

Inside Bipolar
Gabe Howard & Dr. Nicole Washington
Join Gabe, who lives with bipolar, and Dr. Nicole, a board certified psychiatrist, as they explore the spectrum of this misunderstood illness. They tackle bipolar disorder using real world examples, the latest research, and just enough funny to keep you intrigued. Signal Award Gold Winner, 2024. Signal Award Listener's Choice Winner, 2024. Webby Honoree two years in a row -- 2024 & 2025!
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Dec 2, 2024 • 41min
When Bipolar Treatment Is Refused: What Can Loved Ones Do?
When someone with bipolar disorder refuses treatment, it can leave loved ones feeling helpless and overwhelmed. How can you support them without enabling their denial? In this episode, Gabe Howard and Dr. Nicole Washington offer actionable advice for navigating this emotional minefield. Learn how to foster meaningful conversations, set healthy boundaries, and take care of your well-being while encouraging them toward treatment. This is a must listen for anyone wishing to help a loved one with bipolar disorder.“They're ultra focused on their sick family member. I understand that thinking, but I want to just rip the band-aid off. If you are not paying attention to your own mental health, if you are not practicing self-care and you are not getting the mental health care you need, that is also a very large problem. You need to put your own oxygen mask on first before you are in a position to help your loved one.” ~Gabe Howard, HostTo learn more -- or read the transcript -- please visit the episode page.This episode is sponsored, in part, by Cornbread Hemp. They produced the first-ever USDA-certified organic CBD gummies in America. Save 30% on your first order using code "Inside30."Our host, Gabe Howard, is an award-winning writer and speaker who lives with bipolar disorder. He is the author of the popular book, "Mental Illness is an Asshole and other Observations," available from Amazon; signed copies are also available directly from the author. To learn more about Gabe, or book him for your next event, please visit his website, gabehoward.com. You can also follow him on Instagram and TikTok at @askabipolar. Our host, Dr. Nicole Washington, is a native of Baton Rouge, Louisiana, where she attended Southern University and A&M College. After receiving her BS degree, she moved to Tulsa, Oklahoma to enroll in the Oklahoma State University College of Osteopathic Medicine. She completed a residency in psychiatry at the University of Oklahoma in Tulsa. Since completing her residency training, Washington has spent most of her career caring for and being an advocate for those who are not typically consumers of mental health services, namely underserved communities, those with severe mental health conditions, and high performing professionals. Through her private practice, podcast, speaking, and writing, she seeks to provide education to decrease the stigma associated with psychiatric conditions. Find out more at DrNicolePsych.com. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Nov 25, 2024 • 38min
Keto for Bipolar: Cure or Craze?
Can following a keto diet help people with bipolar disorder reduce or even eliminate medication? While keto is often promoted as a potential game-changer for mental health, there’s a crucial question: Can it really help manage bipolar symptoms?In this episode, Dr. Nicole Washington shares insights from clinical experience, balancing keto’s possible benefits against the dangers of going off medication. Gabe Howard, who lives with bipolar, raises concerns about how fad diets can lead people to potentially harmful decisions, while Dr. Nicole explains what science currently says about keto’s effects on the brain.Together, they debunk myths and discuss how to safely consider diet changes without jeopardizing stability. Perfect for anyone curious about diet trends, mental health, and the complex intersection between the two. Listen now!“I have followed a keto diet. It is hard. If you really are saying, I want to commit, you need to do your research. You need to learn about macros and what a keto diet is, and how many grams of protein should you be taking in a day? How many grams of fat? What kinds of fats? How many grams of carbs should you limit yourself to? Are you going to intermittent fast with your keto? Like, there's so many parts to this, know what you're getting yourself into.” ~Dr. Nicole Washington To learn more -- or read the transcript -- visit the official episode page.This episode is sponsored, in part, by Cornbread Hemp. They produced the first-ever USDA-certified organic CBD gummies in America. Save 30% on your first order using code "Inside30."Our host, Gabe Howard, is an award-winning writer and speaker who lives with bipolar disorder. He is the author of the popular book, "Mental Illness is an Asshole and other Observations," available from Amazon; signed copies are also available directly from the author.To learn more about Gabe, or book him for your next event, please visit his website, gabehoward.com. You can also follow him on Instagram and TikTok at @askabipolar. Our host, Dr. Nicole Washington, is a native of Baton Rouge, Louisiana, where she attended Southern University and A&M College. After receiving her BS degree, she moved to Tulsa, Oklahoma to enroll in the Oklahoma State University College of Osteopathic Medicine. She completed a residency in psychiatry at the University of Oklahoma in Tulsa. Since completing her residency training, Washington has spent most of her career caring for and being an advocate for those who are not typically consumers of mental health services, namely underserved communities, those with severe mental health conditions, and high performing professionals. Through her private practice, podcast, speaking, and writing, she seeks to provide education to decrease the stigma associated with psychiatric conditions. Find out more at DrNicolePsych.com. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Nov 18, 2024 • 46min
Beyond Spa Days: Self-Care and the 8 Dimensions of Wellness
Self-care for bipolar disorder transcends relaxation; it includes nurturing all aspects of life. Discussion revolves around the '8 Dimensions of Wellness,' offering practical advice for personal responsibility and resilience. The hosts reveal the challenges of workplace boundaries and the power of saying no. Emotional well-being is explored through joy, gratitude, and realistic expectations. Fostering connections and engaging in ongoing learning are emphasized as key to holistic wellness, making self-care a vital toolkit for thriving.

