End Seeking & Live As Truth These Vlogs are Dedicated to my Mom. I Love You. Also to Andrew & the HOME DAO. https://thehomedao.com Everything filmed with iPhone 11 / 14. Edited in Premiere Pro. SCRIPT 📝 When an athlete performs, there is just the flow. There is no identity, separation, time, or ideas. The same thing is true during dance, art, creation, or combat. One is in the zone, feeling everything, cherishing the isness. Any ideas of being an entity in time are impossible to be present. If they arise, the flow is immediately lost to self-consciousness. How am I performing? How am I being perceived? Am I good enough? It is a contraction of the wHole into an illusion of being a separate part. When there is no entity, there is pure flow, these questions never arise. There is a fearlessness and conviction that cannot be found elsewhere. This is why spiritual realization of empty light yields purity of flow. The entity mirage is no longer able to be formed, ever. This purity of flow is an absolute trip on every sensation, emotion, thought, relationship, transformation, contraction, and expansion. Loving the dance is like being a tree or a bird chirping on the branch. It is like being a sensei hysterically laughing then sniping delusion. It is a complete and utter surrender into the mysterious infinite flow. Allowing everything to be as it is like the sunlight shines. Learning how to die deeper into love. Learning how to balance it with wisdom. It is the visceral and irreversible realization that nothing is happening outside of perception. Perception is obviously the ultimate experiencing creation. There is nothing left but to die into the dance. To completely and utterly die on your sword. LOCATIONS 🌍 0:00 Santorini, Greece 0:18 Dreams Las Mareas, Costa Rica 0:36 Northern Ave, Yerevan Armenia 1:11 Parque Nacional Volcán Tenorio with Julio & Tristen 1:32 Temple of Poseidon, Cape Sounio 1:51 Armenistis Lighthouse, Mykonos 2:09 Leafcutter Ant Colony, Costa Rica 2:21 Ureni Restaurant, Dilijan Armenia 2:30 Playa Manzanillo, Costa Rica 2:49 Playa El Jobo, Costa Rica 3:01 Tel Aviv Port, Israel 3:15 Parque Nacional Cahuita, Costa Rica 3:25 Cascade, Yerevan Armenia 3:39 Nxt Museum, Amsterdam https://allensaakyan.com

End Seeking & Live As Truth These Vlogs are Dedicated to my Mom. I Love You. Also to Andrew & the HOME DAO. https://thehomedao.com Everything filmed with iPhone 11 / 14. Edited in Premiere Pro. SCRIPT 📝 The end of the dream is a radical and permanent shift in perception. There is no longer an ability to be lost in the entity mirage. The vacuity has become clear home and identity, non-temporal, non-local, distributed like a web. All dojo martial art is performed from here. It is no longer ever left or forgotten. It is ragingly pure, radiant, and empty, all day every day. It is laughable the deluded programs that are running. Everything is avoiding void, engaging in drama. If void could not veil itself, there would be no story. The wHole veiling itself into separate parts enables contraction and expansion. The only data that is comprehended is perceptual, experiential. The math that the void cares about is morphisms in seeing. Seeing through the veil of separation is what gives possibility to transform into wHoleness. All dojo martial art is catalyzing perceptual morphisms, whether introjecting conditioned programs of contraction, or expanding by breaking free of all boxes and limits. When complete empty freedom is fully reunited with, no matter what the sensate combat, the wHole is never lost. A sensei is only birthed by ending seeking, spirituality, learning, and knowledge. It is an exhaustion and dissolution that happens all by itself. There are no more dualisms, conceptual elaborations, or questions whatsoever. One has fully taken back the empty throne and closed all loops. By knowing nothing and being no one, one knows everything and is every one. This is the ultimate identity of the wHole. One infinite in endless dance. LOCATIONS 🌍 0:00 Wildlife Habitat, South Africa 0:10 Table Mountain, Cape Town 0:39 Plettenberg Bay, South Africa 1:06 Santorini, Greece 1:14 Mykonos, Greece 1:32 Mount Lycabettus, Athens 1:44 Astir Beach, Vouliagmeni 1:54 140 Carat Diamond, Louvre 2:22 Iridescent Foam, Santorini 2:30 All Souls College, Oxford UK 2:36 St. George's Church, Old Cairo 2:45 Golden Temple, Amritsar 3:02 La Défense, Paris 3:22 Ano Mera, Mykonos 3:42 Van Gogh Museum, Amsterdam 3:55 Tel Aviv, Israel https://allensaakyan.com

