

Was I In A Cult?
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Hosted by Tyler Measom and Liz Iacuzzi, Was I In A Cult? is a documentary-style podcast showcasing individuals who have been in, and most importantly, successfully left a cult. Told first-hand by the experiencer themself, these are raw, riveting and inspirational tales of what it means to be a survivor. Using levity and info-tainment, the show humanizes the cultic experience and may leave some of our listeners asking themselves…“Wait…Was I In A Cult?” If you or someone you know has been in a cult and want to share your story, contact us at info@wasiinacult.com. We'd love to hear from you.
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Jan 20, 2022 • 50min
Black Hebrew Israelites: “Cursed and Chosen”
Lauren's initial years of her life, for lack of a better word, were quite normal. Along with her five siblings, she lived a very comfortable life in Corona, CA. Then one day, her once atheist father found religion.
And that discovery took him on a journey to finding "the truth". A truth that would one day take the family all the way to Egypt.
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Jan 12, 2022 • 44min
Thou Shan’t Be Named: “Non-Church Church”
TITLE: Thou Shan't Be Named: "Non-Church Church"
Non-Denominational Christianity. Sounds innocent enough, and for many non-denominational churches, it is. But for others, the non-affiliation creates a dangerous pathway to a choose your own adventure "religion." For Shannon Payton, it was an adventure all right, but not one she necessarily would've chosen...if, of course, given the choice.
Shannon has lived more of her life inside the cult than out, but this social media comedian is just starting to scratch the surface of having her voice heard. A voice, of course, that wasn't allowed to be heard for most of her life.
And trust us, it's a voice worth hearing.
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Follow Shannon: Insta/ TikTok @officialshannypants
Listen to our interview on The Daily Zeitgeist
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Email us: info@wasiinacult.com
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Dec 22, 2021 • 21min
CHRISTMAS BONUS!: “Here Comes Santa Cult”
There are many a Christmas tale that we all know and love, but this one, dear listener, we can (almost) guarantee... that you have never ever heard this one.
'Twas the night before Christmas and through the town's center, not a creature was stirring, not even a cult member...
Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays! From our family, to yours.
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Research
NY TIMES ARTICLE FROM 1899: Mnason got arrested
GUILTY!
After Mnason got out of prison, 1903
Thomas Nast Changed Santa
Mnason T Hunstman Obituary
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Dec 16, 2021 • 44min
Hollyweirder: “Nothing is Free”
Lindsey McKeon, an actress with a Hollywood journey filled with highs and lows, and Jessica Sutta, a singer and performer, dive deep into their unexpected path through an acting class that morphed into a cult experience. They explore the psychological manipulation of their 'guru' and the fine line between personal growth and exploitation. Their storytelling intertwines humorous anecdotes with serious reflections on fame, relationships, and the quest for self-discovery, revealing the darker side of the entertainment industry.

Dec 9, 2021 • 40min
Children of God: “You’re Enough As You Are"
In this engaging conversation, Angel, a resilient survivor of the Children of God cult, shares her remarkable journey of overcoming childhood trauma. She recounts the harrowing realities of life within the cult, highlighting the psychological manipulation and abuse she endured. As she breaks free, Angel discusses the challenges of self-identity and the struggle for independence. Through healing and personal growth, she emphasizes the importance of gratitude and the realization that everyone is inherently enough, regardless of their past.

Dec 2, 2021 • 56min
Hollyweird: “Thief of Dreams"
In this riveting conversation, an acting coach turned self-help cult leader shares her controversial transformation. Two former students recount their harrowing experiences, revealing how a seemingly innocent acting class morphed into a manipulative environment. They discuss the emotional toll of toxic mentorship and the quest for self-identity amidst the chaos. From personal struggles with body image to the high costs of seeking enlightenment, this dialogue explores the dark intersection of dreams and exploitation in Los Angeles' cutthroat landscape.

Nov 24, 2021 • 51min
Democratic Workers: “The Revolution Isn’t A Tea Party"
Dr. Janja Lalich, an expert on cults and survivor of a 1970s Marxist group, shares gripping insights from her unique journey. She discusses the psychological manipulation faced by cult members and the intense loyalty conflicts they endure. Janja explores how online communities today reflect traditional cult dynamics, revealing the dangers of digital indoctrination. Listeners gain a deeper understanding of the evolving landscape of cults and the importance of recovery from these oppressive environments.

Nov 4, 2021 • 51min
The Order: “Feel Like a Number”
Jeremy Tucker shares his gripping journey growing up in the strict breakaway Mormon sect known as the Order, illustrating the emotional and psychological toll of indoctrination. He discusses the bizarre health rituals and oppressive family dynamics that shaped his youth, including the burden of being a 'numbered man.' Guest producer Lindsay Hansen Park adds depth with insights on the community's dark practices and Jeremy's courageous path to freedom, exploring themes of survival, faith, and the struggle for personal identity.

Oct 27, 2021 • 38min
The Mel Lyman Family PT 2: “Wanted at the Big House"
Guinevere Turner, a former cult member, shares her captivating journey from a dynamic Boston commune to the outside world. She reflects on the challenges of navigating life after leaving, revealing how mental ties to the cult lingered long after her physical departure. The discussion dives into the complex legacy of cult leader Mel Lyman, exposing the manipulation and abusive elements within the community. Guinevere also highlights her path to healing through creative expression, showcasing the power of reclaiming identity through art.

Oct 20, 2021 • 43min
The Mel Lyman Family PT1: “People Get Ready“
Guinevere Turner, an actor and writer, shares her captivating yet surreal upbringing in a cult led by Mel Lyman. She unveils the stark contrast between her life and typical narratives about hippie communes. The discussion dives into her experiences with identity and belonging, the artistic and philosophical aspects of cult life, and the complexities of childhood on a Kansas farm. Turner also reflects on the gendered divisions in education and the haunting atmosphere of control that defined her upbringing, making for an enthralling recounting of her life's odyssey.


