Seeking Derangements
Seeking Derangements
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Dec 12, 2025 • 1h 4min
SD 456 - Smelling Roses w/ Carol Starr
FULL VIDEO IS FREE ON PATREON
Hello Seekers!
Ben here, today’s episode is a one-on-one conversation with famed astrologer, numerologist, and all-around diva Carol Starr.
Carol and I get into what bothers her about contemporary astrology culture, including the trends and shortcuts she thinks are diluting the practice. We talk about her viral videos tailored to LGBTQ+ audiences, the feedback they’ve generated, and how she came into this work in the first place.
Plus, she gives me a full birthday reading!
Book your own reading with Carol here and go show her some love on her TikTok & Instagram, she's getting back into making videos about gay people!

Dec 10, 2025 • 6min
Preview SD 464 - Tucker'ed Out
Hello Seekers!
Ben here, today Hesse, Jacques and I start the show by thanking all of YOU who made our year possible, then I ask Jacques & Hesse all the questions Tucker asked Milo in their recent interview. Such as: Why are you gay? Does lesbianism exist? Is addiction demonic? Is a promiscuous life worth living and MORE! Plus we get some crucial Jacques Health Updates.
Intro–Luis Arismendi, Quena
Outro–Luis Arismendi, Amor Perdoname

Dec 7, 2025 • 5min
*Preview* SD 463 – Dancing on Glass
It's Seeking Sunday!
Ben here, today Hesse, Jacques and I open up the show up talking about Cory Booker's new beard (who looks exactly like Rosario Dawson), then Jacques tells us why he danced on glass and cut his foot open, and then we play two truths and a lie. Plus we discuss Tarantino's anti-Dano comments and that idiot little girl who wrote that essay everyone is freaking out about.

Dec 3, 2025 • 1h 16min
SD 462 - Wet Debby
Hello Seekers,
Ben here, today Jacques, Hesse and I open up the show with a full recap of what Jacques ate for thanksgiving, then we dissect Laura Loomers abysmal pick up game, and end the show with a Jacques news segment thats truly one for the history books.

Nov 30, 2025 • 5min
*Preview* SD 461 - Curvaceous Futures
Ben here, today Jacques, Hesse and I discuss Zohran's meeting with Trump, Sean Duffy's plea to Americans about dressing up for air travel, and the sexy jewel thieves who hit the Louvre.

Nov 27, 2025 • 1h 26min
[AUDIO] SD 460 - Thanksgiving Special w/ Jamie
Hello Seekers!
Ben here, today Jamie (AKA the mother of the Pod) joins Jacques, Hesse and I to hear YOUR calls. We hear from Seekers around the world, one of whom doesn't trust her Winco-robbing brother in law, another whose aunt is trying to set him up with another male–despite the fact that that man is NOT gay, and another who wants to know how to covertly start fights at the Thanksgiving table. Yes he is an evil gay man. Plus Jamie tells us about how she accidentally sat on her Grandfathers lap while he was on the toilet. Pause.

Nov 25, 2025 • 1h 4min
SD 459 - The Curse of Joseph Cronos (w/ Masha Breeze)
Masha joins Hesse for an episode everyone will definitely love! Masha and Hesse discuss Masha’s acclaimed new play “Are The Bennett Girls Okay?” Before writing an even better play called “The Curse of Joseph Cronos.” They also discuss a wide range of topics, get a call from P*dophile Samantha Jones, and share with you The Greatest Joke Ever Written!
Get tickets to see Masha in Are The Bennet Girls Ok?

Nov 20, 2025 • 1h 1min
458 - The Uncrustables
Ben here, today Jacques, Hesse and I open the show by discussing updates from the Epstein file dumps, discuss Ghislane's allotment of toilet paper in prison, and take a very interesting quiz which reveals our true class positions in life. Plus Hesse and I coach Jacques on his attempt in becoming the next Jimmy Fallon!

Nov 18, 2025 • 58min
SD 458 - Dear Tina User, w/ Dallas Bragg
*VIDEO VERSION IS FREE ON PATREON*
Ben here, today Dallas Bragg joins me to discuss his journey from being a closeted father, to drug user, to chem sex recovery coach. We talk about how hookup apps profit from drug addiction and social alienation, Sniffies response (or lack thereof) to the recent arrests of their own users, and the gaps within the mainstream recovery industry that Dallas fills with his own non-traditional program. Plus I ask him about his famous Instagram videos wherein he delivers messages via card stock.

Nov 12, 2025 • 10min
Preview SD 454 - Eat Them Over The Table
Ben here, today Jacques, Hesse and I discuss my harrowing experience flying during the government shutdown, Bryan Johnson's 5mg mushroom trip, and read through some select choices from The Ethicist. Plus a lot of crazy shit talk on this one...


