

Buddha at the Gas Pump
Rick Archer
Conversations with spiritually awakening people.
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Nov 21, 2023 • 1h 53min
694. Yvonne Kason
Dr. Yvonne Kason MD, MEd, CCFP, FCFP, is the President and Co-Founder of Spiritual Awakenings International and the Past-President of IANDS (2019-2020). Dr. Kason is the person who in 1994 first coined the phrase “Spiritually Transformative Experiences” or “STEs”. She is also the Group-Leader and Co-Founder of Toronto Awakenings Sharing Group.
Dr. Kason has had 5 Near-Death Experiences (NDEs), 2 in her childhood and 3 in her adult life, as well as multiple Spiritually Transformative Experiences (STEs) of many kinds. Dr. Kason is a retired family physician and MD-psychotherapist, previously on faculty at the University of Toronto, and an internationally renowned medical expert on NDEs, Kundalini Awakening, and other STEs.
In 1990, Dr. Kason was the first Canadian medical doctor to specialize her medical practice in the research and counseling of patients with diverse types of STEs. She has over 40 years’ experience counseling STE Experiencers. She co-founded the Kundalini Research Network in 1990, was the Chair of the Kundalini Research Network’s Questionnaire research project, results published in Explore, July 2020. She co-founded the Spirituality in Health-Care Network in 2000.
Dr. Kason has six published books, her most recent, Soul Lessons from the Light: How Spiritually Transformative Experiences Changed My Life (December 2022) and Touched by the Light: Exploring Spiritually Transformative Experiences (2019). She has made hundreds of professional presentations, has given scores of media interviews, and is in demand as a keynote speaker.
Websites:
dryvonnekason.com
spiritualawakeningsinternational.org
torontoawakenings.org
Discussion of this interview in the BatGap Community Facebook Group.
Summary and transcript of this interview
Interview recorded November 5, 2023
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction to Buddha at the Gas Pump
00:02:58 - Yvonne's Near-death Experiences and Past Lives
00:06:43 - Childhood Near-Death Experience and Flying
00:10:37 - Near-Death Experience in a Car Accident
00:14:50 - Seeing Ghosts and Near-Death Experiences
00:18:44 - A Powerful Meditation Experience
00:23:21 - Meeting Gopi Krishna and the Revelation of Kundalini Awakening
00:27:39 - Different Experiences of Awakening
00:31:57 - Psychiatric illnesses and spiritual awakening
00:35:53 - Balanced Approach to Spiritual Awakening
00:40:30 - The Harrowing Plane Crash Experience
00:44:29 - The Voice's Guidance and Ignoring it
00:49:06 - Experiencing Infinite Intelligence
00:52:44 - The Miraculous Rescue
00:56:28 - Transformative Aftereffects of a Near-Death Experience
01:00:36 - Clairvoyant Experiences and the Truth-O-Meter
01:04:37 - Advocate for Experiencers of Kundalini and Spiritual Transformation
01:09:06 - Spiritual Awakenings International and the Global Awakening
01:12:51 - The Concept of Peace and Harmony in Warfare and Defense
01:15:55 - Judicious use of drugs in Kundalini awakening
01:20:33 - Premonitions and Near-Death Experiences
01:24:54 - A Benevolent Being in an Unusual Posture
01:29:41 - The Shift in Spiritual Goals
01:33:22 - Deepening and Exploring
01:37:42 - Crossing Over and the Realm of Light
01:41:23 - A Profound Awakening: Remembering Past Lives and Understanding Interconnectedness
01:46:21 - Perceiving the Complexity of Time
01:50:12 - A Miracle Healing Journey
01:54:45 - Never give up hope
01:58:00 - Collaborating with Beings for Reincarnation
02:00:46 - Coughing Fits and Goodbyes

Nov 8, 2023 • 1h 34min
693. Jem Bendell
Renowned scholar Jem Bendell discusses the breakdown of modern societies due to environmental change. He criticizes the manipulation of climate change data and explores the concept of collective consciousness. The podcast also delves into the complexity of the human nervous system and the possibility of a future conscious species. They discuss the potential collapse and its aftermath, the idea of living hope-free, and the importance of empathy and practicing self-love. The concept of oceanic consciousness and mindfulness are explored as well.

