Dom Sub Devotion

Devotion is not discipline, loyalty, passion, or even commitment. It’s an orientation of being that is irrevocable and unconditional—chosen from love, not forced by fear. In this solo episode, Andrew dismantles the common counterfeits of devotion, explains why self-devotion must come first, and shows how two people who choose true devotion create a container where love deepens, desire grows, and evolution is permissioned—not policed.   What you’ll learn   • Devotion defined: Not what you do, but who you are while you do it. Identity, not strategy.  • Irrevocability matters: Real devotion has no escape hatch. It doesn’t depend on moods, convenience, or someone else’s performance.  • Devotion vs. discipline: One is love-fueled, fluid, and energy-giving; the other is fear-driven, rigid, and resentful.  • Self-devotion first: Without it, you’ll self-abandon, people-please, or demand others fill your void.  • Devotion in relationship: Mutual, freely chosen surrender that creates safety to evolve, explore, and keep passion alive long term.  • Counterfeits to watch for: Duty, loyalty, white-knuckled commitment, and performative spirituality masquerading as depth.  • The reward: A container strong enough to carry greatness—in love, sex, health, craft, leadership, and spirituality.   Key ideas & segments   • Why the word “devotion” is abused online: Advice without embodiment cheapens the concept.  • Essence over effort: A monk doesn’t “do” devotion a few hours a day—he becomes it.  • Freedom through permanence: Choosing an irrevocable path removes the exhausting “should I stay or go?” middle ground.  • Permission to evolve: True devotion loves who your partner is, not what they do, which creates space for growth and exploration.  • How fear sneaks in: When commitment is a survival strategy, you’ll get stability without aliveness—and a ton of resentment.  • Practical contrast (health example): Fear-based control drains; love-based devotion sustains.  • Dominance & submission nuance: Disciplined pleasing creates collapse and resentment; devoted surrender lights both people up.   Memorable lines   • “Devotion isn’t about gripping to commitment. It’s who you are while you live, work, parent, and make love.”  • “If you’re devoted ‘for a year,’ you’re still in new-relationship energy. That’s not devotion.”  • “Discipline says, ‘I have to.’ Devotion says, ‘I choose to. I’m grateful to.’”  • “There are experiences you don’t even get to start having until you’ve decided there’s no backdoor.”  • “My devotion is to her, not to what she does. That’s why she has permission to evolve.”  • “Counterfeit devotion is revocable and fear-based. Real devotion is irrevocable and love-fueled.”   Who this is for   • Men and women who are tired of performative love and want the real thing.  • Couples who crave growing closeness and hotter sex years in, not just at the start.  • Anyone ready to trade white-knuckled control for love-fueled liberation.     Resources & Next Steps    If you’re ready to go deeper, explore our courses and offerings:  • Rapture — a journey into devotional D/s and erotic embodiment. https://infinitedevotion.com/rapture  • Becoming a Dominant Man — Andrew’s path for men ready to lead with clarity and integrity. https://infinitedevotion.com/becoming-a-dominant-man  • Structuring Your D/s Dynamic — build a relationship structure that actually works for you. https://infinitedevotion.com/structuring-your-ds-dynamic  • OnlyFans. Take a look inside our bedroom. https://onlyfans.com/dawnofdesire   ⸻   Stay Connected   • Subscribe on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and YouTube.  • Join our email list for updates and new episodes: https://infinitedevotion.com  • Follow us on Instagram: @_infinitedevotion.   ⸻

