

Father Bill W.
Father Bill W.
I’m an Episcopal (Anglican) priest in recovery from alcoholism since 1972. I've spent my career in addiction treatment focused on 12-Step spirituality and exploring the pioneer history of AA. In discovering the lost 11th Step practice of Two Way Prayer, my program underwent a life-changing transformation. As Bill Wilson said, “ something was lost from AA when we stopped emphasizing the morning meditation." My mission now is helping people in 12-Step Fellowships explore a deeper understanding of spiritual practice and how it connects us to the "Great Reality" within. -Fr. Bill W.
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Sep 27, 2023 • 59min
Two Way Prayer: The Book Ep.5 The Fourth Dimension of Recovery
Fr. Bill continues a series highlighting the history and practice of Two Way Prayer as contained in his book expected to be published in the spring of 2024. In this episode he explores meaning of a “psychic change,” a “conversion experience or awakening,” as well as “the fourth dimension of existence.” The episode uses the works of Bill Wilson, William James, and Jungian analyst and author Robert Johnson. If you’ve ever wanted to explore “ego deflation at depth” this episode is for you.
Show Notes:
Quotes from Wilson, James, Edinger and Johnson
William James Podcast Series
Book by Paul S. We Agnostics: How William James, Father of American Psychology, Advanced A Spiritual Solution to Addiction: How a Venerated Harvard Doctor Inspired the 12 Step Movement
Transformation by Robert A. Johnson

Sep 23, 2023 • 46min
Two Way Prayer: The Book Ep.4 The Four Absolutes
Fr. Bill continues a series highlighting the history and practice of Two Way Prayer. In this episode he focuses on the Four Absolutes: Honesty, Purity, Unselfishness, and Love. These principles were foundational for Dr. Bob and to many of the AA Pioneers. They’re still emphasized in Akron and Cleveland, Ohio but in few other places. This episode focuses on how they relate to Two Way Prayer.
Show Notes:
Fr. Bill continues a series highlighting the history and practice of Two Way Prayer. In this episode he focuses on the Four Absolutes: Honesty, Purity, Unselfishness, and Love. These principles were foundational for Dr. Bob and to many of the AA Pioneers. They’re still emphasized in Akron and Cleveland, Ohio but in few other places. This episode focuses on how they relate to Two Way Prayer.
Show Notes:
Not God, a History of Alcoholics Anonymous by Ernest Kurt.
Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions
The Four Absolutes
A.J. Russell: For Sinner’s Only
Ivory Soap Commercial: Just want to see if anyone is really reading these things!

Sep 13, 2023 • 39min
Two Way Prayer: The Book Ep.3 How to Do the Practice
Fr. Bill continues a series highlighting the history and practice of Two Way Prayer. In this episode he shares step by step suggestions for a daily practice.
Show Notes:
A Testament of Devotion by Thomas R. Kelly / Kelly’s first essay: The Light Within makes excellent Quiet Time reading. Here’s a pdf version of this contemplative classic.
Here’s a one-page guide with suggestions for doing the daily practice:
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Thomas Merton’s Prayer:
“My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road
ahead of me.
I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know
myself, and the fact that I think that I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so.
But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you.
And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing.
I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire.
And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road,
though I may know nothing about it.
Therefore will I trust you always, though I may seem to be lost and
in the shadow of death.
I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave
me to face my perils alone.”
Big Book quote from page 87:
“What used to be the hunch or the occasional inspiration gradually becomes a working part of the mind. Being still inexperienced and having just made conscious contact with God, it is not probable that we are going to be inspired at all times. We might pay for this presumption in all sorts of absurd actions and ideas. Nevertheless, we find that our thinking will, as time passes, be more and more on the plane of inspiration. We come to rely upon it.

Sep 6, 2023 • 41min
Two Way Prayer: The Book Ep.2 From Lost to Found
Fr. Bill continues his focus on Two Way Prayer. In this episode he explores why the AA Pioneer’s connection to the Oxford Group was downplayed in the Big Book and how knowing the history brings the practice alive in the pages devoted to Step Eleven.
Show Notes:
Quotations are from Pass It On: https://www.aa.org/pass-it

