

Philokalia Ministries
Father David Abernethy
Philokalia Ministries is the fruit of 30 years spent at the feet of the Fathers of the Church. Led by Father David Abernethy, Philokalia (Philo: Love of the Kalia: Beautiful) Ministries exists to re-form hearts and minds according to the mold of the Desert Fathers through the ascetic life, the example of the early Saints, the way of stillness, prayer, and purity of heart, the practice of the Jesus Prayer, and spiritual reading. Those who are involved in Philokalia Ministries - the podcasts, videos, social media posts, spiritual direction and online groups - are exposed to writings that make up the ancient, shared spiritual heritage of East and West: The Ladder of Divine Ascent, Saint Augustine, the Philokalia, the Conferences of Saint John Cassian, the Ascetical Homilies of Saint Isaac the Syrian, and the Evergetinos. In addition to these, more recent authors and writings, which draw deeply from the well of the desert, are read and discussed: Lorenzo Scupoli, Saint Theophan the Recluse, anonymous writings from Mount Athos, the Cloud of Unknowing, Saint John of the Cross, Thomas a Kempis, and many more.
Philokalia Ministries is offered to all, free of charge. However, there are real and immediate needs associated with it. You can support Philokalia Ministries with one-time, or recurring monthly donations, which are most appreciated. Your support truly makes this ministry possible. May Almighty God, who created you and fashioned you in His own Divine Image, restore you through His grace and make of you a true icon of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Philokalia Ministries is offered to all, free of charge. However, there are real and immediate needs associated with it. You can support Philokalia Ministries with one-time, or recurring monthly donations, which are most appreciated. Your support truly makes this ministry possible. May Almighty God, who created you and fashioned you in His own Divine Image, restore you through His grace and make of you a true icon of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
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Mar 31, 2022 • 1h 9min
The Ladder of Divine Ascent - Chapter One: On Renunciation, Part IV
Thank you everyone who participated in the study of The Ladder of Divine Ascent tonight. Your questions were both beautiful and challenging.
Synopsis:
As we continued our reflection upon Step One “On Renunciation” St. John makes it very clear that we must enter into the spiritual battle with a zeal and desire for God; we must leap into the fire if we really expect the celestial fire to dwell within us. None of our ascetical practices, or the renunciation of the world that John speaks of in this step, can be abstracted from our relationship with God and what he desires to give us. The firm foundation upon which the spiritual life is laid is innocence, fasting, and temperance. Like a child, a babe, we are to have a simple trust in the care of our heavenly father, we must allow him to nourish us upon that which we need. Our love can know nothing of calculation or sly deceit. This is essential John tells us. We must begin the spiritual life with clarity about who we are before God and what it is that we seek.
Likewise, we must enter into the spiritual life not lagging in the fight. A firm beginning, John tells us, is useful when we later grow slack. We will all face trials and turmoil in the spiritual life and it is our first love, our first desire and zeal for the Lord, we must remember in order to set our hearts aflame once again.
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Text of chat during the group:
00:11:22 Cathy: Now thats Divine Providence!
00:11:36 FrDavid Abernethy, CO: Yes. I thought so.
00:16:19 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: Where can you find the text Father is reading from?
00:16:53 Sean: Paragraph 9 at the bottom page 55
00:17:57 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: Thanks but is there a pdf file one can get this from? I do not have the book. Just started with you all. Thanks.
00:18:40 Sean: I don’t think so
00:18:44 Ren: There is no PDF that we have access to. The book can be purchased at: https://www.bostonmonks.com/product_info.php/cPath/75_105/products_id/569
00:19:16 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: OK Thank you.
00:20:56 Anthony: I have a problem with laying off all things. For example, although Christ went into the desert for 40 says and was often in prayer, He _did not_ utterly cast off His family. His Mother was with Him. He had friends. He had family mentioned in the Gospels and Epistles.
00:28:55 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: http://www.prudencetrue.com/images/TheLadderofDivineAscent.pdf found a PDF
00:29:36 Cathy: Great! Saint John Climacus is looking our for you!!
00:29:50 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: 😇
00:30:30 Anthony: And this is where a spiritual father, an elder / staretz, and Catholic Culture come in. They can regulate us to be neither puritanical nor lax
00:41:31 Ambrose: fortitude maybe
00:42:19 Rachel: that is a wonderful chapter!!
00:45:14 Anthony: YOU ARE RIGHT
00:59:56 Anthony: Synergy. This is fundamentally opposed to the monergism which is the heart of the Calvinist American culture.
