The Imagination

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.comToday I’m honored to have on the show: Entrepreneur, Founder and Executive Director of Relentless Hope, certified victim’s advocate, survivor ally, Utah whistleblower, and passionate pursuer of truth: Cindy MetcalfCindy is the founder and Executive Director of Relentless Hope, an anti-trafficking organization in Salt Lake City. She’s been working with ritual abuse survivors since 2018, and in that time, Cindy has heard some of the most horrific stories of abuse. Relentless Hope are a team of advocates who provide support and resources for survivors. They also work on criminal and civil cases for clients. Ninety percent of the clients seen by Relentless Hope were abused within the LDS Church, but they know this is happening in many church denominations across America. Cindy and Relentless Hope serve to educate the public and legislators in order to change laws, fight for justice, raise awareness and get the resources for their clients need to heal. Cindy is a certified victim's advocate who works with lawyers, law enforcement, media and healthcare professionals for the benefit of ritual abuse survivors. She volunteers 100% of my time to this cause because she believes that ritual abuse is the most sadistic form of torture on the earth. In Cindy’s own words, “Children need to be protected. Justice must be served.”I was interested in having Cindy on for a variety of reasons and one of those reasons is because I have such a deep admiration for Cindy who stepped into a role that she didn’t have to step into. So many of you reach out to me feeling helpless wondering what you should do now that you know the hard truths of the world and although I can’t answer that question for all of you, what I CAN do is bring you people who found an answer to that question in hopes that it can inspire you. Cindy is a hero for stepping into an advocacy role and I’m just as excited as all of you to learn from her. The second reason I’m excited to have Cindy on is because I get a lot of requests about having more discussions around the LDS church and Cindy has been right in the thick of it in the heart of Utah where she’s been risking her life at times to discover the network of corruption that is committing crimes against children. Her work and research are incredibly thorough and non-biased - as Cindy is NOT Mormon - and you can feel and see her deep passion for helping survivors in her testimony. I am honored to have Cindy on and ask that all of you please give her your full attention as we dive deep into some new topics!Before I finish introducing today’s guest - I wanted to give a couple reminders and updates: If you’d like to be on the podcast as a guest or share any information privately with me, please email me at imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com. You can also use this email if you’d like to be a part of my new book series featuring written survivor testimonies. You can find the video with all the details on how to submit YOUR testimony on any of my podcast channels. And lastly - I’d love your support on Substack where I’m taking up investigative journalism as an outlet for me personally to share about my podcast, guests, and advocacy work and you can Subscribe to me there at www.emmakatherine.substack.com. All my links are in the show notes and I’d love your support across all platforms! Thank you all for caring so deeply about survivors and for helping to make this the safest space on the internet for survivor disclosures! CONNECT WITH CINDY:Website: Home - Relentless Hope for Survivors of Ritual Abuse (relentlesshopeforyou.org)Support the show

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.comI’m honored to have back on - our feature presenter for our Tuesday Night weekly podcast event: Certified Clinical Trauma Professional, Certified Sex Offender Treatment Provider, Licensed Professional Counselor, Founder of Survivor Support, Podcast host of own podcast and channel @JonKUhlerLPC and @UnmaskingTheTransMovement on YouTube, father of 3, husband to his high school sweetheart, survivor advocate, professional knapsack remover, whistleblower, and someone I’m grateful to have on the battlefield with us: Jon Uhler. In case you are new here or missed Jon’s briefing on his background on the first episode we did together, here is a short recap of Jon’s many accolades and credentials: Jon’s work began over 30 years ago and his education includes attending Epic Bible College, Biola University, Talbot School of Theology, and California State University and Fullerton. He’s worked in both clinical and administrative capacities, outpatient and hospital settings, intensive day treatment settings, residential treatment programs, and in secure (locked) facilities - including over 11 years on Psychology Staff within the Pennsylvania