Ourselves Podcast

Join Anthony Mandler, a legendary director and visual architect known for his iconic work with artists like Rihanna and Jay-Z, as he shares insights from his creative journey. Discover how he transitioned from photography to directing, navigating the complexities of the music industry while building trust with artists. Anthony delves into the crafting of cinematic music videos and the bold moves that defined his career. He also reflects on the future of filmmaking, including the impact of AI, and the importance of personal experience in storytelling.

From Twilight dream sequences to designing visuals for Ariana Grande, Justin Bieber, and the Super Bowl halftime show, Figge has helped shape the visual language of modern entertainment. In this guest episode, we explore how he transitioned from film school to visual effects, pioneered cinematic content for concerts during the rise of LED walls, and helped launch iconic moments like Kanye West’s Glow in the Dark tour. We also get into how Figge co-founded Possible, a trailblazing studio that builds cinematic experiences for live shows around the globe. Later, we explore his shift into the crypto world, co-founding We Knew and joining Yuga Labs, the creative force behind Bored Ape Yacht Club and Otherside. From NFTs to digital apparel, AI, and composable blockchain assets, this episode is packed with insights for creatives who want to stay ahead of the curve.   00:00 Intro 02:46 Early Inspirations and Film School 11:01 Creating Value in Your Career 14:32 Entering the World of Live Events 21:09 The Rise of LED Walls in Concerts 24:56 Kanye West's Glow in the Dark Tour 32:57 Opening of the Wizarding World of Harry Potter 33:24 Creating Visual Effects for Hogwarts 33:46 Founding Possible: A New Venture in Live Event Cinematics 36:58 Identifying and Capitalizing on Niche Markets 38:57 Chasing Passion Over Money 40:02 The Importance of Upskilling and Continuous Learning 42:32 Collaborating with Lady Gaga 49:06 Working with Ariana Grande: The Sweetener Tour 53:30 Concert Visuals for Justin Bieber 56:00 Super Bowl Halftime Shows: Behind the Scenes 59:45 The Booming Entertainment Scene in the Middle East 01:02:37 Transitioning to Crypto: The Birth of We Knew 01:09:23 Venture Capital vs. Bootstrapping: Lessons Learned 01:10:50 Challenges in the Crypto World 01:11:36 The Philosophy of a Thousand True Fans 01:13:12 Profile Pictures and Digital Collectibles 01:14:07 The Rise of Digital Apparel 01:15:05 NFTs and Their Evolution 01:16:01 Composability in Blockchain 01:18:22 The Future of Crypto and NFTs 01:26:41 The Role of AI in Creativity 01:29:10 Yuga Labs and Its Projects 01:30:28 The Community of Bored Ape Yacht Club 01:33:02 The Future of Digital Assets 01:38:11 Pressure is a Privilege Follow Figge Follow ⁠⁠⁠Arrad (podcast host)⁠⁠⁠    LISTEN / SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCAST: ⁠⁠⁠SPOTIFY⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠APPLE MUSIC⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠YOUTUBE⁠⁠⁠   CONNECT WITH US: ✩ ⁠⁠⁠Ourselves (production team)⁠⁠⁠:  ✩ ⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠⁠Twitter⁠⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠⁠Facebook  

Rejection can feel like a dead end, but it’s often a detour to success. The host shares their journey of pitching over 1,000 projects, revealing how each 'no' transformed into a lesson learned. They emphasize that rejection isn’t personal but situational, offering practical tips on refining pitches and building relationships. The discussion also highlights the importance of detaching your identity from outcomes and protecting your creative joy. Tune in for insights on turning setbacks into opportunities and the relentless pursuit of passion.

