

Where Do We Go From Here?
Jessica Van Der Wyngaard
A weekly podcast deconstructing purity culture, sex and other real life stuff for thoughtful Christians and exvangelicals alike.
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Aug 6, 2025 • 51min
Beyond Consent: Rethinking Sex, Power, and Justice - a conversation with Danielle Tumminio Hansen
Content Warnings: This episode discusses rape, sexual assault, purity culture, childhood sexual harm, and childbirth trauma. Listener discretion is advised. In this deeply moving and thought-provoking conversation, EDJ is joined by theologian and author Danielle Tumminio Hansen to explore how our language, theology, and justice systems often fail survivors of sexual harm. Drawing from her groundbreaking book Speaking of Rape, Danielle discusses the need to reframe how we talk about rape, the myths of the "perfect victim" and the "obvious perpetrator," and the damaging intersections between purity culture and rape culture. This episode also tackles the importance of sex education, why impact matters more than intent, how restorative justice offers an alternative to punishment-based systems, and what it means to raise children with justice and empathy in mind. Danielle shares from her own story with remarkable vulnerability, offering theological, psychological, and cultural insight that’s both challenging and deeply hopeful. Topics Discussed: Why our words around sexual harm often fall short The myths of the "perfect victim" and "clear perpetrator" How purity culture contributes to victim-blaming Redefining rape through agency, power, and desire The role of sex education in prevention Restorative justice vs. retributive justice Why survivors' stories reshape culture Teaching justice through parenting Autonomy, agency, and interdependence Understanding impact over intent Resources Mentioned: Speaking of Rape by Danielle Tumminio Hansen South of Forgiveness by Thordis Elva & Tom Stranger Know My Name by Chanel Miller Works by theologian Sally McFague and philosopher Linda Alcoff Research on contact theory and restorative justice 🇦🇺 Australia 1800RESPECT Australia’s national sexual assault, domestic, and family violence helpline. 📞 Call: 1800 737 732 💬 Online chat: 1800RESPECT.org.au 🕒 Hours: 24/7 🧑‍⚕️ Services: Counselling, information, and referrals Full Stop AustraliaFindaHelpline+351800RESPECT+35White Ribbon+35Health and Ageing Department+31800RESPECT+31800RESPECT+3NASASV State-Based Services Victoria: Sexual Assault Crisis Line – 1800 806 292 (5 pm–9 am weekdays; 24/7 on weekends) Queensland: Sexual Assault Helpline – 1800 010 120 (7:30 am–11:30 pm daily) Western Australia: Sexual Assault Resource Centre – 1800 199 888 (24/7) South Australia: Yarrow Place – 1800 817 421 Tasmania: Sexual Assault Support Service – 1800 697 877 Northern Territory: Sexual Assault Referral Centres – 08 8922 6472 (Darwin) Australian Capital Territory: Canberra Rape Crisis Centre – 02 6247 2525 New South Wales: Full Stop Australia – 1800 FULL STOPOCRCC+2au.reachout.com+2Healthdirect+2Healthdirect+1au.reachout.com+1Full Stop Australia 🇺🇸 United States RAINN (Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network) Operates the National Sexual Assault Hotline. 📞 Call: 800-656-HOPE (4673) 💬 Online chat: RAINN.org 🕒 Hours: 24/7 🧑‍⚕️ Services: Confidential support, referrals, and information OCRCC+5RAINN+5FindaHelpline+5CSA Centre+12Verywell Mind+12Glamour+12The Guardian+9The Hotline+9Verywell Mind+9 Other National Helplines Love Is Respect: For teens and young adults experiencing dating violence. 📞 Call: 1-866-331-9474 💬 Text: Text "LOVEIS" to 22522 💬 Online chat: loveisrespect.org National Domestic Violence Hotline: For domestic violence support. 📞 Call: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) 💬 Text: Text "START" to 88788 💬 Online chat: thehotline.org Crisis Text Line: For general crisis support. 💬 Text: Text "HOME" to 741741 🇬🇧 United Kingdom Rape Crisis England & Wales Provides the 24/7 Rape & Sexual Abuse Support Line. 📞 Call: 0808 500 2222 💬 Online chat: rapecrisis.org.uk 🕒 Hours: 24/7 🧑‍⚕️ Services: Emotional support, information, and referrals NASASV+1Full Stop Australia+1endingviolencecanada.org+2Verywell Mind+2TAASA+2survivorsnetwork.org.uk+10Rape Crisis England & Wales+10Sexual Abuse Support+10Verywell Mind+1324/7 Rape and Sexual Abuse Support Line+13Rape Crisis England & Wales+13 Other Support Lines Samaritans: Emotional support for anyone in distress. 📞 Call: 116 123 💬 Online chat: samaritans.org Childline: For individuals under 19. 📞 Call: 0800 1111 💬 Online chat: childline.org.uk The Survivors Trust: For survivors of sexual violence. 📞 Call: 0808 801 0818 💬 Text: 07860 022 956 💬 Online chat: thesurvivorstrust.org 🇨🇦 Canada Sexual Violence Helpline (Canada) Provides confidential support and referrals. 📞 Call: 1-888-933-9007 💬 Online chat: sexualviolencehelpline.ca 🕒 Hours: 24/7 🧑‍⚕️ Services: Support for survivors and their supportersassaultservicesknowledge.org+5thesurvivorstrust.org+5endingviolencecanada.org+5Verywell Mind+4Info-aide violence sexuelle+4Info-aide violence sexuelle+4CIUSSS Centre-Sud+1Info-aide violence sexuelle+1 Other Support Lines Kids Help Phone: For individuals aged 5–29. 📞 Call: 1-800-668-6868 💬 Text: Text "CONNECT" to 686868 💬 Online chat: kidshelpphone.ca Trans Lifeline: For transgender and gender-diverse individuals. 📞 Call: 1-877-330-6366 💬 Online chat: translifeline.org Victim Connect: For general victim support. 📞 Call: 1-855-484-2846 💬 Online chat: victimconnect.org