Dept. of Corrections where he’s logged more clinical contact hours within Solitary Confinement than any Psych Staff in the entire US. Prior to his work with incarcerated men, he spent years working with sexual abuse Survivors, and treating Severely Emotionally Disturbed adolescents in group homes and within the largest intensive psychiatric Residential Treatment Facility for troubled youth west of the Mississippi.The past couple weeks, Jon has taken us down the predatorial rabbit hole of discussing how an innocent child could possibly grow up to be a violent sexual deviant, a psychopath, a pedophile, or all three, and the information has been received so well by all of you. On the opposite end, Jon has also simultaneously been going through a chart explaining the parts that make up a survivor’s system and it’s been an incredible balance of getting insights into both sides of the abuse spectrum. In order for us to evolve as a society, we have to be willing to get uncomfortable and talk about these uncomfortable topics. We have been deprived in our education of being informed about trauma, perpetrators and abuse and we live in a time now where people are so disconnected from their bodies, brains, and hearts that they are living in a state of trauma without even realizing it. CONNECT WITH JON:YouTube:  Jon Uhler - YouTube &  UnMaskingTheTransMovement - YouTubeWebsites:-Home | survivorsupport-WELCOME TO - Unmasking The Trans MovementUnmasking The Trans Movement | Revealing the Truth. Protecting The Most Vulnerable Among Us.-Home | Church ProtectTwitter: (2) Jon K. Uhler, LPC, CCTP, CSOTP (@uhler_jon) / X (twitter.com)CONNECT WITH EMMA & THE IMAGINATION:Emma's Substack: (1) Emma’s Substack | Emma Katherine | SubstackEMAIL: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com   All links: Emma Katherine on Direct.meBUY ME A COFFEE: Emma Katherine is Artist (buymeacoffee.com)Support the show

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.comI’m honored to introduce you all to: child sexual abuse and sex industry survivor, mother, wife, multi-dimensional transformational storyteller, former gifted student, Metaphysical Practitioner and trauma recovery expert, intuitive healer, spiritual counselor, transformational life coach, and absolute inspiration: Katie Lynn NaviKatie experienced trauma in her very young and formative years and was extremely misunderstood as a child due to her extra-sensory perceptions and lack of words or concepts for the things she tried to explain that she knew or could see. Paranormal experiences were very normal for her and in turn, she developed a fascination from very young for supernatural phenomena. In school, she advanced into being placed into the gifted and talented education - or GATE - programs and was selected for leadership conferences and going away to represent her school at leadership conferences and retreats to help develop her writing and speaking. She was part of Odyssey of the Mind and youth ministry.As she got older, Katie would internally battle the inner ‘knowing’ of her intuition versus the strict path her parents expected of her as the daughter of a military father and eventually settled on working in the medical field. It was after this decision that she would experience a series of events that would begin to push her into the realms of discovering MK ULTRA and questioning the western medicine model. In 2015, Katie became intertwined in the sex industry after she felt a part of her take over to lead her on a mission, she didn’t realize would become investigative work. As a survivor of child sexual abuse, she developed a greater understanding of the darkness within others, with an intrinsic understanding of what motivated divergent behavior. She began to realize while she was in this world that I had a few different handlers guiding me, grooming me along the way. In 2016, Katie had a spiritual awakening that would be the catalyst to her path to recovery where she would eventually decide to take extreme ownership of her life. She learned how to unpack all of the things that she experienced in a safe container with another person and transform that into a different perspective about who she is today. One thing that stood out to her in my recovery was the storytelling of others. Katie realized how valuable storytelling was, and how each person’s story was a piece of something that she had living within me that needed to be expressed or seen.  These stories saved her life and granted her sanity that could never be found in a pill bottle. As she heard people tell their stories, and she began to tell my own, she began to drop the heavy rock she had been carrying for so long. Today, Katie is a transformational life coach, and helps people tell their stories in order to heal the past and create a new empowering narrative for themselves. She practices the art of transformational storytelling, works with my clients on sharing their experience, strength, and hope so that they can be the medicine for someone else. And this, ladies and gentlemen, is what we call turning pain into purpose. CONNECT WITH KATIE LYNN: Twitter: https://twitter.com/Katie_NaviTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@kate.navi?lang=enIG: https://www.instagram.com/katienavi_lovestylecoaching/Support the show

