Girls Gone Deep

In this episode, Britton and Carolee Beckham crack open the raw truth of what it really takes to heal after infidelity. From betrayal to breakthrough, they share the messy, brave journey of rebuilding trust, rediscovering themselves, and confronting the emotional landmines of marriage, family, and faith. With vulnerability at the center, they unpack the weight of growing up Mormon, why they chose to leave, and how that choice became part of their transformation. This isn’t just about cheating—it’s about what happens when your entire belief system gets flipped, and you choose to fight for something deeper.Raising Children With New Parenting Style  00:00 Magical Story of Us: Mormon to Free to Courage to Change  07:35 Who Cheated? Steps Taken in and out of Mormon Church Begin Rebuilding Trust 13:35 Coming Clean to How Will I Survive After This? 24:36 Breaking Free from Mormon Church: Doors Closed and Others Opened 35:09 Breaking Down Societal Norms and Realizing Old Programming 41:20 Radical Honesty And Facing Fear: The Key to Connection 47:58  Navigating the Aftermath: The Decision to Repair, Rituals of Letting Go and New Beginnings  54:33 Implementing Radical Honesty 01:00:00 Shadow Work and Manifestation: Are they the same thing?  01:05:33 Courses and Offerings for Transformation 01:13:12 Learn more at http://themagicalstoryofus.com/Instagram https://www.instagram.com/themagicalstoryofus/Where to Find Us & How to Support the Show: 💋Linktree: https://linktr.ee/girlsgonedeep 🎧 Instagram: @girlsgonedeeppod 🛍️ Merch: girlsgonedeep.com/shop — wear your kinks proudly. 🍑 Woo More Play: Shop with our affiliate link — support the pod while you stock up on your favorite pleasure essentials. 🔮 WHOREible Life: Get 10% off your game deck with code GONEDEEP at whoreiblelife.com IG: @wlthegame 🔥 Naughty Disco’s Sexy NYC Dance Party: code GONEDEEP69 for 15% off any event ticket IG: @naughtydisco 💌 Contact: girlsgonedeep@gmail.com © 2025 GGD Alchemy, LLC. All Rights Reserved.

This week, Elle and Vee catch up with Athena talking all things NSFW and soul-deep: blowjob glory, gift kink, doctor role play, surrender vs submission,  orgasmic visuals and more.Unexpected First-Time Hookup Sex And Taking Sexy Selfies (00:00)Cock Worship Blowjob That Earned a Reward Fuck, Spit or Swallow & Taste of Cum (05:17)10:05Orgasming from Oral and Typical  11:26Visuals and Sensations During Orgasms18:33Getting off from buying gifts for others20:51“This feels so good” why do we try to stop it? Surrender vs Submitting 27:15Our Tools to Stay Focused and Present: Weed, 32:41Are BDSM and Biohacking The Same? 36:10Doctor Role Play40:28Core Desires: What Do You Want To Feel During Sex 49:10Can An Enneagram Personality Quiz Reveal Sexual Desires?  Where to Find Us & How to Support the Show: 💋Linktree: https://linktr.ee/girlsgonedeep 🎧 Instagram: @girlsgonedeeppod 🛍️ Merch: girlsgonedeep.com/shop — wear your kinks proudly. 🍑 Woo More Play: Shop with our affiliate link — support the pod while you stock up on your favorite pleasure essentials. 🔮 WHOREible Life: Get 10% off your game deck with code GONEDEEP at whoreiblelife.com IG: @wlthegame 🔥 Naughty Disco’s Sexy NYC Dance Party: code GONEDEEP69 for 15% off any event ticket IG: @naughtydisco 💌 Contact: girlsgonedeep@gmail.com © 2025 GGD Alchemy, LLC. All Rights Reserved.

