
I was a Teenage Fundamentalist. An Exvangelical podcast.
Brian and Troy used to be loyal Christian megachurch leaders. They’re not anymore. This podcast explores life in and after fundamentalism.
Latest episodes

Dec 27, 2024 • 1h 7min
117 - The Season 5 Finale with Brian & Troy
We'd love you to tune in as we say goodbye to 2024 and look forward to 2025. We look back on some of our best episodes of 2024, and even a couple of our worst. We'll definitely be back later in 2025, so see you then!
---We're now on video on YouTube here.Want more? Check out our exclusive Patreon episodes here.Our blog is here.Join the conversation and connect with others here.The transcript of this episode is here.All our other links are here. Doubting your beliefs? Have questions about changing or leaving your faith? You are not alone, and Recovering from Religion is here to help.

Dec 20, 2024 • 1h 5min
116 - From Loss to Purpose with Desiree Richter
We think you'll really connect with this episode. In 2000, Desiree Richter's two-year-old son Elijah died in a tragic domestic accident. The world as she knew it was dismantled along with her understanding of her place in it, leaving her to figure out how to parent her remaining children and how the fundamentalist Christian faith she'd practiced all her life fit into her new reality. We talk with Desi about her Fundamentalist upbringing, the death of her son, leaving the faith, and rediscovering purpose after so much loss.LinksThe Presence of Absence: Kitchen table talks about parenting, leaving fundamentalism, and the very messy business of living with lossDesi on FacebookDesi on Instagram
---We're now on video on YouTube here.Want more? Check out our exclusive Patreon episodes here.Our blog is here.Join the conversation and connect with others here.The transcript of this episode is here.All our other links are here. Doubting your beliefs? Have questions about changing or leaving your faith? You are not alone, and Recovering from Religion is here to help.

Dec 6, 2024 • 1h 13min
115 - Star-Spangled Jesus with April Ajoy
We're excited to welcome April Ajoy back to our show. April is an influencer, content-creator, podcaster, and all-around troublemaker for the Christian right. She grew up in the heart of American Evangelicalism as an Evangelist’s kid and she is insightful and astute at illuminating the ways Christian Nationalism has infiltrated churches and political arenas, shaping not only modern Evangelical culture but also American public policy and international relations. Her new book is called “Star Spangled Jesus: Leaving Christian Nationalism & Finding a True Faith.”LinksApril's first appearance on our showApril on InstagramApril's book
---We're now on video on YouTube here.Want more? Check out our exclusive Patreon episodes here.Our blog is here.Join the conversation and connect with others here.The transcript of this episode is here.All our other links are here. Doubting your beliefs? Have questions about changing or leaving your faith? You are not alone, and Recovering from Religion is here to help.

Nov 22, 2024 • 1h 5min
114 - Some Standing Here Shall Not Taste Death - The Failed Return of Jesus
Delve into the intriguing possibility that Jesus may have mispredicted his own return. Explore how early believers grappled with apocalyptic expectations and the evolving interpretations of scripture over time. The conversation tackles the emotional toll of reconciling faith with modern skepticism and the historical context behind these beliefs. A critical examination of political influences on religious perspectives reveals complexities in current end-time narratives. Listeners are encouraged to question established doctrines while engaging with their communities.

Nov 8, 2024 • 1h 23min
113 - Armageddon Isn’t Coming with Bart Ehrman (repeat)
Bart Ehrman, a renowned scholar and author at the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill, shares his journey from teenage fundamentalism to a critical examination of faith. He discusses the Book of Revelation, challenging common interpretations and exploring imagery like the Whore of Babylon. The conversation also touches on the impact of personal beliefs on relationships and the rise of Christian fundamentalism. Ehrman emphasizes the need for historical context in understanding biblical texts and highlights his dedication to philanthropy beyond religious boundaries.

Oct 25, 2024 • 1h 2min
Neurodivergence In and Out of Church with D.L. & Krispin Mayfield Part 2
Join D.L. Mayfield, a passionate advocate for neurodivergence, and Krispin Mayfield, a keen voice in the discourse, as they dive deep into the complexities of ADHD and autism. They share personal stories of navigating faith and societal expectations within religious settings. Expect a humorous take on the absurd sexual undertones in religious language. The conversation explores emotional processing, parenting ideologies, and the journey towards acceptance, all while celebrating the joy of connection and community beyond fundamentalist backgrounds.

Oct 18, 2024 • 54min
Neurodivergence In and Out of Church with D.L. & Krispin Mayfield Part 1
D.L. Mayfield, known for their work on Strongwilled, joins the conversation alongside Krispin Mayfield to explore the complexities of neurodivergence within religious contexts. They candidly discuss D.L.'s autism diagnosis and Troy's recent ADHD experience, highlighting how these identities intersect with personal journeys of faith. The duo critiques traditional evangelical parenting styles, reflecting on their impact on neurodivergent individuals. They share insightful anecdotes, emphasizing the importance of acceptance in church communities.

Oct 4, 2024 • 1h 16min
110 - You can take the girl outta fundamentalism...with Dr Laura Anderson
Dr. Laura Anderson is a licensed psychotherapist, trauma resolution coach, religious trauma consultant, speaker, author, and educator. We talk with her about how when we leave fundamentalism, fundamentalism doesn't necessarily leave us, and its toxicity seems to manifest in other ways. Laura's links:Laura Anderson | Religious Trauma ExpertWhen Religion Hurts You (book)Dr. Laura Anderson on Instagram
---We're now on video on YouTube here.Want more? Check out our exclusive Patreon episodes here.Our blog is here.Join the conversation and connect with others here.The transcript of this episode is here.All our other links are here. Doubting your beliefs? Have questions about changing or leaving your faith? You are not alone, and Recovering from Religion is here to help.

Sep 20, 2024 • 58min
109 - F*ck the Patriarchy! with Cait West
Cait West is a survivor of the Christian patriarchy movement and advocate for survivors of spiritual abuse. In this episode, we talk about her experiences and her book, Rift: A memoir of breaking away from the Christian Patriarchy. She shares her story of hope for those who want to break free from high control environments.LinksCait West's websiteTears of Eden: Supporting survivors of Spiritual Abuse and Religious TraumaRift: A Memoir of Breaking Away from Christian Patriarchy : Amazon.comSurvivors Discuss Podcast – Monthly Panel Discussions About Surviving Toxic & High Control Religion
---We're now on video on YouTube here.Want more? Check out our exclusive Patreon episodes here.Our blog is here.Join the conversation and connect with others here.The transcript of this episode is here.All our other links are here. Doubting your beliefs? Have questions about changing or leaving your faith? You are not alone, and Recovering from Religion is here to help.

Sep 6, 2024 • 1h 16min
108 - Let's Go Back to Great Big AOG Part 2
Following on from Part 1, we continue our recount of a recent Sunday service at Great Big AOG. We dive into the sermon and challenge the f*ck out of his claims and assertions and ask just how reliable are the supposed miracle stories that the pastor told. Judging by the amount of laughter, this two-parter is easily up there with our most fun episodes so far.Links:Let's go back to Great Big AOG Part 1 Listen to the actual recording of the sermon we sat through and recount for you - Ps Dave Harvey |Originally recorded on Sunday, 21st July 2024 | 11:30AMHeaven Bent Podcast Season 2 is about Bethel Church
---We're now on video on YouTube here.Want more? Check out our exclusive Patreon episodes here.Our blog is here.Join the conversation and connect with others here.The transcript of this episode is here.All our other links are here. Doubting your beliefs? Have questions about changing or leaving your faith? You are not alone, and Recovering from Religion is here to help.