

Ourselves Podcast
Ourselves
OURSELVES is the world’s first open-source podcast that dives deep into the worlds of creativity, culture, & personal growth. Hosted by film & music video director Arrad, each episode brings you unfiltered conversations with visionary artists, trailblazing entrepreneurs, and thought leaders shaping the future. From behind-the-scenes stories of groundbreaking projects to candid discussions about mental health, reinvention, and navigating the creative industry, OURSELVES is your space to feel inspired, challenged, and connected.
Made by ourselves, for ourselves.
Made by ourselves, for ourselves.
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May 9, 2025 • 1h 29min
Why the music industry is rigged and how you can BUY a Grammy: Trevor Jackson explains all
Trevor Jackson is no stranger to the spotlight — but in this episode, he opens up like never before. From starring in *Grown-ish* and *Superfly* to dropping his most personal album yet, Trevor has seen every side of the industry. He shares how the machine behind music and film is built on money, influence, and perception — and why not having that machine can leave even the most talented artists overlooked. After going through a painful breakup and tearing his Achilles, Trevor found himself at his lowest — and wrote an entire album in just two weeks. He talks about being told he was "too clean" to be marketable, walking away from major labels, building his own company (Born Art), and reclaiming his freedom as an artist. This conversation dives deep into mental health, validation, self-love, creativity, and the hard truth about how things really work behind the scenes in Hollywood. If you’re a creative, an artist, or someone chasing something bigger — this episode will hit home. Trevor Jackson is creating on his own terms now, and he’s not holding back. This is the most honest, unfiltered, and inspiring version of him the world has seen.
00:00 Intro
01:39 Creative Collaborations and Directing
03:49 The Art of Music Videos
04:48 Creating the Greatest Breakup Album
07:39 The Creative Process and Challenges
19:34 The Shit List
24:26 The Journey and Inspirations
30:34 The Decline of Traditional Musicianship
31:21 The Art of Performance
31:40 The Drive for Excellence
33:06 Current Acting Projects and Future Plans
34:55 The Impact of Technology on Human Interaction
39:14 The Role of AI in Creativity
42:06 Personal Growth and Self-Reflection
54:30 The Importance of Therapy
56:51 The Power of Positive Self-Talk
01:00:35 The Power of Art and Creativity
01:01:19 Learning Through Video Games
01:01:36 Navigating the Music Industry
01:01:52 Signing with Atlantic Records
01:03:46 Challenges in the Music Industry
01:08:15 Born Art
01:09:55 Financial Realities of Acting and Music
01:18:09 Touring and Fan Experiences
01:21:17 Personal Goals and Legacy
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May 2, 2025 • 30min
10 Things You Need To Know About Starting A Podcast
Starting a podcast sounded like a dream. But three months in, I’ve learned the raw truth: it's a full-time job, it’s humbling, and it’s not for the faint of heart. In this solo episode, I break down the 10 most important lessons I’ve learned so far—from getting hate online to learning how to handle burnout, bad audio, inconsistent platform performance, and the pressure to grow without a return.
If you’ve ever thought about launching a podcast (or any creative venture), this episode is for you. Whether you're just starting out or already in the game, these lessons are real, unfiltered, and straight from my experience.
00:00 Introduction
01:00 The Reality of Podcasting Workload
06:45 Balancing Podcasting with Life
08:19 The Financial Aspect of Podcasting
11:01 Platform Performance Insights
12:18 The Power of Viral Content
13:19 Social Media Conversion Rates
14:34 Instagram vs. TikTok Performance
16:06 Podcast Platform Rankings
18:25 Challenges with TikTok Scheduling
20:01 Initial Spike and Momentum
21:15 Capitalizing on Momentum
22:59 Overcoming Fear of Posting
24:34 Understanding Non-Linear Growth
27:31 Reflecting on the Journey
27:57 Call to Action: Support the Show
28:26 Gratitude and Future Plans
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Apr 21, 2025 • 1h 47min
Did He Design the New World Order Flag?
He designed a flag to unite the world. Instead, he was accused of working with the Illuminati. In this episode, Oskar Pernefeldt — Creative Director at Oatly and the designer behind the International Flag of Planet Earth — opens up about how a simple graduation project turned into a global movement… and a conspiracy theory nightmare. We talk about fame, fear, purpose, and the insane power of symbolism in a divided world.
