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Apr 8, 2024 • 1h 50min

Ep 45: New Hope For Vaccine Injuries? Dr. Adeel Khan On Successfully Treating Hundreds of Vaccine-Injured Patients At His Regenerative Medicine Clinic

Hi everyone,This episode was scheduled for public release in a week, but I got too many messages and emails asking when this will be released to everyone. Here it is! In this episode, I interview Dr. Adeel Khan, a leading innovator and clinician in the regenerative medicine space. He runs Eterna Health where he’s treated people like Tony Robbins, Jordan Peterson, and Israel Adesanya.While the focus of the conversation was initially about the fundamentals of regenerative medicine, we had to discuss vaccine injuries since before we started rolling, Dr. Khan told me how he’s successfully treated hundreds of vaccine-injured patients.Dr. Adeel Khan explains that stem cell therapy can help regulate and restore the immune system by reprogramming white blood cells to send the right signals. This is particularly beneficial for individuals with chronic inflammation, such as those with myocarditis. Stem cells can interact with the heart muscle and help reduce inflammation. Dr. Khan acknowledges that the stem cell industry is full of shady clinics, but his clinic is focused on research and pushing the field forward. He is confident in his protocols and believes he can successfully treat most vaccine injuries and psychosomatic long COVID cases. He emphasizes the importance of informed consent and the need for more awareness and options for patients.(NOTE: I am not endorsing any particular treatment or product here. I only gave Dr. Khan a platform to delineate the remarkable success he’s seen at his clinic. I was skeptical in the conversation and pushed him on what seems to be “too good to be true” but Dr. Khan stood his ground and presented a compelling rationale for his clinical protocols. I encourage everyone to go in with an open mind and consider this as a *potentially* highly effective alternative to the current failures in the medical system to treat vaccine-injured patients.)The Illusion of Consensus is a citizen-supported podcast. To receive exclusive posts and support our work, consider becoming a paid subscriber:Takeaways* Dr. Khan emphasizes the importance of a nuanced approach to vaccination and the need to explore alternative treatments for COVID, such as peptides and lifestyle interventions.* He highlights the potential risks and benefits of mRNA vaccines, including the use of lipid nanoparticle vectors and the potential for offsite targets and immunogenicity.* Stem cell therapy can regulate and restore the immune system by reprogramming white blood cells to send the right signals.* Stem cells can interact with the heart muscle and help reduce inflammation in individuals with myocarditis.* He is confident in his protocols and believes he can successfully treat most vaccine injuries and long COVID cases.* There is not comprehensive, robust RCT evidence on stem cell therapies but they have shown incredible efficacy in various clinical settings. Dr. Khan believes they should be presented as viable alternative or option on the table rather than a magic bullet which can cure all diseases.Chapters00:00 Introduction to Dr. Adeel Khan and Regenerative Medicine02:27 Shift in Focus to COVID Vaccines and Vaccine Injuries14:47 Vaccine Mandates and the Lack of Nuanced Approach23:57 The mRNA Platform and its Issues39:55 Connecting the Issues with mRNA Vaccines to Vaccine Injuries41:31 Lack of Transparency and Downplaying by Regulatory Bodies44:33 The Limitations and Risks of Psychiatric Drugs53:40 Treating Vaccine Injuries: A Holistic Approach01:01:16 Restoring Immune and Heart Function with Stem Cells01:08:57 Addressing the Underlying Causes of Health Issues01:18:16 Regulating the Immune System and Controlling Inflammation01:19:06 Retraining the Immune System with Stem Cell Therapy01:19:55 Treating Myocarditis and Restoring Heart Function01:21:15 Investing in Research and Legitimizing Stem Cell Therapy01:22:22 The Importance of Large Clinical Trials and Safety01:32:46 Restoring Immune Dysregulation with Stem Cell Therapy01:34:39 Impressive Safety Profile of Stem Cell TherapyListen now:Apple podcasts / SpotifySound Bites* "There's a lot of undocumented adverse effects that people will never know the true incidence and prevalence of these injuries because they're just not all going to be reported." - Dr. Adeel Khan* "I just never understood why we weren't looking or why weren't we promoting healthy lifestyle? Why weren't we promoting peptides like in Russia where they use thymus and alpha-1 and thymulin to literally treat severe COVID?" - Dr. Adeel Khan* "Lack of straight answers from Health Canada on COVID vaccines is concerning" - Dr. Adeel Khan* "So much of what you do... seems too good to be true." - Rav Arora This is a public episode. If you’d like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.illusionconsensus.com/subscribe
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Apr 6, 2024 • 56min