Oct 24, 2023 • 1h 40min
692. Ruth Kastner
Ruth E. Kastner earned her M.S. in Physics and Ph.D. in History and Philosophy of Science from the University of Maryland. Since that time, she has taught widely and conducted research in Foundations of Physics, particularly in interpretations of quantum theory. She was one of three winners of the 2021 Alumni Research Award at the University of Maryland, College Park. She is the author of 3 books: The Transactional Interpretation of Quantum Theory: The Reality of Possibility (Cambridge University Press, 2012; 2nd edition just published, 2022), Understanding Our Unseen Reality: Solving Quantum Riddles (Imperial College Press, 2015); and Adventures In Quantumland: Exploring Our Unseen Reality (World Scientific, 2019). She has presented talks and interviews throughout the world and in video recordings on the interpretational challenges of quantum theory, and has a blog at transactionalinterpretation.org. She is also a dedicated yoga practitioner and received her 200-Hour Yoga Alliance Instructor Certification in February, 2020.
Website: ruthekastner.org
Discussion of this interview in the BatGap Community Facebook Group
Transcript and summary of this interview
Interview recorded October 21, 2023.
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction to Buddha at the Gas Pump
00:04:03 - The Importance of Physical Fitness and Yoga
00:08:00 - Discovering the Transactional Interpretation
00:11:58 - The Connection between Consciousness and Spirituality
00:16:28 - The Yin-Yang Nature of Quantum Theory
00:21:50 - The Reality of Quantum Possibilities
00:26:08 - The Blind Men and the Elephant
00:29:38 - The Measurement Problem and Consciousness
00:36:21 - The Orthodox Position on Dark Matter and Dark Energy
00:41:10 - Events and the Illusion of Space-Time
00:44:08 - The Analogy of Enlightenment and the Game of Life
00:47:10 - The Shimmering Intelligence in Every Particle of Creation
00:53:15 - Pathology and the Neglect of Yin
00:55:34 - The Taboo of Passivity and Eastern Wisdom
00:58:00 - The Debate on Free Will
01:00:39 - The Ad hoc Nature of the Feynman Propagator
01:01:21 - The Flatland Analogy
01:04:48 - Mr. Flatland and the Sphere
01:08:16 - The Controversy Surrounding the Term "Consciousness"
01:11:50 - Volition and Symmetry Breaking in Nature
01:15:01 - The Relationality of Charged Particles
01:18:22 - Understanding outcomes in the transactional picture
01:21:52 - Mastery over the Laws of Nature
01:24:56 - The Holographic Principle and its Significance
01:29:23 - Quantum Theory and the Physical World
01:33:25 - The Power and Limitations of Physical Science
01:43:30 - The Interconnectedness of String Theory
01:49:12 - The Flow of Time and Phenomena
01:54:24 - The Cosmos: Conscious Being or Product of Chance and Necessity

Oct 17, 2023 • 2h 11min
691. Jennifer Lisa Vest
Jennifer Lisa Vest, scientist, philosopher, and intuitive, discusses the importance of proper training in the spiritual genre. She explores early experiences with spirits, the significance of humility in psychic abilities, being sensitive to client needs, client dependency, and ethical considerations. Additionally, she explores manipulating others, the influence of magnetic auras, the purpose of gifts and traditions, misuse of sexual energy, ceremonies to help spirits move on, choosing teachers and colleagues, and ethics, balance, and healing energy.

Sep 27, 2023 • 1h 40min
690. Bill Witherspoon
Bill Witherspoon is a life-long visual artist, serial entrepreneur, and lover of sky. In his six decades, living on and off in the High Steppe desert in southeastern Oregon, he has painted watercolor skies, practiced ancient art as spiritual discipline, and weathered that pristine geological expanse.
As an artist, over the last four decades, Bill has mounted 40 one-man exhibitions of paintings, prints, and sculptures (1968 – 2020), in addition to desert public art projects. He is also the founder and Creative Director of The Sky Factory, a fine arts, digital technology, and cognitive science studio that designs and manufactures the world’s only research-verified virtual skylights—Luminous SkyCeilings and Luminous Virtual Windows.
His first book, Enter Space—Stories from the High Desert, lays witness to a life surrounded by that rare, unsummoned vastness; one that those of us steeped in the ceaseless churn of urban life can now imagine living through the faithful record of the artist’s experience.
Book: Enter Space: Stories from the High Desert
Sri Yantra: The Oregon Desert Mystery FULL MOVIE
Transcript and Summary of this interview
Discussion of this interview in the BatGap Community Facebook Group
Interview recorded September 3, 2023.