01:05:40 Michael Shuman: This is a really good question.
01:09:47 Joseph Caro: sheen talk: https://youtu.be/5e5oPIHnHQs
01:16:41 Carol Nypaver: Thank you, Joseph! I love Ven. Archbishop Fulton Sheen!🙏🏻
01:17:18 Anthony: The more one loves, the more one suffers when the love is offended. That is how I see Our Lady suffering at the foot of the Cross most closely with the suffering and loving Christ
01:19:37 Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt: colossians 1:24-26
01:19:58 Ashley Kaschl: “God has created me to do Him some definite service. He has committed some work to me which He has not committed to another. I have my mission. I may never know it in this life, but I shall be told it in the next. I am a link in a chain, a bond of connection between persons.
He has not created me for naught. I shall do good; I shall do His work. I shall be an angel of peace, a preacher of truth in my own place, while not intending it if I do but keep His commandments.
Therefore, I will trust Him, whatever I am, I can never be thrown away. If I am in sickness, my sickness may serve Him, in perplexity, my perplexity may serve Him. If I am in sorrow, my sorrow may serve Him. He does nothing in vain. He knows what He is about. He may take away my friends. He may throw me among strangers. He may make me feel desolate, make my spirits sink, hide my future from me. Still, He knows what He is about.”
- St. John Henry Newman
01:20:38 Cindy Moran: Thank you!
01:20:56 Jos: thank you
01:21:24 Cathy: My favorite night! Happy Feast Day!

Mar 29, 2022 • 1h 14min
The Evergetinos - Vol. I, Hypothesis XIX, Part II
Tonight we continued our reading of Hypothesis 19 on obedience, its value, and how is attained.
We began with the Fathers’ understanding of the value of obedience. In it is realized all of the Commandments because through obedient love one conforms oneself to Christ. In this sense the person who is obedient, who embraces the will of another in whose care they are placed, becomes a “confessor of the Faith”. One who abandons his own will is rewarded more greatly than those who pursue virtue in accord with their own judgment or opinion. The clarity of the Fathers’ focus upon emulating Christ is essential for us to understand.
Obedience is not a slavishness; it is a self-emptying love that is rooted in the desire to please and serve the other. It is rooted in trust and shaped by self-sacrifice. May we never complicate it so as to make it unrecognizable. Within it is the power to redeem even what seems lost in our families, in our communities, and in life as a whole. It carries within it to seed of divine love that can reshape everything; even that which seems impossible to us.
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Text of chat during the group:
00:10:32 Lyle: Looking forward to another evening where someone may decisively, yet lovingly, dismantle erroneous ecclesiology for those of us catechumens.
00:19:55 Anthony: I'm guessing it was a fig branch or twig. That's one way to propagate figs. In year three, you get figs.
00:21:51 Ambrose: 1 John 2:3-5 ‘And by this we know that we have come to know him, if we keep his commandments. Whoever says “I know him” but does not keep his commandments is a liar, and the truth is not in him, but whoever keeps his word, in him truly the love of God is perfected.’
00:22:18 Ambrose: John 14:15 ‘If you love me, you will keep my commandments.’
00:28:35 Anthony: This has implications for laity in problem parishes and dioceses and clergy under bishops with issues.
00:28:52 Anthony: Also had political implications against revolutions.
00:42:07 Ren: How does one reclaim the spirit of obedience once it has been lost? Once you have let resentment and even contempt of a particular authority figure to establish itself?
00:42:33 Jos: this was my question too but on the level of family/ generations
00:44:34 Ambrose: This one got me this morning. From lauds intercessions: Forgive us for failing to see Christ in the poor, the distressed and the troublesome, and for our failure to reverence your Son in their persons. (particularly the "troublesome" part)
00:45:22 Carol Nypaver: Amen, Ambrose.
00:45:43 Anthony: We find our identity in the wrong. Yeah, that's not healthy.
00:46:37 Ambrose: and not "sharing" it in social media
00:46:59 Jos: sorry I can't unmute
00:47:23 Carol Nypaver: Can you type it, Jos?
00:48:40 Jos: I wanted to ask about whether when one is born into a culture/ family structure and many generations that is filled with this pattern of resentment, lack of obedience etc, if it is then even possible to really change without enormous amounts of effort.
00:49:22 Lyle: Fr. David, I‘ve always appreciated the way you and some other spiritual directors continually point us to the Lord Jesus as our ultimate example whenever we need an example.