Andrew is joined by his longtime friend and former co-host Eric (Conscious Dominance → now DSRX) for a candid, high-signal conversation about what long-term devotion actually looks like in a D/s relationship. They trace the arc from weekly podcasting accountability to the deeper craft of polarity: owning your desires, simplifying your life so love can lead, and learning to read and steer feminine energy without shrinking it. Eric shares what changed after a serious shoulder injury, why downsizing their home unlocked leadership and focus, and how a Dominant’s inner alignment turns a partner’s “no” into a clean “not now”—or an eventual full-body yes. If you’ve ever wondered how to build a relationship that’s both peaceful and wildly alive, this one’s for you.   ⸻   In this episode we cover   • Devotion vs. obligation: why gripping to commitments isn’t devotion—and how real devotion stays alive over years, not months.  • The Dominant’s inner work: how reactivity is often avoidance of vulnerability, and why befriending it creates true power.  • “Her no mirrors your no to yourself”: reading rejection as a reflection of your own unclean energy, shame, or self-abandonment.  • Chaos & order: letting feminine energy get bigger (not smaller) while providing structure, direction, and safety.  • Simplify to lead: downsizing, removing mental load, and making the main thing the main thing.  • Accountability & craft: weekly creation (100+ episodes), the “compound effect,” and treating relationship like a practiced craft.  • Embodied peace: moving from a reactive life to dynamic peace—aliveness with acceptance, not flat-line neutrality.  • Eric’s updates: healing from injury, becoming ambidextrous (literally and energetically), launching DSRX with Rachel, balancing coaching, construction, and content.   ⸻   Memorable lines   • “If I’m willing to see what I need to see, I can be better than I am.”  • “Most ‘nos’ are mirrors—showing you where you haven’t said yes to yourself.”  • “You don’t need hours of meditation to meet your edges. Devote yourself to one woman and let that mirror do its job.”  • “Don’t make her chaos smaller—make it freer and lead it.”  • “Simplify your life so love can lead. Then steer.” ⸻ ABOUT DSRX DSRX is a raw exploration of regenerative relating—where conscious leadership, holistic surrender, and intimate practice live inside our long-term love story. The podcast, hosted by Eric from Aerosha, dives into the lived practice (with his bride, Rachael) of building relationships on unyielding self-trust and shared depth instead of default. Evolving beyond traditional D/s, DSRX names a new terrain: Devotion and Service that honors the Rx cycles of rapture, rupture, and repair. Where recalibration and integration become essential medicine for deepening intimacy, erotic connection, and organic power exchange. Each week, you’ll find tactical tools and honest stories about the challenges of leadership, the dynamics of expression, and the necessity of hosting presence—widening the aperture into desire, artistry, and the many paradoxes of polarity. Join our Newsletter for episode updates + resources [https://www.aerosha.art/dsrx-mailinglist] Follow us on Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/dsrx_studio] ⸻ About Eric For 20+ years, Eric has moved between roles as an artist, teacher, father, builder, and coach. His 1:1 work guides men through self-renovation, emotional alchemy, relational polarity, and the craft of hosting intimacy with integrity. Book a Free Consult [https://aerosha.as.me/dsrx] ⸻ About Rachael As an artist, writer, dancer, and founder of AEROSHA (2008), Rachael is known for mentorship and movement offerings that guide the body into a receptive state of everyday ecstasy, erotic artistry, and embodied presence. Learn more about Aerosha [https://www.aerosha.museum/recent]   Resources & Next Steps    If you’re ready to go deeper, explore our courses and offerings:  • Rapture — a journey into devotional D/s and erotic embodiment. https://infinitedevotion.com/rapture  • Becoming a Dominant Man — Andrew’s path for men ready to lead with clarity and integrity. https://infinitedevotion.com/becoming-a-dominant-man  • Structuring Your D/s Dynamic — build a relationship structure that actually works for you. https://infinitedevotion.com/structuring-your-ds-dynamic  • OnlyFans. Take a look inside our bedroom. https://onlyfans.com/dawnofdesire   ⸻   Stay Connected   • Subscribe on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and YouTube.  • Join our email list for updates and new episodes: https://infinitedevotion.com  • Follow us on Instagram: @_infinitedevotion.