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction and Background of Bill Witherspoon
00:04:49 - A Life of Adventure and Silence
00:09:25 - Being Swept Away by the Waterfall
00:12:52 - A Life-Threatening Water Rescue
00:16:34 - The Near-Drowning Experience That Changed My Life
00:21:02 - The Transcendent Experience of Meditation
00:24:35 - Climbing the Radio Tower and Facing Danger at Sea
00:29:01 - Seeing More Deeply
00:32:33 - Healing the Eye of the Heart
00:36:42 - The Burning Shell
00:40:15 - Learning and Growth through Perseverance
00:43:50 - The Sri Yantra: An Instance of a Law of Nature
00:48:10 - The Bindu
00:52:38 - The New Kind of Seeing
00:57:00 - The Essence of Memory and Love
01:01:06 - A Slideshow of Photographic Events in the Wilderness
01:05:39 - Living in Harmony with Rattlesnakes
01:08:46 - Witnessing Violence and the Impact
01:12:55 - Encounters with Rattlesnakes
01:16:22 - The Strange Book and its Contents
01:20:36 - The Presence of Divine Intelligence
01:24:30 - Accessing Deeper Levels of Consciousness through Meditation
01:32:35 - The Horrors of Being on Death Row
01:35:35 - The Influence of Human Presence
01:40:37 - "Goodbye," when we went looking for wild horses
01:44:58 - Reflections on an Interesting Life
01:49:33 - Going Deeper in Consciousness
01:53:02 - Building a Beautiful Corporation
01:56:56 - The Skill of Self-Reflection
02:00:18 - Gratitude and Farewell

Sep 13, 2023 • 1h 27min
689. Lorna Byrne
Spiritual teacher, international bestselling author and philanthropist Lorna Byrne has dedicated her life to remind humanity of the spiritual potential within us all. She is the author of seven best-selling books including Angels in My Hair, A Message of Hope From the Angels, and Angels at my Fingertips and has been published in more than 50 countries and 30 languages around the world.
Her teachings are the result of a remarkable gift, a divine connection providing her with incredible, detailed knowledge of the spiritual side of life. Unlike others this gift is not from meditation, visualisation or even from books or study, it exists as a natural part of her waking life. Lorna Byrne has physical sight of the unseen world, of the angels, spirits and other spiritual beings that she says are guiding and teaching us every second of every day. Lorna says we all have this potential and it is part of humanity’s evolution for people to connect back to their spiritual self so the body and soul intertwines.
Lorna’s vision of the future is one where there is no division or boundaries between people. Where our spiritual side is accepted and transcends all beliefs. To accept we are all one. To live in peace with each other and nature, our home.
Lorna is also a philanthropist and founder of the Lorna Byrne Children’s Foundation helping vulnerable and marginalised children across the globe and the Seraph Foundation which is developing Sanctuary her centre in County Kilkenny Ireland. In 2019, she was named as one of the 100 Most Spiritually Influential Living People in the World.
Website: lornabyrne.com
Discussion of this interview in the BatGap Community Facebook Group.
Transcript and summary of this interview
Interview recorded August 27, 2023.
