Lying About My Addiction for Decades Then Getting Caught

In this episode of The Grounded Union Podcast, we dive deep into the raw realities of addiction, deception, and recovery as Brandon and Caitlyn sit with Chris and Jessica just weeks after the revelation of Chris’s decades-long pornography addiction. Chris shares his journey through early exposure, secrecy, and lifelong patterns of lying, while Jessica opens up about the heartbreak of discovering hidden truths in their marriage. The conversation highlights how addiction feeds on avoidance, distraction, and unmet emotional needs, not just behaviors. Brandon and Caitlyn provide compassionate, actionable guidance, including screen detox, journaling, and the 4R’s framework, offering couples a raw but hopeful roadmap to confront betrayal, rebuild trust, and reclaim connection.

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Timestamps & Key Moments:

• 00:00:28 – Chris shares that everything is “extremely fresh,” revealing a long history of lying rooted in unresolved childhood issues and the very recent moment of truth.
• 00:02:47 – Jessica describes the devastation of discovery, the shock of realizing how well the lies were hidden, and the disorientation of betrayal.
• 00:04:36 – Caitlyn provides context: six years of marriage, discovery during the postpartum period, and the weight of learning the addiction spanned the entire relationship.
• 00:05:43 – Chris traces his first exposure to pornography back to early childhood and connects it to using sexual behaviors as emotional escape during trauma.
• 00:07:21 – Brandon reframes “frequency,” explaining why early disclosure often minimizes reality and why curiosity—not certainty—is essential for real healing.
• 00:13:41 – Caitlyn highlights the repeating pattern: using physical “separation” to cope, first as a child, now as an adult, linking past trauma to present behavior.
• 00:24:49 – Chris details his current screen habits, including phone restrictions, deleted social media, and intentional reduction of TV and gaming.
• 00:36:31– Introduction to the “4R’s” method (Recognize, Receive, Release, Replace) for rewiring thoughts and building the life you want.
• 00:39:38 – Caitlyn highlights the pivotal moment in marriage: fully committing to healing, consuming the Grounded Intimacy Program, and transforming life through honesty and transparency.
• 00:42:18 – This episode concludes by making healing the top priority, highlighting the positive ripple effect on the family, and fostering a fully transparent and supportive marriage.
• 00:45:00 – Jessica is given full permission to feel and process emotions while Chris learns to be a supportive presence.