This week, Elle and Vee chat with OG sexual wellness icon Pamela Madsen on all things erotic. From extended orgasmic states to the joy of adult play, and how cultivating your erotic persona can transform your sex life. Plus, hear about the Oprah-featured Lotus Lift Meditation and what men can do to truly empower the women in their lives.  Pulling from so much experience, Pamela had some serious wisdom to share!Climax isn’t the point: orgasmic states and elongated pleasure. (3:20)Back to the Body Method vs Sexological Body Work: what’s the difference? (5:39)Embodying Sex: “Women perform sex vs BEING sex.” (9:07)Blocks to embodiment: what holds us back from being IN OUR BODY and in the sexual experience? (10:05)Lotus Lift Meditation (featured by Oprah 2x!). (13:16)What can men do to empower the females in their lives? (15:06)Immersion: the importance of in-person learning around sex, and what creates hyper vigilance in women. (16:13)What is sexological bodywork? (18:28)Slowing down for hotter sex, and communicating your needs. (20:28)Sex is adult play: bringing joy, laughter and play back to the bedroom. (22:38)Erotic Personas: how do you discover and cultivate your erotic persona? And the thing that makes Vee most uncomfortable in the bedroom! (26:22)Pamela Madsen links:Instagram @thepamelamadsenWebsite: Back to the Body retreatsWhere to Find Us & How to Support the Show: 💋Linktree: https://linktr.ee/girlsgonedeep 🎧 Instagram: @girlsgonedeeppod 🛍️ Merch: girlsgonedeep.com/shop — wear your kinks proudly. 🍑 Woo More Play: Shop with our affiliate link — support the pod while you stock up on your favorite pleasure essentials. 🔮 WHOREible Life: Get 10% off your game deck with code GONEDEEP at whoreiblelife.com IG: @wlthegame 🔥 Naughty Disco’s Sexy NYC Dance Party: code GONEDEEP69 for 15% off any event ticket IG: @naughtydisco 💌 Contact: girlsgonedeep@gmail.com © 2025 GGD Alchemy, LLC. All Rights Reserved.

How can ropes and shibari be used in different ways? At play parties to understand a new partner quickly, as a mode for a transformational or transcendental experience, as a method for submission or dominance... In this episode, Elle and Vee chat with Rina Trevi about her journey from dominatrix to tantrika and vulnerability coach, the spiritual side of shibari, and how rope play at parties can be a path to pleasure, presence, and a whole lot of surrender.From dominatrix to tantrika: What pulled Rina into the world of tantra/ropes/embodiment? (2:36)First experience submitting to ropes … in a five hour session! (5:23)Ropes as a transcendent experience. Shibari = Ayuhasca? Ropes as a medium to access higher levels of consciousness. (9:42)Ropes at a play party: Setting an intention to play with ropes for fun at a play party. (13:17)Ropes during sex. (18:48)Training in ropes. How important is it to be trained vs just knowing attunement and body manipulation? (27:39)How to stay present and attuned. Breath, sound and non-verbal communication. (33:21)How to hold space for the rope bottom to feel what comes up, and read body language. (36:03)Bringing elements into rope: earth, air, fire, water. (39:50)Surrender vs submission. (51:17)Intimately Tied and Yoni Massage - Rina’s current passions and upcoming offerings! (56:59)Transformational shibari experience. (1:02:18)LINKS: Website: www.vulnerabilitycoaching.comInstagram: @rina_treviRopes: www.intimatelytied.comWhere to Find Us & How to Support the Show: 💋Linktree: https://linktr.ee/girlsgonedeep 🎧 Instagram: @girlsgonedeeppod 🛍️ Merch: girlsgonedeep.com/shop — wear your kinks proudly. 🍑 Woo More Play: Shop with our affiliate link — support the pod while you stock up on your favorite pleasure essentials. 🔮 WHOREible Life: Get 10% off your game deck with code GONEDEEP at whoreiblelife.com IG: @wlthegame 🔥 Naughty Disco’s Sexy NYC Dance Party: code GONEDEEP69 for 15% off any event ticket IG: @naughtydisco 💌 Contact: girlsgonedeep@gmail.com © 2025 GGD Alchemy, LLC. All Rights Reserved.

Elle and Vee recap their weekend at a mansion airbnb with 45 of their friends, celebrating several birthdays and a bachelor bachelorette!Gemini Bach Bash (00:00)Theme nights (04:54)Seal team slut olympics (06:32)Intentions and elle’s announcement! (19:12)Thursday Night Highlights (28:01)Before Kiss Someone New, Do You Get Consent From Their Partner? (32:37)Sensual Loving and Sweaty Sex   (35:02)Cumming at Play Parties: Priority or not?  (39:22)Homemade Porn Compilation Videos  (41:19)MFM (42:53)MMFF: Navigating Agreements with New Couple Using Fears, Desire and Boundaries (47:20)One Dom Two Subs: Getting Permission to Cum and Dealing with Denial, Bondage, Riding Crop to the Pussy (55:29)Testing Pain Threshold With Claws and Clips and Aftercare (01:03:24)Blow Job Train (01:08:17)Where to Find Us & How to Support the Show: 💋Linktree: https://linktr.ee/girlsgonedeep 🎧 Instagram: @girlsgonedeeppod 🛍️ Merch: girlsgonedeep.com/shop — wear your kinks proudly. 🍑 Woo More Play: Shop with our affiliate link — support the pod while you stock up on your favorite pleasure essentials. 🔮 WHOREible Life: Get 10% off your game deck with code GONEDEEP at whoreiblelife.com IG: @wlthegame 🔥 Naughty Disco’s Sexy NYC Dance Party: code GONEDEEP69 for 15% off any event ticket IG: @naughtydisco 💌 Contact: girlsgonedeep@gmail.com © 2025 GGD Alchemy, LLC. All Rights Reserved.