Jul 31, 2025 • 54min
Parenting and Re-Parenting Without Sexual Shame with Dr. Tina Schermer Sellers
Originally released as episode 52. This episode is part therapy, part masterclass. Dr. Tina Shermer Sellers joins us to talk about parenting and re-parenting in a world where many of us never got real sex education. If you’re a parent wondering how to raise kids free of shame—or an adult figuring out how to parent your younger self—this episode is a warm hug and a roadmap.

Jul 28, 2025 • 55min
Shiny Happy People Season 2: Teen Mania, Radicalisation & the Teenage Holy War
Dive into the troubling world of Teen Mania and its Honor Academy, where emotional manipulation shaped countless youth. Reflect on how evangelicalism forged a 'teenage holy war,' harnessing fear and purity culture to radicalize young minds. Discover personal stories of disillusionment and the struggle to reclaim one's identity after leaving these high-control environments. The conversation also highlights the challenges of navigating life beyond the confines of such strict belief systems and the healing journey through therapy and support.

Jul 22, 2025 • 1h
Sex, Consent and the Theology of Harm: What if sin is about harm, not rules? We rethink ethics, bodies, and sacred sexuality
In this episode of Thoughts and Prayers, Jessica and EDJ reflect on three key conversations from the past month — with queer theologian Brandon Robertson and Catholic academic Donna Freitas — while taking a deep dive into the question: Is it time to reimagine Christian sexual ethics? Join them for a vulnerable, theologically rich, and sometimes hilarious discussion on queerness, purity culture, hookup culture, parenting, masturbation, and what Jesus might really have meant when he talked about lust. We finish the episode with heartfelt prayers for those navigating deconstruction and for peace in the wider world. In This Episode: What does it mean to be queer affirming? Evangelicals vs. Catholics on sex: who talks more and says less? Deconstructing lust, sin, and abomination Parenting kids with new sexual ethics Why Jesus might’ve been talking about rape not just lust A buffet of sexual options: beyond purity and hookup culture The grief and grace in letting go of black-and-white certainty Mentions: Brandon Robertson interview Donna Freitas interview EDJ’s upcoming book Reconstructing Sexual Ethics (Coming soon via Sacrosage Press) Support us at Patreon.com/WhereDoWeGoPod

Jul 15, 2025 • 33min
"Talking About Sex in Church Broke Us" — Donna Freitas on Healing What Religion Couldn’t
Author, scholar, and survivor Donna Freitas joins us for a raw and deeply thoughtful conversation on the ways purity culture, religious silence, and institutional failures around sexuality have left lasting wounds — and where healing might actually begin. In this episode, we talk about: 📚 Donna’s personal story of church trauma and spiritual silence ✝️ The impact of purity culture on desire, consent, and autonomy 🧠Why Christian spaces still struggle to talk about sex without shame 💔 How writing became Donna’s way back to something like prayer 🔍 The difference between sexual ethics and sexual rules 🧎‍♀️ What healing can look like when religion has been the source of harm 👀 The things that don’t get said in evangelical and Catholic conversations around sex — and why they matter This one is for anyone who's been handed shame in the name of God — and is still trying to sort through what’s true, what’s trauma, and what’s worth keeping. Donna Freitas is an author, researcher, professor, and leading voice in conversations around sex, consent, spirituality, and young adult faith. Website: www.donnafreitas.com Substack: @donnafreitas Instagram: @donnafreitas.writer Where Do We Go From Here is a podcast by Jessica Vanderwyngaard For more content and to partner with the show: https://www.patreon.com/wheredowegopod Today's Host was EDJ - https://evangelicaldeconstructionjourney.com/

