"I think that led to a lot of mental health issues I had later just because it was almost like living a double life. And those things and that again was reflected later in my life as well," she says. "We would have these groups that would meet up all over. So we had a far above Ruby's group for the girls to meet up and encourage each other to you know, to live this lifestyle." She adds: "And then we had the boys groups, all the men were trained in military kind of fashion ... They had military ranks there were cadets cadets and all these different rankings"

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