In this episode, Elle and Vee chat with Olivia Dydyna about her journey from being inorgasmic to fully awakened through sound, breath, and deep self-connection. The girls explore Soulgasm, light language, sounding for pleasure, and how to unlock turn-on even when trauma lives in the body. If you've ever wondered what it means to center yourself, speak your truth, and experience desire beyond outcome—this one’s for you.Olivia’s Story: From inorgasmic to orgasmic. (2:10)How do we achieve ultimate turn on? Mentally, physically, emotionally. (5:16)Breath work to get turned on. (8:15)Soulgasm: liberating the energy in your body to have a breakthrough. “What do you desire?” (9:09)Holding Space and Letting Answers Reveal Themselves: Leaving space for what comes up when there’s no response. (14:06)How to get turned on when our body holds traumatic wounds? (18:05)Sounding: Alternative ways to get turned on. (19:36)Authentic sounds we make when we have sex. (23:05)How to unlock the voice when you’re shy or blocked vocally. (25:38)Light Language: a language of the soul speaking directly to the genitals. (29:06)IRL examples. Developing a relationship to your cervix. Humming. (34:01)Surprising or beautiful experience. (38:08)Sounding for men. (41:18)Decentering the outcome of orgasm and finding the “one”. (44:59)Decentering men: what does life look like when we center ourselves? Balancing autonomy and togetherness. (49:03)Work with Olivia! (51:42)Links:Olivia's website: Besexessful.comWhere to Find Us & How to Support the Show: 💋Linktree: https://linktr.ee/girlsgonedeep 🎧 Instagram: @girlsgonedeeppod 🛍️ Merch: girlsgonedeep.com/shop — wear your kinks proudly. 🍑 Woo More Play: Shop with our affiliate link — support the pod while you stock up on your favorite pleasure essentials. 🔮 WHOREible Life: Get 10% off your game deck with code GONEDEEP at whoreiblelife.com IG: @wlthegame 🔥 Naughty Disco’s Sexy NYC Dance Party: code GONEDEEP69 for 15% off any event ticket IG: @naughtydisco 💌 Contact: girlsgonedeep@gmail.com © 2025 GGD Alchemy, LLC. All Rights Reserved.

In this episode, Vee and Elle dive into their recent experiences in ENM, sharing naughty stories, recent personal growths and lesson learned. Jewelry Mishaps and Lingerie Inconveniences During Sex.  (00:00)Top Floor Play Party Intentions: New Play Partner, New Location, Plus Pushing Exhibitionist Boundaries. (5:48)The Art of the Stacking: Creative Sexual Positions with 4 people (Porn Star Wolf Hudson Inspired). (18:49)Soft Cock: Thank you!  (21:41)Advantages of Smaller Dicks: Listener Question Answered. (23:50)FOMO Trigger: Partner Staying Out Later Than You.  (33:51)Metamour Challenge.  (40:53)Where to Find Us & How to Support the Show: 💋Linktree: https://linktr.ee/girlsgonedeep 🎧 Instagram: @girlsgonedeeppod 🛍️ Merch: girlsgonedeep.com/shop — wear your kinks proudly. 🍑 Woo More Play: Shop with our affiliate link — support the pod while you stock up on your favorite pleasure essentials. 🔮 WHOREible Life: Get 10% off your game deck with code GONEDEEP at whoreiblelife.com IG: @wlthegame 🔥 Naughty Disco’s Sexy NYC Dance Party: code GONEDEEP69 for 15% off any event ticket IG: @naughtydisco 💌 Contact: girlsgonedeep@gmail.com © 2025 GGD Alchemy, LLC. All Rights Reserved.