Nov 11, 2024 • 43min
Top 10 Most Common Bipolar Questions Answered
Get ready to tackle the top questions about bipolar disorder! Learn the important distinctions between bipolar I and II, and uncover management strategies that can help limit its impact. Discover the relationship between genetics and environment in the disorder's origins. Hear insights on navigating diagnosis, including symptoms and treatment options. Plus, find out why self-care is crucial for both individuals living with bipolar and their support systems. This engaging discussion offers clarity and practical tips for understanding and managing this complex condition.

Nov 4, 2024 • 38min
Dodging Bipolar Relapse in January: Beating Holiday Havoc
As the holiday season begins, we start feeling the pull to enjoy every treat, party, and late night that November and December has to offer. But for those managing bipolar disorder, the holiday frenzy can lead to more than just leftover fruitcake in January.Join Gabe Howard, who lives with bipolar disorder, and Dr. Nicole Washington as they dive into the chaotic holiday whirlpool and explain how its demands can quickly become a recipe for relapse. They discuss why indulging in a little holiday cheer might feel innocent, but can lead to unwelcome surprises like depression, disrupted routines, and, in more serious cases, a bipolar episode.With humor, honesty, and practical advice, Gabe and Dr. Nicole help you navigate this festive season mindfully so that come January, you’ll feel recharged instead of regretful. If you want to enter the new year feeling strong, this is the episode for you.“One of the things I think that trips up a lot of people is we tend to save our splurges for special occasions. But during the holidays, I mean, from Halloween to New Year's, it feels like every day is a special occasion because it's the holiday season. So, but really, I mean, you can't have 65 days of special occasions. I mean, you just can't. Or else your body will be angry at you.” ~Dr. Nicole Washington, HostThis episode is sponsored, in part, by Cornbread Hemp. They produced the first-ever USDA-certified organic CBD gummies in America. Save 30% on your first order using code "Inside30."To learn more -- or read the transcript -- please visit the official episode page.Our host, Gabe Howard, is an award-winning writer and speaker who lives with bipolar disorder. He is the author of the popular book, "Mental Illness is an Asshole and other Observations," available from Amazon; signed copies are also available directly from the author. To learn more about Gabe, or book him for your next event, please visit his website, gabehoward.com. You can also follow him on Instagram and TikTok at @askabipolar. Our host, Dr. Nicole Washington, is a native of Baton Rouge, Louisiana, where she attended Southern University and A&M College. After receiving her BS degree, she moved to Tulsa, Oklahoma to enroll in the Oklahoma State University College of Osteopathic Medicine. She completed a residency in psychiatry at the University of Oklahoma in Tulsa. Since completing her residency training, Washington has spent most of her career caring for and being an advocate for those who are not typically consumers of mental health services, namely underserved communities, those with severe mental health conditions, and high performing professionals. Through her private practice, podcast, speaking, and writing, she seeks to provide education to decrease the stigma associated with psychiatric conditions. Find out more at DrNicolePsych.com. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Oct 28, 2024 • 35min
Love & Marriage: Tackling Relationship Challenges with Bipolar Disorder
Marriage can be challenging, but add bipolar disorder to the mix, and it becomes a complex journey. Gabe shares personal stories of past divorces and the impact of untreated bipolar on relationships. Expert insights emphasize the need for communication, trust, and emotional management. Listeners learn how to address conflicts constructively, recognizing them as opportunities for growth rather than failures. The discussion also highlights the importance of mutual respect and personal responsibility in nurturing a resilient partnership.

