

Ourselves Podcast
Ourselves
OURSELVES is the world’s first open-source podcast that dives deep into the worlds of creativity, culture, & personal growth. Hosted by film & music video director Arrad, each episode brings you unfiltered conversations with visionary artists, trailblazing entrepreneurs, and thought leaders shaping the future. From behind-the-scenes stories of groundbreaking projects to candid discussions about mental health, reinvention, and navigating the creative industry, OURSELVES is your space to feel inspired, challenged, and connected.
Made by ourselves, for ourselves.
Made by ourselves, for ourselves.
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Jun 20, 2025 • 2h 2min
From Post Malone in the Studio to Trading Millions in Crypto: Seeno Shahrooz Tells All
From producing and marketing for some of today’s biggest artists to making major moves as a crypto investor, Seeno Shahrooz has quietly built an empire behind the scenes. In this episode, we dive deep into Seeno’s origin story, from Persian radio stations in New York to running his own recording studio in Los Angeles. He opens up about navigating hustle culture, pivoting from production to artist management, building a six-figure studio from scratch, and finding peace in a chaotic industry. This one’s full of wisdom for creatives, entrepreneurs, and anyone chasing something bigger.
00:00 Intro
01:45 Reflecting on Brotherhood and Collaboration
03:17 Early Encounters and Industry Connections
07:27 Navigating the Music Industry as an Iranian
11:42 From Engineering to Production
13:43 Building his studio Ohm House
16:37 The Importance of Work-Life Balance
33:45 Advice for Aspiring Creatives
41:25 The Survival of the Fittest in Creative Careers
42:37 Director X and the Legacy of Quality Work
43:58 Christopher Nolan: A Case Study in Passionate Filmmaking
46:15 The Struggles and Rewards of Artistic Creation
47:36 The Role of Management in the Music Industry
50:59 Balancing Masculine and Feminine Energies
55:45 Leading with Compassion in Creative Fields
01:01:21 Creating Art for Yourself
01:12:00 The Evolution of Music Promotion
01:20:03 Advice for New Artists with Limited Resources
01:22:03 Building an Audience
01:22:42 Curating a Catalog
01:23:49 The Importance of Persistence
01:24:48 Financial Realities in Creative Industries
01:25:52 Attaching to an Artist
01:27:38 Starting Out as a Mixer
01:28:23 Management and Networking
01:29:55 Entrepreneurial Spirit
01:35:13 Getting Rich from Cryptocurrency
01:36:00 Understanding Blockchain and NFTs
01:57:57 Final Thoughts
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Jun 12, 2025 • 42min
How AI Will Replace Your Job
In this eye-opening solo episode, I dive headfirst into the unsettling reality of AI's rapid takeover, across tech, blue-collar jobs, filmmaking, and creativity itself. From Google’s terrifyingly realistic AI-generated videos to the silent extinction of human-crafted art, this is a brutally honest look at how fast everything is changing. Whether you're an artist, a coder, or just someone trying to make sense of it all, this episode will challenge how you see the future, your job, and your own identity. Buckle up. We're all in this together.
00:00 Intro
02:29 The Future of Tech Jobs
07:42 AI's Takeover of Blue Collar Jobs
09:53 AI in the Film Industry
10:19 The Evolution of Filmmaking
11:33 The Democratization of Creation
12:17 AI's Role in Modern Filmmaking
16:02 The Human Element in Creativity
18:26 The Reality of Capitalism and AI
19:42 AI vs. Human Creativity: A Case Study
23:09 The Future of AI in Filmmaking
23:23 AI and Screenwriting: A Mixed Bag
24:41 AI in Storyboarding: A Game Changer
26:07 The Impact on Storyboard Artists
26:54 Graphic Designers and AI Controversies
27:50 AI in Camera Operations
28:35 Humanoid Robots on Film Sets
30:07 The Future of Video Editing
32:07 AI and the Speed of Movie Production
32:31 An Optimistic Take on AI
34:34 The Loss of Individuality in the AI Era
36:12 Adapting to a Rapidly Changing World
37:41 Final Thoughts
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May 31, 2025 • 2h 16min
Inside the Mind of Rihanna & J.Lo's Secret Weapon Director. This is TAJ.
How does a kid from Oakland with a MiniDV camera end up directing for Rihanna, JLo, and Usher? Taj Stansberry’s story is anything but typical. In this intimate, raw, and inspiring interview, Taj breaks down how his earliest videos filmed with no budget, no crew, and sometimes no clue, became stepping stones to iconic pop visuals that shaped a generation. From selling his car to pay for shoots, to crashing the gates of the industry without a film school degree, this is the unfiltered truth about hustle, heartbreak, and the relentless belief in your own vision.
