Adventures Through The Mind

Chris Bache, PhD, author of LSD and The Mind Of The Universe, talks about the global collapse and the birth of the future human. He discusses his LSD journeys into 'deep time' and divine encounters with oneness. The podcast explores the parallels between psychedelic experiences and the current global crisis, the complexity of the current global situation, and the importance of collaboration in discourse.

“Where do the Australian psychoactive acacia species fit into the contemporary, local psychedelic scene, and how does interaction with these species inform a deeper connection to this land and its dreaming?” That's the question we are discussing in this episode of the podcast, psychedelic cafe #5. We talk about the history, pharmacology, and phenomenology of drinking the psychedelic acacia trees of Australia. As well as their conservation, challenges of learning there being no known history of their ceremonial use, and the complications of using them in the context of colonialism. We also talk about plant intelligence, interspecies communication, and encounters with “the unseen realm” of spirits that exist beyond the human mind. Our Guests For This Episode: Nick Sun Jef Baker Rohan B. Dr. Liam Engel Julian Palmer For links to our guests' bios and work, full show notes, and to watch this episode in video, head to https://bit.ly/PsyCafe5   ***Full Topics Breakdown Below***     SUPPORT THIS PODCAST   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/   ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter   *** Extra BIG thanks to my patrons on Patreon for helping keep this podcast alive! Especially, Andreas D, Clea S, Joe A, Ian C, David WB, Yvette FC, Ann-Madeleine, Dima B, Eliz C, Chuck W, Nathan B, & Nick M     Episode Breakdown Communicating with psychedelic acacia trees of Australia Connecting to the spirit of the land A growing language between humans and the acacia Conservation of Acacia in the face of wild harvesting The modern cultural context of acacia drinkers Australian Psychedelic Acacia spirituality is an unexplored area of psychedelic anthropology Acacia species that are orally active without separate MAOIs? Psychedelic alkaloids in Acacia other than nn, DMT—e.g. NMT, 5-MeO-DMT, and other undiscovered alkaloids Why plants produce alkaloids (beyond survival) Experiential differences between psychedelic acacias problems and concerns for conversation and preservation DMT and Acacia general usage patterns in Western Australia Ask not what the plant can do for you, but what you can do for the plant Finding a sustainable commercial source for  the psychedelic acacia trees of australia The complexity of drinking acacia in the context of colonialism Will drinking the plants reconnect us with the land Asking for permission Learning the plants and how to take them with integrity without a culture to guide us Psychedelic encounters with spirits — DMT, acacia, and “the unseen realm” You can’t just chalk entity experiences up to 'just a trip' All non-human life has intrinsic value Grow plants Existence is just a joke but you have to take it seriously or it isn’t funny Learn to en-joy The message DMT is attempting to give humanity Different plants from different lands, consumed on different lands, invite different insight   ************** SUPPORT THIS PODCAST   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/   ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter   ► Or, you can buy a copy of one of my books! Decomposing The Shadow: https://www.jameswjesso.com/decomposing-the-shadow/ The True Light Of Darkness: https://www.jameswjesso.com/true-light-darkness/