Watch if you’re curious about the hidden forces that shape culture — and what happens when one idea captures the whole planet.
00:00 Introduction
03:03 Oscar's Background and Nonprofit Work
05:31 The Design and Symbolism of the Planet Earth Flag
09:49 Public Reception and Conspiracy Theories
20:29 Challenges and Goals for the Planet Earth Flag
22:15 Global Unity and National Identity
32:26 Comparing Sweden and the US
33:51 Reflections on American Society and Governance
36:38 Discussing Taxes and Military Service
37:56 Healthcare Systems: Sweden vs. America
38:23 Insurance Woes in America
39:39 Education in Sweden: Beckman's College of Design
43:20 The Creative Industry and Nepotism
46:25 The Privilege of Being in the Creative Industry
54:58 Childhood Experiences and Their Impact
57:34 The Importance of Forgiveness
01:02:02 The Flag of Planet Earth and NASA Involvement
01:13:45 Creative Ecosystem at Oatly
01:14:18 Trust and Decision-Making
01:17:09 In-House Agency vs. External Agency
01:18:10 Pitching Ideas and Taking Risks
01:19:52 Balancing Boldness and ROI
01:22:52 Competition and Market Strategy
01:25:37 Challenges of Passion Projects
01:39:18 Future of Flags and Identity
01:43:01 Rapid Fire Questions and Conclusion
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Apr 7, 2025 • 2h 35min
From Lucasfilm to Doja Cat: Warren Fu Reveals How to Land Your Dream Directing Job
In this episode, visionary director Warren Fu shares an inspiring journey through his iconic work in music videos, his creative roots at Lucasfilm, and the delicate balance of creativity and burnout. We dive deep into his collaborations with legendary artists such as Doja Cat, Daft Punk, The Weeknd, and The Strokes. From overcoming immigrant family expectations and cultural differences to navigating the unpredictable worlds of directing music videos and commercials, Warren offers invaluable insights on the multifaceted role of a director, the importance of editing, and the future of filmmaking with AI.
00:00 Intro
02:54 The Importance of Editing in Directing
04:33 Balancing Creativity and Burnout
06:47 The Journey to Delegation and Trust
12:15 From Graffiti to Lucasfilm: A Creative Evolution
39:40 Visiting Skywalker Ranch
40:03 Quitting Lucasfilm to Pursue Directing
40:45 Immigrant Family Guilt
42:04 Cultural Differences Growing Up
50:44 Challenges of Directing
53:25 Pitching and Treatments
01:00:30 The Music Video Industry
01:04:32 Lucasfilm: A Film School Experience
01:16:06 The Strokes' Mystique and Early Career
01:16:55 Freelancing in LA and Breaking into Music Videos
01:18:04 First Big Break with The Strokes
01:19:37 Building Relationships with Artists
01:22:10 Collaborating with Mark Ronson and Daft Punk
01:30:46 Directing Daft Punk's Iconic Videos
01:42:57 Working with Doja Cat on 'Planet Her'
01:52:35 Transitioning to Commercial Work
01:57:35 Personal Connections in the Industry
01:59:18 Pitching Ideas and Working with Reps
02:01:27 The Role of Specs in Commercials
02:02:47 Keys to Successful Pitches
02:08:23 AI in Music Videos
02:16:58 The Future of AI in Filmmaking
02:27:52 Balancing Work and Life
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Mar 27, 2025 • 26min
How I Broke Into the Rap Industry
Shooting rap videos isn’t for the faint of heart. Missed call times, wild pivots, and $75K wardrobes. Here’s the unfiltered truth about working with hip hop artists.
00:00 Introduction
01:09 The Evolution of Hip Hop and Music Videos
01:55 Creating a Treatment for Music Videos
02:52 Expect the Unexpected: Be Ready to Pivot
04:23 Dealing with Late Artists
05:50 Handling No-Shows and Rescheduling
10:08 Importance of Casting
10:43 Avoiding Catfishing in Casting
13:04 Stripping Your Ego and Developing Thick Skin
15:51 Understanding the Culture
17:15 Fashion and Trends in Hip Hop Videos
18:28 Balancing Production and Wardrobe Budgets
19:01 Capturing the Artist's Best Look
19:56 Embracing the Process
20:33 Don't Take It Personally
21:52 Have Fun and Make It Memorable
23:30 Conclusion
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Mar 27, 2025 • 1h 35min
MRCL Lost His Father, Home & Car, Then Found Himself in the Studio with SZA and Frank Ocean
What do you do when you lose everything — your father, your home, and your car — all in one month? If you’re MRCL, you turn that pain into purpose… and make some of the most powerful music of your life.