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.comToday I’m honored to introduce to you, satanic ritual abuse, mind control and human trafficking survivor, author, survivor advocate, entrepreneur, founder of Handing the Shame Back Foundation, content creator and podcast host, and the woman behind the global hand signal for ‘under 16;s: Gloria MastersGloria was born into a multi-generational incest-based family in New Zealand and survived 16 years of heinous abuse at the hands of her family and the same people who should have been protecting her. Her father sold her to gangs and other groups and Gloria was forced to be a part of over 100 child sexual abuse materials - mainly videos. While her father sold her, her grandmother was getting paid a commission to train her, so she grew up with nowhere to turn for help. Gloria’s story brings attention to another topic we have been bringing attention to on this podcast - which is Masonic Ritual Abuse and the ways that Freemasons and secret societies are involved with these child abuse networks and organized crime syndicates. This is a key part of these networks, and we should all be beyond concerned as Freemason lodges are embedded publicly in our communities under the guise of ‘charity’ and brotherhood. In order to understand the full scope of the reality of these networks, we have to address what is happening within these lodges and eradicate the silence by bringing attention to and getting loud about the secrets hidden within these societies - especially the secrets that involve harming innocent children. It wouldn’t be until later in life when Gloria would awaken to the horrors she faced as a child. After her awakening to the truth about her childhood, Gloria - against all odds - not only overcame what was mean to destroy and silence her, but went on to become an author of three books, ‘On Angels Wings: My Flight From Trauma to Grace’, ‘Keeping Kids Safe - A Roadmap for Parents, Teachers, and Others’, and ‘Flightpath to Healing - A Guide for Child Sexual Abuse Survivors’, started and founded a charity dedicated to survivors of child sexual abuse called Handing the Shame Back Foundation, and started her own podcast on YouTube of the same name - presenting interviews and resources designed exclusively for survivors.Gloria’s purpose in life has become ‘to help others’ by shining a light onto the darkness through love and humility. She strives to reach as many survivors as she can to help them feel less alone and traumatized. Gloria is such a beautiful example of what can happen when you decide to turn pain into purpose and when you can use your story instead of letting your story use you. Something amazing happens when we side-step the manufactured reality built for us and create a better and new reality that focuses on making the world a better place for children, victims and survivors. And that’s exactly what Gloria chose to do with her testimony - she gave it a purpose and is now making the world a better and safer place for our children - one book, one podcast and one hand signal at a time.CONNECT WITH GLORIA: YouTube:​⁠ @handingtheshameback  Websites: https://gloriamasters.com/#/ &  https://www.handingtheshameback.org/Twitter: https://twitter.com/HandinShameBackPodcast: https://handingtheshameback.buzzsprout.com/IG: https://www.instagram.com/handingtheshameback/FB: https://www.facebook.com/HandingtheShameBack/Support the show

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.comI’m honored to have back on - our feature presenter for our Tuesday Night weekly podcast event: Certified Clinical Trauma Professional, Certified Sex Offender Treatment Provider, Licensed Professional Counselor, Founder of Survivor Support, Podcast host of own podcast and channel  @JonKUhlerLPC and  @UnMaskingTheTransMovement on YouTube, father of 3, husband to his high school sweetheart, survivor advocate, professional knapsack remover, whistleblower, and someone I’m grateful to have on the battlefield with us: Jon Uhler. In case you are new here or missed Jon’s briefing on his background on the first episode we did together, here is a short recap of Jon’s many accolades and credentials: Jon’s work began over 30 years ago and his education includes attending Epic Bible College, Biola University, Talbot School of Theology, and California State University and Fullerton. He’s worked in both clinical and administrative capacities, outpatient