00:00 Intro
02:25 The Creative Process Behind Dead Protocol
03:34 The Evolution of Sneaker Culture
05:14 The Journey of a Creative Visionary
12:52 Early Music Video Projects and Lessons Learned
35:27 Bay Culture Influence on Jerking Movement
36:40 Telling Emotional Stories in Music Videos
37:22 Early Career Struggles and Networking
40:28 First Music Video Projects and Challenges
41:12 Mentorship and Learning from Anthony Mandler
49:14 Breakthrough with Rihanna's Music Video
57:15 Signing with Box Fresh Pictures
01:10:57 Reflecting on the Iconic Video
01:14:53 Rihanna's Support and Maturity
01:15:46 Facing Nerves and Overcoming Challenges
01:25:19 The Big Reveal from his Brother
01:30:51 J-Lo's Perfectionism and Professionalism
01:44:53 Executing the Vision
01:45:48 Auditions and MTV Coverage
01:47:20 Impact and Residuals for directors
01:47:36 Directors' Rights and Compensation
01:54:40 Reflecting on Success and Gratitude
01:56:59 AI in Music Videos
02:07:26 Sneaker Collaboration
02:14:15 Final Thoughts and Farewell
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May 22, 2025 • 26min
Why SINNERS Is the Most Important Film of the Decade
In this solo episode, I dive into why Sinners might be the most significant cinematic release of the decade. This isn’t just another box office success, it’s a cultural shift. Ryan Coogler’s groundbreaking deal with Warner Brothers grants him ownership rights after 25 years, setting a new precedent for filmmakers to retain equity in their work. We talk about the power of ownership, the long-term value of creative control, and how final cut privileges are changing the dynamics between studios and directors.
I also explore the technical and cultural innovations that make Sinners so impactful, from Autumn Dural Arkapaw becoming the first woman to shoot a theatrical film on IMAX 65mm, to Michael B. Jordan’s jaw-dropping dual role brought to life through advanced motion control techniques. The film’s success is undeniable: nearly $300 million at the box office, a sold-out IMAX re-release, and a growing demand for original, bold storytelling that doesn’t rely on franchise formulas.
This is a call to action for indie filmmakers, storytellers, and creatives who want to reclaim power in the filmmaking process. If you care about the future of cinema, this episode is for you.
00:00 Introduction: The Impact of 'Sinners'
00:07 Ryan Coogler's Warner Brothers Deal
00:34 The Importance of Film Ownership
00:42 Long-Term Benefits of Ownership
01:12 Empowering Filmmakers
01:45 Deep Dive: Ownership in Filmmaking
04:31 Final Cut Privileges in Filmmaking
05:10 Creative Control in the Studio System
06:01 Challenges of Creative Autonomy
07:02 New Precedents in Filmmaking
07:19 Historic Milestones for Women in Cinematography
08:58 The Power of Collaboration
09:52 Ryan Coogler and Autumn Durrell's Synergy
11:28 Continued Collaborations: Michael B. Jordan
11:51 Modern Day Scorsese and De Niro
13:30 Technical Innovations in 'Sinners'
13:44 The Hype Around IMAX and 70mm Film
15:21 Christopher Nolan's Influence
16:38 Michael B. Jordan's Dual Role
17:19 Motion Control Techniques
20:49 Box Office Success of 'Sinners'
21:39 Re-release in IMAX
22:26 Shoutouts and Acknowledgements
23:31 The Future of Indie Cinema
24:17 Conclusion and Call to Action
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May 9, 2025 • 1h 29min
Why the music industry is rigged and how you can BUY a Grammy: Trevor Jackson explains all
Trevor Jackson is no stranger to the spotlight — but in this episode, he opens up like never before. From starring in *Grown-ish* and *Superfly* to dropping his most personal album yet, Trevor has seen every side of the industry. He shares how the machine behind music and film is built on money, influence, and perception — and why not having that machine can leave even the most talented artists overlooked. After going through a painful breakup and tearing his Achilles, Trevor found himself at his lowest — and wrote an entire album in just two weeks. He talks about being told he was "too clean" to be marketable, walking away from major labels, building his own company (Born Art), and reclaiming his freedom as an artist. This conversation dives deep into mental health, validation, self-love, creativity, and the hard truth about how things really work behind the scenes in Hollywood. If you’re a creative, an artist, or someone chasing something bigger — this episode will hit home. Trevor Jackson is creating on his own terms now, and he’s not holding back. This is the most honest, unfiltered, and inspiring version of him the world has seen.