End Seeking & Live As Truth These Vlogs are Dedicated to my Mom. I Love You. Also to Andrew & the HOME DAO. https://thehomedao.com Everything filmed with iPhone 11 / 14. Edited in Premiere Pro. SCRIPT 📝 Everything is air contracting and expanding. This air is ultimately nothing, without location, sensing. Nervous systems have no identity besides conditioned delusion. Eyeballs and perception are empty just like space. The space inside all buildings is the same. The labels we slap on them are different. Focusing on differences in furniture is like being lost in skin color, nationality, or politics. These clouds of sensations are nebulae of stardust. Everything is air sensing, without separate entities, nor labels, ideas, or time. The air undergoes contract to contract into pain, solidity, separation. There are options in all contracts to expand back into vastness. These options can take cycles to be exercised, avoiding the return to the nothing one ultimately is at the center of the wheel. Air frequently clings to its pain, righteousness, and ideas, shielding, deflecting, insisting, all to avoid the infinite void. It does not come without great pain to surrender all of one's existence. Air goes through dark nights while deprogramming perception back to emptiness. These expansions feel like psychological deaths, purges, exorcisms. The demonic programs are seen to be profound servants. The devil is both one's best friend and greatest enemy. It is the way air spars itself. Not a single pupil is anything other than this identityless eternity. The only thing it has is to cling to these mirages in a shoreless sea, or exercise the option to let go, surrender, and sink into the abyss. Air will forever condition itself across endless playgrounds, contracting and expanding in ceaseless exploration. There is no stop button, but there is lasting well-being. The only way to access it is to forgo self and reunite with void. LOCATIONS 🌍 0:00 Namgyal Monastery, Dharamshala 0:20 California Science Center, Los Angeles 0:50 National Museum of Modern Art, Paris 2:06 Musée d'Orsay, Paris 2:35 Sacré Coeur, Paris 3:34 Saghmosavank Monastery, Armenia 3:55 British Museum, UK 4:09 National Museum of Modern Art, Paris https://allensaakyan.com

End Seeking & Live As Truth These Vlogs are Dedicated to my Mom. I Love You. Also to Andrew & the HOME DAO. https://thehomedao.com Everything filmed with iPhone 11 / 14. Edited in Premiere Pro. SCRIPT 📝 Remove everything from your heads up display, what is left? No name, no time, no entity, not a single idea about what is. The pupil is void, it has no attributes. It is the highest degree of freedom. Looking has no orientation, things have no meaning. You have found truth by being completely lost. What remains is whatever you are without conditioning. It is the purest rawest form of unfiltered you. It is your duty and honor to die on this sword. Whatever you are destined to be. I am speaking to the boxless one, the fearless one. The one who can roar for peace, then gently hold a baby. The Shapeshifter. Establish your covenant with divinity by being nothing. Not a single conditioned idea this collective has can touch empty space. This purest truth imaginable has the pinnacle of unity codes. Sacrifice everything into this absence for the dark light to shine. Not a single thing can be held onto. The heads up display must be empty. How can you be free if you are attached to all these ideas and things? Subtract all ideas and radically minimize belongings. Zero surface area. Trust that the body vehicle will be nourished as you stand in truth. Not a single external addition. The complete end of learning. It is quite logical that through absence, potentiality is birthed. The illusion of an entity reifying itself is the highest form of contraction. You are only corruptible when you are your ideas. Awakeness is boxless and without distinctions. The bodysuit is appearing in Timeless Awakeness. Never hold your tongue. Fearlessly bring this truth into the darkest corners of Earth. Without any reified ideas, a vacuity being a monkey remains. It is the complete cessation of an entity existing in time. It is the complete freedom of unlimited spontaneous play. Zero solidity. Total letting go into the mystery. LOCATIONS 🌍 0:00 Amberd Fortress, Armenia 0:12 Garni Temple, Armenia 0:24 Geghard Monastery Cave, Armenia 0:39 Republic Square, Yerevan 1:14 Cascade, Yerevan 1:24 Yerevan 2800th Anniversary Park 1:45 Delphi, Greece 2:02 Ancient Agora of Athens 2:16 Great Sphinx of Giza, Egypt 2:33 Saqqara, Egypt 2:42 Taj Mahal, India 2:56 Agra Fort, India 3:07 Beatles Cafe, Rishikesh 3:21 Ganga River, Rishikesh 3:30 Kalia Beach, Dead Sea 3:49 Westminster Abbey, UK 4:04 Amsterdam, Netherlands 4:19 Van Gogh Museum 4:42 Red Beach, Santorini 4:58 Mykonos, Greece with Mom https://allensaakyan.com