and hospital settings, intensive day treatment settings, residential treatment programs, and in secure (locked) facilities - including over 11 years on Psychology Staff within the Pennsylvania Dept. of Corrections where he’s logged more clinical contact hours within Solitary Confinement than any Psych Staff in the entire US. Prior to his work with incarcerated men, he spent years working with sexual abuse Survivors, and treating Severely Emotionally Disturbed adolescents in group homes and within the largest intensive psychiatric Residential Treatment Facility for troubled youth west of the Mississippi.When Jon is not providing professional therapy or podcasting, he serves in an advocacy role, toward helping increase safety for vulnerable women and minors, who are being placed in harm's way by those pushing dangerous ideologies, public policies, and legislation. It’s been such a treat to have Jon on the show with us each week and the value he’s provided so far is priceless. If you’ve been tuning in the last few weeks, you’ve seen that we’ve deviated from the conversation around a survivor’s systems and parts and have been doing a deep dive into the mind of sexual deviants and perpetraitors in order to better understand the type of person who would traumatize and abuse a child to begin with. Jon’s incredible insight into healing survivors through his 30+ years of working with sexual abuse and trauma victims mixed with his unparalleled work working in solitary confinement with some of the worlds most sexual deviants makes Jon is a force of nature in being able to explain both sides of the story - from both the survivor’s AND the perpetraitors point of view. Jon’s presentations help those of us listening be able to understand two sides of an abuse spectrum that can be so difficult to comprehend if you’re not an abuse survivor, and it’s extremely valuable information in helping survivors claim their power back.CONNECT WITH JON:YouTube:  Jon Uhler - YouTube &  UnMaskingTheTransMovement - YouTubeWebsites:-Home | survivorsupport-WELCOME TO - Unmasking The Trans MovementUnmasking The Trans Movement | Revealing the Truth. Protecting The Most Vulnerable Among Us.-Home | ChurchSupport the show

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.comThis week we are welcoming back podcast regular and the most viewed guest we’ve had on ‘The Imagination’: ritual abuse, child trafficking, and mind control survivor, mother, entrepreneur, tattoo cover-up extraordinaire, artist, gallery and tattoo shop owner, podcast host of her own incredible YouTube channel @carrieolaje , educator, and walking miracle: Carrie Olaje!In case you’re new here or missed Carrie’s first episode where she walks us through her testimony - here’s a short recap: Carrie was born into a multi-generational incest-based family and from a young age was sold into government-sponsored child slavery and behavioral modification programs with the goal of making her a child assassin, sex slave, and ritual butcher. Her abuse was perpetuated initially by her father who then passed her on to other owners and handlers who furthered her programming, trafficking and ritual abuse. I encourage you all to go watch the important testimony we did on our first episode together as Carrie quite literally paints us some massive disclosures that give deeper insights into the operational and orchestrated aspects of satanic rituals and abuses that happen within these occult networks. Since Carrie’s first time on the show, we have done multiple episodes together with her solo, as well as a couple incredible panel episodes alongside two other warriors on the battlefield: Nathan Reynolds and Grey. The last couple times Carrie was on, she covered topics in-depth such as DID, dissociation and alters, as well as continued our deep dives into the rituals, programming and events she was forced to partake in as a child. Carrie has a unique way of shining a light on the darkness by using visual art and photography to help explain what is so hard to comprehend to those of us on the outside looking in. Her bold, brave, raw, and vulnerable way of storytelling only adds to the compelling nature of her art which explains so much more than words ever could. Her ability to be so courageously uncensored when talking about the reality of satanic ritual abuse, human trafficking and mind control has been ground-breaking in helping us understand the depths of these difficult topics and her way of educating and sharing has been instrumental in exposing the truth about the levels of depravity that these children experience and survive. When you hear what Carrie went through and see where she came from, it is impossible for your jaw to not fall on the floor when you see where she is now. When survivors speak their testimonies, they are sharing information that we were never supposed to hear. And