Heather Hargraves joins us to discuss using neurofeedback therapy to heal the brain and build a resilient nervous system. We also talk about mental health disorders as an adaptive response of the nervous system, rather than a pathology. As well as where neurofeedback therapy fits in as an adjunct to psychotherapy in treat those disorders. We also talk extensively about ADHD, traumatic brain injury, and brain health. And, of particular excitement to you psychedelic-enthusiasts out there, we talk about psychedelic-informed neurofeedback. (Which is basically like using neurofeedback to encourage your brain to enter psychedelic-like states.) For links to Hargraves's work, full show notes, and to watch this episode in video, head to https://bit.ly/ATTMind141   ***Full Topics Breakdown Below***     SUPPORT THIS PODCAST   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/   ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter   *** Extra BIG thanks to my patrons on Patreon for helping keep this podcast alive! Especially, Andreas D, Clea S, Joe A, Ian C, David WB, Yvette FC, Ann-Madeleine, Dima B, Eliz C, Chuck W, Nathan B, Nick M, & Wes p     Episode Breakdown   What is neurofeedback and how does it work Using neurofeedback to encourage homeostasis in the brain through progressive-overload exercise for the nervous system Increasing communication, complexity, and relationship within the nervous system Understanding mental health disorders as a product of nervous system adaptation rather than pathology Technologically-augmented psychotherapy through neurofeedback ADHD, relaxation-induced anxiety, and Heart Rate Variability (a neurofeedback perspective) ADHD as a product of early-life head trauma Using neurofeedback for training the brain into good mental and neurological health Beyond neuroptimal At-home Neurofeedback technology - pros and cons Using neurofeedback therapy to treat chronic pain Discovering psychedelic-informed neurofeedback Combining psychedelic-induced neurofeedback with actual psychedelics Using neurofeedback therapy to assist integration on the neurobiological level Using neurofeedback and microdosing to repair brain damage You need to change the microbiome to sustain changes in the brain Early life trauma starts in the brain stem - A criticism of the polyvagal theory Divergence Neuro–effective and affordable at-home neurofeedback headset Using Neurofeedback and VR to create a Nexus5 (novel) experience Having neurodivergent individuals in our communities is an important evolutionary advantage “Maybe we’ve been hypnotized into pathologizing healthy responses to unhealthy systems” Using neurofeedback and genomics to predict whether or not DMT will help treat addiction Creating technology that works like mycelium   ************** SUPPORT THIS PODCAST   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/   ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter  

Benjamin Malcolm, aka The Spirit Pharmacist, joins us on to explore and compare the pharmacological actions of antidepressant psychotropics with the actions of the classical psychedelics, ayahuasca, MDMA, and ketamine. We also explore the risk of combining psychedelics, MDMA, and/or ketamine with the different classes of antidepressants, including SSRIs, SNRIs, and MAOIs, and even NDRIs like Wellbutrin and Strattera. This episode is chock full of very specific information about pharmacology. Get your notepad ready. ... For links to Malcolms's work, full show notes, and to watch this episode in video, head to https://bit.ly/ATTMind140   ***Full Topics Breakdown Below***     SUPPORT THIS PODCAST   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/   ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter   *** Extra BIG thanks to my patrons on Patreon for helping keep this podcast alive! Especially, Andreas D, Clea S, Joe A, Ian C, David WB, Yvette FC, Ann-Madeleine, Dima B, Eliz C, Chuck W, Nathan B, Nick M, & Wes p     Episode Breakdown The difference between antidepressants and psychedelics as treatments for mental health disorders How antidepressant psychotropics address mental health disorders How psychedelics address mental health disorders Psychedelic psychotherapy is suffering under the weight of trying to fit in with psychiatry Psychedelics help you heal yourself, by helping to heal your brain How the classical psychedelics affect the brain—Lsd, psilocybin, MDMA, Ayahuasca, and Ketamine Neurotrophic factors and psychedelic induced neuroplasticity Combining tricyclic antidepressants and psychedelics (including MDMA, ketamine, and ayahuasca) What are MAOIs (a vs b, reversible vs irreversible) and their interaction with psychedelics (and ayahuasca) An explanation of serotonin syndrome Combining MAOIs with psilocybin and LSD Combining MAOIs with MDMA (as well as other stimulants) SRI’s and SNRI’s— what are they and how do they interact with psychedelics SSRIs reduce the effects of MDMA Is it a good idea to use Prozac for MDMA hangover NRI and NDRI–what are they and how do they interact with psychedelics (including ayahuasca) Mixing Wellbutrin or Straterra with psychedelics Why anecdotal evidence for drug reactions doesn't amount to much Combining SARI (trazodone) with psychedelics   ************** SUPPORT THIS PODCAST   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/ ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter

Akua Ofosuhene is on the show to discuss the role psychedelics can play in dismantling racism in society by helping us learn to let go of the conditioned beliefs we are taught to hold about race in general. We also talk about how the dismantling of racism is actively harmed by the politics of outrage being carried into our personal relationships, and how getting beyond racism as a society can only truly come about in a cultural context based on the sacredness of the individual. For links to Akua's work, full show notes, subreddit, and to watch this episode in video, head to https://bit.ly/ATTMind139   ***Full Topics Breakdown Below*** Featured Photo by Tim Mossholder on Unsplash   SUPPORT THIS PODCAST   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/   ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter   *** Extra BIG thanks to my patrons on Patreon for helping keep this podcast alive! Especially, Andreas D, Clea S, Joe A, Ian C, David WB, Yvette FC, Ann-Madeleine, Dima B, Eliz C, Chuck W, Nathan B, Nick M, & Wes P     Episode Breakdown Why it serves us to talk about racism with less trigger charge between us How racism is at the foundation of capitalism How colonialism creates the problems colonialism presents itself as being the solution to How racism expresses the identity of both white people and black/brown people Using psychedelics to dismantle and reject the title of ‘white’ in “white” people The possibility of redemption requires a culture that allows for mistakes to be learned from and relationships that encourage that The profound complexity of this process, and the importance of doing the personal healing work first The importance of going beyond personal work How we come together on social issues is important Akua’s journey of Using Psychedelics To Dismantle Racism Dismantling the “racist within” herself through psychedelic use Narrative warfare, polarization, and being conditioned into a constant threat response Using psychedelics to heal ourselves from feeling constant threat empowers us to create positive change Psychedelics can help to heal polarized divisions,  but not by default. It has to be a choice Going beyond race What it looks like to dismantle the racist within, both as a white person and as a person of color Recognize even difficult, or seemingly self-limiting, transitions towards positive social change are steps towards that change We are so much more than we currently believe ourselves to be What does it look like to actively stand up to racist institutions as a person of color? Summarizing the conversation so far Do protests actually create change? Why Akua is skeptical of aligning with BLM as a response to racism What does it look like to actively stand up to racist institutions as a white person?   ************** SUPPORT THIS PODCAST   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/   ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter   ► Or, you can buy a copy of one of my books! Decomposing The Shadow: https://www.jameswjesso.com/decomposing-the-shadow/ The True Light Of Darkness: https://www.jameswjesso.com/true-light-darkness/

Charley Wininger, author of Listening To Ecstacy: The Transformative Power of MDMA, joins us to talk about MDMA for couples, as well as MDMA for personal healing, spiritual awakening, and staying connected to the joy of being alive as we age into the winter years of our lives. Of course, MDMA comes with certain risks, and we talk about that too. For links to Wininger's work, full show notes, and to watch this episode in video, head to https://bit.ly/ATTMind138   ***Full Topics Breakdown Below***     SUPPORT THIS PODCAST   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/   ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter   *** Extra BIG thanks to my patrons on Patreon for helping keep this podcast alive! Especially, Andreas D, Clea S, Joe A, Ian C, David WB, Yvette FC, Ann-Madeleine, Dima B, Eliz C, Chuck W, Nathan B, & Nick M.     Episode Breakdown MDMA for couples / MDMA in our aging time How this interview came into existence The history of MDMA, MDMA for couples, and MDMA's prohibition Rediscovering MDMA at 50 years old The benefits of MDMA for the individual MDMA is the chemical of connection Accessing profound self-love, and how it changes you Transforming one’s relationship to their body with MDMA The benefits of MDMA for romantic partnerships Using MDMA for couples therapy The power of deep love and safety in resolving long-standing relationships conflicts We all have these little dark secrets that we’ll be rejected if known The importance of being careful with who you take MDMA with How a cult of two collapses a relationship How our relationship fail when we forget generosity and gratitude within it - and how MDMA helps remind us The profound value of touch MDMA is sensual, not necessarily sexual (but cannabis helps) How reconnecting with the loving vulnerability between you and your partner can reawaken sexual intimacy WARNING: MDMA within abusive relationships might make things worst Taking MDMA as a senior citizen The danger of taking MDMA as an older person Losing the magic – Can taking a lower dose of MDMA help to bring the magic back? Integration: A different way of understanding the MDMA hangover The pain of using MDMA to open your heart. What does aging offer us; what does it take away; where does MDMA fit in the process The disadvantages of aging vs internalized ageism How MDMA has impacted Wininger’s relationship to death and dying Bridging the age apartheid with MDMA and the rave scene You don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone; learning how important our relationships are before death ends them The most important lesson MDMA has to teach us during the troubled times we are in   ************** SUPPORT THIS PODCAST   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/   ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter   ► Or, you can buy a copy of one of my books! Decomposing The Shadow: https://www.jameswjesso.com/decomposing-the-shadow/ The True Light Of Darkness: https://www.jameswjesso.com/true-light-darkness/