Communion 2025 is open for enrollments, where we show you real life examples of what it takes to live your life from your feminine energy. Learn more at https://infinitedevotion.com/communion2025   In this episode, Andrew speaks directly to women about the truth of feminine energy—and why so many feel exhausted, burnt out, or disconnected from their natural state. He unpacks common misconceptions, exposes the trap of “performative femininity,” and explains why most women today live in an inverted polarity that keeps them stuck in control, obligation, and depletion.   You’ll learn:  • The real definition of feminine energy—why it isn’t about softness, slowness, or performance, but about receptivity.  • What inverted polarity looks like—the “doing to get” energy that leads to control, burnout, and disconnection.  • Why performance isn’t femininity—and how real feminine expression includes the full range of emotions, not just softness.  • How burnout reveals misalignment—and why women who live from obligation rather than fullness always feel exhausted.  • The link between feminine expression and submission—how true surrender and obedience flow naturally when a woman is full, alive, and receptive.  • Practical steps to begin shifting—slowing down, practicing discernment, closing the “drain” of over-giving, and cultivating devotion to self.   Andrew also shares why his course Communion exists: to guide women out from behind the masculine shield, into their natural feminine expression, and into the freedom of surrender.   This episode is for women who long to feel more alive, radiant, and free—and for men who want to truly understand and lead the feminine.   🔗 Learn more about Communion: Click Here ⸻   Resources & Next Steps    If you’re ready to go deeper, explore our courses and offerings:  • Rapture — a journey into devotional D/s and erotic embodiment. https://infinitedevotion.com/rapture  • Becoming a Dominant Man — Andrew’s path for men ready to lead with clarity and integrity. https://infinitedevotion.com/becoming-a-dominant-man  • Structuring Your D/s Dynamic — build a relationship structure that actually works for you. https://infinitedevotion.com/structuring-your-ds-dynamic  • OnlyFans. Take a look inside our bedroom. https://onlyfans.com/dawnofdesire   ⸻   Stay Connected   • Subscribe on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and YouTube.  • Join our email list for updates and new episodes: https://infinitedevotion.com  • Follow us on Instagram: @_infinitedevotion.

Most men think dominance means force. They bark orders, tighten control, or push until she submits. But that kind of control only creates compliance, not devotion.    In this episode of Dom Sub Devotion, I share why true dominance doesn’t come from pressure or intimidation, but from presence. Your ability to be steady, grounded, and unshakable in yourself.   Over the course of this hour, you’ll learn:  • Why force erodes trust while presence builds it.  • How to become a man whose energy shapes the room before he speaks.  • The role of consistency in dissolving her fear and resistance over time.  • Daily practices to cultivate presence—breath, stillness, clarity, intention.  • How presence transforms erotic power exchange and deepens submission.   Presence is harder than force, because it’s not something you can fake. It’s not a trick you pull out in a scene or an argument. Presence is who you are in every moment—at the dinner table, in conflict, in the bedroom, and beyond. And when you embody it consistently, it becomes the gravitational pull that she naturally yields to.   Key Quote from the Episode:    “Force can win a moment. Presence can win a lifetime.”   Listen now to learn how to build the kind of dominance that doesn’t have to demand, because it compels devotion on its own.    ⸻   Resources & Next Steps    If you’re ready to go deeper, explore our courses and offerings:  • Rapture — a journey into devotional D/s and erotic embodiment. https://infinitedevotion.com/rapture  • Becoming a Dominant Man — Andrew’s path for men ready to lead with clarity and integrity. https://infinitedevotion.com/becoming-a-dominant-man  • Structuring Your D/s Dynamic — build a relationship structure that actually works for you. https://infinitedevotion.com/structuring-your-ds-dynamic  • OnlyFans. Take a look inside our bedroom. https://onlyfans.com/dawnofdesire   ⸻   Stay Connected   • Subscribe on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and YouTube.  • Join our email list for updates and new episodes: https://infinitedevotion.com  • Follow us on Instagram: @_infinitedevotion.