Jul 8, 2025 • 54min
Is It Time for a New Christian Sexual Ethic?
Is it time to reimagine a Christian sexual ethic? That’s the big question Jessica, Kristen, and Emily take on in this bold, honest, and expansive No Hard Feelings conversation. Together, we dive deep into the history of Christian sexual ethics—from the Garden of Eden and ancient Israelite practices to purity culture and the modern church. This isn’t just a theology class. We’re asking: What was the biblical sexual ethic really? How has marriage changed over the centuries? What role did empire, patriarchy, and purity culture play? What do we owe to queer theologians in rethinking Christian sexuality? How can we build a framework that values consent, agency, dignity, and inclusion? Whether you’ve left purity culture behind, are raising kids, are single in the church, or just want to better understand how we got here—this episode is for you. 🔑 Plus, Jessica shares a deeply personal vision for a new Christian sexual ethic—available exclusively on Patreon. Join us for this no-holds-barred conversation. Because when it comes to faith and sex, there are no hard feelings—just open hearts and honest questions. 🔗 Links & Resources Jessica’s solo episode: A New Christian Sexual Ethic? → Patreon Exclusive Episode with Brandon Robertson on queer theology → Listen now Follow us on Instagram: @wheredowegopod

Jul 3, 2025 • 38min
Most Downloaded: Sex and Agency
Originally released as Episode 49. This episode is all about one word: agency. Jessica and Devi revisit their conversation with Sheila Gregoire about what it really means for women to experience pleasure, make choices, and have autonomy in their sexual relationships. From obligation sex to pleasure gaps in marriage, we dissect the ways purity culture erased agency—and what reclaiming it can look like.

Jun 24, 2025 • 46min
Purity, Paul, and Pride: A Queer Pastor Reimagines Christianity
Host: EDJ Guest: Rev. Brandan Robertson – author of Queer and Christian, TikTok pastor, theologian, and public speaker. In this heartfelt and deeply thoughtful conversation, EDJ speaks with Rev. Brandan Robertson about growing up evangelical, discovering his queerness, and finding a theology that held both faith and identity. Together, they unpack: Brandan’s journey from Moody Bible Institute to affirming theology The trauma of purity culture and conversion therapy Why “obedience” and biblical literalism can be harmful What the Bible really says about queerness – including the infamous word arsenokoite Queer readings of scripture and the radical inclusivity of Jesus How deconstruction can lead to more honest, expansive faith What it means to let love—not fear—guide your theology Whether you're curious, questioning, or walking your own road of reconstruction, this episode offers theological insight, personal stories, and radical grace. 🛒 Buy Queer and Christian: https://QueerChristian.org 📍 Follow Brandan: TikTok, Instagram, and more via QueerChristian.org 🔗 Support us on Patreon: patreon.com/wheredowegopod

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Jun 19, 2025 • 33min
Do we still believe in "obedience" after purity culture?
Dive into a candid exploration of faith and the lingering effects of purity culture. Discover how church trauma intertwines with the struggle for personal faith, love, and grace. The conversation tackles the complexities of obedience, revealing how it can lead to perfectionism and depression. Listen as they challenge traditional doctrines while advocating for a rebuilt spiritual connection on one’s own terms. Prepare for raw honesty, nuanced reflections, and a heartwarming prayer for community and justice.

Jun 11, 2025 • 46min
Is Christianity Still Good News for Women?
Is Christianity still good news for women? It’s a big question — and in this episode, Jessica is joined by Emily and Kristen for a thoughtful, vulnerable conversation that doesn’t shy away from the tension. Together, they explore: 🧠How growing up in the church shaped their views on womanhood, sex, and submission ✝️ The parts of Christianity they’ve kept — and what they’ve had to leave behind 💔 The difference between Jesus and the institutions that claim to represent him 🧎‍♀️ Whether the “good news” can still be good when it’s caused so much harm 🪢 And what hope, faith, and spirituality can look like after the unraveling This isn’t a theological debate — it’s an honest look at what it means to be a woman who still wants to engage faith after everything. No easy answers. No hard feelings. Just an open conversation for wherever you’re at.