00:49:41 Jos: in our culture and my generation it is very common and it seems for many of us like outside of a very concerted effort it is nearly impossible to break out of the habitual that's been solidified in the unconscious
00:50:09 Anthony: Seeing each others flaws only - it can lead to long term and serious and acute resentments as with antipathy of different Slavic or Balkan peoples - or any of the old rivalries of Europe.
00:50:59 Ren: Agreed Lyle! “He humbled himself, by becoming obedient to death - even death on a cross.”
00:52:11 Ren: I have never been willing to be “obedient to death” 🤪
00:53:56 Carol Nypaver: There are many kinds of “deaths”—🤪
00:54:11 Ren: Yes. Ooof.
00:54:28 Carol Nypaver: 😩
00:54:36 Ambrose: All things are possible with God! Baby steps. Finding small things to train the will. Prayer. Nothing fast or quick fix.. Lean into grace.
00:55:55 Carol Nypaver: It’s a “choice” to obey/respect.
00:56:49 Lyle: Christ came into the world, not in His own name, but in the Name of the Father (John 15:20). He voluntarily accepted to fulfill in the most perfect way of the Father. As an adopted child of God, must not I voluntarily do the same? After all, God raised our Lord up and exalted Him above everything AND thereby provided eternal life to all mankind.
00:57:29 Ren: Amazing how obedience requires the other great virtues: Faith, Hope, Love, Extreme Humility. Maybe that is why the obedient brother is considered the greatest.
00:58:28 Carol Nypaver: 👍🏻
01:01:32 Anthony: That's part of the Benedictine charism
01:04:38 Forrest Cavalier: Chrysostom Homily 20 on Ephesians 5 has this phrasing on bending the will: “and nothing is so bitter or so painful to me, as ever to be at variance with you”
01:06:29 Anthony: We formed in the American life have a long tradition of self-will going back to the Puritan, Scottich Covenanter and Huguenot traditions such as "Lex Rex" and "Give me Liberty or Give me Deah."
01:06:35 Anthony: "Death"
01:06:44 Ambrose: Though he was in the form of God,
Jesus did not deem equality with God
something to be grasped at.
Rather, he emptied himself
and took the form of a slave,
being born in the likeness of men.
He was known to be of human estate,
and it was thus that he humbled himself,
obediently accepting even death,
death on a cross!
(Philippians 2:6ff)
01:11:47 Lyle: During the Friday "Stations of the Cross", the Parish I am attending finishes EACH prayer with asking the Lord Jesus to "Do with me as YOU will."
01:13:15 Vicki Nichols: That sounds like St. Alphonsus Liguori's Stations of the Cross.
01:17:38 maureencunningham: Everyone a Movie called the Man of God about Saint Nektarios Of Aegina in Movie theater very beautiful film a friend said
01:22:15 Tyler Woloshyn: I have not found a viewing here in Canada for that movie yet
01:24:15 Anthony: Like the tendency to Jansenism or a Jansenist spirit among some American Catholic clergy and religious in past years and some trads now.
01:25:17 Lyle: The constant witness of the Eucharist is a very formative tool for anyone - adult or child.
01:25:50 Rachel: Thank you!!
01:25:51 Mitchell Hunt: thanks Father David
01:25:59 Anne Barbosa: Thank you Father!

Mar 28, 2022 • 1h 51min
Repentance: Life’s Continual Effort
Lecture given by Father David S. Abernethy, C.O. on Saturday, March 26.

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Mar 24, 2022 • 1h 16min
The Ladder of Divine Ascent - Chapter One: On Renunciation, Part III
After laying some groundwork in the previous weeks we finally stepped in to the meat, as it were, of John‘s writing.
We took up once again Step number One “on renunciation”. John moves very quickly to lay out before us the reasons why one would embrace the renunciation not only of the monks in the desert but of the ascetical life as a whole. The two fundamental reasons are the multitude of our sins and the love of God. The beginning of the spiritual life most often is the simple acknowledgment of our poverty and the infirmity that sin brings into our life. We see the emptiness of this life outside of our relationship with God. The acknowledgment of this truth bears the fruit of repentance; a fundamental turning toward God with streams of tears and heartfelt groanings that reflect an interior reality. It is then that God, as he did with Lazarus, orders that the stone be rolled away from the tomb and that we be unloosed from the passions that hold us in their grip.