this is exactly why we need to and should be listening to brave warriors like Carrie who are quite literally risking everything to share this information with us. Today, Carrie will be expanding and diving deeper into the topics we’ve been discussing together, and I encourage you to take notes while you listen.One of my favorite quotes said on this podcast that I refer to often was by Carrie that stands true for her and for all survivors. When talking about where she is now in her healing and how she looks at her abusers today, Carrie said, “It’s like they honed a really sharp weapon… and now it’s pointed at them” - and nothing could be truer about Carrie and - as she demonstrates and encourages - about all survivors. Carrie lives and breathes this example by shining a bright light on it all - detail by detail - leaving no stone unturned and nothing hiding in the darkness.  CONNECT WITH CARRIE:Support the show

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.comToday I’m honored to introduce to you a testimony of hope and healing through survival and teamwork brought to you by an incredible duo who are both here today to share the struggles and triumphs of healing from satanic ritual abuse.Introducing our first guest: Satanic ritual abuse and mind control survivor, first generational New Zealander credentialed counselor with a specialization in Narrative Therapy, communication skill small group training course facilitator, traditional herbal medicine advocate, retreat co-facilitator, and healing warrior, Poppy JoyAnd our second guest: 50-year-old Kiwi Mother, healer helping survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse and extreme trauma specializing in Brandon Bay’s ‘The Journey’ method of emotional release and cellular healing, and intuitive empath helping survivors to recover themselves and take over their soul-light power: Marie Freeman Poppy and Marie are here today to share with you an incredible journey of healing from unfathomable events. Poppy is a Satanic ritual abuse survivor who has recently been liberated from an immense amount of trauma that her body was struggling to contain anymore. She hadn’t found the support she needed until things reached a psychotic peak after a therapist she had trusted embodied Baphomet and dealt out her version of ‘tough love’ as she called it.She received some welcomed help and miraculously got herself into a safe living situation and could focus on herself more. Her physical symptoms got more and more chronic until she was mostly having bedrest, meditating, doing what she knew but was unable to let a pressure cooker pot of suppressed memories out. It was then that Poppy met Marie who connected with her through her Mayan reports. Poppy would call Marie in moments of distress and panic and Marie would tell her she could work with her to support healing. But it took Poppy a while to trust, having been burned by others who do not understand the complexities that come with Satanic ritual abuse.And what Poppy and Marie have discovered together is amazing. For example - due to the age and stage of SRA at 2 years old Poppy experienced, her eyesight and hearing never developed normally and her perceptions have been energetic, which means that she can observe the movement of energy, experience some telepathy, and with focus can see how black magic practices are done. Poppy discovered that rituals are done to empower government legislation. She found how consciousnesses are connected to calendars and astrological systems and that rituals are performed with dates and planetary alignments. She is super-sensitive to cults and dangerous religions but did not become that way without having many dangerous experiences with them.Church spiritual abuse had tainted her concepts of Father God and her Mayan connection and intuitive interactions with it brought me to know the true heavenly Father and connect with Him more while also being connected with Mother Earth. Marie and Poppy’s story is important as it showcases the importance of finding what works right for your individual healing needs if you are a survivor, as well as finding the right person or team of people to help assist in your healing. CONNECT WITH POPPY: YouTube: Poppy- Poppy - YouTubeCONNECT WITH MARIE: YouTube: Intuitve Healing Marie Freeman - YouTubeSupport the show