From directing iconic music videos for Britney Spears and Eminem to working with Taylor Swift on some of the most defining visuals of the last decade, Joseph Kahn has built a legacy few can rival. In this episode, Joseph takes us through his journey, from dropping out of NYU with $25,000 in debt and hustling his way through Texas rap videos, to becoming one of the most sought-after directors in music and commercial filmmaking. We dive into his unconventional start, the art of bullshitting with confidence, and the calculated risks that shaped his style. Joseph gets honest about the industry: how to sell success before you have it, why directing is lying, and how he landed his first big video gigs with Def Jam. We also break down his treatment-writing process in the ’90s, shooting without storyboards, and building unshakable trust with artists like Taylor Swift and Mariah Carey. This conversation is a must-listen for filmmakers, creatives, and anyone navigating the tension between commerce and art in visual storytelling. We end with a deep look at his newest feature ICK: a genre-bending, creature-feature fever dream he’s betting big on. 00:00 Intro 03:09 The Journey to Becoming a Director 12:06 Overcoming Cultural and Academic Challenges 17:43 The Hustle in the Early Career 22:26 Breaking into the Industry 39:48 Joseph Kahn's Treatment Style in the 90s 40:35 Improvisation in Music Video Production 42:34 Building Trust with Artists 45:09 Managing Production Companies 52:42 The Role of Social Media in Filmmaking 58:35 Challenges in Music Video Production 59:40 Iconic Music Videos and Creative Freedom 01:07:06 Biggest Productions and Working with Taylor Swift 01:12:10 The Call from Taylor Swift 01:12:27 Creating the 'Blank Space' Music Video 01:14:23 Collaborating with Taylor Swift 01:16:56 Mariah Carey's Sense of Humor 01:19:05 AI in Filmmaking 01:28:19 Challenges in the Commercial Industry 01:37:35 The Reality of Director Jail 01:42:59 Making Independent Films 01:45:42 Challenges of Promoting an Independent Film 01:46:59 Passion for the Movie and Its Unique Elements 01:47:55 Blink 182, All American Rejects, Soundtrack Licensing and Its Impact 01:49:47 Inspiration Behind the Creature Feature ICK 01:56:57 Directing and Casting Insights 02:05:49 The Importance of Family in Filmmaking 02:12:17 Final Thoughts and Future Plans   Follow ⁠Joseph⁠ Follow ⁠⁠⁠Arrad (podcast host)⁠⁠⁠    LISTEN / SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCAST: ⁠⁠⁠SPOTIFY⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠APPLE MUSIC⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠YOUTUBE⁠⁠⁠   CONNECT WITH US: ✩ ⁠⁠⁠Ourselves (production team)⁠⁠⁠:  ✩ ⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠⁠Twitter⁠⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠⁠Facebook

At just 23, Josh Smith was choreographing for the biggest names in music: Chris Brown, Usher, BTS, Ciara, and more. But his journey started way outside the industry playbook. In this raw and powerful episode, Josh opens up about being rejected, breaking into the dance world with no agent, and how one last-minute audition changed everything. From crashing a Disney audition to touring the world with Usher, this is the unfiltered truth about what it takes to build a sustainable dance career, including the money, the mindset, and the hustle no one talks about. Whether you're a dancer, creative, or just chasing a dream, this interview will shift your perspective. 00:00 Intro 02:06 Childhood and Early Dance Influences 03:44 Middle School Dance Beginnings 10:01 High School and Developing Skills 11:33 Transition to Atlanta 13:50 America's Best Dance Crew Experience 15:51 First Professional Gigs 21:13 Dealing with Rejection and Perseverance 29:46 Landing Major Artist Collaborations 30:48 Mentorship and Career Growth 32:02 Loyalty and Big Break with Usher 34:38 Touring with Usher 41:29 The Role of Dance Agents 46:07 Sustaining a Dance Career 52:17 Adapting as You Get Older 01:00:34 Transitioning to Choreography 01:02:27 Working with Chris Brown 01:09:43 The Role of Choreographers in Dance 01:10:31 The Challenges of Filming Dance 01:10:40 Editing Dance Videos 01:12:30 The Impact of TikTok on Dance 01:23:45 Finding Inspiration for Choreography 01:32:47 Advice for Aspiring Dancers 01:36:28 Dream Collaboration with Michael Jackson 01:39:30 Meaningful Compliments and Legacy 01:42:38 Final thoughts   Follow Josh Follow ⁠⁠Arrad (podcast host)⁠⁠    LISTEN / SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCAST: ⁠⁠SPOTIFY⁠⁠ ⁠⁠APPLE MUSIC⁠⁠ ⁠⁠YOUTUBE⁠⁠   CONNECT WITH US: ✩ ⁠⁠Ourselves (production team)⁠⁠:  ✩ ⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠Twitter⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠Facebook

Explore the evolving world of filmmaking in 2025, where everyone has access to powerful cameras but faces fierce competition. Discover the importance of building a strong portfolio and choosing a niche to stand out. Learn about diverse income sources, from commercial projects to digital assets and stock licensing. Dive into the challenges of freelancing, creative burnout, and the quest for stability amid the hustle. Gain real insights from a filmmaker’s journey in the music video scene to achieving financial security.