Oct 21, 2024 • 39min
Self-Sabotage and Bipolar: Breaking the Cycle
Dive into the intricate dance between self-sabotage and bipolar disorder in this eye-opening episode. Join Gabe Howard, who lives with bipolar, and Dr. Nicole Washington as they explore the often unrecognized ways that bipolar symptoms can lead to unconscious self-sabotaging behaviors.Discover how to identify patterns of self-sabotage and why understanding the "why" behind your actions is crucial for growth. If you’ve ever felt trapped by your own choices or wondered how to break free from destructive cycles, this episode offers valuable insights and actionable steps to reclaim control over your life. Don’t miss out on this essential conversation that blends lived experience with expert advice—tune in and start your journey toward healing today."I think a lot of people are more aware of self-sabotage than they think. So when we talk about combating it, if people say to you, you're always self-destructing, you're always blowing up your spot, you're always causing yourself issues. You're your own worst enemy. You need to get out of your own way. These are all other ways to describe you’re self-sabotaging.” ~Gabe Howard, HostThis episode is sponsored, in part, by Cornbread Hemp. They produced the first-ever USDA-certified organic CBD gummies in America. Save 30% on your first order using code "Inside30."To learn more -- or read the transcript -- please visit the official episode page.Our Host, Gabe Howard, is an award-winning writer and speaker who lives with bipolar disorder. He is the author of the popular book, "Mental Illness is an Asshole and other Observations," available from Amazon; signed copies are also available directly from the author.To learn more about Gabe, or book him for your next event, please visit his website, gabehoward.com. You can also follow him on Instagram and TikTok at @askabipolar. Our host, Dr. Nicole Washington, is a native of Baton Rouge, Louisiana, where she attended Southern University and A&M College. After receiving her BS degree, she moved to Tulsa, Oklahoma to enroll in the Oklahoma State University College of Osteopathic Medicine. She completed a residency in psychiatry at the University of Oklahoma in Tulsa. Since completing her residency training, Washington has spent most of her career caring for and being an advocate for those who are not typically consumers of mental health services, namely underserved communities, those with severe mental health conditions, and high performing professionals. Through her private practice, podcast, speaking, and writing, she seeks to provide education to decrease the stigma associated with psychiatric conditions. Find out more at DrNicolePsych.com. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Oct 14, 2024 • 36min
Seasonal Bipolar: Can Weather Really Cause Symptoms?
Can the changing seasons impact bipolar disorder, much like they do with seasonal depression? In this episode, Gabe Howard and Dr. Nicole Washington tackle the intriguing question of whether bipolar disorder can have seasonal patterns.Drawing on the latest research, they explore how seasonal changes affect mood, not just in terms of depression but also mania and hypomania. Dr. Nicole sheds light on the DSM-5's reclassification of seasonal affective disorder and how it now ties into major depressive disorder—and how that relates to bipolar disorder.From the science behind circadian rhythms to practical tips for managing seasonal mood shifts, including the potential risks of light therapy, this conversation will challenge what you think you know about bipolar disorder and the changing seasons. Tune in to stay updated and discover how understanding seasonal patterns can help make your condition more manageable.To learn more -- or read the transcript -- please visit the official episode page.This episode is sponsored, in part, by Cornbread Hemp. They produced the first-ever USDA-certified organic CBD gummies in America. Save 30% on your first order using code "Inside30."“Ads for light boxes pop up, and people are going to say, this is amazing. This is a fantastic idea. I'm just going to go with this light box. There is data to support that it helps with depression during this time of year, and all those things are great. It can be wonderful. It can help seasonal depression, but you have to be careful if you have bipolar disorder using a light box. Because it can spark a little hypomania or mania for some people. So you just have to be careful. Make sure everybody involved knows what the potential risks are before you jump into something like that.” ~Dr. Nicole WashingtonOur host, Gabe Howard, is an award-winning writer and speaker who lives with bipolar disorder. He is the author of the popular book, "Mental Illness is an Asshole and other Observations," available from Amazon; signed copies are also available directly from the author. To learn more about Gabe, or book him for your next event, please visit his website, gabehoward.com. You can also follow him on Instagram and TikTok at @askabipolar. Our host, Dr. Nicole Washington, is a native of Baton Rouge, Louisiana, where she attended Southern University and A&M College. After receiving her BS degree, she moved to Tulsa, Oklahoma to enroll in the Oklahoma State University College of Osteopathic Medicine. She completed a residency in psychiatry at the University of Oklahoma in Tulsa. Since completing her residency training, Washington has spent most of her career caring for and being an advocate for those who are not typically consumers of mental health services, namely underserved communities, those with severe mental health conditions, and high performing professionals. Through her private practice, podcast, speaking, and writing, she seeks to provide education to decrease the stigma associated with psychiatric conditions. Find out more at DrNicolePsych.com. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Oct 7, 2024 • 38min