00:00 Intro
01:39 Creative Collaborations and Directing
03:49 The Art of Music Videos
04:48 Creating the Greatest Breakup Album
07:39 The Creative Process and Challenges
19:34 The Shit List
24:26 The Journey and Inspirations
30:34 The Decline of Traditional Musicianship
31:21 The Art of Performance
31:40 The Drive for Excellence
33:06 Current Acting Projects and Future Plans
34:55 The Impact of Technology on Human Interaction
39:14 The Role of AI in Creativity
42:06 Personal Growth and Self-Reflection
54:30 The Importance of Therapy
56:51 The Power of Positive Self-Talk
01:00:35 The Power of Art and Creativity
01:01:19 Learning Through Video Games
01:01:36 Navigating the Music Industry
01:01:52 Signing with Atlantic Records
01:03:46 Challenges in the Music Industry
01:08:15 Born Art
01:09:55 Financial Realities of Acting and Music
01:18:09 Touring and Fan Experiences
01:21:17 Personal Goals and Legacy
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May 2, 2025 • 30min
10 Things You Need To Know About Starting A Podcast
Starting a podcast sounded like a dream. But three months in, I’ve learned the raw truth: it's a full-time job, it’s humbling, and it’s not for the faint of heart. In this solo episode, I break down the 10 most important lessons I’ve learned so far—from getting hate online to learning how to handle burnout, bad audio, inconsistent platform performance, and the pressure to grow without a return.
If you’ve ever thought about launching a podcast (or any creative venture), this episode is for you. Whether you're just starting out or already in the game, these lessons are real, unfiltered, and straight from my experience.
00:00 Introduction
01:00 The Reality of Podcasting Workload
06:45 Balancing Podcasting with Life
08:19 The Financial Aspect of Podcasting
11:01 Platform Performance Insights
12:18 The Power of Viral Content
13:19 Social Media Conversion Rates
14:34 Instagram vs. TikTok Performance
16:06 Podcast Platform Rankings
18:25 Challenges with TikTok Scheduling
20:01 Initial Spike and Momentum
21:15 Capitalizing on Momentum
22:59 Overcoming Fear of Posting
24:34 Understanding Non-Linear Growth
27:31 Reflecting on the Journey
27:57 Call to Action: Support the Show
28:26 Gratitude and Future Plans
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Apr 21, 2025 • 1h 47min
Did He Design the New World Order Flag?
He designed a flag to unite the world. Instead, he was accused of working with the Illuminati. In this episode, Oskar Pernefeldt — Creative Director at Oatly and the designer behind the International Flag of Planet Earth — opens up about how a simple graduation project turned into a global movement… and a conspiracy theory nightmare. We talk about fame, fear, purpose, and the insane power of symbolism in a divided world.
Watch if you’re curious about the hidden forces that shape culture — and what happens when one idea captures the whole planet.
00:00 Introduction
03:03 Oscar's Background and Nonprofit Work
05:31 The Design and Symbolism of the Planet Earth Flag
09:49 Public Reception and Conspiracy Theories
20:29 Challenges and Goals for the Planet Earth Flag
22:15 Global Unity and National Identity
32:26 Comparing Sweden and the US
33:51 Reflections on American Society and Governance
36:38 Discussing Taxes and Military Service
37:56 Healthcare Systems: Sweden vs. America
38:23 Insurance Woes in America
39:39 Education in Sweden: Beckman's College of Design
43:20 The Creative Industry and Nepotism
46:25 The Privilege of Being in the Creative Industry
54:58 Childhood Experiences and Their Impact
57:34 The Importance of Forgiveness
01:02:02 The Flag of Planet Earth and NASA Involvement
01:13:45 Creative Ecosystem at Oatly
01:14:18 Trust and Decision-Making
01:17:09 In-House Agency vs. External Agency
01:18:10 Pitching Ideas and Taking Risks
01:19:52 Balancing Boldness and ROI
01:22:52 Competition and Market Strategy
01:25:37 Challenges of Passion Projects
01:39:18 Future of Flags and Identity
01:43:01 Rapid Fire Questions and Conclusion
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Apr 7, 2025 • 2h 35min
From Lucasfilm to Doja Cat: Warren Fu Reveals How to Land Your Dream Directing Job
In this episode, visionary director Warren Fu shares an inspiring journey through his iconic work in music videos, his creative roots at Lucasfilm, and the delicate balance of creativity and burnout. We dive deep into his collaborations with legendary artists such as Doja Cat, Daft Punk, The Weeknd, and The Strokes. From overcoming immigrant family expectations and cultural differences to navigating the unpredictable worlds of directing music videos and commercials, Warren offers invaluable insights on the multifaceted role of a director, the importance of editing, and the future of filmmaking with AI.