In this episode, MRCL shares the raw, unfiltered truth behind his journey from sleeping in his car to producing with TDE and working alongside legends like Terrace Martin, DJ Quik, and more. He talks about the moment that changed everything — when SZA casually said, “Should I call Frank Ocean?” — and ended up in the studio with both of them as Frank serenaded the room on piano.
But that’s just the beginning. We get into the come-up, the breakdowns, the breakthroughs, the band he built off Instagram DMs, the hustle of being a full-time creative and a father, and how spiritual alignment shaped his debut project Mantras. This is one of the most inspiring stories we've ever heard — and proof that when your back’s against the wall, greatness is still possible.
If you're chasing purpose, passion, or just need a reminder that you’re not alone… this one’s for you.
00:00 Intro
02:50 Balancing Creativity and Business
04:26 Early Musical Influences
06:06 Entrepreneurial Spirit
08:27 Meeting West Coast legend Terrace Martin
10:35 Internship Experiences
13:14 Transition to Videography
26:56 Breakthrough in Television
35:46 Personal Struggles and Triumphs
41:33 Creating a Legacy
44:29 Reflections on Parenthood
45:48 Skee TV and Early Career
50:04 Discovering New Opportunities
51:41 Spiritual Awakening
55:00 Creating Mantras
01:00:26 First TDE Session with SZA
01:01:17 Frank Ocean serenading them with the piano
01:03:48 Building Relationships in the Industry
01:13:16 Working with Aftermath
01:14:21 Overcoming Creative Blocks
01:23:04 Advice for Aspiring Artists
01:30:38 Final Thoughts and Reflections
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Mar 13, 2025 • 16min
The Hidden NICHE Jobs in Filmmaking That Pay More and Have Less Competition!
Filmmaking is changing. The market is oversaturated, and directors are fighting for survival. But niche workers? They’re getting booked and paid. If you want a sustainable creative career, you need to hear this.
00:00 Intro
00:27 The Rise of Niche Workers
00:55 Oversaturation in the Industry
01:26 The Competitive World of Directors
02:57 The Value of Niche Roles
03:07 Defining Niche Workers
03:51 The Demand for Niche Workers
04:52 Why Niche Workers Are Winning
05:21 Specialization: The Key to Success
06:43 The Importance of Mastery
07:41 Marketing Yourself as a Specialist
08:24 Building Relationships and Collaboration
08:58 Embracing the Less Glory, More Work Mindset
09:34 The Importance of a Strong Team
10:01 Pivoting to Niche Roles
10:19 The Rise of Niche Industries
10:46 Thriving Niche Industries
13:15 Why Specialized Industries Are Thriving
13:35 Recap and Key Takeaways
14:42 Conclusion and Call to Action
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Mar 6, 2025 • 2h 25min
Zoya: The Iconic Gay Persian Content Creator Who Took Over Shark Tank!
From Persian family pressure to Shark Tank success!
Zoya was expected to follow the traditional Middle Eastern path—become a lawyer, get married, and live the “perfect” Persian life. But she had other plans. As a gay Persian entrepreneur, Zoya had to fight against cultural expectations, family struggles, and self-doubt to build her own empire.
In this episode, we dive into:
✔️ How Zoya’s parents reacted when she came out as gay
✔️ The pressures of being Middle Eastern & breaking tradition
✔️ How she built a food empire from scratch (and made $$$ from content!)
✔️ The dark truth about raw fish & why she stopped eating sushi
✔️ Her insane Shark Tank journey and what happened behind the scenes
Watch till the end to hear Zoya’s message to anyone struggling to live their truth!