Overcoming Internalized Shame and Guilt in Bipolar Disorder
Shame, guilt, and self-stigma. Our host, Gabe Howard, may openly talk about living with bipolar disorder, but that doesn't mean he doesn’t feel shame and guilt. In this episode, Gabe and Dr. Nicole Washington dive deep into the lingering guilt many feel after a bipolar diagnosis.Why do feelings of self-stigma persist, even after years into recovery? From internalized discrimination to societal misunderstandings, Gabe shares how he grappled with his diagnosis and the emotional baggage that followed. Learn how to confront these feelings and, more importantly, find the path to internalizing stability and success. Whether you have a new diagnosis or have lived with bipolar disorder for years, this episode will resonate with anyone seeking to break free from shame and embrace their journey.Tune in for an honest, no-holds-barred conversation on the real struggles and triumphs behind living with bipolar disorder.“When we think, I live with bipolar disorder and I'm not smart, I'm garbage, and I'll never achieve, we say it to ourselves. We internalize these messages. So I think that we take the stigma from society, which is like a fire, and then we dump gas on it and then let it burn out of control. And we wonder why it's turning out poorly for us? I think a huge protective factor against guilt and shame is to openly discuss it.” ~Gabe HowardTo learn more -- or read the transcript -- please visit the official episode page.Our Host, Gabe Howard, is an award-winning writer and speaker who lives with bipolar disorder. He is the author of the popular book, "Mental Illness is an Asshole and other Observations," available from Amazon; signed copies are also available directly from the author.To learn more about Gabe, or book him for your next event, please visit his website, gabehoward.com. You can also follow him on Instagram and TikTok at @askabipolar. Our host, Dr. Nicole Washington, is a native of Baton Rouge, Louisiana, where she attended Southern University and A&M College. After receiving her BS degree, she moved to Tulsa, Oklahoma to enroll in the Oklahoma State University College of Osteopathic Medicine. She completed a residency in psychiatry at the University of Oklahoma in Tulsa. Since completing her residency training, Washington has spent most of her career caring for and being an advocate for those who are not typically consumers of mental health services, namely underserved communities, those with severe mental health conditions, and high performing professionals. Through her private practice, podcast, speaking, and writing, she seeks to provide education to decrease the stigma associated with psychiatric conditions. Find out more at DrNicolePsych.com. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Sep 30, 2024 • 32min
Bipolar Mixed Episodes: Navigating the Unthinkable
Can mania and depression really coexist? In this episode, our hosts unravel the complexities of bipolar mixed episodes — where mania and depression collide in the same mind, often creating a personal hell for those experiencing it.Gabe Howard, who lives with bipolar disorder, and Dr. Nicole Washington dive into the complexities of mixed episodes, highlighting that they’re far more than just mood changes. Bipolar mood episodes combine dangerous elements like high energy, impulsivity, and intense hopelessness.They use vivid analogies, comparing it to mixing vodka and Red Bull — a chaotic blend where alcohol and caffeine each trigger distinct sensations but together create an entirely unpredictable and overwhelming effect. This can help listeners visualize the volatile nature of mixed episodes and why they are so challenging to manage.Discover why mixed episodes carry a higher risk of suicide and why recognizing them matters. Tune in to learn how this evolving knowledge can lead to better diagnoses, treatment, and ultimately, better outcomes for those living with bipolar disorder.“When someone is sitting in front of me and I'm trying to figure out, what is this? Is this mania? Is this a mixed episode? And I'll be completely honest with you, a lot of times, mixed episodes don't even come to the forefront of my mind. It's not something I usually say, oh, let me screen for whether this is a manic episode or a mixed episode. In all the chaos of the mania, sometimes the depression parts can get missed.” ~Dr. Nicole Washington To learn more -- or read the transcript -- please visit the official episode page.Our Host, Gabe Howard, is an award-winning writer and speaker who lives with bipolar disorder. He is the author of the popular book, "Mental Illness is an Asshole and other Observations," available from Amazon; signed copies are also available directly from the author.To learn more about Gabe, or book him for your next event, please visit his website, gabehoward.com. You can also follow him on Instagram and TikTok at @askabipolar. Our host, Dr. Nicole Washington, is a native of Baton Rouge, Louisiana, where she attended Southern University and A&M College. After receiving her BS degree, she moved to Tulsa, Oklahoma to enroll in the Oklahoma State University College of Osteopathic Medicine. She completed a residency in psychiatry at the University of Oklahoma in Tulsa. Since completing her residency training, Washington has spent most of her career caring for and being an advocate for those who are not typically consumers of mental health services, namely underserved communities, those with severe mental health conditions, and high performing professionals. Through her private practice, podcast, speaking, and writing, she seeks to provide education to decrease the stigma associated with psychiatric conditions. Find out more at DrNicolePsych.com. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices