The Heart of Yoga

What happens when we understand the guru not as an identity but as the nurturing function of Mother Nature itself? The guru is the force of caring, the universal means of transmission that arises in real relationships. It is never a social status or a personal claim. It is no more than a friend and no less than a friend. This talk explores how the word guru has been toxified in recent decades and how it can be purified again. The guru is not an authority figure but the natural current of friendship, affection, and Yoga shared between actual people. When that relationship is present, transformation becomes possible. Key Takeaways Guru is Heavy – The word guru means heavy, a powerful influence that can alter the course of life. Beyond Ego – What is often called ego is only association, never a fixed identity. Transmission Through Relationship – Yoga, Buddhism, and Christianity all point to the same heart: the relationship between teacher and student. Three Qualifications to Teach – You need a good teacher, your own practice, and genuine care for others. Purifying Guru and Sex – Both must be healed so that teaching and intimacy are clear, respectful, and free of misuse. Living as Beauty – The beauty of nature is the same beauty that stands in your own body as your actual condition. Links & Resources Self-Paced Online Yoga Teacher Training: https://www.heartofyoga.com/recorded-online-teacher-training  You are the beauty. You are the intelligence. You are already in perfect harmony with life. You don’t need to seek it. You need only participate in it. Learn more and access the course at https://www.heartofyoga.com  Support the Heart of Yoga Foundation.  This podcast is sustained by your donations.

What happens when someone born inside the culture of Yoga meets the modern world with eyes wide open? This timeless conversation with my Gurubhai, R. Sriram, originally recorded five years ago, is as alive and necessary now as it was then. Sriram grew up in South India, surrounded by music, temples, and traditional values. He also experienced Catholic schooling, English literature, radical theater, and many layers of spiritual and political questioning. This is a deeply personal account of growing up in the very society that Krishnamacharya and Desikachar came from, while still struggling to feel at home in it. We talk about what it means to be indigenous to this tradition, and how Sriram’s life became a bridge between ancient learning and modern experience. When he met Desikachar in the late 1970s, he didn’t just begin to study Yoga. He entered a relationship that helped him live through the emotional and cultural complexity of his own story. Breath, practice, and shared understanding gave him a way to continue, to grow, and to teach. That path eventually took him to Germany, where he has taught since 1988 alongside his wife, the Indian classical dancer Anjali Sriram. This conversation is a reminder that the teacher-student relationship is about being seen. It is about friendship, sincerity, and learning to live with all parts of who we are. Key Takeaways A Life Inside the Tradition – Sriram shares firsthand memories of growing up in the same world that Krishnamacharya and Desikachar belonged to. Holding the Whole – His life shows how Yoga supported him through family customs, academic pressure, spiritual curiosity, and social questions. Desikachar’s Openness – Sriram remembers how Desikachar welcomed real people with real conflicts and questions. Voice and Breath – Chanting became a way to connect with his roots, express devotion, and care for his inner life. Ongoing Search – This story speaks to anyone asking how to live in two worlds, and how to find peace without needing to erase anything. Yoga in a New Culture – Sriram reflects on decades of teaching in Germany, how people first reacted to Yoga, and how that has shifted over time. Where to Find Our Guest R. Sriram’s Website: https://www.yogaweg.de/r-sriram/ R. Sriram on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sriramsriramyoga/ Links & Resources You are the beauty. You are the intelligence. You are already in perfect harmony with life. You don’t need to seek it. You need only participate in it. Learn more and access the course at https://www.heartofyoga.com  Support the Heart of Yoga Foundation.  This podcast is sustained by your donations.

There are times when the pain for the Earth is so strong it feels like it might break you. You may have felt it in your chest after seeing a forest cut down or watching the ocean poisoned. Rosalind talks about her years as an environmental activist and how being in constant contact with destruction led to exhaustion, grief, and a feeling of being stuck. She shares how Yoga became a way to meet those feelings, move through them, and reconnect with the energy to keep going. Mark and Rosalind speak about allowing every stage of emotion to be felt — from numbness to fear, anger, pain, grief, and finally compassion. They talk about Yoga as a relationship with life, the body, and nature, and how that relationship can help us face reality without shutting down. Key Takeaways Eco Anxiety and Grief – Feeling sorrow and fear for nature is an intelligent response from Mother Nature Natural Order of Emotions – Allowing numbness, fear, anger, pain, grief, and compassion to be felt brings healing and energy Yoga as Relationship – Practice is about being with your own body and in intimacy with nature and life Strength Through Feeling – Meeting and releasing emotions restores the energy to keep caring for the Earth No Bypassing – Avoiding difficult feelings disconnects us from what is true and from our own humanity Inner to Outer Change – Working with our own patterns and conditioning makes us more able to help create change for the Earth Links & Resources Yoga for A Better World: https://www.heartofyoga.com/yoga-for-activists-1 You are the beauty. You are the intelligence. You are already in perfect harmony with life. You don’t need to seek it. You need only participate in it. Learn more and access the course at https://www.heartofyoga.com  Support the Heart of Yoga Foundation.  This podcast is sustained by your donations.

What if real Yoga begins with feeling more alive, not just more flexible? Ari is a Yoga teacher from Korea on a mission to investigate the depth of the Yoga tradition. She discovered a passion to bring the teachings of Krishnamacharya to Korea, along with her dear friend Ray and friends from the Gabbi community. This is a community of young people from Korea who are dropping out of corporate life and patterned conformism, in favour of finding their own path in life.  This conversation gets to the heart of the matter — what is Yoga, really? How can it be integrated into the lives of everyday people? The shift from conformity to autonomy is paralleled by the shift from yoga as performance to Yoga as intimacy with our own body and breath… the mystery of our own incarnation.  It’s a great interview because it is coming from the freshness of Ari’s own experience of Yoga, and feeling the breath and movement as one continuous intelligence. And it’s a good convo to listen to because both speakers are loving and respecting what the other has to offer.  In Short: Yoga Begins with You –The practice adapts to your life, not the other way around Breath is the Guide – Let the breath lead the body and the mind will follow Strength is in Softness – Inhale and exhale are a love relationship, each nourishing the other Real Yoga is Personal – It doesn’t require tricks, brands, or poses; it requires honesty Intimacy is the Path – Yoga returns us to real connection with life, with others, and with ourselves Start Where You Are – A short, daily practice made just for you can change everything Find Ari on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ari.yogatraveler Support the Heart of Yoga Foundation: This podcast is sustained by your donations.

In this episode, David turns the tables and interviews Mark. We dive into the roots of Mark’s life, growing up in New Zealand’s church and school systems, confronting injustice early on, and stumbling into my body through sport and the natural world.  David grills Mark on the long journey that led him to the heart of Yoga with his teachers Krishnamacharya and Desikachar. This is a very personal conversation, going into the sincere “teachers” (aka friends)who helped Mark see through the spiritual industrial complex, and the simple, traditional yoga practices that smoothed out all the drama of spiritual India in the 1970s. In other words, Yoga as intimacy with reality. Key Takeaways Early Awakening – A childhood moment on the lawn, sun on the back, revealing the body’s deep continuity with the cosmos. Seeing Through Systems – From church to school to spirituality - recognising how society exploits us with the promise of a future salvation or success. Real Yoga Is Empowering – the good stuff adapts to the individual, honors the breath, and returns us to our natural state of wholeness. Teachers Who Transmit – Meeting Krishnamacharya and Desikachar brought a transmission of humility, scholarship, and direct experience, not guruism. Yoga Is Relationship – the power of real and actual friendship that is equal and mutually felt and expressed The Body Is God – Yoga reveals that the body is not separate from divinity, it is divinity. Not a metaphor!! Where to Find Our Guest David’s Website: http://lenirvanawear.com David on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/david22bali Links & Resources You are the beauty. You are the intelligence. You are already in perfect harmony with life. You don’t need to seek it. You need only participate in it. Learn more and access courses at https://www.heartofyoga.com  Support the Heart of Yoga Foundation if you can… you help us keep the lights on and the podcasts made listenable.  This podcast is sustained by your donations.  

