

Heavyweight
Pushkin Industries
Maybe you’ve laid awake and imagined how it could have been, how it might yet be, but the moment to act was never right. Well, the moment is here and the podcast making it happen is Heavyweight. Join Jonathan Goldstein for road trips, thorny reunions, and difficult conversations as he backpedals his way into the past like a therapist with a time machine.
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Dec 18, 2025 • 42min
Deborah
At 101 years old, Deborah is not just a centenarian but a storyteller who recently unearthed a box of 256 letters from her first love, Jerry Robbins. They dive into the emotional rollercoaster of rekindling old feelings and the impact of reading these wartime letters. Deborah shares her journey of grief and reflection, alongside family reactions as she immerses herself in 'Jerry land.' The podcast culminates in a poignant visit to Jerry's grave, offering her unexpected relief and closure, illuminating the enduring power of love and memory.

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Dec 11, 2025 • 39min
#65 Meredith
In this enlightening discussion, Dr. Jackie Cohen, a medical expert, provides insight on accountability after Meredith accidentally ingests her son's THC gummies. The chaotic aftermath includes a panic-filled high and a stand-off where both Meredith and her son Aiden demand apologies. Dr. Cohen emphasizes the need for understanding and forgiveness, arguing that both parties have valid feelings. The conversation unveils family dynamics around apologies, giving a humorous yet poignant look at how these habits can shape relationships.

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Nov 20, 2025 • 1h 1min
#64 Kevin
Kevin reflects on his traumatic childhood marked by domestic abuse and loss. He discovers solace in friendships with Jason and Gerald, who mysteriously vanish, leaving him with unanswered questions. Decades later, he embarks on a quest to reunite with them, leading to heartfelt conversations, revelations of homelessness, and unprocessed pain. The journey culminates in a planned reunion, symbolizing healing and new beginnings, while exploring the deep impacts of past relationships on Kevin's own parenting.

Nov 13, 2025 • 40min
Heavyweight: Live from New York
Greta Cohen, CEO of Pushkin Industries, kicks off the live event with insights into the new season and exclusive Pushkin+ offerings. Jonathan shares a creative retelling of Cain and Abel, delving into timeless themes of jealousy and sacrifice. The team discusses the dynamics between Jonathan and Jackie, as well as the challenges of producing compelling stories in a privacy-conscious era. They also share favorite celebrity reconciliation dreams, and the importance of humor and kindness in lasting friendships.

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Oct 30, 2025 • 39min
#63 Jasmin
Jasmin shares her poignant journey of growing up as one of the few Black girls in a predominantly white town. Her dream of becoming Homecoming Queen turns into a mystery when another girl's name is announced instead. The podcast delves into issues of identity, race, and acceptance, as Jasmin and her friends explore whether the result was a mistake or a deliberate act. A reunion with the class president reveals shared experiences, adding layers to their stories. Ultimately, a gesture of giving Jasmin her crown offers a powerful moment of healing.

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Oct 23, 2025 • 44min
The Canal, the Crash and the Ketamine - Pushkin's Reign of Error
In this discussion, psychologist Maria Konnikova and author Sheila Heti delve into the fascinating world of mistakes and regret. Maria explores how regret influences our decisions, and the psychology behind why we often repeat mistakes. Sheila shares personal stories, like nearly losing a grant due to a careless mistake, and amusingly misinterpreting medical instructions that led to a ketamine mix-up. Together, they uncover how these missteps shape our narratives and challenge our notions of control.

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Oct 16, 2025 • 34min
#62 Stefano
In this touching narrative, Debbie shares the poignant story of her mother Anita, who embraced a two-year-old boy named Stefano during a 1959 flight to America. The bond they formed left a lasting impact on Anita, leading Debbie on a heartfelt quest to find him decades later. Their journey reveals the challenges of uncovering Stefano's life, touching on themes of love, loss, and the complexities of adoption. As they connect, Stephen reflects on his struggles with identity and addiction, highlighting the bittersweet nature of their reunion.

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Oct 2, 2025 • 38min
#61 The Bank Robber
In this compelling story, John Paul, formerly known as 'X', reflects on his life after committing armed robbery at just 14. He shares how a traumatic childhood drove his desperate decision and details the robbery itself, which left a lasting impact on others. Years later, he seeks forgiveness from his victims and grapples with feelings of shame. After attempts to apologize fall short, John embarks on a journey of self-forgiveness, ultimately deciding to own his story and his truth, finding relief in confessing it publicly.

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Sep 25, 2025 • 37min
#60 The Messenger
A high school senior named Michael lands a lead role in a big-budget film, only to discover it’s built on deception. The charismatic director Quincy spins an intricate lie that leads to a canceled premiere, shattering Michael's dreams. As the story unfolds, Michael navigates the emotional fallout and attempts to confront Quincy years later. The search for the real Thomas E. Jones raises questions about truth in storytelling. Ultimately, Michael finds new passion behind the camera, transforming an embarrassing experience into a path of resilience.

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Sep 18, 2025 • 36min
#59 Etta
Gregor faces a heartfelt challenge as his elderly parents refuse to leave their cluttered Victorian home. He dreams up a creative plan to preserve Etta's art while encouraging her to downsize. The quest for a hypnotist brings unexpected obstacles, highlighting the family's struggle with letting go. A pivotal gallery opening turns emotional when illness strikes Etta, leading to profound reflections on love, loss, and legacy. A final gift from Etta deepens the family's connection to her art, making for a poignant journey of grief and memory.