End Seeking & Live As Truth These Vlogs are Dedicated to my Mom. I Love You. Also to Andrew & the HOME DAO. https://thehomedao.com Everything filmed with iPhone 11 / 14. Edited in Premiere Pro. SCRIPT 📝 Dropping the delusion of being born and dying, I find awake space without name, location, or time. This is found by rejecting all attributes, a process of pure subtraction. Metabolizing pain by entering what I fear most, departing righteousness, entering repentance. True transformation does not come without psychological death. An extreme ownership for every feeling of contraction. Not just on the level of the body, but for the collective organism. Taking on the burden in this lifetime to be transfigured into the uncreated light. To be a vessel for the purest frequency of the divine to be channeled through the flesh. What will remain is wholeness and love, a transformative space for catharsis. This aura is basic needs for all, creative freedom, and peaceful playground Earth. Alchemizing all hatred into love. All greed into service. By realizing one is not, the body effortlessly surrenders to serving the wHole. Unique cultural attributes can be celebrated, while grounded in peaceful unity. It is like holding MDMA therapy sessions for all border wars and billionaires. Fearful memories and hoarding pathways become extinct. We are left with forgiveness, healing transgenerational trauma. Petty ego interests are seen as empty, and underlying holistic programs emerge. We transmute our budgets of weaponry into basic needs prosperity. Finally an alien civilization looks and says, "they are ready." As long as you still hate an "other," you cannot be initiated. Without airing out your most beloved secrets, you are inauthentic, hiding. Fearlessly say what you fear most and be free of it looming over you. Cease entertaining anything that is not the highest decentralized and prosperous timeline for Earth. Lose your self, and find the wHole. LOCATIONS 🌍 0:00 Jerusalem 0:08 Church of the Holy Sepulchre 0:16 Christ's Tomb 0:31 Western Wall 0:42 Church of Nativity, Bethlehem 0:49 Christ's Birthplace 1:04 Mount of Temptation, Jericho 1:34 Church of the Transfiguration, Israel 2:20 Windsor Castle, UK 2:30 Sainte-Chapelle, Paris 3:05 Musée d'Orsay, Paris 3:25 Louvre Museum, Paris https://allensaakyan.com

End Seeking & Live As Truth These Vlogs are Dedicated to my Mom. I Love You. Also to Andrew & the HOME DAO. https://thehomedao.com Everything filmed with iPhone 11 / 14. Edited in Premiere Pro. SCRIPT 📝 What makes you think there is an orientation to this freedom? How could there possibly be an answer when everything is happening simultaneously? As we speak, some yarn balls are tangling up, while others are unwinding. The picnic has endless choices all happening at once. Without your pain, would you have any wisdom? Without dropping a nuke, would you know peace? There is no orientation within chaos. It is pure anarchy attempting to be ordered. When one is not empty, one is not wHole, one is corruptible. Only trauma attempts to lead. The healed ignite emptiness, which effortlessly leads holistically. Yet if the veil is my greatest creation, and I am seeking a more intensified drama, how could I possibly make a preferred ground out of healing? By first feeling the neutrality of non-duality and non-orientability, I am able to clearly see, and polarize to what my heart desires. Coming from the purity of empty space, I am able to pick the programs of love and unity that I want to run. But one must remember it is not a ground. Some are eating the sandwich of contraction. Others are eating the mushrooms of expansion. Speaking in superposition is impossible. What cannot be said must be left alone. One can only be the truth. And one needs to disappear for it to shine. The only question remains, what will you choose? LOCATIONS 🌍 0:00 Ash Cave, Ohio 0:13 Old Man's Cave, Ohio with Andrew 0:30 Ganga River, Rishikesh 0:39 Himalayan Geode, Rishikesh 0:55 Timber Cove, California 1:04 Salt Point, California 1:21 Dublin Link, Ohio 1:36 Arunachala, Tiruvannamalai 2:05 Royal Enfield Cruising, Tiruvannamalai 2:29 Gala Wedding, Vadodara India 2:37 Tarang Gala 2:53 Aishwariya Rathod 3:08 Sacré Coeur, France https://allensaakyan.com