Ep 44: Is The New WHO Treaty Neo-Colonialism In Public Health Disguise? With African Scholars Toby Green and Reginald Oduor

In this unique, new conversation, I talk to professor Toby Green, and professor Reginald Oduor about the impact of lockdown policies on the global South. We also discuss the WHO treaty and its potential impact on the sovereignty of countries in the global South. Prof. Reginald Oduor raises several issues, including the ideology of treating the health of individuals, the environment, and everything equally, the problem of misinformation and disinformation, emergency use authorization of pharmaceutical products, centralization of medical care, and the imposition of a Western approach to disease management. They both argue that the treaty undermines the sovereignty of poorer countries and perpetuates neocolonialism. They criticize the elitism and narrow focus of Western experts and the imposition of Western medicine on the global South. The conversation concludes with a call for a more inclusive and equitable approach to global health.Chapters:00:00 Introduction and Background01:02 The Catastrophic Impact of Lockdowns in the Global South06:33 The Cruelty of Lockdown Policies in India08:57 The Global South's Experience of Lockdowns11:36 The Violation of the Implicit Promise of Globalization21:51 The Impact of Propaganda and Fear of Death26:13 Opposition to the WHO Treaty and Neo-Colonial Imposition31:07 Impact on the Sovereignty of the Global South34:05 Ethical Issues with Vaccine Policies39:35 Xenophobia and Movement Restrictions46:23 Imposition of Western Medicine and Knowledge51:05 Critique of Neoliberalism and Colonialism51:58 Maintaining Integrity in the Face of Pandemic53:23 Closing RemarksOur sponsor Alcami Elements:Our new blend uses high-quality, organic Peruvian cacao, enhancing the delicious flavour of our original mix. True raw cacao is high in antioxidants and minerals such as magnesium which also can have calming effects.Illusion of Consensus readers can get 10% off their first order or 30% off a monthly subscription using the code "illusionconsensus” here:https://www.alcamielements.com/products/alcami-elements-life-enhancing-beverage This is a public episode. If you’d like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.illusionconsensus.com/subscribe
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Apr 4, 2024 • 20min

Mind-Blowing: Successful Treatment Of mRNA Vaccine Injuries? Hundreds of Patient Success Stories With Dr. Adeel Khan Of Eterna Health (Regenerative Medicine Clinic)

This is a free preview of a paid episode. To hear more, visit www.illusionconsensus.comHi everyone,Suffice it to say I had my mind blown yesterday when I had on Dr. Adeel Khan — founder of the cutting-edge regenerative medicine clinic Eterna Health — to discuss stem cell therapy, peptides, vagus nerve re-set shots for restoring chronic back, knee, and other musculoskeletal, as well as mental health, issues.I saw him on Jordan Peterson’s p…
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Apr 2, 2024 • 1h 16min

