Ibogaine Uncovered

From combat missions to psychedelic legislation, Adam Marr has lived the full spectrum of service. In this episode of Ibogaine Uncovered, host Talia Eisenberg sits down with the Apache helicopter pilot turned veteran advocate to explore how personal trauma led him from the battlefield to the frontlines of mental health reform.Adam shares his journey through military service, family tragedy, and profound psychedelic healing. He recounts his first experiences with Ayahuasca, Ibogaine, and 5-MeO-DMT, and how these medicines catalyzed a spiritual rebirth that later informed his national advocacy work. Together, he and Talia trace the evolution of veteran-centered psychedelic programs, the creation of Beond Service, and the landmark policy initiatives that are reshaping access to healing for veterans and their families.Adam Marr is a former U.S. Army Apache helicopter pilot and co-founder of the Warrior Angels Foundation. He serves on the leadership team of the Veteran Mental Health Leadership Coalition, helping to shape national policy and expand access to psychedelic-assisted therapies for veterans. Marr has also been instrumental in developing Beond Service, a comprehensive healing program at Beond that combines Ibogaine treatment with integration and family support.Timestamps:(00:00) – Introduction and Adam’s path from combat pilot to advocate(02:15) – Meeting Talia in Kentucky and the emotional testimony that connected them(03:45) – Childhood, military upbringing, and joining ROTC after 9/11(07:00) – Deployment to Iraq and the emotional toll of missing family milestones(11:15) – Returning home and witnessing his brother’s decline after TBI and PTSD(17:30) – The broken military medical system and discovery of alternative treatments(20:00) – Founding the Warrior Angels Foundation and appearing on Joe Rogan(25:00) – First experiences with Ayahuasca and early lessons in surrender(30:00) – Personal burnout, family crisis, and turning to Ibogaine for healing(33:00) – Ibogaine visions, subconscious healing, and spiritual awakening through 5-MeO(41:00) – Integration challenges and learning the importance of support(45:00) – Building the Veteran Mental Health Leadership Coalition(54:00) – Founding Beond Service and creating holistic veteran and family cohorts(01:08:00) – Closing reflections on service, faith, and the ripple effect of healing

How do you prepare for one of the most powerful psychedelic medicines on earth? In this episode of Talia Eisenberg speaks with Yan Katz, a clinical counselor and coach at Beond, whose own healing journey reshaped his view of masculinity, purpose, and the long arc of integration.Yan shares his path from high-pressure careers in finance and the music industry to becoming a psychotherapist and men’s work facilitator. He describes how psychedelics, and ultimately Ibogaine, helped him reconnect with vulnerability, redefine success, and step into service. The discussion explores masculine conditioning, the importance of preparation and integration, somatic awareness, and how coaching can support lasting transformation after Ibogaine.Yan Katz is a clinical counselor, preparation and integration coach at Beond, and men’s work facilitator. Drawing on psychodynamic, trauma-informed, and somatic methods, he supports clients ranging from veterans to executives in navigating psychedelic healing and building sustainable change.Timestamps:(01:45) – Masculinity, vulnerability, and early emotional conditioning(03:28) – First LSD experience in Washington DC and realization about purpose(07:03) – Burnout in finance and the music industry(11:02) – First Ibogaine journey: clarity, healing, and release from nicotine and cannabis(17:36) – Synchronicities, calling, and preparation before Ibogaine(23:14) – Processing mortality through psilocybin and setting life boundaries(27:41) – Men’s work, brotherhood, and masculine healing(29:42) – Psychedelic preparation coaching: tools, metaphors, and mindset(33:56) – Somatic practices for awareness and integration(46:22) – Rituals, fatherhood, and living life as ceremony