Yet, John would not have us see this as a path that we take in isolation. It is always to be trod with a guide or a director, a Moses figure. We need those who can help bring about the healing of the passions of the soul by their care as physicians. We need to be guided by those who have lived a life equal to the angels; that is, who have been freed from the corruption of their wounds and so have become experts and the most skilled physicians/surgeons. We do not live our Christian life out in isolation but only in communion with others and strengthened by those who have been transformed by the grace of God and the ascetical life. This life, John tells us in an unvarnished way, requires violence and constant suffering; a dying to self and sin in order that our hearts might attain to the love of God and the love of chastity and all of the other virtues. There will be great toil in this battle and the false-self, that kitchen dog addicted to barking, John tells us, is only overcome by the one who becomes a lover of chastity and watchfulness.
The foundation of this journey is the courage to offer our souls to God in our infirmity, the faith to trust in Him, and the humility that we might bare all before his healing light of His Grace.
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Text of chat during the group:
00:11:31 Cindy Moran: What version of the book is being used?
00:15:58 Anthony: copyright 1979 Holy Transfiguration Monastery
00:18:01 Fr. Miron Jr.:
https://www.bostonmonks.com/product_info.php/cPath/75_105/products_id/569
00:53:17 maureencunningham: What was the book Psychology Orthodoxy wombs the writer?
00:53:58 Fr. Miron Jr.: https://www.amazon.com/Orthodox-Psychotherapy-Esther-Cunningham-Williams/dp/9607070275/ref=sr_1_2?crid=174I4J6U16QTR&keywords=orthodox+psychotherapy&qid=1648080810&sprefix=orthoodx+ps%2Caps%2C94&sr=8-2
00:56:02 maureencunningham: Thank you
01:16:51 Ashley Kaschl: “The life of man upon earth is a warfare, and his days are like the days of a hireling.” (Job 7:1, DRA)
01:24:50 Rachel: wow!
01:26:04 Rachel: How many times have the faithful heard in the midst of the battle, the same comparisons. A mistaken notion that the engaing in the battle means one has lost their " peace!?"
01:26:43 Bonnie Lewis: Thank you so much Father David.
01:26:45 Cindy Moran: Very good session thank you
01:26:53 Miron Kerul Kmec: Thank you
01:26:54 Rachel: Thank you Father and everyone.
01:27:09 Samantha Topolewski: Thank you!
01:27:20 Carole DiClaudio: Good night everyone!!

Mar 22, 2022 • 1h 9min
The Evergetinos - Vol. I, Hypothesis XVIII, Part V and Hypothesis XIX, Part I
Tonight we concluded Hypothesis 18 and began reading Hypothesis 19. Both emphasize the importance of not engaging in the spiritual life in isolation. One does not throw an inexperienced soldier, a novice in warfare, into the midst of a battle, having never used a weapon, and expect him to survive. Similarly, we are taught that it would be foolhardy for us to think that we could engage in intense spiritual warfare, especially that of a hermit in deep solitude, without first having many years of being formed in a spirit of obedience and the common life.
One must be teachable in the truest sense of the word; we must be docile to the guidance of others and those who are more experienced. Wisdom teaches us to seek the guidance of those who have experiential knowledge of what it is to struggle with the evil one, to avoid mortal traps. We must become unabashed students of the holy Fathers. We must let the dust of the road, as one from the group noted, and that of the sandals of the elders we follow kick up and cling to us. Simply by drawing close to the Fathers, by studying their writings, we find the surest teaching. In such an age is ours, where freedoms and personal rights are emphasized, it can be very difficult to wrap our minds around the value in the essential need of walking such a path. Yet, as we shall see, it is the only way because it is the path trod Christ himself.
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Text of chat during the group:
00:36:49 Forrest Cavalier: Was it Chrysostom Homily 20 on Ephesians 5:22-24?
00:37:00 FrDavid Abernethy, CO: yes
00:37:01 Forrest Cavalier: https://www.newadvent.org/fathers/230120.htm
01:13:16 Forrest Cavalier: I think the word in greek βαφή connotes dyeing, not painting.
01:14:37 Anthony: Thank you, Forrest
01:16:55 Anthony: Forrest, that would make sense for it to connote dyeing, a dipping process; the word looks like it may share the same root as baptizo.

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Mar 17, 2022 • 1h 19min
The Ladder of Divine Ascent - Chapter One: On Renunciation, Part II
Tonight we resumed our reading of Step One on the Renunciation of the world. The step fits into the larger context of a break with the world which includes, John tells us, detachment and exile. Here is where monks sought to remove everything from their lives that would keep them from focusing solely upon God and what He alone offers. As Christians we may not imitate the monk in living in the desert; yet, in reality, the desert exists within the human heart. The renunciation that John speaks of in this first step must exist within us as well. There are many ways that we have to let go of the things that hold us within their grip; the passions (sins that have become habitual), disordered desires that make us long for satisfaction and seek it within worldly goods and the fulfillment of the appetites.
