The OCD Stories
Story: Stephen D'Intino (existential OCD, a detrimental psychedelics experience, trauma) (#486)
May 18, 2025
In this engaging conversation, Stephen D'Intino shares his personal journey with OCD, exploring existential themes and the impact of a negative psychedelic experience. He discusses how OCD has influenced his work and relationships, and the importance of therapy in his recovery. Stephen also dives into struggles with derealization, agoraphobia, and religious scrupulosity, highlighting the necessity of setting boundaries and embracing authenticity. His story emphasizes the healing power of connection and the significance of a supportive network in overcoming OCD.
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Quick takeaways
- Stephen's early experiences with OCD began at age eight, leading to isolation and compulsive behaviors that impacted his daily life.
- Through therapy, particularly exposure and response prevention, Stephen learned to navigate existential themes and established a supportive community for healing.
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Early Struggles with OCD
The journey of managing obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) often begins earlier than one realizes, as illustrated by Stephen's experiences starting around age eight after a family tragedy. He faced difficulties in school, particularly with reading, which triggered anxiety leading to compulsive behaviors aimed at alleviating distress. Simple rituals, like the specific manner of opening doors and turning off lights, developed over time, impacting his daily routines and relationships. These compulsions not only made tasks take longer but also contributed to a sense of isolation and shame about his struggles.