End Seeking & Live As Truth These Vlogs are Dedicated to my Mom. I Love You. Also to Andrew & the HOME DAO. https://thehomedao.com Everything filmed with iPhone 11 / 14. Edited in Premiere Pro. SCRIPT 📝 The only way to hold space is to be nothing. This means having no ideas or preferences, being a complete vacuum. In this absence, a pure mirror remains. The reflections are based on what is desired. The essence of the mirror is love and unity. There is no one there, it is unable to be triggered. As long as it is getting triggered, it is in purification school. Learning how to unconditionally love and cleanly reflect. It is best approached by an earnest desire for transformation. The reflections will be into the unconscious blind spots. The unready will avoid. The ready will be initiated. What will remain is the martial art of consciousness. It will become ritual to illuminate every speck of one's unconscious. In doing so, ancestral pain is healed and descendants are born free. One is always holding the throne of transformative space. One always knows they are used as a mirror for purification. One is always in dojo, navigating the destruction of the false and the birth of truth. One will meet dojo masters which will become best friends. Such is the course of a unified consciousness. Either you choose the center, or you carve it out. There is nowhere else to go. LOCATIONS 🌍 0:00 Eiffel Tower, France 0:21 Rosetta Stone, British Museum 0:47 National Civil Rights Museum, Memphis 1:14 Mahabodhi Temple, Bodh Gaya 1:37 Dungeshwari Caves, Bodh Gaya 1:50 Dharamshala, India 2:09 Namgyal Monastery, McLeod Ganj 2:23 Thangka Mandala https://allensaakyan.com

End Seeking & Live As Truth These Vlogs are Dedicated to my Mom. I Love You. Also to Andrew & the HOME DAO. https://thehomedao.com Everything filmed with iPhone 11 / 14. Edited in Premiere Pro. SCRIPT 📝 What if my mind was made of nothing? What if consciousness was felt to be pure empty space? What would change if I started to identify as this space instead of my labels? I would enter into a new dimension of dojo, testing what it means to be love. Learning how to stay balanced as this empty space and relativity. Learning the deepest truths of quantum mechanics inside myself. Directly experiencing how the entire battleground of reality is mind. Existence is dependent on how I see. The moment I switch my identity to the pupil inside everyone's eyes, the more distributed and free I am. The more reality is a fun house, reflecting my state of being. Everyone I encounter is myself, training me in martial arts. Fearlessly knowing that by contracting into the deepest sensations of pain, I am alchemizing new reaches up towards the heavens. I never avoid my fears because my identity is space. In fact, I ritually enter the worst things imaginable as they paradoxically increase the vastness. In this absence, I am wHole. I seek nothing, as I am nothing. I am lovingly everything. I have surrendered and disappeared into truth. Will you join me or once again avoid the void? LOCATIONS 🌍 0:00 Arc de Triomphe, France 0:16 Big Ben, UK 0:29 London Eye, UK 0:41 Sky Garden, UK 0:52 Golden Temple, Amritsar 1:23 Palace of Versailles, France 1:46 Gardens of Versailles, France 2:03 Ganga Ghats, Varanasi 2:17 Sunrise Cruise, Varanasi https://allensaakyan.com

