

Gay Men Going Deeper
Gay Men's Brotherhood
Gay Men Going Deeper is a weekly podcast that showcases raw and real conversations about personal development, mental health, and sexuality - from an unapologetically gay perspective.
Hosted by Matt Landsiedel and Michael DiIorio, and featuring a wide range of special guests, you can expect to be inspired, entertained, and even a little triggered from time to time.
This provocative podcast is for anyone who craves deeper conversations on topics ranging from spirituality to sexuality - and everything in between.
Visit us at www.GayMenGoingDeeper.com
Support the show: https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=LT55M79CMH5FN
Hosted by Matt Landsiedel and Michael DiIorio, and featuring a wide range of special guests, you can expect to be inspired, entertained, and even a little triggered from time to time.
This provocative podcast is for anyone who craves deeper conversations on topics ranging from spirituality to sexuality - and everything in between.
Visit us at www.GayMenGoingDeeper.com
Support the show: https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=LT55M79CMH5FN
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Jul 29, 2021 • 53min
Inside Out
About Today’s Show
We tend to rely on external things in our lives to make us feel good, but the truth is that our power is actually within us at all times. In this episode, we're going deep within to understand how things like internal conditioning and beliefs impact our experience of the world around us. We'll also speak about the difference between external validation vs. intrinsic self-worth and how to find greater alignment with your true self.
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Jul 22, 2021 • 50min
Exploring the Feminine with Chris Oh!
About Today’s Show
Life likes to box us in a lot of the time. If you don’t fit into a nice and tidy box with a bow on the top then how are people suppose to judge you accordingly? Androgyny, Boylesque, drag queens, non-binary, it can all be a grey zone at times.
In today’s episode, Calan and special guest Christopher Olwage a.k.a. “Chris Oh!” have a dynamic conversation about exploring the feminine as well as all aspects of ourselves through self-expression. The former Mr. Gay World 2013 has an open and honest conversation about his journey to becoming one of the most sought-after Burlesque performers in the world. From his childhood obesity and suicide attempts to learning to love himself and embracing his gender-bending ways, Chris shares his journey with love, laughter and hope to inspire others to break out of their metaphorical boxes.
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Jul 15, 2021 • 1h 27min
Internalized Racism
About Today’s Show
Welcome to a special takeover episode of GMGD, with special guests Reno, Starron, Mike, and Andre. Today’s episode is a deep, potentially heavy, important, introductory, and ongoing conversation around the topic of internalized racism. We are not experts in the topic, nor do we represent the perspectives of all BIPOC people. In this episode, we speak on our own personal experiences with internalized racism, while briefly touching on some of the definitions, and sharing how we’re working to create solutions to this problem.
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Jul 8, 2021 • 57min
Loneliness & Belonging
About Today’s Show
Going through life as a gay man can be alienating. In fact, some say that loneliness is the new gay epidemic. Despite widespread progress in legal and social acceptance of homosexuality, studies show that gay men are disproportionately affected by loneliness.
In today’s episode, Michael and special guest Phil McAuliffe a.k.a. “The Loneliness Guy” have a candid discussion about normalizing loneliness and how we can seek a greater sense of belonging.
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Jul 1, 2021 • 49min
Internalized Homophobia
About Today’s Show
What is internalized homophobia? How does it show up in your life? What can you do to address it?
In this episode, we’re going deeper within as we unpack internalized homophobia. We’ll share our own experiences as well as some tips that will inspire you to look within to heal the aspects of yourself that may be harbouring these negative beliefs.
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Jun 24, 2021 • 1h 19min
Demisexuality
About Today’s Show
In this episode, Matt explores the topic of Demisexuality with fellow brothers Carlos, Ron and Andre.
All 4 men identify as demisexual and they candidly break down what it’s like to be demisexual in the gay community and the benefits and challenges of honouring this truth.
Here are some of the questions explored in the episode:
-What does it mean to be demisexual?
-In what ways do you find it difficult to fit into the gay community being demisexual?
-How has it been communicating with non-demisexual men your desire to develop intimacy prior to having sex?
-The benefits of dating a demisexual?
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Jun 17, 2021 • 60min
Celebrating Our Gayness
About Today’s Show
On this episode honouring Pride Month, we’re celebrating what it means to be gay. We speak out about the challenges we've faced and the valuable life lessons they have provided us. Pride has a unique meaning for everyone and this episode is about celebrating who you are in a way that feels authentic to you.
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Jun 10, 2021 • 55min
Interview with Brita Filter from RuPaul's Drag Race Season 12
About Today’s Show
On today’s episode, Calan has a sit down with RuPaul’s Drag Race season 12 contestant Brita Filter (aka Jesse Havea) to talk about mental health and the experience of being on a show like RPDR. Jesse was very open, honest and candid with Calan as he shared his journey with depression, toxic social media, alcoholism, being painted as “the villain” on his season of RPDR, hitting rock bottom and attempting suicide. He also shared how he’s now on a healing journey, recovering, re-focusing his energies and learning how to navigate life in the public eye.
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Jun 3, 2021 • 59min
Lone Wolf Syndrome
About Today’s Show
The Lone Wolf mentality can feel safe and serve us in some ways, but as we share in this episode, it's also one of the common blocks that prevent us from belonging and connecting in community. We'll also share some tips on how you can allow more connection in your life.
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May 27, 2021 • 56min
Evolution of the Gay Community with Tim McCaskell
About Today’s Show
As Pride Month celebrations begin, Michael turns back the clock and takes a glimpse into the evolution of the gay community with long-time activist, author, and educator, Tim McCaskell. Tim shares his unique experience living through those watershed moments of our shared history including the fight for gay liberation and the AIDS crisis.
Together they discuss how the gay community has evolved through the last 50 years. They also take stock of where we are today and explore whether the notion of community is as relevant or necessary as it was in the past.
Connect with Tim: Tim_mccaskell@hotmaill.com
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Tim’s books, Race to Equity and Queer Progress can be found at your favourite bookshop or directly from the publisher by clicking here.
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