What if the life you’re seeking is already unfolding beneath your feet? David Fardi's path from spiritual confusion to grounded clarity is a powerful reminder that real Yoga begins when we stop chasing and start participating in what is. A Yoga teacher and founder of the men’s fashion brand Le Nirvana, David shares how he moved through disillusionment in Europe and neo-tantric circles to find a deeply embodied practice in Bali. His story touches on healing generational wounds, living in rhythm with nature, and discovering how simple breath and movement can reshape a life. David now teaches private sessions at Samyama Yoga and lives what he practices with devotion, artistry, and love. Key Takeaways The Power of Presence – Gathering in person allows for a deeper transmission of Yoga that even the best Zoom call can’t replicate. Bali’s Blessing Culture – The spiritual fabric of Balinese daily life creates an environment of tolerance, beauty, and ease that supports deep practice. Yoga Is Participation, Not Performance – Real Yoga is not information gathering; it’s direct participation in the reality of breath, body, and being. Spiritual Friendship Matters – One-on-one connections made in gatherings often become lifelong support systems for practice and healing. The End of the Separate Self – Gathering invites us into a recognition: there’s no fixed “me” to fix. There’s only reality unfolding through us. We Are the Forest Dwellers – These gatherings are part of an eternal cultural process of Yoga; friends meeting in sacred spaces for wisdom to be lived and shared. Where to Find Our Guest David Fardi’s Website: https://lenirvanawear.com David Fardi on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/david22bali Le Nirvana on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lenirvanabali Links & Resources All In-Person Gatherings : https://www.heartofyoga.com/all-in-person-programs You are the beauty. You are the intelligence. You are already in perfect harmony with life. You don’t need to seek it. You need only participate in it. Learn more and access the course at https://www.heartofyoga.com. Support the Heart of Yoga Foundation. This podcast is sustained by your donations.

What does it mean to begin Yoga now—right here, in your breath and body, with your life exactly as it is? This talk, recorded during our teacher untraining in Bali, is a direct experience of the first four Yoga Sutras of Patanjali. Together, we chanted, laughed, and explored what it means to practice Yoga in a way that’s grounded, personal, and alive. These Sutras are a living guide, not a doctrine. They point us to something we already are. Your life, your interests, your body in its natural context—this is where Yoga begins. Key Takeaways The Sutras Come Alive in Relationship – Their meaning emerges through the shared inquiry between teacher and student. Yoga Begins Now – Each breath and step taken in presence is the real beginning of practice. Yoga Means Direction with Continuity – Choose your direction and stay with it. This is how peace arises. The Role of a Teacher – A true teacher supports your path, not their own agenda. The Body Is Consciousness – Whole-body participation in reality is the essence of Yoga. You Are Already the Power of the Cosmos – No improvement needed, only recognition and participation. Links & Resources https://www.heartofyoga.com/ You are the beauty. You are the intelligence. You are already in perfect harmony with life. You don’t need to seek it. You need only participate in it. Learn more and access the course at https://www.heartofyoga.com. Support the Heart of Yoga Foundation. This podcast is sustained by your donations.