Episode 43: Aaron Kheriaty On The Murthy v. Missouri Supreme Court Hearing

In this episode, Aaron Kheriaty and I discuss our involvement in the Murthy v. Missouri case, which challenges the government's censorship pressures on social media companies. We discuss the censorship we personally experienced and the discovery of government involvement in online censorship. We also discuss the media blackout surrounding the case and the role of legacy media in supporting censorship. The episode concludes with a discussion of the Supreme Court oral arguments and the justices' positions. The conversation delves into the Supreme Court oral arguments in the case challenging government censorship on social media platforms. We generally express optimism that the case will result in a significant victory for free speech.Sound Bites:* "The government had essentially set up what he called an Orwellian ministry of truth."* "This is the worst free speech violation in United States history."* "Throttle everything that's positive about Great Barrington Declaration."Chapters00:00 Introduction and Personal Experiences with Censorship06:15 The Scope and Impact of Censorship10:27 The July 4th Ruling and Constitutional Violations13:17The Circuit Court's Ruling and Third-Party Censorship16:46The Appeals Court and Preliminary Injunction17:26Media Coverage and Economic Interests20:03The Supreme Court Case and Expectations24:55 The Twitter Files and Reporting26:52 The Role of Legacy Media and Censorship28:59 The ACLU and Professional Medical Societies32:33 The Supreme Court Experience and Observations36:21 Reading the Tea Leaves: Justices Kagan, Sotomayor, and Jackson39:16 Concerning Justices and Compelling State Interest41:46 The Purpose of the First Amendment46:00 Government's Spread of Misinformation46:47 Illusion of Consensus47:29 Government's Right to Free Speech48:56 Censorship vs. Speech49:26 Government's Misinformation53:24 Section 230 and Liability Protection58:27 Potential Supreme Court Ruling01:00:48 Impact of Winning or Losing01:07:31 Importance of Free Speech This is a public episode. If you’d like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.illusionconsensus.com/subscribe
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Mar 29, 2024 • 1h 4min

Episode 42: AJ Kay On Harms of School Closures On Kids and Being Censored On Medium For Dissenting From Covid-19 Orthodoxy

In this conversation, AJ Kay discusses her early experiences with writing about COVID-19 and the backlash she faced for challenging the mainstream narrative. She shares how her essay on Medium, titled 'The Curve is Already Flat,' was censored and demonetized, leading to the formation of the Rational Ground group. AJ also talks about the impact of school closures on her children, particularly her daughter with autism and her other daughter with special needs. She highlights the loss of services and support that these children relied on and the detrimental effects of isolation and disrupted routines. The conversation highlights the importance of early intervention and support for children with special needs. They express concern for children diagnosed in 2020 who did not receive in-person help for three years, emphasizing the critical period of neuroplasticity in early childhood.Chapters00:00 Introduction and Background01:16 Early COVID Essays06:37 Censorship on Medium08:03 Formation of Rational Ground22:30 Motivation to Speak Out25:49 Transition to Zoom School31:32 Impact on Children with Special Needs34:16 Lack of In-Person Help for Children with Special Needs39:51 The Effect on College Students45:36 The Purpose of Life and the Importance of Relationships52:55 The Great Barrington Declaration and Consent58:29The Critique of the Great Barrington Declaration01:00:54 The Inhumane Treatment in Nursing HomeTakeaways* AJ K. faced censorship and deplatforming for challenging the mainstream narrative on COVID-19.* The Rational Ground group was formed as a response to the censorship and aimed to provide a platform for independent writers and researchers.* School closures had a significant impact on children with special needs, depriving them of essential services and support.* The isolation and disrupted routines caused by the pandemic had detrimental effects on the mental health and well-being of children. Early intervention and support are crucial for the development of children with special needs.* The period of neuroplasticity in early childhood is finite, and the lack of in-person help during the pandemic may have long-term consequences for children's outcomes.* College closures and isolation measures have had negative effects on young adults' socialization and well-being.* The trade-off between safety and the loss of important relationships and experiences raises questions about the purpose of protection. This is a public episode. If you’d like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.illusionconsensus.com/subscribe
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Mar 27, 2024 • 2h 33min

Episode 41: Dr. Roger McFillin On The Dangerous Mass Medicalization Of Depression And ADHD (SSRIs, Stimulants, and Beyond)