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction to Lorna Byrne and her Spiritual Teachings
00:03:56 - Interaction with Angels and Subtle Beings
00:08:16 - The Unconditional Love of Guardian Angels
00:11:06 - The Spark of Light: Angels, Humans, and Souls
00:14:20 - The Love between Humans and Animals
00:17:45 - God's Existence and Understanding Humanity
00:21:52 - Connecting with Nature and Ourselves
00:24:35 - Guardian Angels and Job Changes
00:27:16 - Overcoming Dyslexia and Writing a Bestseller
00:30:48 - The Importance of Hope and Faith
00:34:27 - Signs from Your Guardian Angel
00:36:54 - The Power of Kindness and Giving
00:40:17 - Listening to Your Guardian Angel
00:43:07 - The Role of Angels and Prayers
00:46:38 - Divine Guidance in Job Search
00:50:32 - An Encounter with Archangel Michael
00:53:54 - The Unemployed Angels
00:57:00 - Unemployed Angels and Acts of Compassion
00:59:23 - The Unemployed Angel
01:02:54 - The Concept of Conception
01:06:12 - Angels in Everyday Life
01:10:04 - Visits from Deceased Saints
01:13:45 - The Importance of Being Yourself and Believing in Guardian Angels
01:15:40 - Communicating with Children's Guardian Angels
01:18:20 - Living life to the fullest as a dyslexic person
01:21:40 - A Glimpse of Heaven
01:24:07 - Walking on Water and Miraculous Abilities
01:27:22 - The Power of Hope and Love
01:30:05 - Executives Connecting with Nature
01:32:16 - Building on to the Farmhouse
01:36:41 - Farewell and Well Wishes

Aug 30, 2023 • 1h 39min
688. Bob Harwood
Between the age of 20 and 40 I was consumed with a wide range of existential questions, but despite endless thinking and reading, I never found a single answer. Due to some business-related stress at the age of 40, I started a simple meditative exercise as a way to acquire some peace of mind, and within two weeks a major insight occurred that led to more meditative activities. Five months later a huge cosmic-consciousness event answered seven of my questions and catapulted me into a different reality. I then concluded that all answers were "within," and for the next 15 years I went on silent meditation retreats with Christians, Buddhists, and Advaita groups during which all of my other questions got answered. Nevertheless, I still did not feel free. Then, a new question arose, "How is it possible to stay in a unity-conscious state of mind permanently rather than oscillating between a sense of selfhood and no-self?" In 1999, after a deep experience of gratitude on a solo hiking retreat, "the little guy in the head" (the sense of a personal "me") totally vanished, and the result was freedom, contentment, and understanding.
Book: Pouring Concrete: A Zen Path to the Kingdom of God – Expanded Edition
Bob's email
Transcript and summary of this interview
Discussion of this interview in the BatGap Community Facebook Group
Interview recorded August 19, 2023
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction to Buddha at the Gas Pump00:04:43 - Questioning Beliefs and Exploring Existential Questions00:08:25 - The Journey of Seeking Answers in Zen Philosophy00:12:17 - The Shift in Perception00:16:07 - A Reality Shift00:19:54 - The End of the Construction Company00:24:03 - Realization of the Incomprehensible00:28:16 - Simple answers to Zen riddles00:32:17 - Finding Freedom in the Middle of Responsibilities00:35:50 - Questioning Selfhood and Freedom in the Mountains00:38:59 - The Dissolution of the Sense of Self00:42:30 - The True Self and Identity00:46:00 - The Silence of the Mind00:49:19 - Non-Abidance in the Mind00:52:39 - The Kingdom of God Inside and Outside of You00:55:59 - Shifting Attention Beyond the Mind01:02:47 - The Benefits of Practice and Reconfiguration01:06:16 - The Natural Inclination to Help Others01:09:50 - The Depth of Awakening01:13:12 - Falling Asleep During Meditation01:16:26 - Realizing the Irrelevance of a Silent Mind01:20:00 - Seeking Benefit in the Present Moment01:23:32 - Intuition and the Home of All Knowledge01:27:00 - Knowing and achieving specific things in life01:30:50 - The Blissful State on the Deathbed01:34:07 - Embracing the Unknowable Future01:37:31 - The Universal Sound01:40:44 - The Challenges of Maintaining Friendships01:48:00 - Wrapping Up with Bob

Aug 3, 2023 • 1h 47min
687. Carter Phipps
Carter Phipps is the author of Evolutionaries and coauthor of the Wall Street Journal Bestseller Conscious Leadership with John Mackey and Steve McIntosh. He is co-founder of the Institute for Cultural Evolution, which addresses political polarization though focusing on the cultural roots of America’s challenges. He hosts the Thinking Ahead podcast and is a former award-winning journalist and executive editor of What Is Enlightenment? Magazine. His website is http://www.carterphipps.com.
Essay we discussed in the interview: Mysticism and Its Discontents: Does Spiritual Illumination Create its own Intrinsic Blindness?