What happens when your sibling not only shares your past but also walks with you into the same medicine that changed your life? In this deeply personal episode of Ibogaine Uncovered, host Talia Eisenberg sits down with her brother, psychedelic integration therapist Zev Eisenberg, to explore his first-hand experience with Ibogaine and the healing it brought to their family.Zev reflects on their shared childhood in Omaha, his journey from the high-pressure art world to becoming a therapist, and the fears he carried about Ibogaine after witnessing Talia’s own intense experience years ago. He shares how the medicine helped him reprocess painful memories, regulate his emotions, reconnect with his inner child, and even take steps toward reconciliation with their father. Together, they discuss family dynamics, the evolution of psychedelic work from trauma healing to personal optimization, and the value of returning to Ibogaine for deeper layers of growth.Zev Eisenberg is an NYU-trained psychologist and psychedelic integration therapist based in New York City. He now specializes in helping clients prepare for and integrate transformational psychedelic experiences through his practice, Heart Openers.Timestamps(01:32) – Gratitude for the experience and seeing Beyond’s care model firsthand(03:02) – Growing up in Omaha, early drug use, (07:28) – Why Zev avoided Ibogaine for years despite seeing its impact on Talia(09:57) – Life challenges in early 2024 that led him to finally say yes(14:55) – How previous personal work shaped a gentler Ibogaine experience(16:28) – Detailed journey account: memory-based visions and emotional completions(20:42) – Releasing fear of Ibogaine and the idea of returning for deeper work(22:59) – Therapist’s perspective on Beyond’s facilitation and client empowerment(25:54) – Family healing: reconciling with their father post-ceremony(32:05) – Childhood memories reframed with purpose after Ibogaine(36:54) – Career arc: from the New York art world to psychedelic integration therapy(41:15) – Integration at six weeks: inner child work, physical energy, and mental clarity(45:08) – The growth mindset and why healing is never “one and done”

What if healing wasn’t about fixing what’s broken, but about softening into who you truly are? In this episode of Ibogaine Uncovered, host Talia Eisenberg speaks with Crille Rask, a Swedish designer and creative based in Bali, who came to Beyond seeking depth, clarity, and a new way to love. What he found was a medicine that didn’t take him away from himself, but right into the center.Crille shares how his experience with Ibogaine opened up deep emotional healing, helped him confront inner chaos, and offered a new, embodied presence in both his relationship and creative life. From powerful visions to profound discomfort, he speaks candidly about anxiety, childhood trauma, and the difference between peak experiences and sustainable change. This is a story about what it means to feel safe in your body and finally be at peace.Crille Rask is a designer, builder, and multidisciplinary creative living in Bali. With a background in fashion marketing and a passion for architecture, he crafts homes and experiences rooted in beauty, community, and connection. He’s also a devoted partner and inner explorer, navigating the edges of emotional depth and embodied presence.Timestamps:(02:00) – Why come to Ibogaine when life looks good on the outside?(04:00) – From therapy to plant medicine: reaching what talk can’t touch(06:00) – The inner prison: sitting with self and surfacing old voices(09:00) – Childhood waves, panic, and trusting what needs to die(11:00) – Journey begins: visuals, memory cards, and felt experience(14:00) – Discomfort and doubt: the mind creeps back in(17:00) – Grief, fear, and learning to love without a dopamine hit(23:00) – Healing the body: breath, softness, and peace(27:00) – Brotherhood and breakthrough: witnessing other men cry(32:00) – Meditation, AquaRelax, and feeling safe in the womb(36:00) – Creativity after chaos: space, stillness, and design(41:00) – Loving differently: what integration might look like(44:00) – A shared journey: preparing for marriage through Ibogaine

What if healing didn't just fix you, it brought you home to your true self? On this episode of Ibogaine Uncovered, Estonian singer and visionary artist Kerli Koiv shares how her experience with Ibogaine reignited her sense of purpose, cleared ancestral wounds, and left her feeling five years old again.Kerli opens up about her childhood, struggles with depression, and how fame in the music industry left her creatively disconnected. She describes how working with Ibogaine helped her release generational trauma, reconnect to her authentic self, and rediscover the healing power of music. Kerli Koiv is an Estonian singer, producer, and artist known for her ethereal voice, visual storytelling, and bold creative vision. Her experience with Ibogaine now fuels a new chapter of artistic expression.Timestamps:(02:00) – From fetal position to freedom: What led Kerli to Ibogaine(05:00) – Trauma, addiction, and breaking ancestral patterns(09:00) – First Ibogaine experience and the choice to go slow(12:00) – Childhood healing, shadow work, and facing discomfort(15:00) – Honoring tradition: Music, preparation, and sacred ceremony(19:00) – The second journey: ancestral lines, golden threads, and clarity(22:00) – Humility and how to approach Iboga respectfully(27:00) – Community as medicine(31:00) – Synchronicity, lineage healing, and resetting the nervous system(35:00) – Creativity reborn: what’s next for Kerli’s musicLinks:KERLI - OfficialKerliKERLI (@kerlimusic) • Instagram photos and videos