Alexander Beiner joins us on Adventures Through The Mind to discuss the rise of psychedelic capitalism, its impact on the culture, and the risk of us losing something promising if we get swept up by various narratives for-profits models are seeding into our minds. We also discuss modern Western culture’s crisis of meaning, the dissolution of trust in institutions, "the internet of beefs", and the challenge of sensemaking in our modern technological landscape. For links to Beiner's work, full show notes, and to watch this episode in video, head to https://bit.ly/ATTMind137   ***Full Topics Breakdown Below***     SUPPORT THIS PODCAST   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/   ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter   *** Extra BIG thanks to my patrons on Patreon for helping keep this podcast alive! Especially, Andreas D, Clea S, Joe A, Ian C, David WB, Yvette FC, Ann-Madeleine, Dima B, Eliz C, Chuck W & Nathan B.     Episode Breakdown Adderall, modafinil, and attention in a world of distraction Rebel Wisdom, sensemaking, and the meaning crisis Multi-level narrative warfare and the culture war in a multipolar world How psychedelics are impacting us negatively, in the context of the meaning crisis Psychedelics lack the cultural framework needed for them to have a positive impact impact Can psychedelic culture become antifragile? Psychedelics’ potentially positive role | the transformational power of truth Game-B  and the rise of psychedelic capitalism The legal and ethical complexities introduced with for-profit models for psychedelic therapy Who should be regulating the psychedelic industry, and how? Prohibition (and profit) block the generative public discourse needed to address the problems psychedelic capitalism is introducing The power and importance of talking openly about our thoughts on psychedelics and psychedelic culture How profiting through the psychedelic industry will begin to silence us from speaking up against harm and damage done within those industries The changing quality of discourse on the complexities facing psychedelic culture The epitome of psychedelic capitalism is in the language of ‘wellness’ Will mainstreaming psychedelics fundamentally alter the psychedelic experiences itself? Will the mainstream change the psychedelic experience, or will the psychedelic experience change the mainstream? The unfortunate lack of recognizing plant intelligence in our presently mainstreamed models for psychedelic experiences The strange game of appearing respectable in order to be respected in psychedelic research can't go on forever A taste of what's coming up on rebel wisdom regarding psychedelic content   ************** SUPPORT THIS PODCAST   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/   ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter   ► Or, you can buy a copy of one of my books! Decomposing The Shadow: https://www.jameswjesso.com/decomposing-the-shadow/ The True Light Of Darkness: https://www.jameswjesso.com/true-light-darkness/

We feature two anonymous guests on today’s episode to talk about applying psychedelics to somatic relational therapy. One of whom is a practicing underground therapist. The other is not a therapist or doing therapy, but a social worker and researcher specializing in somatic healing, interpersonal neurobiology, and psychedelic therapy. This is a radically different approach to the psychedelic-assisted therapy you are likely aware of--headphones, eye shades, therapist there to hold a hand if needed. This is a therapy that is fully interactive and engaged.   --LINKS--   For related links, Tooth Fairy's recently revealed identity, full show notes, and to watch this episode in video, head to https://bit.ly/ATTMind136 ***Full Topics Breakdown Below***   --- SUPPORT THIS PODCAST —   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/   ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter   *** Extra BIG thanks to my patrons on Patreon for helping keep this podcast alive! Especially, Andreas D, Clea S, Joe A, Ian C, David WB, Yvette FC, Ann-Madeleine, Dima B, Eliz C, Nathan B & Chuck W   ************** Episode Breakdown Weathering transference during a session; positive versus negative transference Why we were talking about somatic therapy with psychedelics Healing our social fabric and up-skilling our community [link to Sweden lecture] Neurobiology of connection and trauma healing Neurobiology of co-regulation in infancy and adulthood Applying co-regulation practices to psychedelic therapy, plus an example How early life attachment wounds can become trauma in adulthood and how they are healed How attachment wounds contribute to physical illness The role of intellectual understanding during somatic healing How to carry somatic healing into our lives afterwards; integration “Symbolic“ versus body-based healing trauma The first healing response to the wound is not always the final step in that healing Becoming human through healing trauma in the body How connecting to the earth is a vital part of our healing process Connecting with the intelligence of plant medicine The value of slowing down; finding optimal arousal state for entering into psychedelic spaces Trauma expressing as hyper-function What role does feeling the pain—shadow work—play in healing trauma with somatic psychedelic therapy Bypassing shadow work euphoria addiction A story of healing through abject terror on 5-MeO-DMT The vital role of love in healing trauma through somatic therapy with psychedelics How do different psychedelics fit with different needs and phases of somatic healing MDMA, 3MMC, 5MEODMT, ketamine, psilocybin The healing power of connecting with Transcendence Healing ancestral trauma More on the healing power of connecting with Transcendence   ************** --- SUPPORT THIS PODCAST —   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/   ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter   --- BOOKS Decomposing The Shadow: https://www.jameswjesso.com/decomposing-the-shadow/ The True Light Of Darkness: https://www.jameswjesso.com/true-light-darkness/