Hi everyone,I’m excited to bring you this conversation with clinical psychologist Dr. Roger McFillin. His content on X and Substack is incredibly thought-provoking and challenges the popular medical consensus on mental health.McFillin challenges the efficacy of antidepressants and stimulants, pointing out that the placebo effect plays a significant role in their perceived effectiveness. He also emphasizes the lack of scientific evidence supporting the chemical imbalance theory of depression and the potential negative consequences of long-term use of psychiatric drugs. We also discuss the potential harm caused by antidepressants, including an increased risk of suicide, self-injury, and permanent sexual dysfunction. The third theme is the influence of pharmaceutical companies on medical guidelines and research, leading to biased and distorted information. He explains how major medical organizations in the United States are funded by biotech and pharmaceutical companies, as well as nonprofits that are pushed by pharma. He highlights the focus on drugs as healthcare in the allopathic medical model and the lack of emphasis on diet interventions and addressing root causes of poor health. Dr. McFillin also criticizes the overdiagnosis of psychiatric conditions like ADHD and the role of schools in promoting the use of medication. The Illusion of Consensus is a reader-supported podcast. To receive exclusive posts and support our work, consider becoming a paid subscriber:Takeaways* The pharmaceutical industry has a significant influence on the mental health field, leading to overprescription and misrepresentation of scientific data.* There is a lack of evidence for the efficacy and safety of psychiatric drugs, and the long-term consequences are often not fully understood.* The concept of a chemical imbalance as the cause of mental illness is not supported by scientific evidence. Pharmaceutical companies often have a significant influence on research, including ghostwriting and biased reporting.* Medical organizations, such as the American Academy of Pediatrics and the American Psychiatric Association, receive funding from pharmaceutical companies, leading to conflicts of interest.* The FDA's analysis of studies and approval of drugs may not always consider the risks and adverse effects.* The overprescription of ADHD medications is influenced by the mass indoctrination in education and the desire for obedience in classrooms. ADHD is a spectrum of attentional challenges, rather than a disorder.Watch Now:Apple podcastsTime-stamps:00:00 Introduction and Background03:19Awakening to the Flaws in Mainstream Mental Health Approaches05:09 Influence of Pharmaceutical Industry on Mental Health Field08:57 Lack of Efficacy and Safety of Psychiatric Drugs12:16 Prevalence and Problems with SSRIs and Stimulants28:30 Meta-Analysis on SSRIs and Suicide Risk40:21 Conflict of Interest in Research43:13 Ghostwriting and Pharmaceutical Influence45:21 Corruption in Medical Organizations48:55 Lack of Proper Analysis by FDA56:06 Overprescription of ADHD Medications01:01:48 Mass Indoctrination in Education01:10:38 The Rise of ADHD Diagnoses01:21:25 The Power of Behavioral Interventions01:26:28 The Influence of Pharmaceutical Industry and Labeling01:32:19 Understanding ADHD as a Spectrum01:43:00 The Value of Unique Skills and Abilities01:50:13 The Normalization of Attentional Challenges01:59:18 Cultivating Inner Reality and Expectations01:56:24 Depathologizing Mental Health01:59:44 The Challenges of Achievement and More02:01:06 The Value and Limitations of Labels02:03:15 Understanding ADHD on a Spectrum02:04:23The Spectrum of Trauma and PTSD02:08:10 The Mismatch Between Evolution and Modern Society02:19:19The Value and Danger of Labels02:28:39 Cultural Factors and Changing the Culture02:29:12 Future Discussions: Trauma and TreatmentsOur exciting first podcast sponsor:Alcami Elements - a premium herbal supplement for energy, focus, and concentration. Alcami contains 9 high-quality adaptogens that can help regulate your nervous system and optimize energy and focus. Adaptogens are herbs and mushrooms that help build the body’s resilience to stress.Get 10% off your first order or 30% off a monthly subscription using the code "illusion” here:https://www.alcamielements.com/products/alcami-elements-life-enhancing-beverageSubscribe to Dr. McFillin’s Substack: This is a public episode. If you’d like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.illusionconsensus.com/subscribe
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Mar 22, 2024 • 1h 25min

Episode 40: Charles Rixey On Investigating The Origins of The Covid-19 Virus

Citizen scientists investigate lab leak theory of Covid-19, challenge natural origin narrative. Uncovering deleted sequences from Wuhan lab database. Unveiling efforts to suppress truth in scientific community. Importance of transparency and restoring trust in science discussed.
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Mar 20, 2024 • 3h

Major Release: Cardiologist Dr. Anish Koka On Changing His Mind On Vaccinating Young, Healthy People (Episode 39)