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.comI am thrilled to have back on - our feature presenter for our Tuesday Night weekly podcast event: Certified Clinical Trauma Professional, Certified Sex Offender Treatment Provider, Licensed Professional Counselor, Founder of Survivor Support, Podcast host of own podcast and channel  @JonKUhlerLPC and  @UnMaskingTheTransMovement on YouTube, father of 3, husband to his high school sweetheart, survivor advocate, professional knapsack remover, whistleblower, and someone I’m grateful to have on the battlefield with us: Jon Uhler. In case you are new here or missed Jon’s briefing on his background on the first episode we did together, here is a short recap of Jon’s many accolades and credentials: Jon’s work began over 30 years ago and the evolution of his career path is nothing short of astonishing. His education includes attending Epic Bible College, Biola University, Talbot School of Theology, and California State University and Fullerton. He’s worked in both clinical and administrative capacities, outpatient and hospital settings, intensive day treatment settings, residential treatment programs, and in secure (locked) facilities - including over 11 years on Psychology Staff within the Pennsylvania Dept. of Corrections where he’s logged more clinical contact hours within Solitary Confinement than any Psych Staff in the entire US. Prior to his work with incarcerated men, he spent years working with sexual abuse Survivors, and treating Severely Emotionally Disturbed adolescents in group homes and within the largest intensive psychiatric Residential Treatment Facility for troubled youth west of the Mississippi. If you’ve been following along, you know that Jon has been taking us down some deep dives into the therapist’s mind when working with survivors with DID and extreme trauma as well as what a survivor should expect when working with a therapist. These episodes act as ‘cheat codes’ for us to learn the nuances of what getting help should look like if you’re a survivor of SRA, human trafficking, and mind control and they are also extremely insightful for helpers and of survivors to better understand how to support survivors. Re-learning how our bodies work is paramount to healing as a society and individually and Jon is just the right person to break down these boundaries so we can all see more clearly.  CONNECT WITH JON:YouTube:  Jon Uhler - YouTube &  UnMaskingTheTransMovement - YouTubeWebsites:-Home | survivorsupport-WELCOME TO - Unmasking The Trans MovementUnmasking The Trans Movement | Revealing the Truth. Protecting The Most Vulnerable Among Us.-Home | Church ProtectTwitter: (2) Jon K. Uhler, LPC, CCTP, CSOTP (@uhler_jon) / X (twitter.com)CONNECT WITH EMMA & THE IMAGINATION:Emma's Substack: (1) Emma’s Substack | Emma Katherine | SubstackEMAIL: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com   All links: Emma Katherine on Direct.meBUY ME A COFFEE: Emma Katherine is Artist (buymeacoffee.coSupport the show

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.comToday I’m honored to introduce to you, Satanic and masonic ritual abuse and mind control survivor and whistleblower, YouTuber and content creator, first generational New Zealander, credentialed counselor with a specialization in Narrative Therapy, communication skill small group training course facilitator, traditional herbal medicine advocate, retreat co-facilitator, and healing warrior, Poppy Joy. Poppy is a satanic and masonic ritual abuse survivor, was born into a multi-generational incest-based family and has recently been liberated from an immense amount of trauma that her body was struggling to contain anymore. Her memories started to surface in 2017 from a few triggers in her surroundings - including: a vicious semi-wild dog on the loose, a jellyfish sting that gave her a histamine reaction where her entire body was covered in a rash, and swollen lips and other orifices. In Poppy’s shocked state of remembering what she was programmed to forget, her then partner encouraged her to keep breathing through what she was experiencing, and scenes, smells, visions and sound memories started to flood her conscious mind. They were disorganized and chaotic, but over time, Poppy started to connect the dots. Poppy’s earliest memories were related to her senses - she remembered that her eyesight and hearing never developed normally and her perceptions have been energetic, meaning that she can observe the movement of energy, experience telepathy, and with focus can see how black magic practices are done. Poppy discovered that rituals are done to empower government legislation. She found how consciousnesses are connected to calendars and astrological systems and that rituals are performed with dates and planetary alignments. Poppy is super-sensitive to cults and dangerous religions but did not become that way without having many dangerous experiences with them. Church and spiritual abuse had tainted her concepts of Father God and her Mayan connection and intuitive interactions with it brought her to know the true heavenly Father and connect with Him more while also becoming more connected with Mother Earth. Poppy has a degree in Counseling, has specialized in Narrative Therapy, has training as a small group facilitator - teaching communication skills and courses such as “Changes that Heal”. She has studied traditional