Summary and Transcript and of this interview
Discussion of this interview in the BatGap Community Facebook Group
Interview recorded July 29, 2023
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction to Buddha at the Gas Pump
00:03:50 - The Paradox of Spiritual Teachers' Behavior
00:07:52 - The Subtleties of Enlightenment and the Dangers of Blind Spots
00:11:24 - The Complications of Spiritual Awakening
00:14:40 - Defining Enlightenment
00:18:42 - Strengths and Weaknesses in Areas of Genius
00:22:31 - The Transformative Power of Mystical Awakening
00:26:15 - The Tradeoffs of Enlightenment
00:29:31 - Levels of Reality and Integration
00:35:06 - The Goal of Our Own Practice
00:37:33 - Delusion in Deep Mystical Experience
00:41:43 - The Path of Renunciation and Self-Brainwashing
00:45:46 - The Complex Psychology of Seeking Enlightenment
00:50:24 - The Evolution of Culture and Consciousness
00:55:17 - The Dangers of Unhealthy Self-Doubt and Lack of Self-Criticism
00:59:32 - The Delusion of Pure Motive
01:03:22 - The Dangers of Spiritual Confidence
01:08:15 - Blurring the Line between the Spiritual and Manifest World
01:14:10 - The Interface between Science and Spirituality
01:17:50 - The Tradition of Debate and Mythical Stories
01:21:35 - The Power and Deception of Inner Intuition
01:25:41 - The Relationship Between Enlightenment and Psychological Instability
01:28:35 - Psychological Traces and Vulnerability to Mystical Experiences
01:31:49 - Spiritual Breakthroughs and Psychological Breakdowns
01:35:11 - The Role of Responsible Psychedelic Therapists
01:39:44 - The Importance of Understanding Cultural Evolution and the Adjacent Possible
01:45:18 - The Myth of the Perfect Enlightened Figure
01:50:09 - The Importance of Understanding the Self-Structure
01:55:00 - The Importance of Questioning Spiritual Myths and Beliefs
01:59:38 - Being Discerning and Questioning
02:07:06 - Future Teaching and Updates from Carter Phipps

Jul 19, 2023 • 1h 43min
686. Dr. Etta D. Jackson
Dr. Etta D. Jackson was born in Kingston, Jamaica and migrated to the USA as a student in 1965. For twenty-five years she worked in education and retired in 1994 to travel. She has authored four books:
Understanding Your Choice
Unveiling the Secrets of the Feminine Principle
The Role of Consciousness in Governance
The Idea That Is the United States of America-Its Occult Foundation
Audible.com versions:
Understanding Your Choice
Unveiling The Secrets Of The Feminine Principle
She founded an international NGO non-profit organization, The Institute for Conscious Global Change (ICGC) in 2007 to assist the United Nations and Member States in eradicating extreme poverty through development. ICGC is in Special Consultative Status with the Economic and Social Council (ECOSOC) of the United Nations. Etta holds a BA in Biology, MS degrees in Guidance and Counseling and in Administrative Leadership and Supervision. Etta holds a Ph.D. in Leadership and Change from Antioch University. She has one daughter and one grandson.
Website
Etta's blog, where she writes on many topics including mysticism and occultism.
Mentioned during the interview: Builders of the Adytum
Discussion of this interview in the BatGap Community Facebook Group
Summary and Transcript of this interview
Interview recorded July 8, 2023
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction to Buddha at the Gas Pump
00:05:26 - Communicating with the Light
00:10:30 - Receiving Instructions from the Light
00:14:41 - Writing in London with the Golden Light
00:18:55 - The Back Story of Dr. Whitworth
00:23:57 - A Divine Encounter
00:29:44 - The Divine Feminine Unveiled
00:34:54 - Understanding Your Choice
00:39:40 - Mysticism vs. Occultism
00:45:03 - The Occult Knowledge of Ancient Religions
00:49:50 - Transitioning into the Aquarian Age
00:54:20 - The Authenticity of Experience and the Role of Older Souls in Guiding the Young
00:58:34 - A Relationship Based on Mutual Respect
01:03:33 - The Symbolism of the Journey to Jerusalem
01:08:51 - The Journey of Knowledge and Experience
01:14:00 - The Paradox of Good and Evil
01:18:49 - The Purpose of the Earth Experiment
01:24:23 - Embracing Change and Shifting Paths
01:29:07 - Understanding the Power of the Mind
01:33:59 - The Inner Lodge and the Role of Consciousness in Governance
01:38:13 - Masonry and Divine Inspiration
01:43:21 - Developing your Relationship with Yourself
01:47:47 - Kneeling at the Feet of the Soul
01:52:56 - Wrapping Up the Interview

Jul 6, 2023 • 1h 51min
685. Lucy Grace, 2
Lucy was raised in a low socioeconomic household and neighborhood, by a young single mother in New Zealand in the early 1980s.
The lack of resources available in childhood resulted in a shrinking of her outer world to what she thought of – years later - as a kind of welfare-child ashram. Within the home, and outside of it, there were few distractions or ability to go anywhere else, and significant trauma – all forcing her to go within to what she thought of as “the deep stillness and light inside” to rest, find nourishment, solace, and strength.