From producing and marketing for some of today’s biggest artists to making major moves as a crypto investor, Seeno Shahrooz has quietly built an empire behind the scenes. In this episode, we dive deep into Seeno’s origin story, from Persian radio stations in New York to running his own recording studio in Los Angeles. He opens up about navigating hustle culture, pivoting from production to artist management, building a six-figure studio from scratch, and finding peace in a chaotic industry. This one’s full of wisdom for creatives, entrepreneurs, and anyone chasing something bigger. 00:00 Intro 01:45 Reflecting on Brotherhood and Collaboration 03:17 Early Encounters and Industry Connections 07:27 Navigating the Music Industry as an Iranian 11:42 From Engineering to Production 13:43 Building his studio Ohm House 16:37 The Importance of Work-Life Balance 33:45 Advice for Aspiring Creatives 41:25 The Survival of the Fittest in Creative Careers 42:37 Director X and the Legacy of Quality Work 43:58 Christopher Nolan: A Case Study in Passionate Filmmaking 46:15 The Struggles and Rewards of Artistic Creation 47:36 The Role of Management in the Music Industry 50:59 Balancing Masculine and Feminine Energies 55:45 Leading with Compassion in Creative Fields 01:01:21 Creating Art for Yourself 01:12:00 The Evolution of Music Promotion 01:20:03 Advice for New Artists with Limited Resources 01:22:03 Building an Audience 01:22:42 Curating a Catalog 01:23:49 The Importance of Persistence 01:24:48 Financial Realities in Creative Industries 01:25:52 Attaching to an Artist 01:27:38 Starting Out as a Mixer 01:28:23 Management and Networking 01:29:55 Entrepreneurial Spirit 01:35:13 Getting Rich from Cryptocurrency 01:36:00 Understanding Blockchain and NFTs 01:57:57 Final Thoughts   Follow Seeno Follow ⁠⁠Arrad (podcast host)⁠⁠    LISTEN / SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCAST: ⁠⁠SPOTIFY⁠⁠ ⁠⁠APPLE MUSIC⁠⁠ ⁠⁠YOUTUBE⁠⁠   CONNECT WITH US: ✩ ⁠⁠Ourselves (production team)⁠⁠:  ✩ ⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠Twitter⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠Facebook

In this eye-opening solo episode, I dive headfirst into the unsettling reality of AI's rapid takeover, across tech, blue-collar jobs, filmmaking, and creativity itself. From Google’s terrifyingly realistic AI-generated videos to the silent extinction of human-crafted art, this is a brutally honest look at how fast everything is changing. Whether you're an artist, a coder, or just someone trying to make sense of it all, this episode will challenge how you see the future, your job, and your own identity. Buckle up. We're all in this together. 00:00 Intro 02:29 The Future of Tech Jobs 07:42 AI's Takeover of Blue Collar Jobs 09:53 AI in the Film Industry 10:19 The Evolution of Filmmaking 11:33 The Democratization of Creation 12:17 AI's Role in Modern Filmmaking 16:02 The Human Element in Creativity 18:26 The Reality of Capitalism and AI 19:42 AI vs. Human Creativity: A Case Study 23:09 The Future of AI in Filmmaking 23:23 AI and Screenwriting: A Mixed Bag 24:41 AI in Storyboarding: A Game Changer 26:07 The Impact on Storyboard Artists 26:54 Graphic Designers and AI Controversies 27:50 AI in Camera Operations 28:35 Humanoid Robots on Film Sets 30:07 The Future of Video Editing 32:07 AI and the Speed of Movie Production 32:31 An Optimistic Take on AI 34:34 The Loss of Individuality in the AI Era 36:12 Adapting to a Rapidly Changing World 37:41 Final Thoughts    Follow ⁠Arrad (podcast host)⁠    LISTEN / SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCAST: ⁠SPOTIFY⁠ ⁠APPLE MUSIC⁠ ⁠YOUTUBE⁠   CONNECT WITH US: ✩ ⁠Ourselves (production team)⁠:  ✩ ⁠Instagram⁠ ✩ ⁠Twitter⁠ ✩ ⁠TikTok⁠ ✩ ⁠Facebook

