

My Name Was Mushroom: Wendy Baker’s Journey Beyond the Source Family Cult
Jun 30, 2025
Wendy Baker, a former member of the Source Family cult and author of the memoir, My Name Was Mushroom, shares her captivating journey from a neglected childhood to life within a communal setting. She vividly describes the allure of Father Yod's teachings, contrasting the superficial beauty of veganism and free love with the underlying oppression and control. Wendy discusses the manipulation of emotions through concepts like 'ego' and reflects on her healing journey post-escape, emphasizing the importance of authenticity in rebuilding her life.
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Wendy's Early Commune Life
- Wendy Baker joined the Source Family at 14 to escape a traumatic childhood and found a caring, vibrant community.
- Life involved cold showers, meditation, raw vegan diets, and her being renamed Mushroom within the commune.
Ego Used as Gaslighting Tool
- The word "ego" was used to shut down dissent and dismiss complaints in the commune.
- This tactic gaslit members into self-doubt, preventing meaningful discussions about concerns.
Declining Led Leader's Offer
- Father Yod offered Wendy participation in "Dionism," a sexual practice minimizing its abusive nature.
- She declined due to discomfort and observed infighting among women in the harem; he accepted her refusal.