In paragraph 4, John begins to define for us the various types of Christians. He does this not as an abstraction but rather as a frame through which we can view our lives. He paints with broad strokes and asks us to gaze deeply into the image to see if we recognize a reflection of ourselves. Are we an irreligious man (not thinking of God at all), a transgressor who distorts the faith in a depraved fashion? Are we a Christian who seeks to imitate Christ in word, thought, and deed - who believes in what God has revealed of himself to us; namely, believing in the Holy Trinity? Are we the lover of God who seeks to live in communion with all that is natural and sinless? Are we the continent man, who in the face of temptations and turmoil, struggles in order that he might be free? Have we interiorized monasticism in the sense that we seek a chaste love, purity of heart and mind? Do we remember death so as to cling to He alone who is our life? Have we set aside the things of this world voluntarily; not because they are evil but because we are a naturally attached to them more than we are attached to the love of God?
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Text of chat during the group:
00:34:39 Anthony: We are tied to an evolutionary metaphysic - to our detriment.
00:35:13 Anthony: "We" being society, even Christian society adopt evolutionary "becoming'
00:36:54 Eric Williams: I think Thomas à Kempis made a good effort to remind Western scholastics of the bigger picture.
00:38:18 Ambrose Little: Some people are more intellectually inclined, and God can use that to draw people to himself.
00:39:20 Joseph Caro: good point Ambrose! I agree, from my own observations
00:39:21 Edward Kleinguetl: To be fair, Aidan Nichols--who I referenced-- is a Dominican.
00:39:34 Ambrose Little: Fr. Garrigou-La Grange, O.P. is great. Highly recommend: Christian Perfection and Contemplation: According to St. Thomas Aquinas and St. John of the Cross https://amzn.to/3JlEwrP
00:39:57 sue and mark: God will and can use who ever a
00:40:05 Fr. Miron Jr.: Let's return to Climacus
00:40:12 sue and mark: whoever and where eer you are to bring you to himself
00:40:57 Carmen Briceno: aren’t we doing the same thing now? over intellectualizing what has happened rather than going back to the sources?
00:58:23 Joseph Caro: “It is a mistake,” says St. John Chrysostom, “to imagine that one can in one’s own strength vanquish concupiscence and preserve purity; by God’s mercy alone can the passions of nature be controlled.”
01:02:58 Bonnie Lewis: This humility will reveal great truths about ourselves.
01:03:08 Mitchell Hunt: Where was that quote from above nothingness and humility? Amazing
01:03:14 Mitchell Hunt: About
01:07:34 Ren: @MitchellHunt - Mother Mectilde de Bar’s “Breviary of Fire.” The chapter on Pride and Humility
01:10:45 Erick: this is pure gold. each sentence of this is an outline of the spiritual life
01:11:19 Anthony: It takes experience in the world to see the trials and sorrow which result from the Curse, and we really then long to be free and to live in accordance with our nature (created and "deified").
01:13:49 Cathy: We can not have 2 gods... We will despise one
01:18:37 Mitchell Hunt: Thank you Ren
01:18:40 Eric Williams: Material comforts are like agglomerations attached to us. As they increase in number, they add to our “mass”, and as mass increases so does gravitational attraction. The more things we amass, the more we draw toward ourselves. With a little more thought one might find an interesting metaphor to be made from the accumulation of accretions becoming so great that a black hole is formed.
01:20:17 Anthony: God is the "Philanthropic One." Beautiful title.
01:22:45 Sean McCune: Eric: We become a nothingness that pulls everything in our grasp to ourselves where they are also become nothingness.
01:25:09 Sean McCune: (It took your comment about material things to get this secular Franciscan to say something) 😏
01:26:40 victoriaschweitzer: Righto. We must receive. We cannot approach with the mindset that we have to accumulate spiritual goodies. Ask and you shall receive.
