

127 - From Pastor to Deconstruction with Tracy
11 snips Aug 8, 2025
Explore the transformative journey of a former pastor turned psychologist, grappling with the challenges of faith deconstruction. Tracy likens her belief system to a Jenga tower, discussing the cognitive dissonance and emotional toll experienced in ministry. She shares personal stories about her mission trips and the importance of community support on her path to authenticity. Reflecting on her career change, Tracy emphasizes the power of resilience and self-discovery, ultimately encouraging listeners to live true to themselves.
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Early Conversion And Campus Pentecostalism
- Tracy described becoming born again at 16 after a church visit and feeling a new internal moral voice.
- She joined a Pentecostal student group and embraced speaking in tongues and prophecy which felt spiritually fulfilling.
University Ministry As Leadership Strategy
- The student movement targeted universities as the fulcrum to shape future national leaders.
- Tracy recognised campuses as leadership breeding grounds that churches used strategically to grow influence.
Missions Trips Led To Marriage
- Tracy went on mission trips to the Philippines and Thailand and initially disliked the first days.
- Those trips led to meeting her husband and later marrying quickly under the ministry's courting rules.