

Before You Kill Yourself: a suicide prevention podcast.
Leo Flowers
When the pain feels unbearable and we feel alone in our suffering this podcast will sit with you. Let's rediscover our purpose, reduce our pain and regain our sense of belonging. Join comedian Leo Flowers M.A. as he shares his own journey through suicidality, interviews guests with lived experiences and discusses with experts on how to escape the flames and create a life worth living.
Episodes
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Jul 18, 2019 • 1h 3min
13 Reasons Why
We discuss Netflix's decision to cut a scene depicting suicide from the show "13 Reasons Why;" How to deal with feelings of regret; and how to be authentic.

Jul 15, 2019 • 59min
Relationships, sandstorms and cookie jars.
We discuss why relationships are only 20/20, not 50/50. We also discuss why it's important to view your emotional fears and anxieties as sandstorms. Lastly we discuss how "cookies" can help you lose weight.Suicide Prevention Center (Los Angeles)877-727-4747National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/

Jul 11, 2019 • 1h 29min
Ashley Mallam: Life Lessons From Jiu-Jitsu
Ashley Mallam discusses; life lessons from jiu-jitsu training; environmental depression; divorce; breaking bones; online dating; managing adhd; being a mom; telling herself NO and so much more.

Jul 8, 2019 • 1h 14min
Margaux Celeste Alvarez: Grief, Goals and GOAT Wine
6x Crossfit Games athlete and founder of THE GOAT wine, Margaux Celeste Alvarez, joins me to discuss:how to reverse engineer your lifeher mantra that refocuses her missionthe difference between quitting and changing directionthe accident that changed her lifehow to move forward after tragedykey moment that happens every 7 yearswhy you should talk to the couchstarting her wine companycompeting in golfbeing married to her husband and business partnerSuicide Prevention Center (Los Angeles)877-727-4747National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/

Jul 4, 2019 • 1h 7min
Elizabeth Kardasz: Feelings, Fulfillment and Fidelity
Fitness coach, Elizabeth Kardasz, joins me to discuss:the key to coping with anxiety and depressionwhat almost ended her marriage after 16 yearshaving a death wishusing sex as a reward and punishmentthe main reason we struggle with losing weightraising 3 kidsmidlife crisiswhy pooping is her favorite thingwanting everyone to feel what no one else has feltIG: @elizabethkardaszSuicide Prevention Center (Los Angeles)877-727-4747National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/

Jul 1, 2019 • 1h 7min
Stoicism: recruit people into your joy and pain
On today's episode we discuss:ny police officer suicideswhy Phillipinos have the lowest suicide ratesthe least emotional countrywhy you should hike Yosemitethe problem and promise of kundalini yogahow to identify your 7 core emotionshow to invite others into how you feelBOOKS MENTIONED: Unbroken https://amzn.to/2JaH15VThe Culture Code https://amzn.to/2NmyLlhSuicide Prevention Center (Los Angeles)877-727-4747National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/BOOKS MENTIONED: Unbroken https://amzn.to/2JaH15VThe Culture Code https://amzn.to/2NmyLlh

Jun 27, 2019 • 1h 18min
Will Julian: Weaponize Your Enthusiasm
Comedian, writer, Will Julian joins me to discuss: the true definition of loneliness and isolationhow to weaponize your enthusiasmhow to improve creativitywhat makes him happyworking for hopeWill Julian IG:@WillJulianSuicide Prevention Center (Los Angeles)877-727-4747National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/

Jun 24, 2019 • 1h 3min
Hilary Jacobs Hendel: It's Not Always Depression
Hilary Jacobs Hendel, a licensed clinical social worker and author of "It's Not Always Depression," explores the nuances of emotions in mental health. She delves into how shame can masquerade as depression and the importance of understanding core and defensive emotions. Hilary also emphasizes the value of addressing both positive and negative feelings authentically and shares techniques to regulate emotions through breathwork and the Change Triangle model. Discover how to manage childhood trauma and conflicting emotions for better well-being.

Jun 20, 2019 • 1h 22min
Betsy LeFae: How to regain intimacy and trust in the bedroom
On this episode, Time Out NY's #1, intuition and intimacy psychic, Betsy LeFae joins me to discuss:how to improve intimacy in the bedroomhow to break free of co-dependent relationshipstoxic feminismdating apps breathworkhow psychic pain shows up as a physical painnew definition of successhow to trust yourselfHer website: https://www.betsylefae.com/Suicide Prevention Center (Los Angeles)877-727-4747National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/

Jun 17, 2019 • 57min
How to kill pain naturally
Whether we're struggling with physical, mental or emotional pain, the solution isn't always in a pill, opioids or narcotics. Here are: 10 natural ways to alleviate pain without opioids or painkillersSuicide Prevention Center (Los Angeles)877-727-4747National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/