01:28:21 Eric Williams: Indeed, Sean. The funny thing about massive bodies is that they interact with others. Either we enter into harmonious orbits or equilibria with other persons, or we are rogue bodies that collide with others or gravitational abysses that absorb and destroy all that falls within our sphere of influence. (Have I beaten this metaphor to death yet? 😉)
01:29:14 Mitchell Hunt: I think some people have have missed tonight due to your time zone change recently. Got me on Monday night

Mar 10, 2022 • 1h 3min
The Ladder of Divine Ascent - Chapter One: On Renunciation, Part I
Thank you to all who attended the group on the Ladder of Divine Ascent. It was wonderful to see so many with the desire to sit at the feet of the great Saint and teacher John Climacus.
Synopsis:
Tonight was our inaugural group reading the Ladder of Divine Ascent by Saint John Climacus. We allowed ourselves to jump immediately into the text with step number one “On Renunciation.” We will unpack things as we move forward; including the anthropology and the psychology of the fathers, the language used by Climacus and historical details from his life.
In the first three paragraphs Climacus begins his writing with God, who he describes as the source of life and salvation for all, believers and unbelievers, just and unjust, pious and impious, educated and illiterate, healthy and sick, young and old. He then goes on to define the Christian and the monk and how their identity determines the way they live their lives. Freedom is set out as imperative. God has created all free beings and offers salvation to all. This is the essential frame in which we are to read the rest of the book and understand the ascetical life. We freely seek to give ourselves and our love to God and to embrace the love and grace that He has given to us. Our asceticism is not simply an act of endurance but rather an act of freedom and love. Outside of this the ascetical life loses any sense of purpose and meaning. Likewise we look to the elders, to the fathers in their virtue and purity of heart for their guidance in word and deed. They in turn engage us not as impartial observers or analysts but rather as those who are fellow strugglers in the pursuit of God and of the kingdom. It is the love and desire for the salvation of those in their charge that guides and directs their care of others.
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19:27:40 From FrDavid Abernethy, CO : https://www.thepittsburghoratory.org/_files/ugd/5299f8_4fb9f89659424fcb997865abbdef4d24.pdf
19:29:16 From siobhan from pittsburgh : Hi Im Sandra
19:29:32 From Michele : Dave and Michele Berthelsen are here.
19:29:52 From siobhan from pittsburgh : not Siobhan
19:29:56 From Rachel : 🙏🏼
19:30:25 From kevinferrick : Hello everyone, newbie here from Boston. Hope I navigate the zoom alright
19:30:45 From Sr Mary of our Divine Savior solt : Hi, God bless, Sr. Mary of our Divine Savior
19:31:09 From Amil : Perhaps in the grand scheme of things, we are all pretty tiny.
19:31:23 From siobhan from pittsburgh : I love it!!
19:32:24 From Ambrose Little : https://pghco.org/climacus
19:33:24 From Carole DiClaudio : Hi Kevin!
19:33:46 From Carole DiClaudio : Hi Sr. Mary!
19:40:39 From Joseph Caro : If there is a handout, can the link be posted here? thanks!
19:40:58 From Sean McCune : https://www.thepittsburghoratory.org/_files/ugd/5299f8_4fb9f89659424fcb997865abbdef4d24.pdf
19:41:55 From Miika : Good Morning everyone! First time live! Miika from Finland
19:42:30 From Carol Nypaver : Very cool! Welcome, Miika!
19:42:37 From Carole DiClaudio : Hello Miika!!!
19:42:53 From Rachel : 2-3 years! I hope I have that many ( blessed) years.
19:43:35 From Carole DiClaudio : :)
19:47:38 From Erick Chastain : Sorry, I ended up breaking into this zoom room by pure luck I guessed the link. I didn't sign up
19:48:01 From Ashley Kaschl : 😂
19:48:31 From Debra : I always fumble around to find the link
19:48:31 From Erick Chastain : If Fr wants me to leave since I didn't sign up, he or Ren can notify me
19:48:47 From Debra : BTW...thank you Ambrose for the link!
19:49:03 From Ambrose Little : Write it on your heart and on your mind.
19:49:15 From Debra : It's a weird URL
19:52:27 From Ren : No worries Erick :-) All are welcome. Even the hackers ;-)
19:52:55 From Carol Nypaver : 🤣
19:52:55 From Fr. Miron Jr. : 🤣
19:54:02 From Anthony : Wow, this is different than - as in other teachings - "elect" and "reprobate"
19:55:42 From Ren : WOW. Beautiful.
19:56:20 From Jim Milholland : How poetic
20:02:48 From Anthony : "These Noetic creatures" as Father said. That reminds me of this phrase used by St. Gregory of Narek: "Rational Flock."
