

I was a Teenage Fundamentalist. An Exvangelical podcast.
Brian McDowell, Troy Waller
Brian and Troy used to be loyal Christian megachurch leaders. They’re not anymore. This podcast explores life in and after fundamentalism.
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Aug 2, 2024 • 1h 16min
105 - Leaving Christian Friends and Family Behind (Our Stories Part 34)
 When you leave church and/or the faith, what do you do about those who choose to stay? How do you navigate, maintain or even grieve those you leave behind? Troy and Brian share their own stories and give some advice on this very tricky part of deconstructing.
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Jul 19, 2024 • 1h 10min
104 - Troy Loses His Faith (Our Stories Part 33)
 Troy chronicles the events immediately leading up to and after he lost his faith in Jesus. He describes the factors that influenced his decision and how it felt to be finally free of the mental gymnastics he needed to apply to remain a Christian.Links:So long, and thanks for all the guilt! (Troy's deconversion blog)Internet Infidels » a drop of reason in a pool of confusion
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Jul 5, 2024 • 1h 12min
103 - Death with Zenith Virago
 Zenith Virago, a Deathwalker, discusses embracing diversity in end-of-life beliefs and the transformative power of love and courage when facing death. She reflects on childhood moments of gender discrimination and the importance of personalized end-of-life rituals. The episode touches on challenging societal norms and supporting individuals through the dying process with compassion. 

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Jun 21, 2024 • 1h 5min
102 - Community After Leaving Church with Bart Campolo & John Wright
 Bart Campolo and John Wright discuss leaving fundamentalist communities, transitioning beliefs, and building meaningful secular communities. They explore the challenges of establishing new ethical standards, the significance of love as a survival strategy, and the importance of kindness and relationships post-Christianity. 

Jun 7, 2024 • 1h 30min
101 - God of the Mind with Rob Haskell
 Rob Haskell was born to missionary parents, spending his childhood in Argentina. He later attended Bible College and seminary before reevaluating his beliefs and embracing critical thinking over religious orthodoxy in 2015. We speak with Rob about his new book, God of the Mind: an eXvangelical Journey, a personal exploration of the intellectual incoherencies of evangelical Christianity, the psychological pressures that keep the faithful in the fold, and the price that honest seekers must pay in order to maintain its tenets. Links:Rob Haskell's websiteGod of the Mind: An eXvangelical Journey : Amazon.com.au
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May 24, 2024 • 1h 16min
100 - Life After Church with Brian & Troy (Our Stories Part 32)
 Guests Brian and Troy share their deconstruction stories after leaving church and Jesus. They discuss life post-religion, challenges, and finding new paths. Tune in to hear about their struggles, liberation, and joy after departing from organized religion. 

May 10, 2024 • 57min
099 - What about Secular Buddhism? with Ted Meissner
 If there's one religious sounding label that Troy is willing to wear, it's 'Buddhist'. In this episode we speak with Ted Meissner, the Executive Director of the Secular Buddhist Association, and the host of The Secular Buddhist Podcast. Ted explains Secular Buddhism and how it contrasts with the more traditional forms of Buddhism.Ted's links:Secular Buddhist AssociationThe Secular Buddhist PodcastThe Mindfulness NetworkMindfulness-based stress reduction - Wikipedia
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Apr 26, 2024 • 1h 6min
098 - What About Progressive Judaism? with Michel Laloum
 Cantor Michel Laloum delves into Progressive Judaism, contrasting orthodox views with inclusivity and personal choice. Discussions on cultural fusion at home, conflicting theological beliefs, and meaningful connections through Progressive Judaism are highlighted. The podcast explores the evolution of Jewish practices, emphasizing present actions over afterlife rewards and the significance of avoiding shame in Jewish belief. 

Apr 12, 2024 • 1h 5min
097 - What about Progressive Christianity? with Tim Costello
 Tim Costello is an Australian social justice advocate, community leader, and a prominent figure in the Christian faith, albeit a progressive form. He is known in Australia for his public commentary on political and ethical matters, often offering a perspective informed by his Christian faith and commitment to social justice. In this episode we talk to Tim about his commitment to his faith, and what that looks like now, having left fundamentalism decades ago.Tim's links:Tim Costello - WikipediaTim Costello/ X (twitter.com)
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Mar 29, 2024 • 1h 11min
096 - What About Near-Death Experiences? with Dr Eben Alexander
 In this episode, we talk with Dr Eben Alexander, an American neurosurgeon and author. In 2008, he suffered a coma caused by a rare and mysterious bacterial meningo-encephalitis of unknown causes. We talk with him about his own near-death experience and his book, Proof of Heaven: A Neurosurgeon's Journey into the Afterlife.Dr Alexander's links:Eben AlexanderDivision of Perceptual Studies - University of Virginia School of MedicineHome - Scientific and Medical NetworkHome - The Galileo CommissionBigelow Institute for Consciousness StudiesInner Sanctum CenterSacred AcousticsAfter our recording, we came upon three articles in particular that make some serious allegations against Dr Alexander. One is from Esquire Magazine and another from writer, Sam Harris. These were both quite hostile. The third is from the Harvard Crimson, and while it is certainly not hostile, it does echo many of the allegations made in the Esquire article.Dr. Eben Alexander Proof of Heaven Investigation (esquire.com)This Must be Heaven by Sam HarrisTo Do No Harm | The Harvard Crimson (thecrimson.com)We contacted Dr Alexander about these articles and the allegations they make, and his assistant replied with the following links:First, Robert Mays, an NDE researcher and longtime leader of IANDS.org, wrote a thorough article criticizing the journalism of Esquire's author: JNDS_ Winter 2016 2PP.indd (unt.edu)A peer-reviewed article published in the Journal of Nervous and Mental Disease (flagship journal for physicians in neurology & psychology), by Bruce Greyson et al. It is about Eben's personal case, from the standpoint of a lifelong NDE researcher and colleagues: nmd50598 744..747 (virginia.edu) and more about the professors in the department, so you know their calibre of work and background: Faculty and Staff - Division of Perceptual Studies (virginia.edu)A reply from Eben during another interview, re: Sam Harris' allegations: Eben Alexander answers skeptics' criticisms (iands.org)A valuable set of essays about consciousness, several of which cite Eben's case study in their work: Essay Contest - Bigelow Institute for Consciousness Studies. Start with the winning entry by Jeff Mishlove and then peruse other topics.--Deconversion Therapy Podcast
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