This 3-hour long conversation is with Philadelphia cardiologist Dr. Anish Koka. He is one of the few brave voices in the cardiology community that changed his views in real time and spoke out against mass Covid vaccination absent any reliable safety and efficacy data for cardiac outcomes in particular.Myocarditis happens to be the most common severe adverse event associated with the mRNA vaccines — concentrated in young, healthy men — and instead of honestly discussing the risks and benefits, the CDC and FDA gaslit the public and harmed untold numbers of young people who no conceivable reason to benefit.In this wide-ranging conversation, Dr. Anish Koka and I discuss how he came to regret vaccinating young, healthy people at his clinic and his comprehensive analysis of the relevant vaccine myocarditis data.We need more clinicians and scientists like Dr. Koka. This podcast may offer a glimmer of hope.Our exciting first podcast sponsor:Alcami Elements - a premium herbal supplement for energy, focus, and concentration. Alcami contains 9 high-quality adaptogens that can help regulate your nervous system and optimize energy and focus. Adaptogens are herbs and mushrooms that help build the body’s resilience to stress.Get 10% off your first order or 30% off a monthly subscription using the code "illusion” here:https://www.alcamielements.com/products/alcami-elements-life-enhancing-beverageQuotes from the podcast:“Me running around saying it's ‘safe and effective,’ and giving it to 17-year-olds, given that most of the patients that were in the vaccine studies weren't 17-years-old — I wasn't technically correct.”“This is a very cardioactive vaccine”“I would not give it to low risk people again…That was a mistake on my part.”Takeaways* The data suggests that COVID-19-related myocarditis is different from vaccine-related myocarditis, with the latter showing higher troponin levels and a higher likelihood of scar formation.* Myocarditis should not be characterized as a mild condition, as it can have significant consequences and requires hospital care and follow-up.* Higher troponin levels indicate more severe heart muscle damage and a higher risk of long-term impacts. Higher cardiac biomarkers indicate more heart muscle damage and a higher chance of long-term impacts* The smallpox vaccine had side effects, leading to its discontinuation despite its effectiveness against smallpox.* The mRNA vaccines for COVID-19 have shown a higher risk of myocarditis in young men. Myocarditis is more commonly seen with the Moderna vaccine compared to the Pfizer vaccine, likely due to the higher mRNA dose in the Moderna vaccine.* The initial vaccine trials had limitations, and the effectiveness of vaccines against new variants is uncertain. Interpreting studies and data related to COVID-19 requires epistemic humility and careful consideration of the baseline risk of viral infections.* A study from Korea found severe cases of vaccine myocarditis, highlighting the importance of understanding the severity of adverse events.Time-stamps:02:21 Evolution of the COVID Vaccine Conversation08:09 Myocarditis and Previous Vaccines26:39 Discussion on Vaccine Efficacy35:22 Uncertainty about Vaccine Benefit40:25 Limitations of Vaccine Recommendations43:54 Risk of COVID-19 in Healthy Children48:10 Granularity and Humility in Public Health57:31 Differences Between COVID-19 Myocarditis and Vaccine Myocarditis01:03 Misconceptions about COVID-19 Myocarditis01:08 Misleading Comparisons of Myocarditis Rates01:21:36Troponin Levels in Myocarditis Cases(Note: our podcast editing software was not able to generate full time-stamps for the whole 3 hour show. We apologize for this and aim to contact tech support to ameliorate this)If you would like to help us fund our podcast expansion to Rumble and YouTube (we would like to hire a producer and purchase professional theme music and graphics when we are financially able!), you may donate to us here. Your support is greatly appreciated:https://donorbox.org/help-fund-independent-journalism-2 This is a public episode. If you’d like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.illusionconsensus.com/subscribe
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Mar 19, 2024 • 45min

IMPORTANT Episode 38: My Thoughts On The Murthy v. Missouri Supreme Court Hearing Yesterday