What makes us leave home and come together in person to share Yoga? In this episode, Mark and Rosalind reflect on hosting Yoga gatherings in Bali. They speak about the deeper meaning of these meetings, the beauty of Balinese blessing culture, and what it really means to offer something useful in a spiritual tourist economy.  Can travel be justified as Bali groans under the weight of tourism and the expansion of the concrete jungle? What are we doing here, and what are the potential  They discuss how seeking makes us vulnerable to exploitation, the nature of real practice, and the kind of intimacy that arises when people meet without pretense.  Themes Bali as a spiritual gathering place and why people come here Blessing culture: what is it and how does it work How do we justify going to a Yoga gathering? Is it selfish? The difference between information-gathering and experiential learning Personal practice as the foundation of everything The healing power of dear friendship grounded in Yoga How do we welcome a genuinely wide range of people?  Key Quotes “Yoga is participation in the given reality.” “There’s no need to get to what you already are.” “The gathering is the icing on the cake. Zoom is the cake—we already have it.” “People come to Bali looking for something, even if they don’t know what it is.” “There’s a relief in realizing there’s nothing to become. You already are.” Key Takeaways Place Carries Power – Bali holds a blessing culture that people can feel in their bodies. Gatherings Create Intimacy – In-person Yoga opens a space for deeper relational presence. Practice Starts with You – The daily rhythm of breath and movement is where change happens. Transmission Is a Felt Thing – Yoga is shared in silence, in contact, in attention. Seekers Need Care – Honest offerings matter in places shaped by spiritual commerce. There Is No One to Fix – Yoga reveals freedom through untraining, not accumulation. Learn more and register for future events at https://www.heartofyoga.com/bali-ytt.  This podcast is sustained by your donations. You can support the Heart of Yoga Foundation at www.heartofyoga.com/foundation

Imagine words so sincere, that the author appears as a close friend, speaking directly through time to the deepest part of who we are? This week, Dylan Giles joins Rosalind to share how reading Walt Whitman’s “Song of Myself” in a time of personal drift opened a direct experience of connection. Dylan describes nights spent under the Californian moon, feeling Whitman’s words as a living presence, breaking him free of rigid traditions.  In this episode I find out from Dylan about Whitman as mystic, and we use him to understand yogic ideas such as shaktipat, ishta, and guru parampara.  We explore how reading Whitman can lead to a shift from cleverness to sincerity in our own writing, the subtle ways we unconsciously believe we are separate from greatness, and the challenge of integrating moments of inspiration into daily life. In this conversation we track the shift from being a FAN of a mystic like Whitman of William Blake, to being a fellow participant in the great mystery called life. With our artists and mystics holding our hands. Subjects Explored Meeting Whitman in a moment of drift and loneliness The freedom of Whitman’s meterless, sincere poetry Sensing Whitman’s living presence through reading How sincerity cuts through patterned language Moving beyond cleverness to honest writing Recognizing unconscious beliefs of separation Yoga as the way we integrate grace into our lives Key Phrases or Quotes “I was reading this and feeling from the page that Walt Whitman was directly communicating to me, like he was in the room.” “True sincerity really moves me.” “I felt as if his words were so sweet. I felt it in my heart that he was just around me somehow.” “There’s erosion of spontaneous human expression. You sort of felt like you’d discovered a fountain of spontaneous human expression in a desert.” “I realized he wasn’t different from me. We are made of the same stuff.” Key Takeaways Sincerity Creates Real Connection – Honest words carry a power that reaches others directly. Poetry Reveals Yoga – Words infused with life transmit a sense of presence and unity. Admiration Sparks Recognition – Seeing beauty in Whitman helps us see it in ourselves. Yoga Grows in Integration – Grace opens possibilities, and Yoga helps us live them fully. Spontaneous Words Are Alive – Breaking from scripts nourishes life and brings clarity. We Share the Creative Force – The same life that moved Whitman moves through each of us. Suggested Reading Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman – Explore the groundbreaking free verse poems that celebrate the body, nature, death, and the joy of existence. The Marriage of Heaven and Hell by William Blake – A visionary work challenging traditional views of good and evil, exploring the unity of opposites, and the energy of life. Timestamps 00:02:00 Intimate Yoga revealed in Whitman’s poetry during Dylan’s personal drift 00:04:00 Whitman’s presence felt through words alive and immediate across time 00:06:00 Scripted language blocking authentic, heartfelt human communication 00:08:00 Shaktipat-like realization ignited by powerful, sincere words 00:09:00 Shared creative power with Whitman dissolves illusions of separation 00:20:00 Radical embrace of body, sexuality, death, and life celebrated by Whitman 00:29:00 “What is the grass?” reflects on life, death, and universal connection 00:32:00 Eternal life recognized within finite human experience through Yoga 00:36:00 Bold authenticity inspired by Whitman’s lines urging courage beyond comfort 00:46:00 Body-soul unity illuminated in Blake’s vision of eternal creative energy You are the beauty. You are the intelligence. You are already in perfect harmony with life. You don’t need to seek it. You need only participate in it. Learn more and access the course at https://www.heartofyoga.com. Support the Heart of Yoga Foundation. This podcast is sustained by your donations.  