Dawn rejoins Andrew to celebrate 100 Episodes!    Two years ago we launched this podcast with a simple vision: to share our real life as a Dom/sub couple beyond the limitations of short captions and quick clips on social media.    Week after week, we’ve opened our lives, our marriage, and our devotion. Today, Episode 100 is a celebration, and a reintroduction.   In this conversation, we revisit the heart of Infinite Devotion:  • Who we are as a couple, and how our 24/7 D/s dynamic has shaped us.  • What we stand for: truth, freedom, authenticity, and devotion.  • Why we share our life so openly, from this podcast to social media to OnlyFans.  • Why devotion and long-term commitment are essential to the depth we’ve built.  • How D/s has been a path to growth, courage, honesty, and sexual liberation.  • Why we’re not here to give you a rulebook, but to show you how we live, so you can find your own path.   We also reflect on what’s changed since those first clunky recordings — the growth, the lessons, and the willingness to keep showing up every week.   This is not a “how-to” podcast.  We’re not here to tell you how to live D/s. We’re here to show you how we live it — and what’s possible when you combine devotion, erotic expression, and unconditional love inside a long-term, committed relationship.   ⸻   In This Episode You’ll Learn:   • Why authenticity matters more than rules or labels in D/s.  • The difference between devotion and codependency.  • How to recognize when fear and shame are blocking your freedom.  • Why triggers are often pointers toward the very desires we need to claim.  • How kink and everyday life can be integrated, not separated.   ⸻   Resources & Next Steps    If you’re ready to go deeper, explore our courses and offerings:  • Rapture — a journey into devotional D/s and erotic embodiment. https://infinitedevotion.com/rapture  • Becoming a Dominant Man — Andrew’s path for men ready to lead with clarity and integrity. https://infinitedevotion.com/becoming-a-dominant-man  • Structuring Your D/s Dynamic — build a relationship structure that actually works for you. https://infinitedevotion.com/structuring-your-ds-dynamic  • OnlyFans. Take a look inside our bedroom. https://onlyfans.com/dawnofdesire   ⸻   Stay Connected   • Subscribe on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and YouTube.  • Join our email list for updates and new episodes: https://infinitedevotion.com  • Follow us on Instagram: @_infinitedevotion.

Fear is the single most corrosive force in any Dominant/submissive dynamic. It distorts truth, poisons consent, and quietly turns devotion into performance or control. In this episode, I break down how fear shows up for both Dominants and submissives, how even fears outside the relationship bleed into your dynamic, and why no amount of technique or protocol can save a power exchange that’s built on fear.   We’ll look at:  • The subtle ways fear masquerades as love, responsibility, or boundaries  • How fear-based leadership robs your partner of agency  • How fear-based submission leads to performance, collapse, and resentment  • Why fear from outside the relationship (money, family, social pressure) still disrupts connection and polarity  • Why consent cannot survive in the presence of fear  • How to shift from fear to truth, both individually and together   If you want to create a D/s relationship that’s rooted in freedom, devotion, and truth, not fear, this episode is for you.   ⸻   Links & Resources:   • Learn more about Rapture, my in-depth course on devotional Dominance and submission: infinitedevotion.com/rapture  • Listen to more episodes and find our free resources and other courses for Dominants, submissives, and couples at infinitedevotion.com ~~~

Most people are living by rules they never wrote. Rules about what love should look like. Rules about what makes you a “good person.” Rules about success, morality, sex, and identity. Most of those rules were handed to you by someone else. Parents. Culture. Religion. People who didn’t even live by those rules themselves. But you’ve built your life on them without ever asking if they’re actually yours. That’s what this conversation is about: questioning everything. Not to rebel. Not to burn your life down just to prove a point. But to live in truth. Because if a belief is real, questioning it only makes it stronger. And if it’s not real, you’ve just uncovered a cage you didn’t know you were in. Either way, you win. In this episode, I share: • How to tell the difference between truth and programming. • Why most people avoid questioning beliefs (and why that avoidance costs more than you think). • The 3 questions that will help you break free from rules that aren’t yours. • How unexamined beliefs sabotage love, intimacy, and power exchange. • Why freedom in your inner world will inevitably change your outer world , and why that’s a good thing. This isn’t theory for me. I’ve lived it in my marriage, in my leadership, in my faith, in my business. Questioning the rules has cost me comfort, image, and entire communities… but it’s given me something much more important: a life that’s actually mine. If you’ve ever felt like you were playing a role, performing for approval, or building a life that looks good but doesn’t feel right, this episode will hit home. For more on how I support people in coming home to living a life that's their own, and how that helps you connect in D/s dynamics and deeply polarized relationships, check out https://infinitedevotion.com/store  