Hi everyone,I have just recorded my first thoughts on the Murthy v. Missouri case, which involves the foundational First Amendment rights of Americans. I delve into the history of the case and the concerns about the Biden administration’s censorship regime. Also, I go into some detail about the preliminary injunction and Judge Terry Doughty's ruling, as well as the appeal to the Fifth Circuit Court of Appeals. This is the first part of our exclusive Murthy v. Missouri coverage. Rav and I will be recording a podcast next to discuss the implications further. Moreover, we will be recording episodes with my co-plaintiff Aaron Kheriaty and Jenin Younes (an attorney on the case). The Illusion of Consensus is a citizen-funded podcast. Please consider supporting us by becoming a paid member:Takeaways:* The Murthy v. Biden case involves the First Amendment rights of Americans and concerns about censorship by the Biden administration.* There is a pattern of social media censorship, with the government directing social media companies to censor speech on various topics.* The preliminary injunction in the case ruled that the Biden administration was violating First Amendment rights, but the case is still ongoing.* The Supreme Court's decision in this case will have significant implications for the protection of free speech and the role of the government in censorship.Listen now:Apple:Spotify:Chapters:00:00 Introduction to the Murthy v. Missouri Case01:00 Concerns about Censorship by the Biden Administration04:00 Role of the Government in Censorship06:03 Preliminary Injunction and Judge Terry Doughty's Ruling08:13 Appeal to the Fifth Circuit Court of Appeals09:39 Limitations of the Preliminary Injunction10:34 Stanford University's Involvement12:02 Government as the Source of Misinformation16:20 Supreme Court Hearing: Standing and Traceability21:45 Traceability and Coercion by the Government24:35 First Amendment and its Application26:33 Government's Argument for Censorship28:30 Analogies and Differences with Traditional Media31:27 Coercion vs. Persuasion by the Government35:12 Restrictions on Social Media Companies39:05 Hypotheticals and the First Amendment43:19 Stakes and Importance of the Supreme Court DecisionIf you would like to help us fund our podcast expansion to Rumble and YouTube, you may donate to us here. Your support is greatly appreciated:https://donorbox.org/help-fund-independent-journalism-2 This is a public episode. If you’d like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.illusionconsensus.com/subscribe
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Mar 15, 2024 • 36min

URGENT Episode 37: Dr. Kulvinder Kaur Gives Her FIRST EVER Interview On Being Persecuted For Anti-Lockdown Advocacy

Hi everyone,Dr. Kulvinder Kaur Gill, a specialist physician in Ontario, faced tremendous backlash for advocating against lockdowns and speaking out about the broader health impacts of COVID-19 policies. She was labeled as an anti-vaxxer and faced multiple complaints to her professional regulator. Despite her strong scientific background and advocacy for evidence-based medicine, she was targeted by powerful entities in the Canadian media and medical communities.Dr. Gill filed a defamation lawsuit to clear her name. The court procedural/motion decision and the cost order were both appealed, ultimately leading to a costs order of nearly $300K ordered in late February 2024 with just weeks to pay. She is now facing financial hardship and may have to declare bankruptcy.In our 35 minute special podcast episode, we discuss all of this.Please donate to Kulvinder’s legal fund to help support her:https://www.givesendgo.com/kulvinderFollow her on X:https://twitter.com/dockaurGTakeaways* Dr. Kulvinder Kaur Gill faced backlash and persecution for advocating against lockdowns and speaking out about the broader health impacts of COVID-19 policies.* She was labeled as an anti-vaxxer and faced multiple complaints to her professional regulator, despite her strong scientific background and advocacy for evidence-based medicine.* Powerful entities in the Canadian media and medical communities targeted Dr. Gill, leading to a defamation lawsuit. However, the court ruled against her and ordered her to pay $1.2 million in costs.* Dr. Gill is now facing financial hardship and may have to declare bankruptcy.Chapters00:00 Introduction and Background02:17Advocacy for Health and Concerns for Marginalized Communities03:14 Backlash and Labeling as an Anti-Vaxxer06:32 Advocacy Against Lockdowns and Focus on Immunity11:42 Persecution and Attacks on Reputation28:49 Court Ruling and Financial Burden32:01 Implications and Give Send Go Campaign34:22 Recognition and Gratitude This is a public episode. If you’d like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.illusionconsensus.com/subscribe

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