeah, I'm Not Convicts

59:00 • 2min

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Is This Something That You Shouldn't Do in Relationships?

01:01:17 • 3min

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How Long Did That Go on For?

01:04:22 • 2min

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I've Dealed With CTE Because of the Car Accident

01:06:40 • 4min

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You Know, It's a Son of a Bitch

01:10:37 • 3min

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I'm Super, Super Grateful for All That's Happened to Me

01:13:43 • 3min

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What's That Experience Like?

01:16:51 • 2min

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Grief Is Like a Soda That You Shake Up

01:19:06 • 2min

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I Feel Like I Need My Child Back Like Right Now

01:21:06 • 2min

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Postpartum Depression - How to Deal With It

01:22:45 • 2min

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What Was That, the Catalyst That Started the Seed?

01:24:44 • 2min

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I Just Left Everything Like Straight Up My Apartment

01:26:39 • 2min

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What Is the Difference Between Victim and Victim?

01:28:22 • 3min

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Is Satan Really a Trafficker? Yeah, Yeah, I Don't Want to Hear It.

01:31:12 • 2min

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How Did You Get Out of a Relationship With Your Parents?

01:32:57 • 2min

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How to Heal From an Abusive Relationship

01:34:34 • 3min

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The Biggest Takeaways From Working With Leo

01:37:24 • 2min

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Your Past Doesn't Define You

01:39:18 • 2min

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Do You Feel Like You Shouldn't Let It Own You?

01:40:57 • 4min

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What Would You Say to Your Child Self in This Situation?

01:45:17 • 4min

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Showing Up Consistently and Showing Love to the Kids

01:49:10 • 2min

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How to Get Out of an Abuse Relationship

01:51:27 • 2min

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What Is a Healthy Relationship?

01:53:25 • 3min

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I'm Just Going to Live This Chill Life

01:56:31 • 3min

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What Was the Transition From Social Work to Content Strategy?

01:59:27 • 2min

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I Was a Shy Dude, but I Don't Know What I Was Doing.

02:01:07 • 3min

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Freelance and Mental Health

02:03:53 • 4min

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Freelancers - It's Fucking Hard Dude

02:07:46 • 5min

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The Biggest Sufferer

02:12:56 • 3min

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You Might Want to Throw It, but Don't Do Too Much

02:15:48 • 4min

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The Fucking Exasperation

02:19:58 • 3min