Howard Amos, author and volunteer, shares his harrowing experiences at a Russian orphanage for disabled children. He delves into the grim realities, including the use of antipsychotics and violence by staff. Amos reflects on the emotional deprivation faced by the children and the tragic drowning of a young boy, shedding light on the harsh conditions and systemic neglect. He discusses the fleeting improvements seen in living conditions, yet highlights the ongoing emotional void that persists in the lives of these forgotten children.