Aug 30, 2023 • 34min
Two Way Prayer: The Book Ep.1
Fr. Bill begins a short series focused on a new book he’s writing on Two Way Prayer. This episode gives a brief history of how the prayer practice developed within the Oxford Group and its important place in the early days of Alcoholics Anonymous. Fr. Bill draws on several quotations from AA literature telling how the practice was done by some of the early members.
Show Notes:
“Where did we learn about moral inventory, amends for harm done, turning our wills and our lives over to God? Where did we learn about meditation and prayer and all the rest of it? The spiritual substance of our remaining ten Steps came straight from Dr. Bob’s and my own early association with the Oxford Groups….”
Bill Wilson, The Language of the Heart, p. 298.
“The central theme of Wright’s book (The Will of God and a Man’s Life Work) was that an individual could, through “two way prayer” - listening for guidance as well as talking - find God's will for his life and for the ordinary events of the day. Wright himself set aside half an hour for such listening prayer first thing every morning. At such times - and indeed at anytime in the day - he declared that what he called “luminous thoughts” came from God, provided only that the human receiver was clean enough to pick them up. These thoughts Wright wrote down in a notebook and always tried to carry out.
Garth Lean, On the Tail of a Comet, p.74.
More Selections from Dr. Bob and the Good Old Timers & Pass It On in this episode.

Aug 16, 2023 • 57min
Unshakable Foundations in Recovery with Tyler D.: Meditation in Recovery
Father Bill continues his interview with recovery teacher and spiritual guide Tyler D. from Dallas, Texas. The series centers on Bill Wilson’s 12 & 12 quote: “There is a direct linkage among self-examination, meditation, and prayer. … But when they are logically related and interwoven, the result is an unshakeable foundation for life.” This episode is focused on helping us understand and begin the practice of meditation.
Show Notes:
∙ Contact and information for Tyler D. http://tylerdawn.com/
∙ Prayer of St. Francis
∙ Lectio Divina
∙ Centering Prayer
∙ Insight Timer App
∙ Sharon Salzburg: https://www.sharonsalzberg.com/
∙ Richard Rohr: https://cac.org/about/what-is-contemplation/
∙ Jon Kabat-Zinn: https://jonkabat-zinn.com/

Aug 9, 2023 • 1h 2min
Unshakeable Foundations in Recovery with Tyler D: Prayer in Recovery
Father Bill continues his interview with spiritual recovery teacher and guide Tyler D. from Dallas, Texas. The series builds on the Bill Wilson’s 12 & 12 quote: “There is a direct linkage among self-examination, meditation, and prayer. … But when they are logically related and interwoven, the result is an unshakeable foundation for life.” This episode explores various forms of prayer that can help in our recovery as well as make recovery more of the living adventure it can be.
Show Notes:
Contact and information on Tyler D. http://tylerdawn.com/

Aug 2, 2023 • 58min
Unshakable Foundations in Recovery with Tyler D.: Watching: Self Examination
Father Bill continues his interview with spiritual recovery teacher and guide Tyler D. from Dallas, Texas. The series builds on the Bill Wilson’s 12 & 12 quote: “There is a direct linkage among self-examination, meditation, and prayer. … But when they are logically related and interwoven, the result is an unshakeable foundation for life.” This episode explores tools for watching ourselves and making Step Ten come to life in new and more meaningful ways.
Show Notes:
Contact and information on Tyler D. http://tylerdawn.com/
Invitation to the Great Experiment by Tom Powers. Purchase a hard copy at www.AllAddictsAnonymous.com/
Nikki Meyers 12 Step Yoga https://y12sr.com/

Jul 26, 2023 • 51min
Unshakeable Foundations in Recovery with Tyler D.: A Foundation Built on Pain
Father Bill begins a series of interviews with spiritual recovery teacher and guide Tyler D. from Dallas, Texas. Long active in 12 Step recovery, Tyler is a registered yoga instructor and mindfulness teacher as well as a recent graduate in Spiritual Direction from SMU’s Perkins School of Theology. In this opening episode Tyler shares her story and sets the theme for the series built around the rewards a solid foundation can bring. Tyler genuinely “walks the walk” in 12 Step recovery and invites you to join her on this journey.
Show Notes:
Contact and information for Tyler D. http://tylerdawn.com/

Jul 19, 2023 • 55min
Recovery Writing: Experiencing the Rewards of Writing
In this final episode of the series, Dr. James Ryan, PhD author of a new book titled Recovery Writing,
leads listeners through a series of writing exercises that include an extended version of “The Conduct Inventory,” a second exercise titled “The Resilient Heart,” and finally a set of questions known as “The Audre Lorde Questionnaire to Oneself.” We hope this series inspires you to pick up your pen and join Dr. Ryan in journeying deeper into the fullness and richness of recovery.
Show Notes:
∙ Recovery Writing: Discovery and Healing in the Twelve Steps by James Ryan.
∙ www.StepStudy.org
∙ Audrey Lorde’s Four Questions: https://divyavictor.com/the-audre-lorde-questionnaire-to-oneself/