What happens when healing becomes another form of harm? When the search for purity, wellness, and relief becomes a maze of restriction, shame, and exhaustion? In this quietly radical conversation, Konstanze Weiser joins us to speak not as an expert, but as someone who lived it from childhood illness to orthorexia, Panchakarma to spiritual burnout. We explore the parts of wellness culture we don’t often talk about: the obsession with food, the spiritualization of suffering, the silent shame around digestion and embodiment. Konstanze shares what it took to finally stop outsourcing authority, soften her grip, and listen to her own body. What emerged wasn’t a protocol, but a practice. Not control, but connection. This is not a story of being healed. It’s a story of no longer needing to be. Subjects Explored Orthorexia and the glorification of “clean” eating When Ayurveda becomes another system to get right Panchakarma, shame, and the desire to purge pain Digestive distress, embodiment, and feminine silence Yoga practice as participation, not perfection Letting go of healing as a project Food, feeling, and the return to simplicity Key Phrases or Quotes “It wasn’t the food. It was the shame.” “I believed my body couldn’t heal unless I followed all the rules.” “At some point, I didn’t even have the capacity for shame anymore.” “I don’t use food to compensate as much anymore—because I don’t need to.” “Healing isn’t about fixing. It’s about not betraying yourself.” “My practice is non-negotiable. But it’s not because I’m trying to improve. It’s because it brings me back.” Key Takeaways Orthorexia is often hidden in wellness culture – When food becomes a moral issue, restriction masquerades as discipline. Systems are not saviors – Ayurveda, yoga, or detox can become prisons when driven by fear or perfectionism. Digestion and shame are deeply linked – It wasn’t the food causing distress. It was the silence, the hiding, the internalized shame. Embodiment is not a theory – Real practice means listening to the body, not overriding it with ideals. Simplicity is a form of intelligence – Healing came not from doing more, but from letting go. The body already knows – The role of practice is to help us trust it again. Resources Mentioned Konstanze Weiser on Instagram : https://www.instagram.com/konstanze.weiser The Period Repair Manual by Lara Briden: https://www.larabriden.com/period-repair-manual Timestamps [00:00:00] Introduction from Mexico and today’s theme [00:02:00] Konstanze’s early health struggles and the roots of obsession [00:05:00] Orthorexia and the quiet pain of trying to eat “perfectly” [00:08:00] When Ayurveda becomes another form of control [00:13:00] First Panchakarma: detox, intensity, and unexpected peace [00:17:00] Returning to Germany and feeling alive for the first time [00:23:00] Digestive shame and the false image of the perfect woman [00:28:00] The trap of spiritual protocols and chasing purity [00:36:00] Second Panchakarma: heartbreak, collapse, and exhaustion [00:42:00] Yoga as non-negotiable—not for performance, but for sanity [00:48:00] Breaking the rules and finding freedom in food [00:54:00] Reframing sickness as a message, not a malfunction [01:00:00] Breath, simplicity, and the intelligence of the body [01:01:00] Final reflections and invitation to return to trust Your body is not broken. You are not behind. You are not a problem to be solved. Practice is not a fix. It’s a homecoming. To support the Heart of Yoga Foundation or learn more about our courses, visit heartofyoga.com. This podcast is sustained by your donations.