End Seeking & Live As Truth These Vlogs are Dedicated to my Mom. I Love You. Also to Andrew & the HOME DAO. https://thehomedao.com Everything filmed with iPhone 11 / 14. Edited in Premiere Pro. SCRIPT 📝 What if before the identity of my name was the identity of pure consciousness? This pure consciousness not having a location, but rather spread out as a web across all people. What if before all my labels of nationality, career, sexuality, politics... was a unity of pure love looking out all eyes at the same time? What would change if I could feel the perfection inside of myself that we normally seek in outside objects and experiences? What would this peace and completeness enable in my relations? I would become transformative space for whatever work wants to be done. I would let go of my habit to project and move outside of myself for happiness. The ideas and programs that I run would slowly come to a halt, freeing up my space. I would untangle my tight grips of associating with endless labels. I would become more free and malleable, holistic and loving, inclusive, cherishing. I go back to the moment I was born and I realize I had none of these labels, not even my name. I was pure perception, pure consciousness, pure love, pure innocence, unborn. Then I went on this contraction and expansion journey on behalf of learning for infinity. In my expanded home of pure consciousness, I am fearless. I can process any sensation, emotion, or alchemize the deepest pain. Because I now know myself as the indestructible space allowing anything to happen. I no longer see separation, as I am everywhere and nowhere. I see this space in all eyes, and feel transcendent love everywhere I look. I have found the ultimate, the supreme, as the diamond of pure consciousness inside us all. Fear not, as you have never left your throne. Remember it, if you so wish. LOCATIONS 🌍 0:00 Matrimandir, India 0:09 Arc de Triomphe, France 0:31 Ocean Cove, California with Tyger 0:41 Santorini, Greece with Mom 0:58 Yerevan, Armenia with Dad 1:04 Buckingham Palace, UK 1:21 China Beach, California 1:34 Avera Fitness, Sioux Falls 1:40 Brulé Concert, Levitt Shell 2:07 Dubai Mall, UAE 2:19 Sri Ramana Ashram, Tiruvannamalai 2:33 Dalit Villages, Bodh Gaya 2:49 Teaching English, Saraswati Free School 2:58 Gala Wedding, Vadodara India 3:16 Haldi Ceremony Pool Shenanigans 3:39 Louvre, France 3:55 Mona Lisa, Louvre https://allensaakyan.com

End Seeking & Live As Truth These Vlogs are Dedicated to my Mom. I Love You. Also to Andrew & the HOME DAO. https://thehomedao.com Everything filmed with iPhone 11 / 14. Edited in Premiere Pro. SCRIPT 📝 You've probably heard before, there's nothing to seek. You're already it. But what exactly am I? Could there be an absolute answer and a relative answer based on where I'm at in my journey? The absolute answer as the tether of infinity we've never left. The relative answer as whatever we believe our limited identity to be. And how would one go about making a transformation in identity? It is as though all contraction is in our pain. And in order to feel the expansion, we must heal. Purging the perception of victimization. Ceasing scapegoating, no longer able to blame an other. We have to cry. We have to accept ourselves. We have to accept the whole drama. And this is where we find our freedom. Finding a spacious identity behind the character. Uniting with the Source that gives rise to all characters. Ceasing our obsession with self. Amplifying our alignment as the wHole. At this point, nothing will matter more than collective prosperity. Meeting basic needs and helping each other fall in love. But there is no arguing with the divine course of the ship. One side of the painting may want to keep its contraction. Do not pry their chains. The other side of the painting can build new sovereign villages. One is not better than another. Once you reach this point of balance, you sit in the window. On one side is transcendent space, vacuous, brilliant potentiality. On the other side is relative physicality, drama, the greatest story ever told. Allow everything to be as it is, remaining as the tip of the paintbrush. Have fun, laugh, love, cherish, enjoy. You've never left home. LOCATIONS 🌍 0:00 Giza, Egypt 0:08 Athens, Greece 0:17 Stonehenge, UK 0:30 Eiffel Tower, France 0:55 Taj Mahal, India 1:10 Genocide Memorial, Armenia 1:27 Great Buddha, Bodh Gaya 1:43 Les Invalides, Paris 2:16 Vari, Greece 2:25 Hall of Mirrors, Versailles 2:52 Paris, France 3:00 Tiruvannamalai, India https://allensaakyan.com