Every man says he wants a woman who’s wild. Every woman says she wants to feel free. But the truth? Almost nobody is ready for what that actually means.   In this episode, we’re going deep into the raw, unfiltered truth about freedom and desire in relationships. Why women are cut off from their true wanting, why men unconsciously sabotage it, and what it actually costs to live a life of freedom instead of fear.   If you’ve ever wondered why passion fades… why sex feels like obligation instead of obsession… why you feel like you’re rationing your own aliveness just to keep the peace, this conversation will show you why.   Here’s what we cover:   • What genuine desire actually is (and what it’s not)  • Why most women have been conditioned to starve their own hunger  • How men secretly fear the very freedom they say they want  • The ancient wound that drives control and kills polarity  • Why freedom is terrifying and why it’s worth everything it costs  • The two paths every couple has to choose between: the cage or the fire   This is not a quick fix. It’s not a conversation for the faint of heart. But if you’re ready for the truth about what makes relationships feel alive and why most people never experience it you’re in the right place.   Links & Resources:   • Follow us on Instagram for daily conversations  • Learn more about our course Rapture → infinitedevotion.com/rapture  • Check out Andrew’s flagship course: Becoming A Dominant Man - which will teach you how to become a man who can lead your woman to freedom and own the inner Dominance to hold all of her wildness. https://infinitedevotion.com/becoming-a-dominant-man  

Last week, Dawn and I opened up a side of our relationship we’ve kept private for years—and the response was overwhelming. After announcing Dawn’s OnlyFans and that we were sharing the intimate side of our dynamic publicly for those who wanted to witness it, we received incredible encouragement, some honest questions, and a little judgment.  In this episode, I reflect on what this experience has taught me about risk, freedom, love, and masculinity. I share the first email we received just two minutes after our announcement, why 98% of the feedback was positive, and what the 2% of negative responses reveal about illusion, expectation, and control. We’ll talk about:    • Why listening to the body’s wisdom is the foundation of every big decision   • The question that sparked a conversation about masculinity and freedom  Why defending Dawn's freedom isn’t passive—it’s the deepest form of devotion   What men had to say about this decision that might surprise you   • Why almost 80% of our initial OnlyFans subscribers were women—and what that means   • How projection, judgment, and control destroy intimacy    Whether you agree with our choices or not, this episode isn’t about convincing you. It’s about showing what’s possible when you stop living for approval and start living in truth.   ⸻   Links & Mentions:   • Listen to last week’s episode with Dawn for the full backstory  • Connect with us on Instagram @_infinitedevotion  • See inside the spicy side of our D/s dynamic at https://dawnofdesire.net  • Explore resources for building deeper intimacy and freedom in your relationship at  https://infinitedevotion.com  

Hi friends - Dawn here. My official, albeit temporary, return to the mic is probably going to shock some of you. When I stepped away six months ago, I was in the midst of a personal transformation. This season of silence was in support of a homecoming of sorts for me.   A full blown sexual spiritual awakening that we weren’t yet ready to share. Now we are. This episode will give you a lot more context, but as of today, I am ready to officially let everyone know that I'm on OnlyFans creating adult content, and I'm beyond excited to share this side of myself with you. I’m creating some of this content on my own, some with Sir. Not as a performance, but as an example of what true sexual freedom can look like inside of a relationship of 16 years. We know that not all of you want to engage with this part of what we're doing now, and that's okay. Infinite Devotion will remain the place where we share about our relationship and our dynamic. But we couldn't keep this part secret anymore. It's too big of a part of who we both are.    So for those of you who want to join us and see into the spicier side of me, and our dynamic, you can see for yourself at https://dawnofdesire.net   ~~~ This episode goes into a lot of detail around what this has all been for me, and I truly hope you'll listen. I've also written a letter to our followers and listeners that you can read here, for even more of the full story of what's led Sir and I to this place.    You can read that letter here: https://infinitedevotion.com/blog/dawn-of-desire Love, Dawn