How does a kid from Oakland with a MiniDV camera end up directing for Rihanna, JLo, and Usher? Taj Stansberry’s story is anything but typical. In this intimate, raw, and inspiring interview, Taj breaks down how his earliest videos filmed with no budget, no crew, and sometimes no clue, became stepping stones to iconic pop visuals that shaped a generation. From selling his car to pay for shoots, to crashing the gates of the industry without a film school degree, this is the unfiltered truth about hustle, heartbreak, and the relentless belief in your own vision.   00:00 Intro 02:25 The Creative Process Behind Dead Protocol 03:34 The Evolution of Sneaker Culture 05:14 The Journey of a Creative Visionary 12:52 Early Music Video Projects and Lessons Learned 35:27 Bay Culture Influence on Jerking Movement 36:40 Telling Emotional Stories in Music Videos 37:22 Early Career Struggles and Networking 40:28 First Music Video Projects and Challenges 41:12 Mentorship and Learning from Anthony Mandler 49:14 Breakthrough with Rihanna's Music Video 57:15 Signing with Box Fresh Pictures 01:10:57 Reflecting on the Iconic Video 01:14:53 Rihanna's Support and Maturity 01:15:46 Facing Nerves and Overcoming Challenges 01:25:19 The Big Reveal from his Brother 01:30:51 J-Lo's Perfectionism and Professionalism 01:44:53 Executing the Vision 01:45:48 Auditions and MTV Coverage 01:47:20 Impact and Residuals for directors 01:47:36 Directors' Rights and Compensation 01:54:40 Reflecting on Success and Gratitude 01:56:59 AI in Music Videos 02:07:26 Sneaker Collaboration 02:14:15 Final Thoughts and Farewell   Follow Taj Follow ⁠⁠Arrad (podcast host)⁠⁠    LISTEN / SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCAST: ⁠⁠SPOTIFY⁠⁠ ⁠⁠APPLE MUSIC⁠⁠ ⁠⁠YOUTUBE⁠⁠   CONNECT WITH US: ✩ ⁠⁠Ourselves (production team)⁠⁠:  ✩ ⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠Twitter⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠ ✩ ⁠⁠Facebook

In this solo episode, I dive into why Sinners might be the most significant cinematic release of the decade. This isn’t just another box office success, it’s a cultural shift. Ryan Coogler’s groundbreaking deal with Warner Brothers grants him ownership rights after 25 years, setting a new precedent for filmmakers to retain equity in their work. We talk about the power of ownership, the long-term value of creative control, and how final cut privileges are changing the dynamics between studios and directors. I also explore the technical and cultural innovations that make Sinners so impactful, from Autumn Dural Arkapaw becoming the first woman to shoot a theatrical film on IMAX 65mm, to Michael B. Jordan’s jaw-dropping dual role brought to life through advanced motion control techniques. The film’s success is undeniable: nearly $300 million at the box office, a sold-out IMAX re-release, and a growing demand for original, bold storytelling that doesn’t rely on franchise formulas. This is a call to action for indie filmmakers, storytellers, and creatives who want to reclaim power in the filmmaking process. If you care about the future of cinema, this episode is for you.   00:00 Introduction: The Impact of 'Sinners' 00:07 Ryan Coogler's Warner Brothers Deal 00:34 The Importance of Film Ownership 00:42 Long-Term Benefits of Ownership 01:12 Empowering Filmmakers 01:45 Deep Dive: Ownership in Filmmaking 04:31 Final Cut Privileges in Filmmaking 05:10 Creative Control in the Studio System 06:01 Challenges of Creative Autonomy 07:02 New Precedents in Filmmaking 07:19 Historic Milestones for Women in Cinematography 08:58 The Power of Collaboration 09:52 Ryan Coogler and Autumn Durrell's Synergy 11:28 Continued Collaborations: Michael B. Jordan 11:51 Modern Day Scorsese and De Niro 13:30 Technical Innovations in 'Sinners' 13:44 The Hype Around IMAX and 70mm Film 15:21 Christopher Nolan's Influence 16:38 Michael B. Jordan's Dual Role 17:19 Motion Control Techniques 20:49 Box Office Success of 'Sinners' 21:39 Re-release in IMAX 22:26 Shoutouts and Acknowledgements 23:31 The Future of Indie Cinema 24:17 Conclusion and Call to Action   Follow ⁠Arrad (podcast host)⁠    LISTEN / SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCAST: ⁠SPOTIFY⁠ ⁠APPLE MUSIC⁠ ⁠YOUTUBE⁠   CONNECT WITH US: ✩ ⁠Ourselves (production team)⁠:  ✩ ⁠Instagram⁠ ✩ ⁠Twitter⁠ ✩ ⁠TikTok⁠ ✩ ⁠Facebook