00:00 Intro
02:07 Cultural Expectations and Career Choices
16:18 Challenges of Being Gay in a Persian Family
34:28 Coming Out to Family
44:57 Reflections on Luck and Life
46:43 Reflecting on Life's Luck and Fate
47:37 The Lottery of Life
49:16 The Culinary Journey Begins
51:05 From Social Enterprise to Culinary Ventures
55:06 The Birth of Fish Foods
57:58 Challenges and Triumphs in the Vegan Sushi World
01:07:41 Shark Tank Experience and Future Goals
01:19:23 Discussing the Deal: Behind the Scenes
01:20:22 Shark Tank Experience: Expectations vs Reality
01:22:52 Challenges in the Food Industry
01:25:44 Restaurant Business: The Real Struggle
01:32:44 Content Creation: The New Frontier
01:34:16 Collaborations with Gordon Ramsay
01:39:13 Future Plans and Advice for Aspiring Creators
01:52:50 The Value of Engagement Over Follower Count
01:53:34 Earnings and Niche Differences for Content Creators
01:54:27 Negotiating Deals and Knowing Your Worth
01:55:20 Challenges of Sponsored Content
01:55:52 The Importance of Authenticity
02:00:02 Advice for Aspiring Content Creators
02:17:41 Personal Reflections and Future Plans
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Feb 27, 2025 • 51min
2025 Oscars Predictions: I Already Know Who’s Winning
From Timothée Chalamet to Demi Moore, from Kieran Culkin to Ariana Grande, the 2025 Oscars race is stacked—and I’m calling the shots! These are my official predictions, and trust me, I’m walking into this with full confidence.
Best Picture? Best Actor? Best Supporting Actress (Ariana Grande??) and the biggest snubs? I break it ALL down. And yes, I want Ariana to win. Will my picks age like fine wine or completely crash and burn? Either way, I’m locked in—so let’s debate.
00:00 Introduction and Award Season Overview
00:56 Globalization of Film
02:00 Academy Awards Predictions: Actor in a Leading Role
02:49 Actor in a Leading Role: Ralph Fiennes vs. Timothee Chalamet
05:25 Actor in a Leading Role: The Toss-Up
08:18 Academy Awards Predictions: Actor in a Supporting Role
09:34 Academy Awards Predictions: Actress in a Leading Role
09:45 Actress in a Leading Role: Cynthia Erivo and Demi Moore
12:22 Academy Awards Predictions: Actress in a Supporting Role
12:28 Actress in a Supporting Role: Ariana Grande vs. Zoe Saldana
17:27 Academy Awards Predictions: Animated Feature Film
18:23 Academy Awards Predictions: Cinematography
22:29 Academy Awards Predictions: Costume Design and Directing
26:20 Directing Category Predictions
27:04 Documentary Feature and Short
27:31 Film Editing Insights
29:49 International Feature Film
32:05 Makeup and Hairstyling 3
3:39 Original Score Snubs
34:47 Original Song Predictions
35:12 Production Design
36:08 Sound Category Dilemma
36:59 Visual Effects
37:42 Adapted Screenplay
38:56 Original Screenplay
41:13 Best Picture Predictions
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Feb 20, 2025 • 2h 4min
How My Childhood Friend’s Art Got A$AP Rocky’s Attention & Took Off in Fashion
Connor Tingley’s art has been embraced by the biggest names in fashion, music, and luxury—A$AP Rocky, Michelle Lamy, Vans, NARS, and Casamigos, just to name a few. But his story isn’t just about success—it’s about why most creatives never make it, how fear can either push you forward or hold you back, and what it really takes to build something lasting.
00:00 Intro
01:24 The Essence of Luxury Brands
06:09 The Power of Storytelling
07:09 Art as a Personal Journey
16:01 The Courage to Create
43:11 Discovering the World Around Us
43:52 Early Memories and Brand Influence
47:07 The Impact of Upbringing
49:20 Government and Media Skepticism
51:18 The Illusion of Freedom
55:34 Personalized Reality and AI
01:00:14 The Importance of Character
01:09:00 Middle School Memories
01:18:32 Balancing Art and Brand Work
01:21:11 The Courage to Create
01:21:42 Balancing Art and Commerce
01:22:37 Emotional Connections in Collaborations
01:23:25 Identifying and Solving Brand Problems
01:25:01 The Evolution of Brand Coolness
01:35:11 Coping with Stress and Anxiety
01:41:23 The Importance of Being Present
01:46:30 Advice for Aspiring Artists
01:57:51 Passions Beyond Work
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