For years, Nancy could picture her ideal partner. She wanted someone who would make her laugh, who would love her son, and who would make her feel confident and empowered. When she met Noa, he checked all the boxes. Everything she thought other people made up about love suddenly came true. But…this perfect love didn’t last forever. Today we hear from both Nancy and Noa as they perform an autopsy of sorts on their relationship and why it didn’t work. – Listener support makes our independent podcast possible. Consider joining our Patreon to get bonus episodes, ad-free episodes, and join a community of Terribles. Our Substack is a great way to connect with us and other listeners (and get more Terrible in your inbox). Join us here.                      The episode transcript can be found here.—We’re lucky to only work with sponsors and brands we know and love. Using our links and codes saves you money and supports our independent production!Foria: FORIA is offering a special deal for our listeners. Get 20% off your first order by visiting foriawellness.com/TERRIBLE OR use code TERRIBLE at checkout. Sundays: Get 40% off your first order of Sundays. Go to sundaysfordogs.com/TERRIBLE or use code TERRIBLE at checkout.You can find our full sponsor list here.—Find all our shows and our store at feelingsand.co.—Find TTFA on social: TTFA on Instagram | TTFA on Facebook See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In the early 1990s, a cache of abandoned newsletters found its way from a safety deposit box in Minneapolis, Minnesota to the state’s historical society, where they were left to gather dust. The newsletters detailed the inner workings of a secret 1970s swingers society: The Silver Chain Social Club. Fifty years later, TV writer and host Paul Ditty tracks down the club’s surviving members to uncover the group’s mysterious history and the ties that connected its members long after the swingers club closed its doors for good. For a deeper look inside Time Capsule, read Paul's newsletter. Learn more about Time Capsule at timecapsulepodcast.com. See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this podcast, the hosts read listener-submitted grudges, including ones about chargers, Abercrombie and Fitch, and toxic bosses. They debate whether it's petty to email LinkedIn about a fired person's profile. The importance of showing up for loved ones during difficult times is highlighted. The narrator reflects on unacknowledged grief and the need for true support. They also discuss Foursquare obsession, lack of emotional depth, and appreciation for listener grudges and subscribers.

Jenni, a former Mormon who experienced shame and guilt, discusses her choice to cheat and the societal judgment surrounding it. The podcast delves into the fascination with cheaters, unhealthy relationship dynamics, dating challenges after divorce, and the consequences and aftermath of infidelity. It explores the importance of honesty, finding independence, and deserving love and fulfillment.

Nora sits down with her friend and fellow podcaster PJ Vogt of Search Engine. They discuss what he found in his own interviews with a drug dealer who used fentanyl in his drug supply. That, plus the original Search Engine episode are included here. If you have not yet listened to this week’s TTFA episode, “86 Sundays,” we suggest you go back and listen so you can see why we were inspired to share this Search Engine episode with you.—Original Search Engine episode description: We speak to Luis, a former fentanyl dealer and user who tells us why a dealer might want to put fentanyl in less lethal drugs. Luis also tells us how he learned the rules of dealing, and how the rules changed over his multi-decade career. If you have questions or comments about this episode, or if you'd like to support the show, head to our newsletter: pjvogt.com. —Listener support makes our independent podcast possible. Consider joining our Patreon to get bonus episodes, ad-free episodes, and join a community of Terribles. Our Substack is a great way to connect with us and other listeners (and get more Terrible in your inbox). Join us here.The episode transcript can be found here.—We’re lucky to only work with sponsors and brands we know and love. Using our links and codes saves you money and supports our independent production!Indeed: Start hiring NOW with a SEVENTY-FIVE DOLLAR SPONSORED JOB CREDIT to upgrade your job post at Indeed.com/TTFA. Offer good for a limited time. Just go to Indeed.com/TTFA and support the show by saying you heard about it on this podcast. Terms and conditions apply. Need to hire? You need Indeed.You can find our full sponsor list here.—Find all our shows and our store at feelingsand.co.—Find TTFA on social: TTFA on Instagram | TTFA on FacebookSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

This podcast explores the aftermath of a tragic incident involving pure fentanyl consumption, highlighting the lack of awareness about its potency. It delves into the grief experienced by the sister of the deceased and the online confrontations that ensued. The challenges of parenting after loss, counting Sundays as a significant marker, and reflecting on the devastating impact of fentanyl-related deaths are also discussed.

The podcast discusses the not-so-happy side of the holiday season, including family drama, ruined Christmases, and challenging experiences. Topics include changing family dynamics, disappointing gift exchanges, holiday chaos, car accidents, and supporting loved ones during difficult times. The hosts also promote their Patreon and other resources for listeners.

Kelly reflects on the love she had for her dad and grandpa, sharing memories and discussing the importance of showing up for those who are grieving. The speaker explores the power of photos in connecting with deceased loved ones and the act of writing letters as a way to convey love and create lasting memories. They also discuss the concept of magical thinking and signs from deceased loved ones, expressing gratitude for their listeners and Patreon community.

The podcast explores the story of a person involved in a drunk driving accident that killed six people and their journey of living alongside their terrible mistake. They discuss addiction, court-mandated counseling, and treatment centers. The prevalence of binge drinking and the normalization of excessive drinking on Halloween are also discussed. The consequences of a hit and run accident, being perceived as the 'big bad wolf,' and making amends are explored. The host acknowledges the team behind the podcast and encourages support for the show.

This podcast explores the complexities of relationships and societal expectations. It delves into unlearning societal expectations and evolving opinions on marriage, challenging toxic positivity and the self-help industry. The narrator reflects on their experience with marriage and their longing for love. They also reflect on relationship patterns and the importance of prioritizing self. The speaker shares a personal story of rebuilding and finding solace in nature.