Conversing with Mark Labberton Performance-Based Identity, with Ben Houltberg
“When we pursue excellence it doesn’t have to come at the cost of our emotional and relational health.” (Ben Houltberg)
How do we form an identity and sense of self? Do we define ourselves based on the fragile glass shelter of what we achieve or how well we perform? If so, how does that affect our sense of meaning and purpose in life?
With the 2024 Paris Olympics underway, it’s easy to imagine how an elite athlete at the top of her game might form an identity based on her athletic or competitive performance.
In this episode, Mark Labberton welcomes developmental scientist Ben Houltberg to reflect on the pursuit of achievement and excellence, exploring what’s at stake for our psychological and spiritual health when we find our identity and life’s meaning in our performance.
Together they discuss: the glass shelter of athletic achievement and the opportunity that emerges when it inevitably shatters; the various performance contexts of family, relationships, education, sports, career, and religion; the dangers of conditional acceptance based on performance; the performance-enhancing impact of healthy coaching and mentoring relationships; the transformative effects of unconditional love; and ultimately, how to be free from a performance-based identity.
About Ben Houltberg
Benjamin Houltberg is a developmental scientist, experienced marriage and family therapist, and president and CEO of Search Institute. He is associate research professor at the University of Southern California, and was previously associate professor of human development at Fuller Theological Seminary’s School of Psychology. Follow him @benhoultberg, and learn more about Search Institute online.
Show Notes
About Ben Houltberg: developmental scientist, licensed marriage and family therapist, and CEO of Search Institute
About “performance-based identity”
Olympics and athletic performance-based identity
“When we pursue excellence it doesn't have to come at the cost of our emotional and relational health.”
“What is my purpose?”
Olympic athlete Simone Biles’ public breakdown and dominant return to gymnastics
“If you think about the natural trajectory of an elite athlete, it is towards a performance-based identity.”
How elite athletes form their identity in their athletic performance.
“A Glass Shelter” of athletic achievement: what happens when that glass shelter breaks?
When the glass shelter breaks, it becomes a transformative opportunity.
“Whether it was youth sports and training for a marathon, or whether it was in elite athletes or whether it was in different large organizations and their staff employees … the profile emerges that it is in some ways a human condition: that performance-based identity can really trap us into an approach to life and an approach to relationships and approach to competition that is undermining us and will eventually lead to a shattered sense of self.”
Actor vs performer in the world (Action vs. Performance)
Influenced by what other people think we are
How to understand “performance context” across domains of sports, education, career, relationships, family, morality, and society at large
The dangers of limiting our identities to performance
Conditional acceptance based on performance
Human relationships, connectivity, and collectivism as performance enhancing
Coaching and mentoring to deal with the stress of performing
NCAA sports
Helping young people find “the spark”—their passion and potential and purpose
How the Search Institute studies performance-based identity
Christian faith and unconditional love
How to be free from a performance-based identity
Finding our identity in beauty, connection, and commonality
Production Credits
Conversing is produced and distributed in partnership with Comment Magazine and Fuller Seminary.