At 19 she experienced her first shift, seeing through the personality, and subtle perceptions revealing themselves.
She never thought much of it, there had already been so much light inside, and she was so thrilled to be in the world finally so she simply went on with living.
After a brief stint in television journalism, Lucy spent 15 years in Europe and New Zealand working for international humanitarian aid agencies.
On return to NZ at age 31, she suddenly became extremely ill. For six months, she was mostly bedridden. Doctors, both natural and traditional, could not find the source of the illness.
Over the next few years, she had to work to earn an income but there was no strength for much else. The pain in her body was ever-present, and the fear of not knowing if this was her life forever now, was sometimes crippling.
She was forced to exist in a kind of in-between world again - of much aloneness and silence, aside from work.
After a few years of significant illness, she recovered strength enough to live a semi-normal life. But any time she tried to do too much, she was knocked back into illness.
By 35 she was in a leadership role at a non-profit, married, with a baby on the way, just surviving day-to-day with the pressure on her physical body.
On becoming a mother, she was plunged into a level of blackness that was completely shocking and previously unknown.
For more than two years she descended into complete separation and couldn’t hear the guidance that had always accompanied her in her life. For the first time ever she couldn’t feel God.
In 2018, after more than two years of immense struggle, an unexplainable and absolute surrender took place within, in a moment, as her two-year-old cried and reached for her.
Within two months she had left the career she loved to rest in what she thought of as silence. For around a year and a half, she couldn't do much else.
Lucy had never been exposed to spirituality, nor did she know anything about its concepts or traditions. She thought meditation was for “those hippy people.”
Because there had been no conscious spiritual search, she had no context for what was happening. Often it was so beautiful and joyful – she didn’t need to know. There was an innate sense of trust and recognition that went beyond what needed to be seen or understood with the mind.
When the need to understand did arise - some online searches helped a little, but often it all felt overwhelming, and she preferred sitting in silence to hear from within. Guidance and teaching were always present and given through hearing and images. Despite this, when particularly strange things would occur the need for the mind to understand would return.
One night in 2019, before sleep, in heartfelt prayer she asked for help to cut through all the online noise and finally really grasp what was going on. There was a felt sense of need for community.
As she was awakening in the morning, she heard the words “Buddha at the Gas Pump”. Lucy says, "I was stumped. I had no idea what that meant, but Googled it and found BatGap. As a result, my life has changed. Over the years BatGap has supported me deeply in the process – nurturing trust and allowing everything to unfold as it wants to."
From then until now, Lucy has been called over and over into deeper surrender. She has had further shifts and many clearings. Her career of 15 years, husband/partner of 16 years, many friends, and her home – all things she loved dearly - have fallen away.
She has never had a teacher and has read very little. She makes no claim to know anything.
It seems to her that there is nothing to know, or that can be known. There is no one way and no right way. There is only your way, to be honoured and cherished and fallen into more and more deeply in every breath.
Book: This Untameable Light
Website
Bi-Weekly Online Sangha
Facebook page
Email address
Discussion of this interview in the BatGap Community Facebook Group.
Summary and Transcript of this interview
Lucy's first BatGap interview
Interview recorded July 1, 2023.
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction and Welcome to Buddha at the Gas Pump
00:08:18 - Connecting with Others in Awakening
00:17:09 - The Tenderness of Authentic Joy and the Rage it Provokes
00:24:02 - Temptation and Projections
00:30:04 - The Transformation of a Life
00:34:26 - A Glowing Experience
00:38:26 - Surrendering to the Path of Joy
00:43:11 - Embracing Change in Life
00:48:10 - Moving into a Group of Guides
00:53:59 - The Humility of the Being
00:57:54 - Prayer and Divine Guidance
01:01:56 - Dissolving Barriers and Embodying Truth
01:06:40 - Embracing the Path of Life
01:11:22 - The Struggle of the Butterfly's Emergence
01:16:19 - The Power of Self-Acceptance
01:21:28 - The Gifts of Illness
01:26:39 - Trusting the Intelligence of Nature
01:31:30 - Deepening into Presence
01:35:33 - The Paradox of Self and No Self
01:40:23 - The Reality of Vyavaharika and the Peril of Denial
01:45:19 - The Deep Connection with Nature
01:50:55 - Turning the Light Around
01:55:40 - Witnessing the Being