20:02:59 From Fr. Miron Jr. : https://www.amazon.com/Orthodox-Psychotherapy-Esther-Cunningham-Williams/dp/9607070275/ref=sr_1_2?crid=3954VB8PGOFPM&keywords=orthodox+psychotherapy&qid=1646874171&sprefix=ortodog+psychoterapy%2Caps%2C61&sr=8-2
20:05:07 From Rachel : Yes!!
20:06:45 From Fr. Miron Jr. : same seminary experince duing my years...
20:10:26 From Lilly : I didn’t know him until last year
20:10:58 From Gilmar Siqueira : Translated into Spanish by Friar Luis de Granada :)
20:12:34 From victoriaschweitzer : Good point, amil !
20:13:40 From Carole DiClaudio : I thought the same thing, Amil!
20:19:36 From Amil : 🕊️
20:22:37 From Rachel : Bingo
20:27:51 From St. Stanislaus Kostka Religious Education : We simply have to keep ourselves focused on God. No matter what our 'poverty' limitations....not looking at each other's abilities or place in the world...just keep focused on God and ask for God's help.
20:34:03 From maureencunningham : Thank you
20:34:07 From Miika : Sadly theological education in the Nordic countries is also very one-sidedly rationality centered. (At least amongst us "protestants" -not that I protest anything personally...as far as I know)
20:34:22 From Rachel : lol Carol
20:35:12 From iPhone : thank you
20:35:18 From Rachel : Thank you Father and everyone. God bless!
20:35:23 From Bob and Tara Bartz : Thank you!
20:35:24 From Ben David : good night good fight
20:35:30 From Mitchell Hunt : Thank you Father
20:35:31 From Michele : Thank you!

Mar 8, 2022 • 1h 8min
The Evergetinos - Vol. I, Hypothesis XVIII, Part IV
Tonight we continued with Hypothesis 18 which examines the importance of seeking the guidance of elders; those who have a deep desire for God and have come to know His ways through experience. We can have no conceit of knowledge when it comes to the spiritual life. Natural gifts, talents, and abilities are good in and of themselves but they do not necessarily give us insight into the ways of God or knowledge of divine things. At times we seem to almost have an infinite capacity for self-delusion. The more one progresses along the spiritual path the greater in fact the danger becomes. If we do not guard our hearts, if we do not seek out the counsel of others, we can quickly fall into the pit of self-judgment. The fall then can be great and the damage done terrible. Therefore the Fathers with one voice call us to constantly seek out the wisdom of others, to listen to God at the depths ofour being with a spirit of humility. No matter how wise we become what we understand is infinitesimal in comparison to the wisdom of God and the Spirit that searches the depths of our hearts. In this we can allow ourselves no illusions.
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Text of chat during the group:
00:06:31 FrDavid Abernethy, CO: beginning page 139
00:25:23 Rachel: lol ?? unfortunately yes
00:25:28 Anthony: Or when you leave Mass / Divine Liturgy after profuse incense.
00:26:06 Rachel: Okay...I love the incense. Dont mind that one bit.
00:42:54 Forrest Cavalier: Instead of criticizing priests and deacons we need to dialog with them. It's a two-way commitment, though.
00:57:37 Daniel Allen: The Centurian was a pagan and Jesus said He had found no greater faith than the faith of this centurion in all of Israel. And I believe Scripture even says Jesus “marveled”.
00:58:09 Forrest Cavalier: The Greek original in this Evergetinos says "holy men". Discernment is important when we seek advice.
01:07:57 Bridget McGinley: The centurian is the man I study the most.... I want that Faith! Can you imagine "marveling" Christ? Thanks Daniel!
01:10:43 Forrest Cavalier: 1 Cor 13:2 And if I have the gift of prophecy and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge; if I have all faith so as to move mountains but do not have love, I am nothing

Mar 4, 2022 • 1h 18min
Letters of Spiritual Direction to a Young Soul - Letter Seventy-Eight, Part II and Letter Seventy-Nine
It is a bitter sweet thing to come to the end of such a long journey - a long and sometimes arduous journey but one that has brought such joy and hope. Tonight we finished the final two letters of Saint Theophan to Anastasia.
They are perhaps the two finest letters of the collection. Saint Theophan speaks with a great directness and honesty about the anxieties that Anastasia experiences and how she has to deal with him. He sees how clearly they can be temptations from the Evil One to pull her away from God, from trusting Him, and from the practice of prayer. It was with great gentleness and tenderness that he guided her through this in order that Anastasia might understand that if she but makes an irrevocable gift of herself to God she will be ever under His protection. She need have fear of nothing and no one.
