
I was a Teenage Fundamentalist. An Exvangelical podcast.
Brian and Troy used to be loyal Christian megachurch leaders. They’re not anymore. This podcast explores life in and after fundamentalism.
Latest episodes

Apr 18, 2025 • 1h 24min
119 - Called a Witch & Kicked Out! with Cath McKinney
Dr. Cath McKinney is the Professional Supervision Program Director at the University of Divinity in Australia. Her background includes extensive experience as a group relations consultant, a prison chaplain and inner-city minister. In this episode, Cath shares her journey from a complex religious upbringing to her experiences in church leadership, motherhood, and academia. She discusses the challenges her expulsion from a church community aligned with the God Squad Christian Motorcycle Club due to her advocacy for inclusivity. Through her experiences, she highlights the need for compassion and understanding in the face of religious trauma and the ongoing struggle for social justice within faith communities.
---We're now on video on YouTube here.Want more? Check out our exclusive Patreon episodes here.Our blog is here.Join the conversation and connect with others here.The transcript of this episode is here.All our other links are here. Doubting your beliefs? Have questions about changing or leaving your faith? You are not alone, and Recovering from Religion is here to help.

Apr 4, 2025 • 1h 24min
118 - Revisiting Our Conversion Stories
Kicking off the first episode of 2025, Troy and Brian revisit their conversion stories...after four years of Exvangelical podcasting. They explore their early lives, the vulnerabilities that led them to embrace fundamentalist Christianity, and the roles of community and belonging in their experiences. The conversation delves into the impact of identity, and the emotional manipulation often present in Christian environments. They reflect on the long-term effects of their conversions, emphasising the importance of vulnerability and belonging at the very beginning of their Christian journeys.LinksBrian's first conversion story episode is here.Troy's first conversion story episode is here.
---We're now on video on YouTube here.Want more? Check out our exclusive Patreon episodes here.Our blog is here.Join the conversation and connect with others here.The transcript of this episode is here.All our other links are here. Doubting your beliefs? Have questions about changing or leaving your faith? You are not alone, and Recovering from Religion is here to help.

Mar 28, 2025 • 29min
S01E02 - Troy‘s Christian Conversion Story (2025 hiatus repeat)
In our second episode back in 2021, troy talked a little about his pre-conversion home life and his experience of two Christian camps. It was at the second camp where he found himself speaking in tongues and started to wear the label, 'born-again'. As part of our 2025 Down Under Summer Series, we're replaying our best episodes. We hope you enjoy them as much as we did.
---We're now on video on YouTube here.Want more? Check out our exclusive Patreon episodes here.Our blog is here.Join the conversation and connect with others here.The transcript of this episode is here.All our other links are here. Doubting your beliefs? Have questions about changing or leaving your faith? You are not alone, and Recovering from Religion is here to help.

Mar 21, 2025 • 28min
S01E01 - Brian‘s Christian Conversion Story (2025 hiatus repeat)
Let's go right back to the beginning. In Season 1 Episode 1, Brian recounted his conversion story. "No bibles, no preaching, no god-bothering!" These were the conditions he put upon his two brothers, who had recently converted to Pentecostal Christianity, if he were to visit them while on holidays. What happened next would change the course of his life and still continues to impact who he is today.As part of our 2025 Down Under Summer Series, we're replaying out best episodes. We hope you enjoy them as much as we did.
---We're now on video on YouTube here.Want more? Check out our exclusive Patreon episodes here.Our blog is here.Join the conversation and connect with others here.The transcript of this episode is here.All our other links are here. Doubting your beliefs? Have questions about changing or leaving your faith? You are not alone, and Recovering from Religion is here to help.

