Christian Wiman discusses finding God through suffering and peeking into the divine through psychedelics. Other topics include his tumultuous upbringing, the value of poetry, and the comforts of modern life insulating us from ultimate questions.
Finding God through suffering is a transformative experience for poet Christian Weiman, shaping his faith journey.
Silence in poetry serves as a powerful tool for evoking contemplation and collaborative interpretation in readers.
Deep dives
Christian Weiman's New Book 'Zero at the Bone: 50 Entries Against Despair'
Christian Weiman is a poet and writer who has recently released a compelling book titled 'Zero at the Bone: 50 Entries Against Despair.' This book covers a wide range of topics in a non-systematic way, including faith, suffering, and the ultimate meaning of the universe. Weiman's writing style mixes single poems, reflections, essays, and memoirs, offering a modern and frank perspective on reality.
Growing Up in West Texas and Family Background
Christian Weiman grew up in Snyder, a town in West Texas, in a family that underwent significant challenges. His father transitioned from various jobs to finally become a doctor, while his mother had a traumatic childhood due to her parents' tragic deaths. Weiman's upbringing in a place devoid of many material resources but rich in intensity contributed to his hunger for expression through poetry.
Silence and Joy in Poetry
Weiman's writing often delves into themes of silence and joy, drawing inspiration from poets like Emily Dickinson. He discusses how poetry's use of silences and pauses can evoke deeper reflections and collaborative interpretations. Weiman reflects on the power of silence in poetry to increase the reality available to readers, prompting contemplation and enhancing the depth of the reading experience.
Encounters with Faith, Joy, and Suffering
Despite grappling with a rare blood cancer for 18 years, surviving through multiple treatments, near-death experiences, and dark periods, Weiman shares profound insights on faith, suffering, and joy. He acknowledges experiencing Christ's presence in moments of suffering and near-death, leading to a deeper spiritual understanding that transcends conventional religious boundaries. Weiman's journey reflects a profound connection between suffering, existential questions, and the search for meaning and transcendence.
Christian is a poet and author, and, in my view, one of the most piercing writers on faith in our time. He served as the editor of Poetry magazine from 2003 to 2013, and his work has appeared in The Atlantic, Harper’s Bazaar, The New Yorker, the NYT Book Review and others. He’s the author, editor, or translator of more than a dozen books, and his new one is called Zero at the Bone: Fifty Entries Against Despair. Matt Sitman and I did a pod episode with him 12 years ago; so it was a real delight to reconnect for a second. I think it’s one of the best episodes we’ve yet produced. But make up your own mind.
For two clips of our convo — on finding God through suffering, and getting a glimpse of the divine through psychedelics — pop over to our YouTube page. Other topics: growing up in poverty and trauma in West Texas; his father was a Bible salesman turned doctor but volatile and addiction-prone; murder-suicide in his extended family; Christian’s anger over his upbringing; discovering poetry in college was a life preserver; the silence found in the middle and end of poems; Emily Dickinson’s dashes; Zadie Smith; how pure joy is destabilizing; C.S. Lewis; how the comforts of modern life insulate us from the ultimate questions; Pascal; the voiceless film Into Great Silence; Terrence Malick; me contemplating the Trinity on MDMA; an argument between Jesus and Nietzsche on magic mushrooms; how Nietzsche drove Christian away from God in college but eventually strengthened his faith; eternal return; “Christ is much larger than Christianity”; my friend Patrick who perished from AIDS; Christian facing oblivion with cancer many times; questioning his own faith constantly; Aeschylus; Rumi; Montaigne; Leonard Cohen; eternity as a release from time; Augustine on time; Job and undeserved suffering; theodicy; Anna Kamieńska’s poem “A Prayer That Will Be Answered”; Larkin’s “Church Going” and “This Be The Verse”; Auden; Carlo Rovelli and perception; and the profound feminism of Jesus.
Browse the Dishcast archive for an episode you might enjoy (the first 102 are free in their entirety — subscribe to get everything else). Coming up: Abigail Shrier on why the cult of therapy harms children, Richard Dawkins on religion, Johann Hari on weight-loss drugs, Adam Moss on the artistic process, and George Will on Trump and conservatism. Please send any guest recs, dissents, and other pod comments to dish@andrewsullivan.com.
Get the Snipd podcast app
Unlock the knowledge in podcasts with the podcast player of the future.
AI-powered podcast player
Listen to all your favourite podcasts with AI-powered features
Discover highlights
Listen to the best highlights from the podcasts you love and dive into the full episode
Save any moment
Hear something you like? Tap your headphones to save it with AI-generated key takeaways
Share & Export
Send highlights to Twitter, WhatsApp or export them to Notion, Readwise & more
AI-powered podcast player
Listen to all your favourite podcasts with AI-powered features
Discover highlights
Listen to the best highlights from the podcasts you love and dive into the full episode