In the final letter (80) he speaks to her about the extraordinary grace she has received through having endured the storm. Satan sought to sift her like wheat. Yet God used all of this to perfect her faith and to teach her. The Enemy through his tricks sought to create hurry and to alarm her and confuse matters. Yet Anastasia has learned that Godly things are peaceful and quiet. She must only wait. Everything comes in its own time.
In the years to come, Theophan tells her, she must gravitate towards solitude; not necessarily the solitude of the desert but of her heart. There she must wait for God and allow herself to be nourished upon His love. Indeed, there is nothing more beautiful.
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Text of chat during the group:
00:15:51 Andreea Gallagher: Where are we?
00:16:21 Carol Nypaver: 302
00:17:02 Andreea and Anthony: Thanks!
00:17:15 Carol Nypaver: 😇
00:40:31 Barb Heyrman: Considering how related religious experience is to psychological experience it is interesting that at one time they were separated by design
00:53:16 Barb Heyrman: Also points to the problem of comparing ourselves & our circumstances with the situations of another — maybe the ‘recipie’ God is using w/ us & the oven temp & baking time is different
01:00:26 Barb Heyrman: I hear this all the time…the identity as the syndrome … anxiety/ADHD / ‘this is just who I am’
01:12:31 Ren: To join the email group for the Ladder, go to www.pghco.org/climacus-email
01:14:59 Wayne: if we are on the email list do we need to register again?
01:16:23 Wayne: gotta go goodnight
01:16:37 Ren: This particular email list is for you to receive the weekly email with the Zoom link, or information specifically about the group (cancellations, etc…). If you are subscribed to Philokalia Ministries then, yes, you will want to subscribe to this list as well.
01:17:45 Art: Gotta go too. Good night,
01:19:15 Ren: Bumpkins
01:19:19 Ren: :-D
01:24:39 Rafael Patrignani: thank you! i have yo leave
01:26:18 Anne Barbosa: Thank you!
01:27:04 Eric Williams: There are 30 steps on the ladder, right? We might finish the book in about as many months. ;)
01:27:17 Mitchell Hunt: Thank you been a great study of Theophan
01:27:57 Carol Nypaver: Thank you!
01:28:35 Mitchell Hunt: Great sounds good

Mar 1, 2022 • 1h 3min
The Evergetinos - Vol. I, Hypothesis XVIII, Part III
Tonight we continued our reading of hypothesis 18 which focuses upon the importance of seeking the counsel of those who have an experiential knowledge of the spiritual life. We do not live out our Christian life as individuals. Even the monk living in the greatest solitude understands the radical solidarity that he has with others in the life of the Church.
The stories that we are presented with here this evening show us that the desire of monks to seek out the counsel of elders; and not only the desire but the necessity of doing so. To try to walk along the spiritual path, to try and engage in the spiritual battle alone is foolhardy. Inevitably, we will fall to one of the passions or we will find ourselves in the grip of the Evil One.
Humility is key. Our lives have to be radically focused upon the truth and most of all the poverty and the weakness that sin has brought into our lives. We must acknowledge that it is by God alone that we are saved ; and that it is by his grace that we are able to engage in the ascetical life. We must avoid self-styled asceticism that lacks discretion. No matter how wise we might be we must believe that we are in need of learning and counsel.
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Text of chat during the group:
00:55:48 Forrest Cavalier: My summary of this discussion to Anthony's questions: We know by fruits: Wicked self-doubt leads towards despair, quietism (on one side) or self-reliant Pelagianism (on the other.) Proper self-doubt: recognize our poverty, leading to grace, trust, unity to body of Christ.
01:00:04 John Clark: Pre V2 you were required to fast after Midnight the night before attending mass and not eat anything if receiving the Holy Host…
01:00:47 Carol Nypaver: Yep….not even water.
01:08:43 Eric Williams: If disciplines become perfunctory, the Church should inform consciences and instruct the ignorant, not discard the disciplines. 🙁
01:09:36 Erick: agreed Eric
01:13:15 Erick: some people are trying to revive the ancient lenten fasting practice.... See here for details: https://www.beautysoancient.com/lentpledge/
01:14:18 Eric Williams: I hope they revive St Martin’s (Nativity) Fast, too ;)
01:14:30 Rachel: Thank you! God bless everyone!
01:15:41 David Fraley: Thank you and good night, Father.
01:16:14 Rachel: Thank you Ren.
01:16:30 Eric Williams: Thanks for the reminder about that, Ren! 🙂