Dec 27, 2024 • 1h 7min
117 - The Season 5 Finale with Brian & Troy
We'd love you to tune in as we say goodbye to 2024 and look forward to 2025. We look back on some of our best episodes of 2024, and even a couple of our worst. We'll definitely be back later in 2025, so see you then!
---We're now on video on YouTube here.Want more? Check out our exclusive Patreon episodes here.Our blog is here.Join the conversation and connect with others here.The transcript of this episode is here.All our other links are here. Doubting your beliefs? Have questions about changing or leaving your faith? You are not alone, and Recovering from Religion is here to help.

Dec 20, 2024 • 1h 5min
116 - From Loss to Purpose with Desiree Richter
We think you'll really connect with this episode. In 2000, Desiree Richter's two-year-old son Elijah died in a tragic domestic accident. The world as she knew it was dismantled along with her understanding of her place in it, leaving her to figure out how to parent her remaining children and how the fundamentalist Christian faith she'd practiced all her life fit into her new reality. We talk with Desi about her Fundamentalist upbringing, the death of her son, leaving the faith, and rediscovering purpose after so much loss.LinksThe Presence of Absence: Kitchen table talks about parenting, leaving fundamentalism, and the very messy business of living with lossDesi on FacebookDesi on Instagram
---We're now on video on YouTube here.Want more? Check out our exclusive Patreon episodes here.Our blog is here.Join the conversation and connect with others here.The transcript of this episode is here.All our other links are here. Doubting your beliefs? Have questions about changing or leaving your faith? You are not alone, and Recovering from Religion is here to help.

Dec 6, 2024 • 1h 13min
115 - Star-Spangled Jesus with April Ajoy
We're excited to welcome April Ajoy back to our show. April is an influencer, content-creator, podcaster, and all-around troublemaker for the Christian right. She grew up in the heart of American Evangelicalism as an Evangelist’s kid and she is insightful and astute at illuminating the ways Christian Nationalism has infiltrated churches and political arenas, shaping not only modern Evangelical culture but also American public policy and international relations. Her new book is called “Star Spangled Jesus: Leaving Christian Nationalism & Finding a True Faith.”LinksApril's first appearance on our showApril on InstagramApril's book
---We're now on video on YouTube here.Want more? Check out our exclusive Patreon episodes here.Our blog is here.Join the conversation and connect with others here.The transcript of this episode is here.All our other links are here. Doubting your beliefs? Have questions about changing or leaving your faith? You are not alone, and Recovering from Religion is here to help.

Nov 22, 2024 • 1h 5min
114 - Some Standing Here Shall Not Taste Death - The Failed Return of Jesus
Delve into the intriguing possibility that Jesus may have mispredicted his own return. Explore how early believers grappled with apocalyptic expectations and the evolving interpretations of scripture over time. The conversation tackles the emotional toll of reconciling faith with modern skepticism and the historical context behind these beliefs. A critical examination of political influences on religious perspectives reveals complexities in current end-time narratives. Listeners are encouraged to question established doctrines while engaging with their communities.

Nov 8, 2024 • 1h 23min
113 - Armageddon Isn’t Coming with Bart Ehrman (repeat)
Bart Ehrman, a renowned scholar and author at the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill, shares his journey from teenage fundamentalism to a critical examination of faith. He discusses the Book of Revelation, challenging common interpretations and exploring imagery like the Whore of Babylon. The conversation also touches on the impact of personal beliefs on relationships and the rise of Christian fundamentalism. Ehrman emphasizes the need for historical context in understanding biblical texts and highlights his dedication to philanthropy beyond religious boundaries.

Oct 25, 2024 • 1h 2min
Neurodivergence In and Out of Church with D.L. & Krispin Mayfield Part 2
Join D.L. Mayfield, a passionate advocate for neurodivergence, and Krispin Mayfield, a keen voice in the discourse, as they dive deep into the complexities of ADHD and autism. They share personal stories of navigating faith and societal expectations within religious settings. Expect a humorous take on the absurd sexual undertones in religious language. The conversation explores emotional processing, parenting ideologies, and the journey towards acceptance, all while celebrating the joy of connection and community beyond fundamentalist backgrounds.
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