Yoga teacher and wellness guide Sjana Elise came to Beyond seeking cognitive enhancement and walked away with a sense of divine liberation. In this  conversation with host Talia Eisenberg, she opens up about her transformational experience with Ibogaine, including how it brought her peace, clarity, and a renewed connection to self, spirit, and service.Sjana reflects on her lifelong struggles with depression, ADHD, and suicidal ideation, and how those challenges led her to yoga and eventually to Ibogaine therapy. She contrasts Ibogaine with ayahuasca, emphasizes the importance of surrender, and speaks candidly about integration, dreams, and cultivating a new relationship with presence, intention, and her own voice. The episode also explores how this powerful medicine transcends addiction treatment to offer deep healing for anyone ready to meet themselves fully.Sjana Elise is an Australian yoga teacher, content creator, and wellness advocate known for her poetic presence and deeply personal storytelling. With a background in photojournalism and a passion for embodiment and mental health, she shares her journey with honesty and grace to inspire others toward healing.Timestamps:(03:00) – Early life, mental health struggles, and movement as medicine(06:30) – Discovering yoga and finding purpose through practice(10:00) – Ayahuasca vs. Ibogaine: Different paths, different lessons(14:30) – The Ibogaine experience: surrender, vision, and clarity(19:00) – Cognitive healing, inner stillness, and accessing the divine(26:00) – Integration insights and the sacred power of dreams(34:00) – Witnessing transformation in others at Beyond(42:00) – Food, embodiment, and gratitude after the reset(47:00) – Addressing stigma and becoming an unexpected educator

Today on Ibogaine Uncovered, Talia Eisenberg sits down with investor and psychedelic advocate Jeremy Gardner, discussing his personal journey and transformative experiences with psychedelics.Jeremy shares his early encounters with psychedelics, highlighting profound insights that significantly improved his mental health. He details his recent Ibogaine treatment at Beyond, the neurological reset it provided, and the clarity gained from subsequent Bufo (5-MeO-DMT) sessions. Jeremy emphasizes the importance of intentional integration practices, describing how these medicines can profoundly shift behaviors and foster deep personal growth.Jeremy Gardner is a prominent investor in the psychedelic medicine space, serving as managing partner at Mystic Ventures. He is widely recognized as an influential early entrepreneur in both the psychedelic and cryptocurrency communities.Timestamps:(04:00) - Early psychedelic experiences and mental health transformation(09:00) - First Iboga experience and its effects(14:00) - Returning to Ibogaine for neurological reset(18:00) - Support and safety at Beyond(20:00) - Witnessing transformation in fellow guests(28:00) - Integration strategies and the power of neuroplasticity(32:00) - Combining Ibogaine and Bufo for profound clarity

Today on the show, Talia interviews Clayton Smith, who has pioneered a groundbreaking veterans' program at Beond, leveraging ibogaine to heal trauma and addiction.Clayton discusses his own challenging experiences with trauma and alcoholism, highlighting how ibogaine significantly aided his recovery. He outlines the comprehensive program he helped develop, covering pre-admission coaching, an intensive eight-day onsite experience at Beond, and continued post-treatment support, emphasizing its transformative impact on veterans and their families.Clayton Smith is a former U.S. Army Infantry Captain and Purple Heart recipient. After leaving the military in 2013, he battled the invisible wounds of traumatic brain injury and PTSD for over a decade before successfully completing Beyond’s therapeutic protocol. He now collaborates with fellow veterans and their spouses to lead the Beond Service program.Timestamps:(02:07) Clayton's Military Experiences and Trauma(08:55) Struggles with Alcoholism and Finding Ibogaine(15:12) The Beond Experience: Pre-Admission to Arrival(22:34) The Ibogaine Experience: Visuals and Insights(33:04) Building the Beond Service Program