PSILOCYBIN AND COMPASSION ARE BOTH LINKED TO OUR ABILITY TO FEEL EMOTIONAL PAIN AS IT ARISES By examining this correlation from a trauma-informed, psychotherapeutic framework, we find an understanding of emotional healing and healthy emotional processes, with or without psilocybin on board. This lecture will explore the essence of compassion and how a lack of it is related to early childhood trauma and emotional repression. Furthermore, it will explore the potential of psilocybin in the resolution of emotional trauma and the cultivation of healthier relationships, as well as the potential of suffering as a necessary skill for being an adult. (p.s. please be aware that there is quite a bit more cursing in this episode than normal.) --LINKS--   To watch this episode in video, head to https://bit.ly/ATTMind118   ***No Topic Breakdown For This Episode***   --- SUPPORT THIS PODCAST —   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/ ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter

What are heightened sexual experiences? How do we access them? How do they relate to our ability to access pleasure, multiple orgasms, and a profound sense of intimacy with ourselves and with others? What do we need to watch out for on our journey of awakening to these heightened sexual experiences in order to stay safe in ourselves and avoid accidentally hurting others? And, what roles do our psychedelic experiences serve in this sexual awakening? We welcome Miriam Elyse to Adventures Through The Mind to explore these questions and more. --LINKS--   For links to Miriams's work, full show notes, and to watch this episode in video, head to https://bit.ly/ATTMind134 ***Full Topics Breakdown Below***   --- SUPPORT THIS PODCAST —   ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/ ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter   *** Extra BIG thanks to my patrons on Patreon for helping keep this podcast alive! Especially, Andreas D, Clea S, Joe A, Ian C, David WB, Yvette FC, Ann-Madeleine, Dima B, Eliz C, Chuck W, and Nathan B   ************** Episode Breakdown The similarities between the psychedelic experience and the sexual experience Working with energy, with psychedelics and with sexuality Logic and the isness of existence Discerning spiritual awakening from manic episodes The profound real-ness of your inner experience Getting out of the adult mind with heightened sexual experiences Learning to let go of control, in psychedelics and with sexuality Balancing between control and surrender in accessing multiple orgasms Similarities and differences between male and female sexual experiences The dynamic field of orgasm and how psychedelic can help us access it Feminine and masculine are not only male or female Differing pleasures in different bodies through different means “My pleasure” but what about other people? Spiritual bypassing the self-serving ego trap of spiritual sexual practices Other than spirituality, what value do these practices offer our relationships? New Relationship Energy (NRE) vs Old Relationship Energy (ORE) for heightened sexual practices The importance of a secure relationship container to explore profound sexual states and the misuse of power dynamics Peter Pan spiritual fuckboys Cleansing the lens of perception through heightened sexual experiences Tantra and healing through sexuality Further breaking down spiritual fuckboys vs responsible polyamory Opening up into our parental wounds through sexual ecstasy The connection is more important than the sex Personal experiences with polyamory and why we both have chosen monogamy How polyamory revealed our shadows around our vulnerability How heightened sexual experiences are medicine for the modern world   ************** --- SUPPORT THIS PODCAST —   Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso Donations: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/ Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter   --- BOOKS — Decomposing The Shadow: https://www.jameswjesso.com/decomposing-the-shadow/ The True Light Of Darkness: https://www.jameswjesso.com/true-light-darkness/