herbal medicine during cancer/Morgellons treatments, and was a retreat co-facilitator prior to 2017 when her memories started to crowd in. At the time her memories started pouring in, she was not able to tend to other’s lives while her own life needed so much attention. Poppy is still actively on her healing journey and already - she is such a bright light in the darkness, shining her candle wherever she can to heal herself and the world around her.Poppy Joy is literally the living definition of the word ‘Joy’ - one would never, ever guess the horrors she’s went through and healed through and that is one of the many reasons why I am excited for you all to meet her. She has overcome every obstacle put in the way to stop her from healing - including having to leave a therapist she had trusted who embodied Baphomet and betrayed her - and has so much love in her heart that you can just feel it overflowing out of her when she speaks and through her beautiful energy. Poppy is extremely articulate when she speaks and has such a deeply loving and optimistic way of looking at life. CONNECT WITH POPPY:YouTube:  @MayanMissions - https://www.youtube.com/@MayanMissions/videosSupport the show

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.comToday I’m honored to introduce you all to: MK ULTRA super soldier, mind control and ritual abuse survivor and whistleblower, poet, content creator, warrior, and my new friend, Mathew Murray!I met Matthew recently in a Twitter Space where there was a dialogue happening around the highly public MK ULTRA breakdown that professional boxer, Ryan Garcia, appears to be going through. Matthew was given the microphone by the host of that Space and began blowing the whistle on his MK ULTRA testimony - and the depth of information he was sharing was so shocking and on-point that I could tell right away he had an incredible story, so I reached out to him about coming on the podcast and sharing. Mathew was born in 1990 to an extremely talented and intelligent woman who excelled at everything she put her mind to. At one point, and unbeknownst to Matthew, he lived in a small town where many of the people around him were and had been used in some form of human experimentation. He believes this was the case with many members of his own family. His mother - before passing away when he was a young child - seemed to know Mathew would need defenses against mind control and from a very young age, began teaching Mathew ideas and truths that are older than anything we remember in history such as old ideas his family held onto for generations in secret. Mathew's childhood was filled with trauma after trauma and it would seem that many of the people surrounding Mathew were involved. From being locked away in a room all by himself to endure long school hours alone to surviving suicide triggers and drugging as an adult. It wouldn’t be until recently when Mathew would begin recovering his lost memories and realizing his life might be different than he formerly thought. He was sought out for his intelligence to be used in these programs and now Mathew is using that same intelligence to shake some sense into society about what exactly is going on behind closed doors. Mathew is going to share his testimony today along with some deep dives into the making of a super soldier and how these abuse systems are actually much more historical and older than any of us would like to believe. When not whistleblowing, Mathew has an awesome TikTok channel where he writes and shares his poetry, and I would encourage you all to follow along his journey! You are going to hear some new and corroborating information today as Mathew shines a bright light on the darkness and I ask you all to please give him your full attention as he speaks about things we were never supposed to hear. Before I finish introducing today’s guest - I wanted to give a couple reminders and updates: If you’d like to be on the podcast as a guest or share any information privately with me, please email me at imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com. You can also use this email if you’d like to be a part of my new book series featuring written survivor testimonies. You can find the video with all the details on how to submit YOUR testimony on any of my podcast channels. And lastly - I’d love your support on Substack where I’m taking up investigative journalism as an outlet for me personally to share about my podcast, guests, and advocacy work and you can Subscribe to me there at www.emmakatherine.substack.com. All my links are in the show notes and I’d love your support across all platforms! Thank you all for caring so deeply about survivors and for helping to make this the safest space on the internet for survivor disclosures!CONNECT WITH MATHEW: Twitter: (12) Mathew Murray (@MystoCallisto) / X (twitter.com)TikTok: Support the show