00:00 Intro
02:54 The Importance of Editing in Directing
04:33 Balancing Creativity and Burnout
06:47 The Journey to Delegation and Trust
12:15 From Graffiti to Lucasfilm: A Creative Evolution
39:40 Visiting Skywalker Ranch
40:03 Quitting Lucasfilm to Pursue Directing
40:45 Immigrant Family Guilt
42:04 Cultural Differences Growing Up
50:44 Challenges of Directing
53:25 Pitching and Treatments
01:00:30 The Music Video Industry
01:04:32 Lucasfilm: A Film School Experience
01:16:06 The Strokes' Mystique and Early Career
01:16:55 Freelancing in LA and Breaking into Music Videos
01:18:04 First Big Break with The Strokes
01:19:37 Building Relationships with Artists
01:22:10 Collaborating with Mark Ronson and Daft Punk
01:30:46 Directing Daft Punk's Iconic Videos
01:42:57 Working with Doja Cat on 'Planet Her'
01:52:35 Transitioning to Commercial Work
01:57:35 Personal Connections in the Industry
01:59:18 Pitching Ideas and Working with Reps
02:01:27 The Role of Specs in Commercials
02:02:47 Keys to Successful Pitches
02:08:23 AI in Music Videos
02:16:58 The Future of AI in Filmmaking
02:27:52 Balancing Work and Life
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Mar 27, 2025 • 26min
How I Broke Into the Rap Industry
Shooting rap videos isn’t for the faint of heart. Missed call times, wild pivots, and $75K wardrobes. Here’s the unfiltered truth about working with hip hop artists.
00:00 Introduction
01:09 The Evolution of Hip Hop and Music Videos
01:55 Creating a Treatment for Music Videos
02:52 Expect the Unexpected: Be Ready to Pivot
04:23 Dealing with Late Artists
05:50 Handling No-Shows and Rescheduling
10:08 Importance of Casting
10:43 Avoiding Catfishing in Casting
13:04 Stripping Your Ego and Developing Thick Skin
15:51 Understanding the Culture
17:15 Fashion and Trends in Hip Hop Videos
18:28 Balancing Production and Wardrobe Budgets
19:01 Capturing the Artist's Best Look
19:56 Embracing the Process
20:33 Don't Take It Personally
21:52 Have Fun and Make It Memorable
23:30 Conclusion
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Mar 27, 2025 • 1h 35min
MRCL Lost His Father, Home & Car, Then Found Himself in the Studio with SZA and Frank Ocean
What do you do when you lose everything — your father, your home, and your car — all in one month? If you’re MRCL, you turn that pain into purpose… and make some of the most powerful music of your life.
In this episode, MRCL shares the raw, unfiltered truth behind his journey from sleeping in his car to producing with TDE and working alongside legends like Terrace Martin, DJ Quik, and more. He talks about the moment that changed everything — when SZA casually said, “Should I call Frank Ocean?” — and ended up in the studio with both of them as Frank serenaded the room on piano.
But that’s just the beginning. We get into the come-up, the breakdowns, the breakthroughs, the band he built off Instagram DMs, the hustle of being a full-time creative and a father, and how spiritual alignment shaped his debut project Mantras. This is one of the most inspiring stories we've ever heard — and proof that when your back’s against the wall, greatness is still possible.
If you're chasing purpose, passion, or just need a reminder that you’re not alone… this one’s for you.
00:00 Intro
02:50 Balancing Creativity and Business
04:26 Early Musical Influences
06:06 Entrepreneurial Spirit
08:27 Meeting West Coast legend Terrace Martin
10:35 Internship Experiences
13:14 Transition to Videography
26:56 Breakthrough in Television
35:46 Personal Struggles and Triumphs
41:33 Creating a Legacy
44:29 Reflections on Parenthood
45:48 Skee TV and Early Career
50:04 Discovering New Opportunities
51:41 Spiritual Awakening
55:00 Creating Mantras
01:00:26 First TDE Session with SZA
01:01:17 Frank Ocean serenading them with the piano
01:03:48 Building Relationships in the Industry
01:13:16 Working with Aftermath
01:14:21 Overcoming Creative Blocks
01:23:04 Advice for Aspiring Artists
01:30:38 Final Thoughts and Reflections
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