For all our sapiosexuals out there, get ready for this panty-dropper!  Elle and Vee chat with comedian and podcast host Kaytlin Bailey and "erotic initiatrix" Priestess Francesca about the history of International Whores Day, sex workers' rights, and our internalized prejudices. What is International Whores Day? (3:58)Decriminalizing vs Legalizing. (9:12)Spirituality and Religion intersecting with sex work. (12:13)Controlling sex workers is a feminist issue. (17:41)Internalized whorephobia in sex positive spaces. (20:23)Ethical non monogamy (ENM) and sex work. (29:39)What does the future of sex work look like and how can we be better allies? (38:47)Vee’s experience hiring a dominatrix with her ex, and how couples can utilize sex workers as educators. (47:25)Kaytlin Bailey Links:-Founder & Executive Director at Old Pros, a nonprofit that uses storytelling to advocate for s * x worker rights. Follow @oldprosonline — Email Newsletter | Instagram  The Oldest Profession Podcast Wh*re's Eye View one woman showPriestess Francesca Links:WebsiteInstagramFree Masterclass!Sources:International Whores' Day: You can listen to the whole history of International Whores' Day on this episode of The Oldest Profession Podcast hosted by Kaytlin Bailey and Ceyenne Doroshow and this article in the Daily BeastSESTA/FOSTA: "SESTA/FOSTA refers to a set of laws passed under the Trump administration: The Stop Enabling Sex Traffickers Act (SESTA) and the Fight Online Sex Trafficking Act (FOSTA). ...Rather than preventing the online exploitation of trafficked persons, these laws have hurt the people they intended to help, pushing sex workers and trafficking victims into more dangerous and exploitative situations." More information on the impacts of SESTA/FOSTA can be found atWhere to Find Us & How to Support the Show: 💋Linktree: https://linktr.ee/girlsgonedeep 🎧 Instagram: @girlsgonedeeppod 🛍️ Merch: girlsgonedeep.com/shop — wear your kinks proudly. 🍑 Woo More Play: Shop with our affiliate link — support the pod while you stock up on your favorite pleasure essentials. 🔮 WHOREible Life: Get 10% off your game deck with code GONEDEEP at whoreiblelife.com IG: @wlthegame 🔥 Naughty Disco’s Sexy NYC Dance Party: code GONEDEEP69 for 15% off any event ticket IG: @naughtydisco 💌 Contact: girlsgonedeep@gmail.com © 2025 GGD Alchemy, LLC. All Rights Reserved.

This week, Elle and Vee dive deep into all things masturbation—from silent solo play to sex toy confessions, and the rituals we don’t talk about (but definitely should).What comes to mind when you think of masturbation? (04:42)Masturbating rather than playing in a couple. (06:10)Sexual empowerment through masturbation and sexting. (10:40)Cock stroking. (14:15)Does solo play take away from partner play? (14:58)Shame and a link to Kellogg's cereal. (17:32)How often do you masturbate, what do you use, and how long do you masturbate? (21:11)Making noise while touching yourself. (25:16)Does masturbation compete with intimacy in a couple? (28:33)Formative Experiences: Silent solo play, Elle’s early explorations, first orgasms and toys. (32:36)Wierd vocalization and sounds: have you were whimpered or cried during solo play? (38.28) Self pleasure ritual, and toys for G-spot orgasm and self prostate play. (40:37)Do you have better orgasms solo or with your partner? (44:18) Porn and Masturbation. (46:15)Self Touch Practice. (48:39)Where to Find Us & How to Support the Show: 💋Linktree: https://linktr.ee/girlsgonedeep 🎧 Instagram: @girlsgonedeeppod 🛍️ Merch: girlsgonedeep.com/shop — wear your kinks proudly. 🍑 Woo More Play: Shop with our affiliate link — support the pod while you stock up on your favorite pleasure essentials. 🔮 WHOREible Life: Get 10% off your game deck with code GONEDEEP at whoreiblelife.com IG: @wlthegame 🔥 Naughty Disco’s Sexy NYC Dance Party: code GONEDEEP69 for 15% off any event ticket IG: @naughtydisco 💌 Contact: girlsgonedeep@gmail.com © 2025 GGD Alchemy, LLC. All Rights Reserved.

This week, Vee and Elle delve into their experiences with vulnerability, impact play, and the emotional complexities that arise during kinky encounters. From flogging techniques, to primal play, to collecting cum, squirt juice, a spit chalice, and even scat play, the girls don’t hold back, in their signature style. Crygasm, Vulnerability and Emotional Releases in Spanking Session (00:00)Flogging, Whipping, and Spanking Techniques (6:16Tantric Intimacy Social and Trance-like Spanking (15:41)Mindful and Intentional Scenes and Connections (22:35)Primal Play Fantasy Exploration  (25:21)Ecstatic dance and High Off My Own Supply (31:41)Fisting Experiences, Receiving and Giving   (35:59)Collecting Cum in a Jar to Collecting Squirt Juice in a Bowl (44:39)Spit Fetish and Collecting Spit Chalice (52:37)Where to Find Us & How to Support the Show: 💋Linktree: https://linktr.ee/girlsgonedeep 🎧 Instagram: @girlsgonedeeppod 🛍️ Merch: girlsgonedeep.com/shop — wear your kinks proudly. 🍑 Woo More Play: Shop with our affiliate link — support the pod while you stock up on your favorite pleasure essentials. 🔮 WHOREible Life: Get 10% off your game deck with code GONEDEEP at whoreiblelife.com IG: @wlthegame 🔥 Naughty Disco’s Sexy NYC Dance Party: code GONEDEEP69 for 15% off any event ticket IG: @naughtydisco 💌 Contact: girlsgonedeep@gmail.com © 2025 GGD Alchemy, LLC. All Rights Reserved.