What if the key to healing wasn’t just in a single experience, but in a lifetime of exploration? On this episode of Ibogaine Uncovered, producer Eamon Armstrong takes us inside his deeply personal journey with Ibogaine. From a decade of psychedelic healing to his personal story of addiction, fantasy, and dissociation, Eamon shares how this experience at Beond has reshaped his understanding of healing, pleasure, and presence.On the show, Eamon discusses cognitive enhancement and  how Ibogaine has helped him shift from deep psychological exploration to refining daily habits. He opens up about his struggles with addiction—not to substances, but to sexual fantasy and dissociation—and how his healing journey has transformed his relationship with pleasure and intimacy. The conversation delves into the neuroscience of addiction, the connection between sex and substance abuse, and why Ibogaine may be an important tool for treating compulsive behaviors. Eamon also shares a profound encounter with another guest at Beond, highlighting the universal nature of the father wound in masculinity. Eamon Armstrong is a writer, speaker, and the producer of Ibogaine Uncovered. He also hosts Life is a Festival, The Psychedelic Therapy Podcast, and You Like It, exploring themes of healing, consciousness, and personal transformation. With a background in festival culture, masculinity, and psychedelic therapy, Eamon’s work is dedicated to breaking stigmas and fostering authentic conversations around mental health, addiction, and growth. His upcoming book dives into his own healing journey, exploring sex addiction, fantasy, and the role of psychedelics in reclaiming masculinity.Timestamps (01:43) Eamon's Healing Journey (06:01) Insights from Ibogaine (07:33) Challenges of Sexual Addiction (09:18) Cognitive Enhancement and Brain Rejuvenation (16:58) The Universality of AddictionLinks Eamon Armstrong’s website Eamon Armstrong (@eamonarmstrong) The Psychedelic Therapy Podcast Life is a Festival Podcast You Like It Podcast

Ian McCall is a former UFC fighter, retired MMA world champion, and psychedelic research advocate championing alternative treatments for athletes through his organization, Athletes Journey Home. Ian’s journey with psychedelics has been driven by his battle with traumatic brain injury and addiction, which manifested after more than a decade of professional fighting. He credits psychedelics for his successful recovery from more than a decade of dependence on pain medication. Today, Ian spends his time as a performance coach and mentor, often cornering other professional athletes and assisting them on their own path to healing. In this episode, Ian also shares how a recent experience with ibogaine helped him overcome ketamine misuse, a problem affecting an increasing number of visitors to Beond.  What We Discuss Ian's journey as a professional MMA fighter and the personal challenges he faced during his career Understanding Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI) and its impact on athletes in combat sports Ian's transition from traditional treatments to exploring psychedelics for TBI and addiction recovery A deep dive into Ian's Ibogaine experience, including its challenges and profound insights How Ibogaine works on the NMDA receptor and its role in repairing damage from ketamine misuse Ian's personal realization about overcoming fear and embracing vulnerability during his healing journey The potential for psychedelics like Ibogaine to support neurogenesis and long-term recovery Ian's approach to helping others with TBI, addiction, and trauma, including the tools and therapies he employs The challenges and barriers in treating TBI and supporting recovery in athletes and others Ian's vision for the future of TBI treatment and the role of psychedelics in holistic healing Why It’s ImportantThis episode offers an intimate look at Ian McCall's transformation from a professional MMA fighter to a passionate advocate for psychedelic healing. By addressing the complexities of Traumatic Brain Injury and addiction recovery, Ian shares invaluable insights into the potential of psychedelics like Ibogaine to foster profound healing. Whether you're an athlete, a healthcare professional, or someone interested in alternative therapies, this episode provides a compelling narrative on resilience, innovation, and the future of mental and physical recovery. Tune in to learn how Ian's experiences can inspire and guide others on their healing journeys. Relevant Links Ian McCall Instagram Athletes Journey Home The McCall Method (Integration coaching with Ian) Ian McCall’s fight stats